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etherealcurse · 1 month
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my favorite shenhe headcanon is she seeing people , close friends , hug each other and basically pick each other up from the hugs , and she beginning to do that with the traveler .
. . . . the thing being that she would continue carrying them ---
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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   my name is shenhe . i was born fated to bear the curse of calamity , so i am prone to bring harm to the people around me . the adepti urged me to bind my soul with red ropes to keep my homicidal nature at bay . if you are able to walk alongside me without fear . . . hah , very well . now , GIVE ME YOUR HAND .
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cryo mommy ❤
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↪     𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑪 ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ 𝑺𝑶𝑼𝑳 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted lyric starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will be updated frequently .  )
i’m not sticking around to watch you go down .
i hope that you don’t suffer ,  but take the pain .
the truth is , i’ve never seen a mouth that i would kill to kiss .
we will be everything that we’d ever need .
you only listen to your fucking friends .
you made a few mistakes .  it’s alright ,  it’s okay .
i’m trying to get better , but i can’t do that when everything is about you .
i can name a couple ways this shit might go .
can you feel my heartbeat fuckin’ kickin ?
you were my everything and all you did was make me fuckin sad .
it’s kind of tripping me up , i’ve got it bad for you .
i’m on my own , i had some space to deal with it .
i’ve got it too good to cry .
i don’t know where i am or where i’ve been .
don’t treat me like some situation that needs to be handled .
finish up the bottle , then we’ll go .
this room is so suffocating .
motherfucker , don’t play with me .
there’s no doubt in my mind that if you could ,  then you would try .
i’m not the type to be out past dawn .
it’s been a long time since i felt this good on my own .
i really wish that i could say it to your face .
i kinda like it when you talk to me the way you do .
i’ve got something up my sleeve , i walk my talk .
i love you , but i know i’ve gotta let you go .
it’s getting hard to find a silver lining .
of course it hurt , of course it fucking hurt .
i know that you’re hiding something from me .
i don’t need to be loved by you .
trying to ignore it is fucking boring .
i tried to pretend ,  but it just doesn’t feel right .
i just can’t take it anymore .
i’m not trying to change your mind .
living in the city isn’t where it’s at .
don’t waste the time i don’t have ,  don’t try to make me feel bad .
i almost did it … glad that i didn’t .
you better run , you better do what you can .
yeah , i don’t really wanna be here .
pretty things should be seen and not heard .
can’t you bother someone else ?
now i’m sitting here wondering , when did this all start ?
i’m terrified but i can’t resist .
is there someone else or not ?
i’ve been around long enough now to know that good things never last .
i’d rather be the girl that got away than be under your thumb .
it ain’t so bad if i wanna make a few mistakes .
wish i could get some fuckin’ sleep without wasting all my weed .
you scared me to death ,  but i’m wasting my breath .
i feel like a kid again .
you were always taught to believe that everything you think is the truth .
nothing comes without a consequence or cost .
i don’t deserve someone loyal to me .
thought you were headed somewhere new .
touch me like tonight we’re gonna die .
can we go back to the world we had ? 
you should know right now that i never stay in one place .
i’d suffers hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight .
the games you played were never fun .
you said you’d stay , but then you ran .
if i can’t hold you like a lover , i won’t hold you at all .
you and i have history ,  or don’t you remember ?
i’ll be the one to deliver the news .
i’m better than this ,  i know my worth .
there’s something tragic about you .
you don’t know what it’s like , waiting up all night .
thank you for teaching me how i could live without you .
tell me what it is you wanna know .
you’re not a monster ,  you’re just human .
maybe i need better friends . or maybe i need a wake up call .
there’s so much to do , i’ll never have the wherewithal to do it .
i know i’d miss you ,  if i left right now .
i don’t like anyone better than you .
they told me once nothing grows when a house isn’t a home .
what makes you sure you’re all i need ?
i know you feel the way i do .
forever never really felt so right .
i overcommunicate and feel too much .
you say you’ve changed and you’re sorry ,  but i don’t wanna know .
i know i’ve got friends ,  i still get so lonely .
i’ve been doing greater good for a long time .
i’m no hero ,  but i can take a punch .
i thought it would all be great when i was older .
i used to be the one that was lying .
i can’t stand your condescending tone when you talk to me .
we’re still going cause we’re not quite dead .
i wanna scream ,  but what’s the use ?
i know what’s going on in your head .
you know ,  i never wanted to hurt you .
i don’t want to be a prisoner to who i used to be .
if we could stay this way forever , would it be enough ?
can’t you see that i’m getting bored ?
i hope you don’t think that shit’s fair .
i never knew you had such a dirty mind .
sometimes i don’t have a filter .
i’m the worst mistake that god has ever made .
you know i love you , but i’m still learning to love myself .
darling , you’re sick in the head .
am i someone you can’t live without ?
if you don’t come back , at least i’ve got nothing to lose .
did you think that i should listen to you ?
the meds aren’t working for me anymore .
goodbye to my good side ,  it only ever got me hurt .
you know ,  you’ve got a real smart mouth .
i know i’m where i belong .  deep down inside ,  i’ve known all along .
i’ve been putting myself on the sideline .
i was worth something , and it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food .
i know i took the path that you would never want for me .
my tongue’s gotten real tired of me biting it .
you’re acting like your deadbeat dad .  you’re better than that .
i swear i changed my ways for the better .
i hate it when dudes try to chase me .
when you’re in love ,  you get so cruel .
sorry , but i guess i’ve gotta let you down again .
just fucking leave me alone .
i walk through this world just trying to be nice .
i can’t be your savior ,  i don’t have the power .
will heaven step in ?  will it save us from our sin ?
follow my lead ,  take my hand .
you should’ve made some plans with me ,  you knew that i was free .
there are things that we’ll never say , but we know .
the only way you can know is to give it all you have .
i’m not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain .
you get me through every dark night .
i know that i’ve done some wrong ,  but i’m trying to make it right .
now you’re over there ,  and i’m way over here , what are we gonna do ?
think about what you believe in .
if i keep my eyes closed ,  he looks just like you .
i don’t wanna feel better .  no one’s ever gonna love me like that again .
there are things that you say ,  and you don’t say .
all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew .
bless your soul ,  you’ve got your head in the clouds .
what did you say ?  you’re breaking up on me .
if you adore me ,   why do you ignore me ?
you’re not as brave as you were at the start .
it was a bad idea ,  calling you up .
i see it on your face ,  you’ve had a bad day .
people are so fake ,  this world is a cruel place .
i’d rather be hunter than the prey .
someone’s gonna hate ,  it’s never gonna change .
you used to be so kind .
never gonna be easy ,  was it ?
every day’s another shot but all i do is fuck it up .
i can take the hate and all the pain .
it doesn’t matter who’s wrong or right .
tell your baby that i’m your baby .
they’ll kick you and they’ll beat you ,  and they’ll tell you it’s fair .
i wanted to pretend that this time was the end .
no one around me knows who i am or what i’ve done .
i would’ve gave it all for you .
i won’t run ,  i’m not afraid .
same way that they come ,  that’s the way they go .
somehow ,  i just want you more .
i never regretted the day that i called you mine .
i don’t want to get over you .
take it out on me .  i don’t mind if we fight if you make me bleed .
you look better in that dress than i do .
i know i let you down ,  didn’t i ?
it’s a cruel ,  cruel world .
i know i don’t want to live without you .
i’m always tired ,  i just can’t fight it .
i’m too consumed with my own life .
you didn’t think it’d be so much fun .
i won’t let you go ,  so don’t let go of me .
darling , you’re so pretty it hurts .
how’d i ever get so off my rocks ?
tell me where i went wrong .
what’s a king to a god ?  what’s a god to a non-believer ?
they’re out to get you ,  better leave while you can .
i know i’ll never know just what to say .
goddamn it ,  i was worth something .
we don’t need to be enemies .
should’ve kept my ass in bed .
i tried to love you ,  but you’re not my type .
there’s something here that i just can’t explain .
baby ,  is that really what you want ?
i’m not good at making friends .
i keep a close watch on this heart of mine .
i’m obsessed ,  i’ve never met someone like you .
can’t you see that you’re lost without me ?
when i’m like this , you’re the one i trust .
i was born into this , won’t hesitate to use my fists .
i always get my revenge .
the world thinks i’m a mess .
there’s something wrong with me ,  cause all i wanna do is get high .
it’s been a long time since i gave a shit .
sometimes i have these thoughts , they leave me all confused .
when i said take me home ,  that wasn’t what i meant .
oh my god ,  why are you sad again ?
you have to show them that you’re really not scared .
i don’t have many friends .  most of them are pretend .
i had my cake ,  and i ate it too .
i’m too afraid about the things i might say .
shit wasn’t real ,  it was all in my head .
it’s too late to apologize .
i know my disposition gets confusing .
you’ve gotta be so cold to make it in this world .
satisfaction is a distant memory .
no one can ever know .
there’s you in everything i do .
i wish i could say that i’m sorry ,  but i’m over that now .
you’re playing with your life ,  this ain’t no truth or dare .
fool me twice ,  and i know that’s all i need .
i hope if everyone leaves ,  you choose to stay .
i was afraid to leave you on your own .
where along the line did we stop seeing eye to eye ?
if they laugh ,  then fuck them all .
i’m sick and tired of everyone in this place .
i miss the way you made me feel .
he’ll never stay . they never do .
take a dose of something to forget .
aren’t we too young for this ?
i’m not the type to admit i’m wrong .
i shouldn’t think the things i’m thinking .
i don’t wanna know where you’ve been ,  or where you go .
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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happy birthday to my bday twin shenhe!!!
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maybe like this so i can invade your inbox ? ? ?
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shenhe likes to be told what to do when having sex -
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frostflower dew ❄️
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i can't find the original post but considering that i have some new bnha mutuals , i need to share this little headcanon ! :
shenhe would be really protective of eri ; she sees a lot of her younger self in her and perhaps in order to help protect the innocence eri still has within her , shenhe would be extremely protective of the little girl .
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even if she isn't the greatest at interacting with kids , to be fair , just know that she cares -
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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shenhe and guoba would be good friends , i'm telling you .
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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shenhe's curse is the poisoned and corrupted essence of a fallen god . more specifically , the fallen god of calamity that was killed in the cataclysm 500 years prior , one that i would say was close to the pyro archon and the geo archon as well . hence shenhe not being able to control it without the help of the ropes , her body quite literally CAN'T control or contain fully what was the essence of a once god . if she ever becomes one , that essence would become hers .
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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no bc honestly ? ? ? ? people don't talk about enough how shenhe has more than one element that she connects with , , , obviously cryo is one due to her vision , which is very true ! but i think wind is also a big part of her --- i mean , she floats ! ! ! ! i just think she has such a connection with it , to the point that she almost can hear it's words speaking to her even without a vision truly bonding her to it , , ,
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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the crane returns on the wind
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frostflower dew ❄️
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silliest hc yet but shenhe completely understands when neuvilette says water from different nations tastes different from each other because nothing would have stopped her from eating ice -
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etherealcurse · 1 month
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      . . . . she might have made a mistake ---
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i wished on the new banner and i got c4 kaeya , , ,
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