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𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺, 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[ID: July 1. Too tired. END ID]

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am i full of rage or full of disappointments

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i be like “whos praying on my downfall” as if i don’t make terrible decisions every other hour of the day

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“you should be the bigger person” absolutely not. i’m cursing his entire bloodline.

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i hope you realize how hard i’m trying.

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I could die so easily right now, in this moment

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Soha többet senkit, senkiben.

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My mental health is just getting worse and worse in all aspects

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I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

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People who don’t speak. People who live in their heads

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L. M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

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my lifes been over for years but im being really chill about it 

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George Seferis, from Collected Poems; "Memory I" (tr. Edmund Keeley and Philip Sherrard)

[Text ID: I whispered: memory hurts wherever you touch it,]

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trying to break free from the prison that is my brain and live my life to the fullest. but the fears.

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where do you put the emptiness that feels too heavy to carry

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i don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this