eunyas

[eunyas]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[eunyas]

  * 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒂  & 𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒏.     ›  ❝ THANK YOU FOR CARING ABOUT ME WHEN I WAS STILL FILLED WITH HEARTACHE & WAR.  ❞

                                             aesthetic  meme   for  @inigmati​​​​ .

[eunyas]

🎨

DONE !

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  * 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒂 & 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒆.     ›  ❝ I STILL REMEMBER YOU AS THAT LITTLE GIRL WHO OVERWATERS PLANTS BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T KNOW WHEN TO STOP GIVING...  ❞

                                              aesthetic  meme   for  @painintopcwer​​​ .

[eunyas]

🎨 (for stahl & tharja OR big brother and widdle sister owo)

DONE !

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  * 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒍 & 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒋𝒂.     ›  ❝ WE LOVE LIKE SHADOWS ,                     SILENTLY & EVER SO INTIMATE.  ❞

                                               aesthetic  meme   for  @duskcall​​ .

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🎨 perhaps, for fe8 gals or anyone you think fits more

DONE ! 

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* 𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒌𝒂.    ›  ❝ NO ONE DESIRES THIS WAR. SO WHY MUST IT CONTINUE? ❞   * 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒂.    ›  ❝ BECAUSE WITHOUT WAR...                     SOME OF US HAVE NO PURPOSE. ❞

                                                aesthetic  meme   for  @moonbrace​ .

[eunyas]

Send me a ‘🎨’ for an aesthetic or mood collage for our muses.

If applicable, send a verse too!

[eunyas]

❛   RAISE  YOUR  HEAD …    when  you  speak  to  me ,  reinhardt .  you’ve  done  me  far  too  much  to  act  in  such  a  formal  manner . . .   and  furthermost ,  i  must  apologize  for  my  distance  as  of  late .   ❜  

           —–   s.c .   @goldencalvacade​ ‘s  reinhardt .

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❛   AH , THAT’S  A  PATHETIC  HEX ...    why  would  the  fool  mix  a  lynx  fangs  and  pig’s  heart?  this  is  a  novice’s  work ,  that  much  i’m  certain  of .  ehehe... would  you  like  me  to  return  this  poor  excuse  for  a hex  ?   with  a  bit  of  flair ?  it’ll  feel  breathtaking .   ❜  

            —–   s.c .   @inigmati .

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   starter call !    —– specify muse please & thank u ;  if  not  ill  roulette  it .

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Fire Emblem Warriors - Tharja (2/?)

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❛   HUH … ?  EHEH ....   well ,  you  guys  clearly  don’t  know  . . .  some  sorcerer’s  use  sacrifices  as  self - sustain ;  but i’m  not  nearly  that  much  of  a  brute . ❜  

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✧  ⁺ .   EIRIKA .  (  𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒏𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆  )

@starcall’s lute is quite admirable ( obviously ) . ✶

       ‘ your memory is impeccable, lute!!         do tell me, is it one of your gifts, or         was it a skill you honed all on your         own?? ’

❛   IS  THAT  SO ?    i  may  disappoint  you  but  my  memory  is  only  due  to  natural  development  as  i  began  to  seek  more  knowledge .  hehe ,  but  of  course ,  it’s  only  common  knowledge  i  would  be  without  faults ,  eirika . ❜  

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❛   HUH . . . ?  HEALING  STAFFS ?    why  would  you  want  to  know  how  they  work --- i  thought  you  only  cared  about  your  dark  magic .  color  me  surprised .    ❜                —–   s.c .   @galaxythixf 's​   henry​​ .

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❛   HMM ?    why  am  i  collecting  rocks ?  well ,  first  of  all ,   they  aren’t  just  rocks ---  they’re  SHINY  rocks .... uh ,  that’s  all  really  i just  think  they're  super  pretty .   ❜                —–   s.c .   @metuereofnoctis​​​ .