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What does your 10th house says about you?

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Sun in the 10th house/ Leo in the 10th house ☀️

People might perceive you as someone ambitious. You might be perceived as a leader and as a goal oriented person. You can become a prominent public figure ( if your chart allows ). You might be perceived as someone bold and courageous. You bring your identity to the public. You are someone who is easily recognized by others. You are seen by others as a person who has high status. You are respected by others. Someone can take you as their role model and follow the lead. You might be in the top of your field. 👑 You gravitate towards leadership position. You can also become an entrepreneur. The boss/ star of your field. You might be remembered by others as an important person.♥️

Moon in the 10th house / Cancer in the 10th house 🌝

You approach the world in an intuitive way. You might be seen as someone who is sensitive, feminine and emotional. It might be hard for you to hide your emotions, unless aspected by Saturn or Pluto or, if moon is placed in the 8th or 12th house. You can also be seen as someone empathetic by others. You might be known for helping others and serving others. You effortlessly leave a good impression. Some careers that are suitable for you are careers helping others or supporting others. You can also get involved in careers related to women, children, real estate and property. You might be remembered by others as someone helpful. ♥️

Mercury in the 10th house/ Virgo or Gemini in the 10th house 🧠

You might be seen as someone versatile. You have a lot of talents, sometime it might be hidden. Your career might be related to express your intelligence and skilfulness to the world. It’s possible to find these individuals in the media or communication industry also. You would be known for your words,art and ideas. You can also be involved in the marketing industry, writing, logistical, creativity, or administration. You have an amazing verbal skill. 💗 You might be known as someone inventive and intelligent. You might create something new and efficient.♥️

Venus in the 10th house/ Taurus or Libra in the 10th house 💃🏻

You approach the world in a diplomatic way. You have a balanced and pleasant public persona. You are admired by others. You can be involved in the beauty and aesthetic industry. You might be an artist. Many people can see you as someone beautiful. You might be seen as someone wealthy, even if you are not. You might be remembered as someone who contributed art to the world. You might create something beautiful in your life.♥️

Mars in the 10th house/ Aries or Scorpio in the 10th house 🏆

You are viewed as someone independent, ambitious and goal oriented. You might express this essence of dominance in public settings. People might perceive you as a high achiever, someone who gets what they want. 💪🏻 You lead others. You can find success at a young age. This would attract a lot of jealousy and competition in your life. You could be in an industry where you have to fight for something ( competition). You like to be independent in your career. You might be remembered by others as a fighter, someone who went after what they wanted and broke the barriers. ♥️

Jupiter in the 10th house/ Sagittarius or Pisces in the 10th house 📠

People might view you as someone who is trustworthy, someone who speaks the truth. People might see you as a role model and you might be often perceived as a noble individual. You might impact others on a global scale. You can be in the field of teaching, spirituality, justice or even in an advising field. You would be remembered by others as someone who brought truth to the world or someone giving.

Saturn in the 10th house/ Capricorn or Aquarius in the 10th house 📌

You have a pragmatic approach. People might know you as someone mature and responsible. The older you get, the more successful you become. You have to be a little bit patient. You can be an advisor, leader, manager,can be in the government and politics. You can regulate the society. You might be remembered as an authority figure. ♥️

North node in the 10th house/ Rahu in the 10th house ⭐️

You can be a very ambitious person. You can be very obsessed or focused with your career. You might be obsessed with creating a name for yourself . This trait might also build over time. You have an urge to be known and famous. You might want to do something different. You can be a game changer and an over achiever. You can be in a field that gives you status or makes you famous. You can have a unique job. You can be remembered as someone who broke the pattern, a game changer and someone who shift the tradition. You can also have a job in the social media field or science.

South node in the 10th house/ Ketu in the 10th house

You might feel careless regarding certain public situation or career. You might be detached towards the things related to your careers. You might have an indifferent attitude. People can view you as someone who is spiritual. You might be perceived as a mysterious person. You have a hidden reputation. You can be in the field of service, charity, research, science and someone who store informations. Can also be a writer. You might work alone. You are your own boss.♥️

Pluto in the 10th house/ Scorpio in the 10th house

You approach the world with a psychological mind set or in a strategic manner. You might like to express your power. You might be someone powerful, someone who has a position in this society that’s important. This can be unconscious too, people might view you as someone important. This might lead to a controversial reputation too. Others might perceive you in an extremely good way or extremely bad way but they’ll still watch your every move ( It’s creepy!!!). People might start rumours about you. You can be in an influential position in this society. You can be a spokesperson. You can have a dominant energy. You can have a career that’s taboo, unconventional, controversial or unknown to the public. You would be remembered as someone who is influential, controversial and someone who transformed their career. ♥️

Neptune in the 10th house / Pisces in the 10th house 🧜‍♀️

You are mysterious to others. You are spiritual and creative. You can be confusing to others. No one can put you in a certain archetype. There is always an unknown quality about you. People might spread rumours about you due to that fact. This might be annoying to feel like no one understands you. 😓You can be in the spiritual, glamour, artistic, hospitality, alcohol or charity industry. Others might remember you as someone creative, mysterious and mystical.

Uranus in the 10th house/ Aquarius in the 10th house 🧪

You are innovative. You have a certain unique flair. You are different from the rest. You can be perceived as someone unique. You can be an innovator. You have an unpredictable reputation. You intrigue others. Others may take interest in what you do. You can be in the technology, social media or even art field. You are really good with tools. You might break the status quote with your career. There is a futuristic theme in your career. You would be remembered by others as someone who broke the tradition and as a game changer.♥️

I couldn’t post more gif to represent the energy of Neptune, Pluto and Uranus in the 10th house due to the limit of 10 pictures per post. Hope you like this post. ♥️

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Hey babe, hope you're having a lovely break! When you can, could you please talk a bit about venus in the 10th house? thanks ❤️❤️

Hello love! I had a good break, thanks. It'd be my pleasure.

Venus in the 10th house

These natives tend to give incredible first impressions, they have a knack for enchanting others easily [especially if it's a mutable sign]. People see them as polite, friendly, sweet and incredibly attractive. Many who see them notice their beauty or the way they dress for the first time. They tend to have positive relationships in their work area, especially with bosses or authority figures, making their relationship with them relatively warm. With this placement the native can become very loved by other people, but not much by themselves. As for work, they can dedicate themselves to something related to art, the economy, human resources or even public relations, since they have a lot of potential to form connections. They are very demanding people with themselves, for them it is important to progress in life and it bothers them to feel that they are lazy. They are not people who accept any compliment, because they will always prefer those who have sustenance. Instead of giving them a compliment on their body, compliment their progress, their work, their skills. This placement favors relationships with male figures, however although they may attract a lot of female support, this may be mostly external to their family. There are usually problems with the mother at some point and a tendency to attract rivalry from women.

Their beauty is rather classy, ​​they like to look and feel good in what they wear and they can have a really fashionable style. They prefer elegance-comfort, the natural that is not so ostentatious. They are people who look older when they are young and look younger when they are older. Its beauty is amplified over time. Like the gods of Olympus, they seem to be untouchable in some way, but they know how to steal looks [so much that they don't realize it sometimes]. It might seem that in love they have very high expectations and are apparently difficult to achieve for most people, but the reality is that some of them know exactly what they want in love. Many of them may not prioritize their love life and prefer to look for ways in which to progress on their own, they focus on their professional life and/or personal progress so much that they can sometimes feel that they abandon their romantic life. However, these natives can be very detailed and committed once they find someone they love. These natives can be hard to get at first, may tease you and even deny that they feel something at first, but if the person is really something that intrigues and motivates them, they will accept it little by little. They like people capable of work, someone a bit bossy but who keeps their noble heart, someone who teaches them and seems to have a lot under control.

I would define this placement in love as layer after layer. They seem approachable and kind, but the reality is that it is difficult to move them, or "fall in love", so in love they can be a little distant at first, but once they have a relationship they are the opposite, they are sweet and affectionate people. They yearn for a relationship of constant improvement, something that doesn't stagnate, something cute and serious at the same time. They need to admire their partner and for them to be independent. Their love give you security, they are that kind of person you see in the long term, they are not to have flings, they do not want to waste time with stupid things, they want certainty, commitment and reliability, this of course without losing touch spontaneous. They tend to prefer more rational and organized couples. They are more likely to date people older than them or be attracted to those with more maturity, someone who knows where they want to go and how to get there.

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VENUS IN THE 10th HOUSE; Observations

Those with this placement value their professional reputation greatly and have a genuine love for what they do. They are highly connected and can use this to get ahead, they always seem to run into the right people at the right time. Their focus on long-term gain is what keeps them in success. They are incredibly ambitious and love making plans for the future. Their beauty can be used as an asset. At first glance, other people automatically assume that these natives are smart and talented because of how attractive they are. They don’t mind this, even if the perspective is superficial because ultimately it works in their benefit. The native puts a lot of focus into their persona. They know that appearance is everything, it is the root to their success. The aesthetic they portray is heavily curated and they put a lot of time into the development of their desirability. These types are major trend followers and need to look put together in order to feel put together. They are adored by the public and have a special place in the hearts of those they work with. Their kindness and generosity never goes unnoticed, and they are well known for having a great sense of grace and elegance. They are always favored by higher ups and their reputation is well regarded. Their charisma knows no bounds and they are destined for popularity. In love, they are attracted to powerful people who are high achieving. At times they may be slightly superficial in this area because a social image is what draws them in. They want to be with someone who is also popular and well received. I’ve seen these types go after someone who meets surface level standards rather than going after someone who they were actually fond of. However, I would say this romantic behavior is most prominent during the teen years and early twenties. Most grow out of it, and learn about other qualities to search for that aren’t rooted in materialistic aspects. Their journey in love is a long one and many won't figure it out until after their Saturn return. That's okay for them, because most would rather focus on their career during that time anyways. 

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Your Saturn in their houses

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🤎Your Saturn falling in their 1st house: You will have this calming effect on your partner, who will grow a lot as a person with you by their side. You will make them have a more mature vision of life and you will make them think and act in the long term. The relationship with you will make them analyze more about themselves, be more introspective and analytical of what they are and do. You will help them take life more seriously, have ambitions and be more realistic with their way of approaching life.  You will make them reconsider their priorities and become more focused and responsible. You will help your partner create healthy boundaries that make them feel good about themselves, you will encourage them to be more independent. 

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 2nd house: You can help your partner put their finances in order, you can encourage them to make the necessary expenses and not waste their money. You will teach them to be more careful with their money and to value what it will take them work to achieve. In the best of cases, you will help them with their self-esteem. Your partner will know firsthand that if they are going to be with you, the relationship will have to be taken with the proper focus and dedication. They will immediately know that it is possible to have a serious relationship with you. They will deeply value that unique ability you have to commit, being one of the values ​​that they will most appreciate about you.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 3rd house: You will give direction to their ideas, you will encourage them to think in the long term and take seriously the way they relate, and you will also help them to be clearer and more concise about the idea of ​​communicating and making their ideas known. If they are indecisive people, you can help them focus and concentrate on what is truly important. You will teach them endless things that they will find interesting and useful for their daily lives. In their eyes you will be someone very intelligent, sharp, honest and very prudent, they will feel that they can tell you anything and you will know how to keep it between the two of you. They see in you a counselor and someone with a lot of wisdom.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 4th house: At first you might have given them the impression of being someone reserved with their feelings. They will see in you a person with stable emotions, someone who is clear about what they want on an emotional and bond level. They feel that their heart will be safe with you, that you will take care of it and treat their emotions with the necessary devotion and care. You will teach them to take their hearts and feelings seriously, you will encourage them to improve internally and cleanse and heal their inner world of things they carry. You will give them a strong feeling of security and inspire trust quickly. There is a strong level of devotion and support on your part and they will always value it.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 5th house: With you they will have many lessons about their self-expression and ego. This relationship with you will help them better define who they are, their value, their talents and above all, you will help them take themselves more seriously. They may feel that they want to be more responsible, and in general that they want to improve for you and the relationship. You will show them a more responsible, attentive and devoted side to romance, a constant one in which you will not only make them feel good or loved at times, but always. You will teach them the values ​​and efforts of a relationship and make them feel comfortable showing this devoted side in a relationship.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 6th house: And just when things seemed unclear or stable, you came into their lives. Not only do they see you as a great support in their lives, but as a person who inspires them to work hard and never give up. You can put a lot of order in their lives even if you don't realize it. You will always give them strategies and comments that make them improve. They will be touched that you take their well-being seriously in all areas of their lives. They will have the vision of you as a very hard-working, dedicated and mature person, characteristics that they will find admirable.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 7th house: It is likely that this relationship will be your partner's first serious one, you will teach them to take the relationship in a committed way. You will give them a lot of support and loyalty and they will know that they can count on you at all times. They will turn to you to make decisions that they consider important. This relationship will make them have more structure and organization in their life. You will teach them not to have everything on their shoulders and that eventually you will be there to offer your shoulder and support them. This relationship makes them mature and they’re likely to consider marriage, especially if your Saturn aspects their Venus or Moon.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 8th house: You are likely to help them break down the barriers they put between themselves and emotional intimacy, you can give them that vibe of being someone who won't hurt them and with whom they won't experience what may have made them suffer in other relationships. There is a strong karmic charge between you, you will be someone who teaches them a lot and gives them a lot of support in their healing process and in their search for peace after the storm. Your person can become more spiritual and more aware of these sides of themselves that they need to work.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 9th house: You will help your person to have a lot of growth internally. You will encourage them to finally decide what they value most and what they will put the most focus on. They will greatly value your honesty and will know that they can always have deep and meaningful conversations with you. You will inspire them to act more positively about life, without forgetting realism. You may be able to help them realize their dreams even when they themselves see them as very distant. You can help them define their philosophy and the things in which they find happiness. You will teach them to use their rational side and they could feel the need to expand their knowledge. 

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 10th house: They will see you as a very competent and capable person, and they will be influenced by these qualities to be more ambitious, to work harder and to achieve many things. You will directly or indirectly encourage them to take on more responsibilities professionally and they will likely feel that they need your approval or to make you proud. They will see you as someone with a lot of wisdom, someone even very intelligent, and they will always see you as their greatest support and source of admiration. You will give them a feeling of solidity and they will be able to see you by their side for a long time, likewise, you will have a presence in their future plans.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 11th house: Your presence in their lives can give them clarity regarding their purpose and future plans, you can make them consider many things and distance themselves from the criticism and expectations of others. It will give more serious meaning to your friendships and you will likely distance yourself from people who were not the best influence in your lives. You can be a reality check for them, because you either motivate them to create plans to fulfill what they dream and aspire to or you make them evaluate if that is really what they want in the long term. You will teach them the committed and stable side of a friendship regardless of the nature of the relationship.

🤎Your Saturn falling in their 12th house: You will be able to help them heal and motivate them to change everything they feel should be different. Unconsciously they will want to be more reliable for you, more stable for the relationship and more devoted to the dynamics of it. Being the house of dreams, it is possible that they feel that by your side it is possible to make their dreams something real, they will feel your support at all times whether you are present or not. They will see you as someone who is somewhat lonely and as someone who is selective with whom they invest their time and effort. You will help them find their inner strength and that desire to move forward.

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Mars Synastry

ignore the crossed out parts as that’s just for me & my chart 💗

💝 mars square mars - frustration & war-like dynamic (leo/aquarius mars)

💝 mars opposite venus - this aspect causes strong attraction which never leaves or becomes luke warm (similar to ‘mars opposite mars’). even after years partners will never get bored of making love to one another. one has the traits that the other lacks meaning they complement each other perfectly & give each other what one another wants. both partners work perfectly in bed together bc this is the ”omg are you a top? perfect bc i’m a bottom” kind of energy. one partner, usually venus is more submissive whilst the other, usually mars is more dominant. sometimes mars may be outraged by venus’s obedience meanwhile venus is disturbed by mars’s energy. (scorpio venus/mars)

💝 mars opposite mars - the nature of this aspect depends on the signs involved. in some cases, one mars will be very strong & the other mars will be debilitated. this will occur between aries & libra, scorpio & taurus, capricorn & cancer. in these cases, the pink mars will tend to be very direct, especially when angry. the purple mars will take a more indirect approach & will be prone to manipulative or passive-aggressive behavior. but this will tend to anger the pink mars even more, leading to a vicious cycle. in these cases, this aspect can be quite volatile. if they are to get along, they will need to learn to understand each other & compromise. the pink mars will need to learn to back off at times & the purple mars will need to practice being more direct & forthright. however, when this aspect appears in the other possible signs: pisces & virgo, gemini & sagittarius, aquarius & leo, this aspect will tend to bring balance; they will be able to work well together & compliment each other bc these mars signs are of relatively equal strength.

💝 mars opposite sun - hot & cold, on & off, rivalry. (libra mars or scorpio sun)

💝 mars conjunct moon - lots of passion, pregnancy & lessons learnt in this partnership. strong emotional & physical connection which is hard to completely break apart. this aspect reveals the instinctive sides of both partners. usually, mars is more energetic than moon.

(aries mars or taurus moon)

💝 mars conjunct sun - powerful attraction from both parties but especially from mars. both feel very energetic after spending time with each other, especially sun. both can behave very flirty with one another since they find each other irresistible & feel a fascination for each others bodies. mars sees sun as alluring, powerful & dominant. sun sees mars as chaotic, intense & equally seductive. in some cases, there can be competition or ‘enemies to lovers’ vybz.

💝 mars opposite jupiter - initially, there’s chemistry between the two. jupiter loves to provoke, test & play games with mars. (capricorn mars or scorpio jupiter)

💝 mars opposite ascendant - mutual sexual attraction. however, mars takes charge of the rxship which makes asc feel frustrated. despite mars being supportive of asc self-expression, asc feels nervous whilst asserting their rights in the rxship. (capricorn mars or scorpio asc)

💝 mars square jupiter - this rxship is full of friction. jupiter thinks they know best & belittles mars with their lecturing. mars wont put up with it & wont let jupiter take a win. there is a lot of sexual attraction but partners might have different sexual preferences. (aqua/leo jupiter or libra/aries mars)

💝 mars conjunct jupiter - a dramatic & fiery rxship with plenty of sexual chemistry. they brighten each others bad mood bc they are constantly flirting, playing & having fun together no matter the context or setting. however, there may be arguments & it’s usually jupiter who mediates the situation. jupiter encourages mars competitiveness, whilst mars leans on jupiter for support, wisdom or optimism. (cancer mars or taurus jupiter)

💝 mars conjunct chiron - you heal each other through sex & the sex can become addictive bc it feels so healing, but you may not be consciously aware of this. from the first time you sleep together something happens inside both of your souls. (capricorn mars or taurus chiron)

💝 mars conjunct south node - indicator of violence in a past life (sag mars or taurus sn)

💝 mars square pluto - intense passion & sexual chemistry but power struggles. mars will defo go through a self awakening & learn many lessons through pluto. pluto almost activates the dark side of mars. rxhsip may even lead to abuse & violence. (pisces/virgo mars or leo/aqua pluto)

💝 mars square ascendant - aggression & conflict. mars’s energy makes ascendant feel weak & threatened. if ascendant is a man & mars is a woman, this aspect will make her feel like he is not manly enough. for example, she doesn’t like how he handles conflict, she doesn’t see him as ambitious enough, etc. (aries/libra mars or leo/aqua ascendant)

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Mars Synastry

💝 1st house - initially, mars is instantly turned on by house & mars quickly captures houses attention. there isn’t necessarily romantic compatibility but there is definitely physical connection. sex is very passionate & powerful, with rough & competitive air. one assumes the other likes to provoke them. both can’t hide their feelings or intentions from one another. since there is aries influence, partners need to be careful of violence. this can be a feisty couple, privately & publicly; saying "i hate you" & kissing each other right after. house may bring out the protective, jealous & possessive side of mars. mars seeks to protect asc from whoever & whatever. mars may be an excellent motivator for house, urging house to be the best version of the themselves, meaning this partnership may alter houses identify. on the flip side, depending on how low or high mars’s self esteem is, once mars becomes comfortable around house, mars may become envious & critical towards houses looks & image. mars keeps making comments on houses body, reminding house of their flaws.

💝 2nd house - mars teaches & encourages house. partners love the way each other speak & simply hearing one another talk turns them on. they take care of one another. there is an overwhelming desire to own eachother. there is a multisensory sensation during sex as both partners are unable to take their hands off one another. (leo mars or aries asc)

💝 3rd house - there’s a lot of sensual touch & stimulation using the hands. even when sleeping or chilling together, there is an inclination to touch the fingers or bring the hands closer together. even when laughing together, they have to rest their hand on the other or reach out to each other. it’s like they just can’t help it & have to touch each other, even in the slightest way. they just need the reassurance that they are there; house may need that reassurance more than mars. there’s also a lot of dirty talk, even teasing, taunting & joking as a form of foreplay. partners tend to bicker like siblings but mars may get aroused by arguing with house. the downside is that one may offend the other a lot through jokes that the other took too seriously. (virgo mars or gem asc)

💝 4th house - mars may become very protective over house whilst house serves as someone who helps ground mars. at first, house may view mars as too harsh but in time, house realises that mars is just trying to teach them how to defend boundaries & establish security. sexually, mars pushes house to be assertive & teaches house new things abt sex. there’s a lot of emotional attachment & sensitivity involved. sex is intense physically & emotionally. (libra mars or cancer asc)

💝 7th house - this a passionate partnership with plenty of physical attraction from either side. this may even be an enemies to lovers situation. mars is a lot more fast, straightforward & naturally dominant compared to house. mars can even be too pushy & rushing with house at times. but house doesn’t feel scared, house feels intrigued. convos between them are 1 on 1, even with people around them. (scorpio asc or cap mars)

💝 8th house - an all or nothing rxship which flows deep enough to hurt or heal both partners. this synastry involves a lot obsessive & controlling behaviour, high physical attraction, physical touch & intense eye contact between the two. this aspect can be felt right away & intensifies the more you get to know the closer partners get. initially, house feels scared & timid towards mars. house needs to see progress before expressing feelings to mars. however, house simultaneously feels extremely excited & aroused in the presence of mars. mars is a lot more straight forward with house & sees house as their guilty pleasure. mars feels compelled to bond & merge with house on every level. mars feels a sense of urgency to conquer house. mars yearns to share the depths of intimacy with house. mars doesn’t forget abt house easily & mars changes houses life. sexual tension between partners is powerful & everyone can feel it. they have sex like the world is going to end, possibly in places you’re not suppose to or in secret spots. the sex involves a lot of power plays, teasing, helping each other masturbate & holding each other as close as possible. despite partners feeling intrigued for each other, heavy feelings like frustration is possible. one day they love each other, the other day they want to avoid each other.the rxship feels forbidden even if it’s not. it may be a secretive dynamic, like nobody knows they’re together. traumas can show through this rxship, like deep talks at night. (libra asc or aqua mars)

💝 10th house - this house rules reputation, status, career, stability & work. mars maybe constantly trying to bring house down bc of houses public image. house is everything mars wants to be & how they want others to perceive them. it can be really tiring for house to hear mars trying to make house insecure. this is the type of couple that are known to be arguing all the time. this couple puts on a show for others in a good or bad way. sex is very passionate & loud, and long-lasting. they also tend to push each other to grow in their careers & personal life style so if you're not ready for that, it can be a bit too much. (aries mars or leo asc)

💝 11th house - there is a lot of freedom & there is not much jealousy making it a harmonious rxship. partners are constantly trying out different s3x position & it’s usually mars takes the lead with this. the first time you do something could be accompanied with someone you share this synastry with.

💝 12th house - there's a lot of confusion at times & partners don’t seem to understand each others true intentions. most people find this synastry a little overwhelming bc it envolves so many intense feelings & vulnerability. once both are ready physically & emotionally to sleep with one another, it’s usually intense.

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Hi, cute

What are your thoughts about Sun sextile lilith?

Thanks! Kisses from Brazil 🇧🇷 ❤️.

let's talk about sun sextile lilith (though I do not work with this asteroid, I am familiar with her).

sun - the spotlight, the one who is attractive, and shines the brightest

sextile - working together, harmonious is the work area or in career aspects

lilith - reckless, rebellious, never experienced or never seen before

sun sextile lilith is all about being able to transform assignments and what you are given in your life into something much more risky, fun, and eccentric. you are able to identify yourself as a rockstar of the sort, but someone that is unexpected and somewhat of a surprise. you're able to project this energy and personality into what you are passionate about, which can help others become inspired and push into their own rebelliousness, or even confidence.

you may not be someone to listen to rules or follow them, instead focusing on the feeling and what is needed to be adjusted. it gives the energy of placing a new spin on a project or idea.

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I have to protect myself and my vision of the world. This place is beautiful, I love life even when I have nothing and am going nowhere. Need people around me who stop to smell the roses and point out the deliciousness of the sky. Your dread can’t be infecting me. If the only way to exist with you in this life is to run through it like I’m in a race then I’m sorry but, you go ahead. See you another time

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You, The Muse.

-by Brittany🐆🍯

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never settle… cultivate the life you want. crucially, remain patient.

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I don't know, okay? I'm sixteen and I don't know anything. Sometimes my feelings fall from the sky, plopping down slowly like rain on the beach, falling in thick, warm drops. Not so bad at first. Trickling down my neck and across my back. It starts to feel gross. I don't know. I'm drowning.

I'm sixteen and kids are dying, and maybe I am too. I'm sixteen and my head hurts from crying. And maybe the rain drops are my tears falling: And maybe I don't have it so bad. But maybe that's worse, because if this isn't bad, what is?

I don't think it should hurt this much. Getting older, I mean. Grieving. Because what is getting older, if it isn't grieving the loss of your past selves? Change is a part of life, and to be stagnant is to be dead. And sometimes I hate change, and sometimes I want to die. Aren't those just the same?

It hurts like my veins being torn out of my body by the fistful. Unraveling into one long, vibrant, bloody thread. It hurts like the sun's temperature raised little by little, quickly going from a sunburn, to an explosion. Everything on fire, everything burning burning burning

They said my future was bright.

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ASTRO OBSERVATIONS: ⚔️🩸OUR OBSESSIONS ⚔️🩸(LILITH THROUGH THE HOUSES)… *based on my personal experiences, not meant to generalize🥺*

“Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor Hell a fury like a woman scorned.” ― William Congreve

Lilith in the first house or Aries: You dislike being told what to do because you crave perpetual control. Be wary of self-destructive behavior; don’t let it lead to your demise. Pursuing vengeance may sound very appealing, but what happens when you have to set yourself on fire for others to be burned? Is it worthwhile? I’m sure it frustrates you that other people regard you as something to conquer and fulfill their desires. Even in those moments, when they force you to destroy your self-worth in front of them, a part of you enjoys it. You’re always willing to make a sacrifice for them. Those around you think you’re a bizarre and provocative character, and no matter how much you try to hide, they can’t help but notice you. Society tries to make an example out of you, but it seems to backfire for them each time.  Even if you swear you don’t want any trouble, it always seems to find you. I’ve never seen anyone who can derive so much power from other people’s gossip and criticism, and you never seem discouraged or weak in the face of an enemy. How powerful must it feel to know that your own body may be used as a weapon even when you don’t intend it to be? 🥀

“The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.” ― Maya Angelou

Lilith in the second house or Taurus: Maintaining this false sense of security is something you stress over. When you think about your wounds, you wince in sorrow because you realize you were so young that you had no chance against the cruelty you witnessed. Those around you had damaged your trust at one of those pivotal moments of your childhood innocence. You constantly desire to save yourself from death and destruction after years of watching others succumb to it. Believe it or not, you don’t have to keep justifying your very existence to people. The upside of people not appreciating you and not adequately compensating you is that you learn to harness your personal strength and establish your sense of self-worth. You can finally enjoy all of the freedom, self-love, and authenticity you’ve always desired. You don’t have to spiral and lose yourself in a futile quest to bring that inner child justice through self-destructive behavior. 🔥

“Many times in life I’ve regretted the things I’ve said without thinking. But I’ve never regretted the things I said nearly as much as the words I left unspoken.” ― Lisa Kleypas

Lilith in the third house or Gemini: Every time you attempted to be yourself and communicate all the ideas and thoughts running through your brain, others around you appeared to punish you for it. I understand you have a lot to say, but it is crucial to never spiral enough that you begin to deceive yourself. Instead, embrace it all, even if the truth is painful. Lilith doesn’t want you to think in illusions; she wants you to reflect within that fundamental truth, and we both know you’re mentally strong enough to do so. Through this acceptance, you begin to reclaim your power. It’s extraordinary to see just how you can pick up on even the tiniest shifts in others’ behavior. Still, I’m sure it’s stressful to keep up with their energy to the point where you have to entirely change how you interact with others to be adequately understood. Excessive conduct in anything that calms your senses should be avoided. Accepting yourself and learning to express yourself freely is an essential lesson that needs to be learned here. 🖤

“I am done looking for love where it doesn’t exist. I am done coughing up dust in attempts to drink from dry wells.” ― Maggie Young

Lilith in the fourth house or Cancer: I know you find solace in your isolation. I mean, it’s easy when you could be sitting right next to someone and still be so far away. You’ve had to find temporary homes in your daydreams and through the bittersweet what-ifs. This urge to run away is pointless if you feel unsafe no matter where you go. You don’t even trust your own bodies instincts at times. I know it feels as though you’re the only one who has to learn via trial and error, and everyone else can walk away without a scratch on them. You are familiar with loss as it has been etched through your family from mother to daughter and father to son. I wonder, aren’t you tired of holding onto other people’s burdens and making them your own? This form of self-sabotage has been disturbing your home, your soul, and roots, in fact, your very existence. It has forced you to harden your exterior too. You are now rougher in parts where you thought there would always be a soft side. How you have interpreted your cold environment has shaped you into the powerful person you are now. However, I hope you know that everything you thought made you weak has taught you more about genuine strength than anything else. 🥀🥀🥀

“I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it.“ ― Maya Angelou

Lilith in the fifth house or Leo: Someone once told you that embracing your joy was meaningless. They told you, why even waste time thinking about your happiness it if it was something so useless? Who taught you that your way of loving is worthless? I can see how infatuated you are with love. The concept of love.  A mother’s love for her child, a father’s love for his daughter, and a lover’s passion for another lover. Even while you’re experiencing feelings of pleasure that make your chest feel like it’s going to burst, there’s a voice in your head reminding you that grief is inevitably on the way. That any kind of vulnerability will always bring agony, no matter what. That it’ll just be a never-ending loop of horrible experiences that will finally suffocate you. Why do you continue to see yourself as a monster? You rise from the ashes like a phoenix every single time. I know that even in the moments your hands were dirty, your heart was always made out of gold.❤️‍🔥

“We’re going to have to let truth scream louder to our souls than the lies that have infected us.” ― Beth Moore

Lilith in the sixth house or Virgo: hasn’t anyone ever told you that tomorrow is a new day? You have the option to start over, believe it or not. You are not your worst mistake. In fact, you are not your mistakes at all. You are a beautiful and complex cultivation of all your reactions, experiences, and choices. You are all the tears you have shed, the sweat that has dripped off your body, every smile you’ve blessed someone with. You are constantly losing sight of the big picture by worrying over minor details. How can you continue to punish yourself even when things are going well? You’re hypersensitive to the energy around you to the point where it threatens to suffocate you, draining your vitality for the day. Stop being so eager to sabotage your success because it is not happening exactly how you wanted it to. Know that self-discipline might feel like a punishment at first, but it only leads to liberation. 🎈🎈🎈

“I will not stay, not ever again - in a room or conversation or relationship or institution that requires me to abandon myself.” ― Glennon Doyle

Lilith in the seventh house or Libra: You keep searching for consistency, for some kind of revelation that will appear to you where you get the chance to merge with someone else. That maybe a piece of someone else that can make you whole. You have to learn to find your own power and be assertive and self-sufficient. You see the best in people even as they are crumbling right before you. Compassion is usually a good thing, but what happens when you begin to attract individuals who are not exactly who they appear to be? You’re such a smart and lovely creature, however, I must admit it’s a little frightening to see how easily you can spiral, willing to part the ocean in two and leave everyone else to drown. One day you’re screaming and boiling hot, lashing out at everyone who gets too close, and the next day you’re frozen in place, turning into a massive snowstorm that quickly turns into a blizzard, as if a dam of snowflakes has burst from the heavens. 🩸🩸🩸

“I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here. So, how can I find my way? Is there a chain saw of the soul, an ax I can take to my memories or fears?” ― Laurie Halse Anderson

Lilith in the eighth house or Scorpio: Whether it’s a brush against the lips, or something more than that, I wonder when you’ll ever stop obsessing over these fantasies. I know you try to keep a tight leash on the interests you have in the darkest parts of humanity, but I can still see the way it seems to linger around you. This intensity extends a shadow over you. You make friends out of your inner demons. You wish you could find someone willing to accept even the worst parts of you. After all, you are death and regeneration itself, and you know relationships are catalysts for change. You entirely forsake any previous attempts at concealment and expose even the most secret parts of yourself via s*x or intimacy. After all, you are willing to trade secrets just for even a little bit of euphoria. You uncover depths of life that most people are never exposed to. What does it feel like to be so unattainable?🔪🩸

“Faith is a place of mystery, where we find the courage to believe in what we cannot see and the strength to let go of our fear of uncertainty.” ― Brene Brown

Lilith in the ninth house or Sagittarius: It must be difficult to watch people be sure of their beliefs. Without a doubt, there is faith drenching every word they speak. You wished you could embody that energy and have such a robust belief system that there was power in your tongue too. That there was always something greater out there listening. That you were never alone. Despite this, you can’t help but oppose their methods. You scoff at their blindness. Please believe me; when you continue to obsess over fighting every single point of authority you come across, you will always end up being exhausted. Why does it feel like the only thing you are running from is a life worth living? It’s possible to live in harmony with people with different belief systems. You don’t have to suffer all of the time to learn a lesson when you could reclaim your voice instead. Don’t waste all the immense power you possess in seeking one universal answer or sign. There have been signs all around you this entire time. Look at yourself. You have been growing all this time. 🖤🖤🌹

“Vulnerability sounds like truth and feels like courage. Truth and courage aren’t always comfortable, but they’re never weakness.” ― Brené Brown

Lilith in the tenth house or Capricorn: How exhausting to base all your value on all the things you can accomplish. Are you attempting to reach your ambitions or finally receive the approval you’ve always desired? You’re so focused on having this tremendous influence that you refuse to live in the now, your thoughts racing and anticipating what will happen next. I understand how difficult it is to let go of your tight grip on your reputation, especially given your history of anxiety and fear of failure. You’re well aware of how power may captivate those around you. It’s nice to have the upper hand, but what if you obtain all you desire and are still left feeling unsatisfied? Don’t put up such a strong defense that you believe someone is trying to throw a punch when it’s just a helping hand. ❤️

“You crushed us to build your monarchy on the backs of our blood and bone. Your mistake wasn’t keeping us alive. it was thinking we’d never fight back.” ― Tomi Adeyemi

Lilith in the eleventh house or Aquarius: I watch the way you desperately try to assimilate to fit in. But my love, they will always see you like a wolf, even when you’re in sheep’s clothing. Instead of feeling bad about it and enabling yourself to be the scapegoat through relationships with nasty people, accept that some people cling helplessly to their labels. Please don’t fall into the trap of becoming one of them. You take pride in supporting the underdog. I know you’re proud of it, but keep in mind that betrayal, envy, and rejection from someone you consider a friend can happen at any time. It is easy to feel unwanted when your community acts if this permanent stain of sin is on your hands. As you’re being shunned, you wonder what horrific thing you did in a previous life to make everyone so eager to cast you aside and crucify you. You must start accepting yourself and separating your identity from other people’s opinions. 🌬🥀❤️‍🔥

“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.” ― Stephen Chbosky

Lilith in the twelfth house or Pisces: You gave in to your paranoia. You know your mind is powerful, but you still let your anxieties dictate your daily actions. With your bare hands and omniscient energy pulsing within you, you can move mountains. You had never been terrified of monsters under the bed because they had always followed you around wherever you went. So, why do you continue to stifle your intuition by depriving yourself? In the flow of your movements, there occurs unconscious self-destruction. You’re willing to take a risk in the name of helping others. But then how come you are so ready to escape your own troubles when they simply follow you into your subconscious? It’s better if you let go of the toxic crutches you’ve been clinging to and know that once you do, you’ll be stronger than you’ve ever been. Know that discipline is a muscle we never stop attempting to strengthen, even when we’re at our weakest. ❤️‍🩹📿🧿

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Lilith in the houses. So accurate

Lilith Through The Houses : The Fallen

(Carpenter Brut - TURBO KILLER)

Lilith In The First House : The Demon you can see

Lilith in the first house is about more than just the dark aura or the seemingly endless gazing eyes and petrified reactions from outsiders, rather it’s a accumulation of the natives energy focused so tensely in the area of the “self” that they seem like some powerfully dark entity. the face can have a darkness to it be it in color or in it’s appearance. the hair is often dark and depending on how close to the ascendant Lilith truly is it can even overwhelm any lightening affects of planets like Jupiter or Venus here. the eyes are often stunning, and a very harsh quality lies behind the gaze. the demeanor can seem quite detached and intense even if they are standing in an idle position. the natives also carry a strong energy, one that can seem a bit repugnant or erotic. these natives often can be completely opposite of the energy they’re expressing but it can be so atmospheric that they can be accused of “seducing” or “corrupting” their siblings, co-workers, step parents, friends lovers and so on. They have a mysterious nature to them that creates a sort of fearful nature in others, as many often ponder on if they are secretly moving or plotting in silence. These natives are POWERFUL and the scary aspect about them is their ability to dominate a room, a crowd or any relationship by sheer force of will and by existing. to many they are a threat, a bully, a sharlton, a whore, or some wicked vile beast of temptation. early life can be hard especially if Lilith is afflicted from this house and sadly these natives can receive quite a bit of sexual objectification as people often worship and lust after them as if they were a demon of sexual appetite. Lilith here is dangerous as she projects the inner animal in all of us onto the native making the native a target of primal behavior in others. People can act downright like wild animals towards these natives, snarling, kicking, biting, spitting, roaring, and so on just to strike them down and make them feel as small as the native makes them feel just by existing. once mature these natives are physically astonishing, as Lilith’s dark energy courses through the body’s constitution. staying fit is usually fairly easy here. and the mental and emotional faculties are very highly attuned making them incredible readers of character and intent. as these natives age they walk into their Lithuanian image and become truly intense and immovable objects, the men can seem like the devil, like some sly creature, some harmonious gale that weights you down with a simple glare. The women are fierce, and silent, passionately observing the world like a emperor of their bloodied kingdom. she is dangerous and cold, her intentions are far from emotional and her reactions are everything but sympathetic. this can be the coldest and unnerving of individuals to meet.

(Carpenter Brut - DIVISION RUINE)

Lilith In The Second House : The Blackest of Sheep

For Lilith in The second house natives self worth can be a guessing game, sort of like a constant pendulum swing. hatred of the purest and most carnal form can be exhibited towards ones body, whilst at another moment worship and unforeseen pleasure and joy can be derived from ones own body, their sense of self and place in this grand shit show called life. as you can imagine their appetite for the finer things is unmatched, but in many cases these natives love the ruined parts of beauty. This can be the ripped jeans, the broken stilettos. the old and cracked rusty crimson lipstick or the runny eyeliner, the spiked belt or the bareness of skin pale and lifeless after a cold shower. These natives are cold to the touch and tend to have quite the intense relationship with intimacy and touch. in many ways they loathe closeness and lingering intimacy, seeking to keep a mighty far distance from close ties or entanglements that last longer than they should. the other side of this is that once they do let someone in they can be so drawn to touch and sexuality, its sensuous and amorous nature that they become a gluttonous demon for it, eating their lovers alive. they can wear plenty of silly pretend tones, and soothe anyone into a manipulative tactic and make it seem like it was all a misunderstanding. These are the robbers and thieves willing to take and bleed everything and anyone dry if it brings them closer to their obsession “having what they cannot.” These natives are magnetic and their earthy bare beauty lies in the fact that Lilith here is reflecting on her time with Adam, the sex they had, his touch and the stranious and rather euphoric state she enjoyed until she was cast out and betrayed, thus as she lay nude and bare flying in rage in an unknown sky she dammed the world, the world she believed she had once had, now telling her she could no longer own it. these natives don’t value money or materialistic objects rather they value what is not their’s, what has been created, what is so fondly gazed upon by others, they seek to tear down it’s beautiful glow and to in-turn be made beautiful in it’s downfall. These natives by nature are sacrificial and have a almost godly relationship with the plants of the earth, many are gardeners in their pare time or actively partaking in medicinal herbs and many are even inherently nomadic easily reading climate patterns and environmental signs. these natives are also amazing in the field of medicine for their ability to scope out bodily dysfunctions and emotional imbalances. that being said these natives also have the most dangerous singing voices one could ever here do to it’s magnetic and often eerily moving tone. a rejection of the sensuality or body is common with this placement by the self or by others.

(Carpenter Brut - MANIAC cover)

Lilith In The Third House : The Rumors Of Shepard

Lilith in the third is a very subtle yet remorseless position, here Lilith has a free tongue and is delighted at the intricate yet magnified level of mental mind games and manipulation plausible in human nature. These natives may have had a parent or an early influence who was a pathological liar, a schemer or in some ways a com, and false prophet. the children often were fascinated and found novelty in the weakness of the brain and sought later in life to play into this more weakened aspect. Lilith sees weakness in the expression of sympathy and compassion and often preys into these aspects via communication or even things as subtle as certain movements/mannerisms, speech patterns and eye movements to throw off their desired target. Sometimes the lies are harmless while other times they are dangerous and toxic although none of this really matters to the native. These natives aren’t heartless per say but their is an inherent disconnect in the manner that the mind and the heart interact; they don’t. you see Lilith places an almost tar like cable separating the two so she can have her fun, as emotions would interrupt her spiritual mingle so to speak. These natives enjoy vocal banter and sparring as they get to test out their new tactics(subtly of course) on others and test the efficiency. These natives are brilliant writers and can often easily decorate a paper with words and diction that would make a literary scholar and professor of 99 years drop to his knees in astonishment and awe. they can color their words in such a way that can both woo you and terrify you with it’s effect. Many with this placement have seductive voices and can easily charm your clothes off in such a way you could even feel taken advantage of. both sexes are dangerous in this regard because although they can create a pretty little portrait for you, they are secretly knitting you in their twisted and often thoroughly planned web. these natives aren’t plutonion the sense that they actively seek to control their conversations or interactions, rather they do so in such a quiet and sincerely relaxed way that it’s as if it’s instinct to naturally swirl a mass into a a joyed get together, a fight into a compliment fest, or a tragedy into a miracle. They are intellectually 100 steps and 100 lifetimes ahead of you which is what makes being in their presence such a sincerely scary thing as they tend to be alphas in any interaction with everyone around them taking the place of common folk, in the presence of a lord. A rejection of ones thoughts and ideas and even knowledge by the world is common. the arms tend to either be hairless or sporting some dark moles, and scars here and there that seemingly seem to curve into a moon like shape. Lilith working positive here awakens premonition and cerebral awareness that far exceeds the normal person.

(New Order - Elegia)

Lilith In The Fourth House : The Nomadic Evil

Two things should be mentioned be for we carry on, This is Lilith And what we are speaking on is how her presence can effect that particular area of your life by infusing it with her darker scheme but make no mistake where she lay is often the area of life that needs her power the most as to protect the native from being dogmatically bulldozed over by the treachery of the world, she is both a blessing and a great evil. In the case of the fourth house Lilith can make the home life practically non-existent. It can create detachment or loose ties with ones heritage or familial upbringing. In both men and women this aspect can show that the families history is often dark and full of lose of power and regaining of it in darker ways through sexual and emotional expression and this can involve much of the female side of the family. their can be an innate disdain for other women or MEN especially with this but it’s more common to have a disdain for the conventional Mother and  Father dynamic if anything. This can make the native feel rejected when home, or as if they don’t really belong, or in some cases like home is not a real conceptual desire. the family itself can seem almost alienated and far, and much of the early interactions may have been tense, overwhelming or the women in the family could’ve been survivors of dark acts such as rape, murder, abuse, violence, and or anything that would’ve likely been the result of a man or society failing to give them aid. When Lilith rest here positively the above is still true but the connection to the divine feminine and women in general is passionate and endearing and instills a lot of inner will power and drive in the native. the chest can be very boney and rather tight with the way the nerves and organs coil together. so sharp chest pain, and chest compression is common due to anxiety or strong emotions. the heart can also suffer from palpation and sloppy rhythm yet miraculously the heart is in amazing condition and seems to do well enough on it’s own to fix any potentially fatal issues(still go to the doctor if any symptoms get worse though!) the native tends to express emotions in a cold and rather aloof manner and can have a very hard time flowing into their more nurturing qualities mainly because they were never really exposed to nurturing in the same sense most people are, they attribute caring and compassion to being sturdy, independent and steadfast anything other than that is useless and unnecessary. overly emotional or overly clingy types and unfortunately even children can be a very hard battle for these natives as it clashes with their essence. these natives despise intimacy and tend to prefer being alone as opposed to having to connect and get intimate with others. that being said these natives are emotional, and deeply so but this is hidden behind a wall of trauma and a very well created mask. the thing is though the mask isn’t to protect them or anything rather it’s an instinctual action to create distance and to raise themselves above those who would try to dig past their facade. They are rather powerful in nature and have almost demonic/fallen angel like emotions, often feeling wrath rather than rage, feeling pride instead  of courage and feeling lust instead of love, these natives emotionally exist on a darker emotional plane than anyone would ever be able to fathom. They are by no means fiction and i tell you this because these natives are genuinely so hard to understand, like a complex myriad of fluttered wings and bloodshed, navigating their pain, and their hardships is nearly impossible and this only worsens the older they get as they periodically build more and more mazes. the mind set is often attentive but far away, they can seem like passerby’s and have a extremely closed of nature making things such as friends or lovers seem a bit difficult. they are caring but rarely ever feel as if anyone is worth the expression, they are warm, but very rarely are they willing to create a sun. these natives are mysterious but not for the “look” of it, mainly because they live in their darkness so much so that it is who they are, and if anything thats the beauty of this placement they are an innocent angel with the whitest glowing wings dancing in the dark all alone, in peace far away from the commitments of the world.

(Big Black Delta - Huggin & Kissin )

Lilith In The Fifth House : The Volcanic sin 

Lilith in this house is a vortex of madness, she swarms and dances in the highways and the swamps, in search of god. She’s so angry and filled like a wine glass with sorrow and lament shouting endlessly for him to hear her pleads. She’s grieving constantly, for what seems never ending. always, constantly in pain, constantly burning her wings and re-birthing over and over each time becoming something else, something more, something darker than before. These natives are seemingly passive and bothered by the world around them, critiques of art, disgusted by the things humans passionately wave their fist in the air for, they always seem disappointed or lacking in amusement at the creations of man. these natives can brim with an almost colony of souls the moment they see that desired star power, that human pitfall where all seems lost and someone surpasses their own abilities and broken bones, and armless and all rises even still. these natives value fearlessness in the face of ones own demise and destruction, rising above adversary without wasting a moment to dwell in the sadness of the situation, art littered in pain or trauma and it’s massive weight or the intensity of someone being able to vocalize that pain and it’s darkening wave excites them. they adore man at it’s weakest moments and the fight it takes to come above those heavy waters once more. These natives can be almost demonically cold to weakness in others, turning a blind eye to someone crying or complaints of a hard life, they tend to ice out people with sob stories and even more so they tend to find complete disgust at those who sell their sob story to the masses and are worshiped for their own self pity. these natives are true seekers of sorrow and strength and it’s often why Lilith in this position is almost at the same strength as the Descendant in deciding whom these natives marry. The lover often is a cold one, dark, intense and one whom has witnessed their fair share of sorrows hence their more stoic and serious nature. the love life of these natives can be pure hell, as the romantic partners especially when younger may be attracted and even obsessed with the natives but upon the natives seeking to consummate or initiate the bond past the courting stage the lover can reject the native, coldly as if they were dirt and openly choose another, or avoid the native all together and in some extreme cases the lover could be abusive or monstrous all due to the fear and powerful emotions the native drudges up in the lover. much pain will be felt but many re-births will be the result, the natives get far more cold, far more intense and even more selective as they age. much of the rejection is due to the native unconsciously turning a blind eye to what Lilith is trying to show them within themselves. Lilith seeks to help these natives process their own pain, and to love from within rather than seek it through another person which is often why up until that is learned these natives are given nothing but hate, mis-treatment, and sorrow. The relationship with children can be healing surprisingly, Children often are afraid of these natives (at first) but as time progresses and these natives get older and harness their inner love children naturally gravitate towards them, seeing them as a source of fun and excitement, children are often very protective and fond of Lilith in the fifth house natives often showering them with love and support. the deeper alignment here is that the natives are constantly carrying an energy of sadness and are often disconnected with the world around them due to their incredibly high standards of what counts as passion, they don’t just want love they want to feel it like a raging fire in their souls until it leaves nothing but ash. they want to feel sadness like a suffocating and deafening tsunami on a deadly storm in the sea. they want to love heir children with the force of all mother united, to feel sex like a turbulent storm of water and fire crashing into the earth like molten rock and icy cool. Sexually keeping up with these natives is impossible, they move like a wrathful archangel and can be practically insatiable. Often times these natives tend to find their suitable lover sometimes between their early 20′s or mid 30′s in most cases it’s early 20′s during college or ladder adolescence as the sun is progressed into the incoming sign and its often mid 30′s following the Saturn return due to the fact that these two will be in a close interaction. the back can have moles, beauty marks or freckles or even just sport a few scars and a more darker skin tone than the rest of the body. the Body of these natives is AMAZING. these natives can seem to have model figures or have very naturally erotic bodies that can make even the most innocent person look like a sultry, she- witch the second the clothes come off. Dancing and writing tend to be past times for these natives and they can be some of the most erotic, and talented dances you could ever have the blessing of seeing. Singing and physical activities are also past times and these natives are very obsessed with the body and tend to gravitate towards more physical and martial art like sports, due to their inherent flexibility and natural stamina and vitality. the overall health is deviously good and these natives tend to have impeccable recovering abilities often mentally dealing with sicknesses. These natives can seem like they are constantly bored or unamused which can make them seem intimidating or hard to please which is often why people feel so uncomfortable or as if they must be on their best behavior around them, this includes people above them and children. many people may seem stiff or cautious around these natives due to how stoic and carnal their eyes can seem in disapproval. these natives internally feel a endless state of heartbreak and can suffer from drastic bouts of depression to episodes of euphoric highs only to come crashing down with the speed of a collapsing wave. things don’t necessarily improve rather these natives learn to take these up and down pitfalls and rise and even stronger version, a darker one than before.These natives are not easy to connect to and can be very hard to gain the time of but assuming you have what it takes they are extremely loyal and deeply sown to the ones they give their hearts too. Be careful how or what you say or do to their family, husband or kids they will annihilate you with the scorn of a trillion dead and their are no lengths they fear crossing. 

(New Order - Blue Monday)

Lilith In The Sixth House : The Burning Lambs 

This Position of Lilith can seem like a backdoor or a darkened curtain off to the side in the natives personality. They can demand an almost unrealistic and un-sympathetic tone to the less then polished things in the world around them. These natives crave perfection and this isn’t something that’s a simple as the clean room, and perfectly tucked shirt, or carefully honed smile, these natives need and desire perfection at it’s core in a almost spotless representation of themselves to the point of which they would rather annihilate all around them that fails to meet this high expectation. these natives condemn the more instinctual sides of man, preferring to use the mind as their highest calling. many find it difficult to work with others, preferring not only to go in alone but they enjoy the weight of taking on a duty even if it leaves them in shambles. These natives have a furious tenacity that makes them bloodthirsty for positions at work, and trying to compete with them will be a fruitless effort as much of their being and dark intellect come into the matter. in many ways they are beautiful, innocent and contrasting as much of their allure lay in their seemingly angelic and pure nature. these natives have a strong level of discipline and self restriction only second to their Lilith in Capricorn and 10th house brethren. These natives can have billions of fires and storms raging within yet present the polished car, sleek black dress and rose-marry scented smile in the phase of an entire gathering as if they weren’t impaled in the deepest of depressions moments before. a certain level of seriousness and intensity cloud these natives as more often then not they make it a point to remain objective, detached and eerily focused on the objective at hand. ignorance is blasphemy to the natives and often a source of immediate disapproval and disgusts. These natives are very intolerant of many things especially those whom are overly dependent on instinct rather than logic. These natives are incredibly sensual and pleasures can be multi-faced much like their minds. they tend to be their most sexually powerful in sexual situations of inequality. They may prefer more dominant or submissive sexual partners and have a strong need for their darkness to be expressed through sex on a constant basis otherwise frustration and mental agitation is the result. the problem here is that this can cause the underdeveloped types to get into relationships mainly for the sexual outlet rather than the emotional growth. They are immensely loyal, but very rarely ever do they commit to someone as many prefer to be alone. the masturbating tends to be aggressive and volcanic in nature and often times these natives have such an earthy and tense sexuality their co-workers and even people in their everyday lives may feel uncomfortable or sexually aroused around the person due to the power of projection. The stomach can have scars, or moles upon it in some cases or may be the source of frequent emotional upsets. the health can fluctuate and reach moments of life or death both figuratively and in reality. feeling reborn after fighting a illness is common even if it’s something as small as a cold. the animals that the native deals with can be Lilithian in nature and have darker more dangerous attributes. the animals will have powerful personalities and will be treated as an equal by the Lilith person. Hunting animals for sport or having a more grudgingly relationship with animals is common here. These natives are incredibly resilient and steady but have a very inner ward pestilence that causes them to despise reliance or support of any kind.

(Hozier - Dinner & Diatribes ) 

Lilith In The Seventh House : The God In we, The Devil In Me 

This position of all Lilith in the Houses is One of the most paradoxical and the most devastating. These natives are like a violent wheel of chance, filled with endless possibilities of both malefic and benevolent inclination. These natives can be the sweetest drop of honey, the warmest embrace and the lover of your fantasies dressed as human. They can be your wickedest nightmare, deepest wound and most prolific demon inhabiting your body and mind. They have a level of control on their environment that would put Scorpio to shame, a level of cunning that would silence Virgo and Gemini and an almost biblical like understanding of the human brain and it’s reactions, it’s fears, it’s pitfalls, and it’s quiet longings in such a way that Sagittarius and Capricorn would fall prey. the manipulation can be quiet and a bit hidden in it’s expression but it happens, sometimes unconsciously, other times in the light of day. these natives no matter how lighthearted their chart or how many grand trines and castle of Davids will have a very unbalanced inner world, fluctuating from nun to sinner. to many outsiders these natives are adorably understanding and patient, arguably the most giving and sacrificing person you’d ever meet but behind the sweetness these natives are deeply self invested and in many ways this isn’t a bad thing but it’s also a means of self preservation at the expense of others. These natives seem closer and more intimate then they actually intend and are one of the most difficult people to get to open up or trust you as they prefer to keep much of their interactions superficial and easy. Deeper connections are usually saved for potential love interest or marriage partners but they more than most people get to meet an entirely different beast. these natives can attract heavily Lilith aspected lovers whom are dark, tantric, intense and downright possessive and sexually demanding like hungry animals. The native themselves can project their own shadow side onto the people they interact with platonically or romantically which can create a hypocritical “why are you acting like that” mentality when the truth is that they themselves are the source of the heavy seated Lilith energy. This house is most dangerous as the natives tend to get that much more intense and dark when married, expressing their “real” self, the sinner, Persephone, the black witch, the fallen angel free of shackled purity. They can end up with marriage partners or lovers who seem completely opposite of them or rather a complete 360. the lover may have tattoos, work in a taboo field of work or the music industry  funeral homes, a rock-star/musician, porn,martial arts, or drug trafficking and money laundering, running a prostitution rink, selling drugs, or things like hunting, poaching, lucrative work, government work, FBI, Military and so on. The partner is often serious and Intense but LOYAL. The native can be co-dependent and attract co-dependent relationships which are more dangerous here because of the Lilith like theme. The natives can be seductive and so sexually provocative that many people who may not even be that sexual are actively aroused or turned on by the Lilith in the 7th person, often caught up in their sultry atmosphere to the point where many may be in fear, or disdain of the natives effect on them. The other lot, married, committed or otherwise who cannot help themselves develop strong obsessions with these natives. Love is death for these natives and it needs to be littered with obsession, paranoia, possession, hate, love, intensity, pain, loss, rebirth and struggle for them to truly value it, although they may intentionally reject this and seek more peaceful unions, deep down in their heart of hearts they need that chaos to mend the woes and trios of faces and inhibitions tied to love and romance for them. The buttocks and back can be incredible. the natives may have birthmarks on the butt or darker skin on the area, men may have a hairy buttocks while both sexes may have a mole or scar of some sort here. the waist and hips flow like water and can make these natives excellent at riding or rather make cowgirl-reverse-cowgirl positions their favorites.  these natives are dangerously seductive and can set a whole room of men and women in under their spell as this is a gender less sexuality expressed here often sucking up any unlucky fool who dares to gaze their way. the tell tale of these natives is their deep stare, it can feel like god is looking upon you, as if the devil is entrancing you, they seem like a taboo decision that will change your life and leave it in tethers. 

( Allan Rayman - Crush)

Lilith In The Eighth House : The Way we speak to the fallen

Lilith is happy here, she resonates with Hades and Pluto, she understands their loss and contempt, their lament and dutiful weight. These natives can seem magnetic without much effort. much of their movement and reaction is stalled and cautious, yet never in a way that brings to much attention to them or their actions. They are observant and still much like a spider knitting it’s web and patiently waiting for that one impulsive mistake or haphazardly movement. They are cunning researchers of human nature, often playing fortuneteller when it comes to mingling with others. Their sexuality can feel like a heavy wave devouring you in a atmospheric way. they can be around you, next to you and above you all in one instant without moving an inch. Their personality is deep but mysterious as much of their real feelings and sexual desires are hidden behind screen doors and cleverly manipulated traps set to seduce or adhere those around them. These natives prefer the -nonchalant and rather un-bothered  mode of emotional expression as much of their darker or more wild nature is focused and centered only on sex.Lilith here grants these natives the ability to use their darker more traumatic experiences as an  battery for their rebirth. The worst in life slides of these natives like tar and from the tar rises a new silky smooth pair of wings with an even tougher exo-skeleton. the ability to heal the pain in themselves and in others is one of their best qualities as they are strongly sympathetic and patient with the darkness and pain in others. Lilith in the 8th house more than most people are deeply aware how trauma and pain can make us lash out or self destruct as a means of regaining control and as a result these natives are the least reactive to emotional displays or darker manipulation or coercive tactics by others. In all honesty these natives feel pity for such people and do what they can to rise above them. These natives aren’t as manipulative or as power hungry as Lilith in Scorpio and tend to prefer love unions built on respect and equality, they just prefer to have control in the bedroom, but have a very open and ardent nature to the sexual ventures in general. sex is VERY important to these natives but they don’t mind waiting years or decades if it means they could find the right person who satisfies their inner sexual need of being respected and recognized as a sexual being and “loved” for it. Here we see Lilith desire to be seen and recognized for her sexuality rather than cast out for her pride in it. these natives are very sensitive towards sexual partners and tend to have deep marriages as they work very hard to maintain the sexual chemistry and love in the union all the while force-ably putting the relationship through upheavals and moments of spiritual and emotional rebirth. These natives are mainly gifted with matters of inheritance and joint business dealings but can still attract money in rather taboo or off the script like fashions. The sexual partner may be the only person these natives share their money or savings with and the family may come second or not at all depending on the relationship with the mother. Many outsiders can be obsessed with the energy of these natives often acting like fan-girls/boys at the acknowledgement of the native which typically puts them off and rather disgust them. These natives fall for the unassuming or the lighthearted free spirits who see the light in everything. the ones with Lilith towards the end of this house prefer more stoic and intense lovers. The genitalia is FIRE! quite literally, men and women with this position have sexual organs that can bring the crazy out of a mountain. They can be very passionate and deep sexually, and will be one of the most biblical experiences you’ve ever had. 

( Das Rocs - Maybe, I)

Lilith in The Ninth House : The God You Did Not Believe In

Lilith in the 9th is as massive as the solar system, seeking to spread her wings over all the neatly tucked books, and scriptures, digging her nails in the spoken word and rearranging it’s tones and vibrations to her sense of grandeur. Lilith here is the grand passion and the mighty mind of man. she sees fun and joy in the merriment of dancing in the knowledge and origin of the world and very rarely will you ever catch these natives poorly informed about any subject matter as they do much work to ensure that they know the where,why, how and when of the worlds history. They can seem arrogant or entranced in their own knowledge to the point of stepping on the ideas and thoughts of others. They can have an air of supremacy and carry an air of resistance or loathing of universities or higher schooling in general deeming it as a barrier to delving deeper into knowledge. others tend to dive head first into higher schooling to an almost obsessive quality, treating it like some insatiable candy they cannot get enough of, often returning to get multiple certifications and degrees just because they know they can. these natives have a strong dislike of strings attached or chains of obligations which makes them very unreliable and rather arms length in many of their interactions. to them sex and romance, life and death, love and hate should be experienced like an expansive adventure, a gift from the demons gods of hell to live as you please and grow beyond measure. The emotions can fly UP and DOWN, HERE and THERE but they are never consistent as these natives are always heading to the next spiritual obsession. Lilith here is free, SO endlessly free and she hates being all cooped up in a boring, stagnate environment which is often why these natives can seem like birds, and many share a strong understanding or compassion of winged creatures. The thighs can be darker than other parts of the body, have scars or moles or in many cases the thighs are often plump and thick depending on how deep Lilith sits in this house. the sexual arousal can be VERY fast for these natives, especially the men. they are turned on by the uncharted and many men with  this placement love sex so much that they fuck men and women, anyone that has that sexy air of inhibition is everything they’ve been begging for. the foreign travels can be to darker lands, and might involve danger, death or turbulence of some kind so its advised to be safe, and very aware of yourself and others when ever you head out of the country. Lilith is VERY bubbly here so it’s no surprise that this Lilith is one of the hardest to spot. 

(New Order - Vanishing Point)

Lilith In The Tenth House : The Suited Black Paint

Lilith here is operating in the cold black visor, the feathers loose and sparingly dancing cross the corporate office like jet black paint. These natives can Seem like a cold shower, or some devastatingly subtle but violent train crash with a almost quiet disharmonious backdrop. The ambitious nature of these natives is their strong suite but also one of their most dangerous past times. these natives seek the top and can often use their black wings to blow away the competition, sometimes through charm, manipulation, scandals, black- mail, sexual liaisons or downright intimidation. These natives prefer to be in charge and don’t stay in the passenger seat of any corporation, business, activity for very long as their natural desire to sit on top triumphs above all else. Their careers can be of Lilith like nature or just be drenched in Lilith like themes, such as sexual objectification which is especially the case with women or, emotional black-mail, power plays and power trips or downright psycho-analytics. These natives are often seen as a threat by their colleagues and in true Lilith story line fashion the workers can act as god and attempt to cats him or her out of the workplace, in some ways out of fear and in others out of jealousy. Many times over the bosses or corporate peers can be perverted, dubious and false in their intent. The natives tend to have a ridiculously thick skin and easily create emotional block aids and emotional barriers as a means of alienating their issues and problems as opposes to facing them. this is not done out of a fear of what they feel, rather to them the time necessary to deal with their emotional issues is time that could be used getting ahead. these natives can be filthy in the means that they go about rising in the ranks and can be even more cold and aloof to lovers whom fail to showcase ambition or a grounded and realistic outlook on their future. These aren’t the types to marry dreamers or people who spend more time talking about their future than creating it. These natives bare Lilith disdain for the lord and because of this they tend not to place things in the hand of chance or prayer, rather they believe in actively going out to create the destiny and circumstance they desire. These natives often have a hard relationship with the father or one that is strained in some way, this can even be a step father or male relative of some kind.  their is an inability to submit to the darker expression of their sexuality emotionally rather, they remain objective and steady sexually even when it’s something that should be expressed in a relaxed and calm way. Due to this their sexuality can be very BDSM and Power play friendly, they like to feel in control or be completely controlled by their sexual partners and this can sometimes be in such a way that the natives need to feel emasculated or pain in order to feel ‘alive” though this behavior is only in extreme versions. Much of the darker energy of Lilith is projected towards racing to the top, a insurmountable hill that never seems to end. these natives don’t realize that Lilith is trying to overcompensate for her perceived short comings and is on an endless tirade to prove(god) of her worthiness and power but in reflection to the natives this symbolizes a inner feeling of being inadequate or lacking in worth via their environment and their familial upbringing that is to be addressed before the native becomes engulfed in Lilith Dogma. these natives are as harsh as granite and can often struggle with the softer expression of sex and intimacy as they naturally detach and shut down emotionally from these things out of an instinctual need. That said the relationship with the children unlike their fourth house counterpart is not nearly as strained and is actually very close knit and loving. These natives give their children the world almost to compensate for what the native lacked as they themselves grew up. the kids come first in their lives, before the marriage partner and this can often cause a ripple in their marriages and one they don’t typically care to fix. these natives tend to have sharp peaks and ridges in the bone and can have rather great bone structure. under eye bags or just tightly clenched resting faces is common, beautiful smiles but these natives usually try not to smile in public.

(New Order - Leave Me Alone)

Lilith In The Eleventh House : The Millions of Lost Souls 

Lilith here is Many but also few. Here Lilith understands the human psyche, she understands its’s pains because she understand the worlds pain, she sees it’s cycle. These natives are Em-paths and have a very difficult time separating their woes from the woes of others. These natives can feel the emotions of others in such an intense way that it often feels like a shock or jolt that can energize or deplete them. These natives have a keen ability of harmonizing with whatever environment you place them in but can also create chaos there by crowding up the energies. Lilith here is like a battery constantly debilitating and then re-vitalizing the area around her postivley or negativity afflicting her environment. These natives tend to attract Lilith like friends whom are often, serious, sultry, provocative, reckless, anarchist, aggressive, shady, mysterious or downright evil. These natives are not naive, and tend to be very aware of their energy and how it manifest as a great many with this placement take on a very nomadic and free spirit. Many like to wear chakra stones, and jewelry that furthers their individualistic expression. The ankles and calves of the native tend to be darker then the rest of the body or remarkably sturdy. they may still have scars or just a abnormality to them. These natives make excellent runners and many gravitate towards the sport whilst others may pick up singing or artistic expression. Lilith here is more passive than she is a troublemaker, choosing more so to lay low and experiment with her own individual self then that of others. these natives can express themselves in ways that can turn society upside down, or greatly challenge the status quo. Gender normalties are lost on these natives as they don’t really identify themselves as anything in particular, rather they are energy, constantly shifting through the cosmos. These natives have a sharp tongue that can quickly turn poisonous yet they don’t actively rely on it. Due to Lilith being so self invested in this house very rarely will the dark side of this native produce any dangerous or malefic habits, rather they will seem calm and vulnerable to the world around them. sexually they can be very quirky and new-ons. they see intimacy as a gate way to exploring their raw and darker angel and transverse sexuality in stride. that being said these natives are very odd and perplexing in matters of romance and sex and can easily fly back and forth between wants and needs sexually as Lilith is really just testing the waters. the mind is deep but depressive and these natives can suffer mighty highs and strange lows from nowhere but never anything that debilitates them. these natives are very kind and balance self centered and people centered quite naturally through the help of Lilith.

(New Order - Guilty Partner)

Lilith In The Twelfth House : The Clouds where she Scram A Mighty Scream

Lilith in this house is chaos, the reasoning being that Lilith in this house is grappling with the idea of undoing and self manifested characterization. Lilith doesn’t face her actions she seeks to free herself from them and in karmic fashion the evil in her is sent spiraling back at her. These natives are sensual, calm, intimate, healing, clairvoyant, em-paths, spiritualist, pacifist, slaves of justice and human weakness yet they also manifest as unstable, counter-productive, stagnate, false, and stuck in their escapism. These natives are so afraid of themselves that it becomes an unconscious struggle between their Lilith and them as a person. this aspect plays out like a Demonic possession. The person can feel entangled, low energy, or bouts of hedonism, sexual obscurity, impulsive action, and substance abuse that are all out of character. The thing here is that Lilith in her attempt to commit a grand escape has a chain caught on the native causing her woes and anguishes to be randomly transferred to the native. in many ways this can create an alter ego for the native as the native gets hit with personality shifts that progressively deepen as they get older. the dreams can be very LILITH like and the mind itself and it’s inner psyche can feel like hovering voices, paranoia and dreams of sharing or not being in control of ones on desires and feelings or even actions. This aspect can create a person who can seem moody and unpredictable, especially when the urge to detach and disengage pops in, it can be impossible to stop these natives. the sexuality falls on a spectrum like with all humans but with Lilith’s inhabitants their can be an unconscious desire to stay celibate or an association of trauma with sex. Men and women here could’ve been sexually abused or taken advantage of and their can be issues surrounding the “yes” or “no, i don’t want to” in sex that can make it a very blurred area for the native. Lilith may want aggression, passion and complete domination but the person may not truly resonate or desire that and may feel appalled or fear if the personalities switch during sex. these natives NEED a sensitive and compassionate lover who will guide them and nurture them, lovers who are chosen during the Lilith persona tend to worsen and deepen the wounds of this person causing a higher frequency of escapism. I CANNOT stress enough that parents who have kids with this placement, please ensure your child is well aware of the dangers of sex and try to keep them somewhat grounded in the area as some of the emotional trauma can start very early and these natives do sadly attract the worse of the worse mainly due to how violent and angry Lilith is to be resting in this house.  the natives can be seductive but its never intended, they can be provocative but it’s never something they are aware of. these natives are a mirror of the person who views them and can be a dream or nightmare but that is the power of Lilith here, even in her escape she creates a shadow in the clouds that can be anything the heart fears or wishes.  these natives can sleep for LONG hours and have a hard time waking up. The nightmares tend to be hard for them to awake from and can make the natives fear going to sleep all together. Insomnia is another manifestation later in life but is not the norm. the brain is powerful but repressed. the natives can be highly sensitive to hospitals or jails and usually attributes jails to danger and naturally stay away from them and out of trouble. these natives have a natural distrust of hospitals and vice versa as in many cases things go array or seem shadier than they should. that being said later in life hospitals are crucial for the native and therapy in it’s own way is very healing for the native. the desire to use sex as a coping mechanism is a dangerous possibility here and one that should be avoided at all costs. these natives are lovers not fighters and that is their loveliest quality but also their biggest weakness. unlike the other houses whom are fusions between the natives and Lilith this house is the only house besides the 11th house in which 11th and the native are separate and because of the natives emotional nature, Lilith readily devours them. These natives must learn to fight otherwise they will fall victim to Lilith’s heavy presence. through their battle with Lilith these natives become remarkably strong, often powerful spiritualist and even stronger at protecting themselves from dark energy in their later years.

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Self improvement is great but ultimately? you have to accept your self. Yes you can eat better, exercise more, read more, set boundaries, love your self, but it all comes down to this. Some days you won’t have the energy to do any of these things. And you’ll look in the mirror and think that this is not enough. That’s a lie. The biggest love for self is to live slowly. To rest. To really rest. Have a nap. Eat what makes you feel good. Read if you want to. Embrace yourself and accept that you cannot and will not be ever be perfect. Accept that you are good enough. You don’t need to keep busy all the time. you don’t need to go out all the time and post on instagram. You don’t need to journal if you don’t want to. You don’t need to make art if you don’t want to. Breathe, give yourself grace and compassion. Give yourself the love and tenderness you so badly need. Be gentle with yourself. You are trying and it is good enough. You are good enough.