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"because i’m your favorite." she shrugs, then glances over. "also i’m hiding from the feds.” she is one. she just doesn’t want to fly out to milwaukee for a case when she has a date planned for this weekend.

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"So why are you hiding in my workplace again?"

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starter call because i’m trying to come back to everyone’s favorite chaotic bisexual

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"I’m gone for like a month or two and it’s suddenly gone to hell. It’s almost like you need me around or something~"

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all about health

send one ( or more ) in to learn all about… 

scars:  how many scars does my muse have? where are they located on my muse’s body? how did they get them? what do they look like? 

sleep: how many hours a night does my muse sleep? do they take naps? how restful is their sleep? do they experience nightmare? if so, how often? 

meals: how many meals does my muse eat a day? what do they generally consist of? 

routine: does my muse have a consistent routine in their lives? do they find it difficult to stick to a routine? 

chronic: does my muse have any chronic health conditions / illnesses? how do these affect them from day-to-day? 

doctor: how often does my muse visit the doctor? do they tend to go routinely, or only when something is wrong? 

relaxation: what does my muse do to relax? do they find it easy to carve out time to relax? 

aches: does my muse have any frequent aches? ie, muscle aches, joint aches? how do these affect them from day-to-day? 

stress: does my muse handle stress well? what is a surefire sign for others to tell that they’ve become stressed? how does stress affect them mentally / physically? 

mind: does my muse have any mental conditions that affect their lives? what are they? how do they handle them? what coping methods do they use most? 

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happy pride month to me and my queer platonic partner @withcruelty, oh- and i guess the rest of you little gay people on my phone

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Send me   ‘ bold of you to assume i’d die. ‘    for my muse’s reaction to yours showing up on their doorstep, months after they’d been presumed dead. 

add REVERSE  to the ask for my muse to show up on your muse’s doorstep.

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"𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥" 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘴.

i'm a sucker for that scene where one person is injured and alone and ends up knocking on another person's door in their hour of need, and i'm an even bigger sucker for the tending to the injuries and the quiet emotional content that follows, and i'm here to make it everyone else's problem! as always, to reverse the actions, just add "+ REVERSE" to the end!

from the injured.

" i didn't know where else to go... "

" whatever you've been told about me, whatever you've heard or seen or listened to... none of it's true. "

" at least i have you to look after me, eh? "

" would you believe me if i said i got all these injuries by slipping in the rain? "

" i'm sorry... i know this isn't what you signed up for. "

" you're the only one i can trust. "

" do you believe what they're saying about me? "

" aren't you going to say i told you so? "

" i am grateful, you know. for everything you've ever done for me... i notice. and i see you. and i've never thanked you properly before, so... thank you. "

" i know i must be the last person you expected to see tonight, but... i'm afraid i have nowhere else to turn to. "

" thank you for not asking questions. "

" i know you have no reason to believe me, much less to trust me, but... i promise you. i swear to you, i am being set up. "

" you know, you'd make a nice profit if you turned this place into a safehouse. "

" why are you helping me? "

" why the hell did you open your door for me if you're so angry at me?! "

to the injured.

" quickly, get in before anyone sees you... "

" you came to the right place. hurry, get in... "

" what the hell happened to you!? "

" are you going to tell me what happened to you tonight? "

" i assume that the rumors surrounding you are all false and unrelated to why you're bleeding out on my sofa? "

" do you honestly expect me to just forget about the past so i can bandage you up? "

" you don't need to thank me. you'd fix me up if i came to your door with this much trouble, too. "

" regardless of everything you've said and done in the past, there isn't a single part of me that wouldn't open the door when you're knocking on it. "

" we can talk in the morning. for now, you need to rest. "

" i found you unconscious on my doorstep. "

" oh, i get it. i can stitch you up and let you get blood all over my bed sheets until the cows come home, but heaven forbid i start to ask questions about why you're bleeding in the first place. "

" things must be really bad if you're trying to say i was your best chance at being helped. "

" don't be stupid. you're not going anywhere. come on, back into bed... "

" i called in sick. we have the whole day to figure out what your next moves are going to be. "

" good! you're awake. i was beginning to worry... "

" you're not allowed to die in my bedroom. the rumours would never stop... "

" perhaps we ought to let bygones be bygones. until i'm confident that you're not going to die on my sofa, that is. "

" it's a bit late to worry about dragging me into your mess, don't you think? "

" you know why i opened that door... "

ACTIONS.

[ BANDAGE ]: sender gently begins to bandage receiver's wounds.

[ BED ]: sender guides receiver into bed, tucking them in and taking a seat by their bedside.

[ FEVER ]: having noticed the receiver beginning to spike a fever, sender presses a cool cloth to their forehead to try and bring it down.

[ CLOTHES ]: after tending to the receiver's wounds, sender brings them fresh clean clothes to change into.

[ FOOD ]: after ensuring the receiver is safe and stable, sender brings them out a plate of food.

[ BATH ]: sender runs the recently-cared-for receiver a hot bath.

[ WAIT ]: aftering tending to the receiver's injuries, sender takes a seat across for them, and patiently waits for them to start explaining what happened.

[ CATCH ]: noticing the receiver beginning to collapse on their doorstep, sender hastily catches them and brings them inside.

[ KISS ]: sender, after being cared for by the receiver, breaks the tension that's been building since they walked through the door, and pulls them in for a kiss.

[ HOLD ]: having been bandaged and cared for by the receiver, sender unexpectedly reaches out to take their hand and hold it in a quiet, sincere gesture of gratitude.

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if it ain’t obvious, i’m on hiatus from all my blogs. i’ve been busy with work, with my personal life, and honestly rp isn’t the coping skill that it used to be for me. i might hop on on occasion, but right now it’s just not something i’m too heavily focused on.

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" i just wish she’d stop treating me like i’m a child. i’m an adult. maybe not as old as she is, but i’m more than capable of making my own decisions! " she’s ranting a bit, but it feels good to let it out. especially when she knows it will be validated. she still felt like the rest of the bau would look at her like she was crazy if she said even close to a negative word about her senior agent.

" sometimes i swear there’s a target on my back at this point. like every single thing i do is put under a microscope. " her thumb anxiously traces over her opposite hand as she paced. she wasn’t one to feel defeat- the word wasn’t in her vocabulary. but it was starting to feel like war. her versus the rest of the world. her happiness being the subject of each and every battle.

" because fuck having a personal life, if i go by their usual standards. it’s almost like a curse if you have anybody. " a groan, hand running through messy curls. " i don’t care about it. what they say. what she says. it’s just annoying. like she has a kid and a husband. worry about them, not me! "

" she has to know that she’s not doing anything by complaining and lecturing me. " if anything, nikki was becoming even closer to doriano.

" i fucking HATE her! " nikki said, pulling at her hair. another lecture, another i told you so from an older agent.

he sucked on his teeth, observing her frustratedly pull on her hair and pace around, clearly knowing the culprit behind nicole’s mood. “again?” the sicilian rolled his eyes. when would alyssa take a fucking break. how much energy does she put into trying to lure nicole away from him? too much for any sane fucking person. the pads of his thumb rubbed the bridge of his nose. “you’d figure she’d like.. get a fucking hobby-“ it didn’t bother him that alyssa viewed him as some sort of monster; that was his own thought process, too. he knew he was & that was okay. at times. her consistency was the trigger, and he didn’t have an explanation why.

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This is one of my best buddies! Please go check him out!!

Currently opening commissions

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Lidia Yuknavitch, from Reading the Waves: A Memoir published in 2025

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“ in all these years, your arms are the only place that have ever felt like a home. “ ~ @withcruelty

" it’s funny, isn’t it..? how we’ve been taught that home is a place, that it’s concrete and brick.. i’ve had so many places that people called my home.. but here with you is the first place that actually feels like it… you’re my home too, doriano. "

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Hozier : Hozier album ... sentence starters pt. 1

tw: allusions to drugs and death throughout. change pronouns as needed

"I'd be home with you."

"I guess any thrill will do."

"God, I never felt young."

"All I've ever done is hide."

"Command me to be well."

"My heart's already sinned."

"I was born sick, but I love it."

"Now, at last, the worst is over."

"Offer me that deathless death."

"I know that you hate this place."

"I'm somewhere outside my life."

"That's a fine looking high horse."

"I should've worshipped her sooner."

"I didn't care much how long I lived."

"I'm so full of love, I could barely eat."

"No more alone or myself could I be."

"There's something tragic about you."

"And Lord, she found me just in time."

"But I swear, I thought I dreamed her."

"There's something broken about this."

"Oh, good God, let me give you my life."

"Heaven and hell were just words to me."

"There's something lonesome about you."

"Heat of her breath in my mouth, I'm alive."

"We were born sick, you heard them say it."

"You're supposed to drag me away from it."

"Free and young and we can feel none of it."

"I lay my heart down with the rest at her feet."

"My veins are busy, but my heart's in atrophy."

"Only then, I am human, only then, I am clean."

"I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies."

"We tried the world; good God, it wasn't for us."

"Lord, we should quit, but we love it too much."

"She'd give me toothaches just from kissin' me."

"I start digging up the yard for what's left of me."

"Lurched like a stray to the arms that were open."

"She never asked me once about the wrong I did."

"But you don't know what hell you put me through."

"There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin."

"I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife."

"My lover's got humour. She's the giggle at a funeral."

"You knew who I was with every step that I ran to you."

"So tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes."

"No better version of me I could pretend to be tonight."

"I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door."

"No grave can hold my body down. I'll crawl home to her."

"And they'd find us in a week, when the weather gets hot."

"The only heaven I'll be sent to is when I'm alone with you."

"I need to be youthfully felt 'cause, God, I never felt young."

"Innocence died screaming, honey... ask me, I should know."

"Lord, it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometime."

"I fall in love just a little, a little bit, every day with someone new."

"I have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me."

"When my time comes around, lay me gently in the cold, dark earth."

"My babe would never fret none about what my hands and my body done."

"Would things be easier if there was a right way? Honey, there is no right way."

"Honey, when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, I feel like a person for a moment of my life."

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im sorry but yeah (he’d probably maim me to death)

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a collection of my own writings … sentence starters a warning for dark themes and profanity

“ i still have the scars. “

“ you will not hurt me, again. “

“ and, despite it all, i survived. “

“ my innocence died with them. “

“ please, give me a reason to stay. “

“ eventually, you just get used to it. “

“ even hell would spit me back out. “

“ you’re still a fighter, right? prove it. “

“ remorse has no place in my heart. “

“ i’m sorry. i never meant to change. “

“ strike me again and you will learn… “

“ i am stronger than this. i have to be. “

“ ——– but, you said that you loved me? “

“ you point and laugh as i crack and break. “

“ is there anything left in your shallow heart? “

“ i know there’s no fixing me, i’m too far gone. “

“ how did your gentle heart become so jaded? “

“ don’t cry for me, now. don’t you dare. not you. “

“ you’ve been fighting too hard for too long, now. “

“ my halo keeps slipping down. it’s choking me, now. “

“ their lives aren’t worthless. they’re just… worth less. “

“ your touch does not need to be soft. i will not break. “

“ i’ve paid for my sins. now, i come to collect for yours. “

“ your hands looked like safety… until they turned to fists. “

“ i was too young. i didn’t know. i tried. i did try. i am sorry. “ 

“ there is nothing beautiful about the way i’ve been broken. “

“ but moving on means letting you go, and i’m not ready, yet. “

“ spit out the blood and keep going. be strong. they still need you. “

“ someday, i’ll be strong enough, brave enough… not today, not yet. “

” poor little lamb, so lost and afraid… bleating for help that never came. “

“ you threaten to throw me to the wolves? do it. i’ll be in better company there. “

“ in all these years, your arms are the only place that have ever felt like a home. “

“ as the flames rise, i will laugh while you choke on the ashes of all your mistakes. “

“ you were iron and i was glass. how easy it must have been to shatter me at your feet. “

“ the worst part is when i can look someone in the eye and say ‘ it’s okay, i’m used to it’. “

“ ‘ where’s your conscience? where’s your heart? ‘  they’re six feet under, dead and gone. “

“ come back to bed, my dear. you’ve woven these sheets with webs of lies… now sleep in it. “

“ i don’t know which is worse: remembering everything you did to me, or knowing that you don’t. “

“ you are whole galaxies encased behind patient smiles and a gentle heart, beautiful and infinite. “

“ you are a thunderstorm. fierce. intense. powerful. dangerous. and I wouldn’t want you any other way. “

“ somehow, without me even realizing it, you became so, so important… the most important part of my life. “

“ i was broken, again and again, melted down, remade, reforged, until nothing remained of who i’d been before. “

“ all of your pretty words cannot convince me there is a shred of beauty left in that vile, putrid wreckage you presume to call a heart. “

“ they shattered you apart, rebuilt you from the shards. and, now, when you look in the mirror… you can’t even tell who you used to be. “

“ you deserve so much more than these jagged pieces…  these shards of what i used to be. because, in the end, they will only cut you down. “

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spams the dash with memes so i can write again

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( a collection of drunken confessions dialogue prompts. adjust phrasing as necessary.) feel free to make edits to better suit your muse, but please don’t edit or add on to the original post <3 if you like, please consider supporting me through tips

"You know, I always look for you in every crowd. Even when I pretend I don’t care, I do. So much."

"If I fall off this roof, it'll be your fault. Because you keep making my heart do stupid things."

"You know, I only came here tonight because I heard you’d be here. How ridiculous is that?"

"No, no, you don’t understand. I would actually choose you over fries. And I really love fries."

"I might regret this after the hangover, but right now, I need you to know that… being with you feels like home."

"This is probably just the drinks, but if I don’t say it now, I might never. You mean everything to me."

"You’re like… my favorite person to get in trouble with. I don’t want to do it with anyone else."

"I only come to these late-night study sessions because I know you’ll be here. Pathetic, right?"

"I know this isn’t the place, and I might not even remember this tomorrow, but… I like you. Like, a lot."

"The real reason I never bring anyone else to these things? Because they’re not you."

"I’ve had enough of watching you talk to everyone else. Maybe I want all your attention tonight."

"I might be a little tipsy, but I’m not too drunk to know that I want you… in a way I probably shouldn’t."

"I don’t want this night to end. I don’t want this moment to end, because I’m not ready to leave you yet."