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Although Blaze was highly pissed off by the way his sister acted out with him, as the days went by he'd become worried about her. He was in his car on the way to see her after leaving a meeting he had for a job that at this point he wasn't even sure he'd get. He was qualified for sure, but his whole persona especially with the burdens he had weighing on him at the moment probably ruined it for him. As he drove down the streets, he felt his phone vibrate from the cup holder. Not really in the mood to speak to anyone, he let it go until it cut itself off. He looked out the window, an empty road only he was traveling as he made his way to his sister's dormitory.

Pulling up not too long after his phone had vibrated a few more times, he parked in the visitation lock. He was so mad about her refusing to move in with him a while back when he offered as well, but that was an old argument for another time. He wasn't sure how, but he sensed something was off as he rushed to the entrance to the dorm. After signing in, he immediately ran to the elevator pressing the five to be taken up to her floor. As he waited, he leaned against the elevator door, considering to apologize because the initial surprise he had planned for her didn't go as well as he wanted. He had gotten into contact with her other siblings from her mother. Just like Chrissy, they all had issues with their mother and wanted nothing more but to know their sister, however, on the day it came up their mother had found out and put a stop to it. So they had to reschedule.

Getting off at his sister's floor, he did a light jog to make it to her room number. Upon approaching, he twisted the knob. Finding it unlocked, he pushed the door open and stepped inside.

"Chrissy?" He muttered as he walked in. "Where are you?" As he got no answer back, he soon heard soft sobs and followed them. The sight he came up on was his sister curled up on the floor in tears. Rushing to her side, he kneeled down with wide eyes as he pulled her into his arms. "Chris, what did you do? What the hell?" He whispered as he cradled his younger sister into his arms. "Shh, it's gonna be okay. I'm here. I got you." His heart hurt as the faint sight of a dark Crimson came into view as he turned her around in his arms. Unsure of what to exactly do in the moment, he just held her and allowed her to sense that someone was there for her. Hoping that it wasn't too late. 

Since Chrissy haven’t been in contact with her brother in a long while, she went ahead and did something she’s wanted to do for a while. It didn’t turn out the way she wanted, she slowly reverted back to some old bad habits that she didn’t want too. Thoughts of her mother always made her think back to the days where she self harmed. She had her brother’s mother but never had her own, it hurt her deeply. She just never told anyone. Her back was up against the wall as tears fell down her face. “I didn’t want you because you were a mistake.” “I gave you up because I knew you’d be ugly and useless like your father.” 

Her head pounded and she tucked her head between her hands. When she pulled back she looked down at her bloody wrists and sighed heavily at the sight. She knew if her brother was here he’d probably be mad at her for doing this but that’s the thing. She didn’t have him and it was her fault for lashing out the way she did. All she wanted was for him to be here with her, no one else. He was the only person she trusted and only person she’d ever tell about what happened to her today. She sniffled and weakly grabbed her phone off the floor, she went to her brothers number and clicked it quickly. She put the phone to her ear and listened to it ring, in hopes that he would answer. “Come on please pick up.” She mumbled.

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Blaze: Fuck you then. Blaze: Tripping over nothing but it’s cool. Real cool, remember this Chrissy.

text — christiana

Blaze: I ain't even boutta trip, but don't and I mean don't play me to the side with no subbin' bullshit. Blaze: Something came up, and yeah I should've let you know but what I was doing was more important than originally planned. Blaze: And it wasn't no bitch, for the record.

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text — christiana

Blaze: I ain't even boutta trip, but don't and I mean don't play me to the side with no subbin' bullshit. Blaze: Something came up, and yeah I should've let you know but what I was doing was more important than originally planned. Blaze: And it wasn't no bitch, for the record.

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@b.lazebitch: lmaooooo, alright chrissy do you.

@chrissybby: I guess we weren’t going to go, but it’s whatever. I don’t know why I listen to my brother anymore, he’s always caught up with girls.. I need a boyfriend or something.

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text —  sister.

Christiana: Yaaaas roadtrip! This campus is really boring and ain't nobody really talked to me yet.

Christiana: I don't know why I try honestly. Too cute for this.

Blaze: It's cause you not that cute, you hair's uneven, you look dusty.

Blaze: Lmaooooooo.

Blaze: But nah, alright hmu after your last class tomorrow.

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text —  sister.

Christiana: I might be. Why walsup?

Blaze: I'm trynna go somewhere, was gone see if you wanted to ride with me.

Blaze: Campus boring as shit these days, I'm thinking road trip.

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text —  sister.

Blaze: Ay, blood.

Blaze: You busy this weekend?