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WHEN THE GRAVITY HITS ME... I'VE GOT NOWHERE TO FALL. ©

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DID YOU KNOW I RECENTLY HAD A BROTHER DIE, TOO?

the bear / phoebe waller-bridge / lilly dancyger / david byrne / dan pearce / suzy kassem / toni morrison / joseph fink / rabbi joseph telushkin / emily dickinson / richard siken / lone twin network / aanchal malhotra / frank ocean / gabrielle calvocoressi / maurice sendak

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Carmy + tumblr text posts

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btw sorry for disappearing I have Covid :((

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The Bear – 1.06: Ceres

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I need to expand on this at some point but the fridge is something that Carmy could’ve asked for help on, should’ve gotten help on, but he ended up pushing everyone away and even though, in reality it is a small issue, it explodes for him. He has his melt down because of that. He actually is being his mother without meaning to. I also think he’s probably having a meltdown for the first time in a long time which is not good for him, but I just can’t get over how the whole fridge guy thing comes back up right when they’re talking about his mother again. Suspicious.

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I’m not even a diehard sydcarmy but truly how else do they want us to interpret the scene with him stressing and being traumatized thinking abt Claire and his family and the way he calms down is thinking about syd. what is this supposed to mean

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there is a part of me that rlly thinks Claire was carmy’s first time

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uncle Jimmy @ carmy

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I think I might actually hit carmy with a truck “is she my girlfriend” holy shit

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carmy being romantic is so 🥺🥺

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carmy is disassociating so hard at that dinner table

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carmy’s cousin getting him out. noting “it’s not good for anyone, but it’s especially not good for you.” like…… idk. someone actually noticing? I’m so fucking emo

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another reason to be a mikey hater: he put carmy’s drawing IN THE BATHROOM????????

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the way that carmy has trouble reading people and then add on top of that how confusing his family is and just. the way he says to mikey “can you stop acting all nice if you don’t actually give a fuck”. like…. does he actually think his family loves him. I need to take him away from this place

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the richie/tiff bedroom scene makes me want to cry every time I watch it because seeing Richie actually happy and relaxed and comfortable (to a degree) makes me want to. cry and sob

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also I once again am not a Claire hater and I don’t even dislike carmy and Claire but I do think he’s with her (to some degree) because it feels like what he’s supposed to do. I think fishes and the amount of time Mikey and Richie spend grilling him abt Claire and then almost forcing that idea on him proves that to a degree. I’m just. I’m rlly sad