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… it’s interesting going back and reading the shit you posted a while ago have absolutely no context as to what it means

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I forgot kinktober was a thing like dammit I just want fluff. I’m touch starved and traumatized give me cuddles goddammit

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Me sobbing anyways because WOW I FEEL SO ATTACKED AND MISERABLE WITH A SIDE OF LOSING MY MIND AND A PINCH OF LONELY

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I’m really good at finding things to read that make me sob when I definitely can’t sob

Ive also come to realize I relate far too heavily to the hopeful, inexperienced, and fucking terrified individual who is shit at picking up social cues and wants to constantly bang their head on a desk when they read things that make them feel things and be unable to deal with them

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"If thing has scientific explanation then thing no longer feels magical" - skill issue.

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When your life has become the dubcon tag on ao3

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How to read candle flames~

Dancing flame - reground and put some focus towards your spell or question

High steady flame - yes

Low steady flame - no

Violent flickering flame - no do not reattempt this spell or ask question again

Sputtering crackling flame - there is more complex answer than a yes or no it could mean maybe or possibly

Dual flame - thinking, wait for answer

left leaning - yes

right leaning - no

will not light - try again later, another time

will not go out - you are NOT done with your spell!

candle goes out before you are done - wait, this is not right time :p

I hope it helps! (if im not right pls tell me!)

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quick work today :3

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*at the ADHD wizard meeting* sometimes i just find it difficult to hocus-focus

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Ever just wanna like… idk not exist? My existence is going down a steep hill and the brakes were never installed. I just can’t.

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Rainbow iridescent pileus clouds filmed in Haikou, China, 08.23.2022

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sketchbook_jpeg

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dating another person who's been thru shit is like 'I love you I'm going to maul your parents I love you'

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There’s a note written into my family’s recipe book SPECIFICALLY STATING do not! be tempted to double the pancake recipe! And every year we’re like hmm seems fake. Better double it

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These updates are all proof that this app sucks and hasn’t gotten better since it’s “prime” in 2013-2015

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Ever just wish you could have one of those stupid watt pad fanfics where you do fall in love with Prince Charming and get married and have your happily ever after? Yeah…