jai piyawat ratanaporn , member of squad three . elliot 'eli' moreau , minister of defense . dependent for ridersfm .
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stackingĀ theĀ booksĀ onĀ topĀ ofĀ oneĀ another,Ā heĀ movesĀ inĀ aĀ rush,Ā lookingĀ upĀ atĀ theĀ otherĀ onceĀ heĀ speaks.Ā theĀ tensionĀ inĀ hisĀ shouldersĀ seepĀ away,Ā relievedĀ thatĀ hisĀ clumsinessĀ didĀ notĀ endĀ upĀ causingĀ anyĀ harmĀ toĀ theĀ other'sĀ belongings.Ā "ohĀ thankĀ god.Ā i'mĀ sorryĀ āĀ again.Ā iĀ wasĀ worriedĀ iĀ brokeĀ something."Ā withĀ that,Ā heĀ attemptsĀ toĀ bringĀ togetherĀ theĀ restĀ ofĀ theĀ booksĀ stillĀ sprawledĀ onĀ theĀ path.Ā "theyĀ willĀ beĀ fineĀ āĀ it'sĀ justĀ someĀ dust."Ā aĀ friendlyĀ smile,Ā heĀ cannotĀ helpĀ butĀ growĀ redĀ atĀ theĀ question,Ā sheepish.Ā "well...Ā iĀ needĀ themĀ toĀ doĀ research,Ā butĀ iĀ doĀ doubtĀ iĀ canĀ readĀ themĀ allĀ atĀ once."Ā leaningĀ forwardĀ toĀ seeĀ whichĀ bookĀ that'sĀ pointedĀ at,Ā heĀ slowlyĀ nods.Ā "oh-Ā sure!Ā iĀ won'tĀ sayĀ noĀ toĀ recommendations.Ā asĀ youĀ mightĀ haveĀ guessed,Ā iĀ amĀ aĀ bitĀ inĀ overĀ myĀ headĀ withĀ this."
Āŗ Ā š©ā¶šŖ ā as luck would have it, rhodes had not been having the best of days and clearly his it continued after bumping into someone who he had not seen as he had his mind preoccupied with other thoughts. "it's alright, nothing broke and that's all that matters. can't say the same about your books though." his trinkets were all fine but when he saw the others books on the ground he couldn't help himself to start picking them off the ground. "are you really about to read all these yourself? if I could recommend one, i'll say you should start with this one." he said pointing to the green hardcovered book.
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š¢ ššššššš / JAI.#ā š“šµ š¼ššš
š“ š¢ šššš / RHODES.#longingwithstars
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ššššššššĀ :Ā in front of the legislative assembly hall š
šššĀ :Ā Ć©lliottĀ eliĀ moreauĀ ššĀ :Ā claudiusĀ choĀ [Ā @fulminationsĀ ]

eliĀ isĀ awareĀ theyĀ areĀ aĀ workaholicĀ byĀ manyĀ definitionsĀ ofĀ theĀ term.Ā it'sĀ somethingĀ theyĀ areĀ workingĀ on,Ā whetherĀ howĀ successfully,Ā isĀ upĀ forĀ debate.Ā theĀ disappointedĀ andĀ worriedĀ stareĀ ofĀ theirĀ spouseĀ crossesĀ theirĀ mindĀ wheneverĀ theyĀ thinkĀ aĀ fewĀ moreĀ hoursĀ cannotĀ doĀ anyĀ harm,Ā andĀ theyĀ manageĀ toĀ convinceĀ themselves,Ā asĀ longĀ asĀ it'sĀ notĀ aĀ trulyĀ pressingĀ matter.Ā theĀ definitionĀ ofĀ thatĀ altersĀ nowĀ andĀ then,Ā moldedĀ accordingĀ toĀ theirĀ wishes.Ā however,Ā thisĀ time,Ā itĀ isĀ theirĀ sticklerĀ forĀ beingĀ punctualĀ thatĀ letsĀ themĀ peelĀ themselfĀ awayĀ fromĀ theirĀ work.Ā aĀ glanceĀ atĀ theĀ clockĀ showsĀ thatĀ theyĀ areĀ almostĀ late,Ā andĀ inĀ aĀ rush,Ā theyĀ putĀ onĀ theirĀ coat,Ā theĀ soundĀ ofĀ theirĀ shoesĀ against marble floors echoĀ againstĀ theĀ largeĀ hallwaysĀ asĀ theyĀ makeĀ theirĀ wayĀ outsideĀ theĀ assemblyĀ hall.Ā asĀ expected,Ā claudiusĀ isĀ alreadyĀ there,Ā andĀ eliĀ letsĀ aĀ genuineĀ smileĀ spreadĀ acrossĀ theirĀ face,Ā aĀ rareĀ sightĀ toĀ many.Ā "hello,Ā claud.Ā iĀ hopeĀ i'mĀ notĀ tooĀ late."Ā theyĀ burrowĀ theirĀ handsĀ intoĀ theirĀ pockets,Ā theirĀ breathsĀ makingĀ cloudsĀ inĀ theĀ airĀ withĀ howĀ coldĀ itĀ isĀ atĀ thisĀ timeĀ ofĀ theĀ night.Ā "theĀ meal'sĀ onĀ meĀ tonight,Ā toĀ makeĀ upĀ forĀ it."Ā it'sĀ aĀ mereĀ jest,Ā eliĀ wouldĀ insistĀ toĀ payĀ evenĀ ifĀ theyĀ weren'tĀ aĀ fewĀ minutesĀ late.
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š¢ ššššššš / ELI.#ā š“šµ š¼ššš
š“ š¢ šššš / CLAUDIUS.#fulminations
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ššššššššĀ :Ā lyrisĀ avenueĀ ,Ā nearĀ aĀ bookstore š
šššĀ :Ā jaiĀ piyawatĀ ratanapornĀ ššĀ :Ā openĀ starterĀ [Ā 0Ā /Ā 4Ā ]
backĀ inĀ theĀ bookstore,Ā itĀ wasĀ somewhatĀ clearĀ thatĀ heĀ wasĀ pickingĀ upĀ anĀ ambitiousĀ numberĀ ofĀ books.Ā however,Ā itĀ onlyĀ becomesĀ crystalĀ clearĀ afterĀ heĀ leaves,Ā asĀ theĀ stackĀ ofĀ booksĀ inĀ hisĀ armsĀ swayĀ precariously,Ā reachingĀ almostĀ upĀ toĀ hisĀ noseĀ asĀ heĀ takesĀ slow,Ā deliberateĀ steps.Ā theĀ rider'sĀ compoundĀ isĀ normallyĀ notĀ thatĀ farĀ away,Ā butĀ jaiĀ doubtsĀ hisĀ abilityĀ toĀ makeĀ itĀ thereĀ asĀ quicklyĀ asĀ heĀ normallyĀ would.Ā andĀ asĀ fateĀ wouldĀ haveĀ it,Ā heĀ doesĀ notĀ seeĀ theĀ personĀ inĀ hisĀ path,Ā andĀ inĀ hisĀ hasteĀ toĀ maneuverĀ aroundĀ them,Ā heĀ almostĀ tripsĀ overĀ aĀ rock.Ā itĀ sendsĀ theĀ booksĀ (Ā andĀ whateverĀ theĀ otherĀ person'sĀ holdingĀ )Ā sprawlingĀ acrossĀ theirĀ path,Ā andĀ apologiesĀ leaveĀ hisĀ lipsĀ inĀ aĀ rush.Ā "sorryĀ āĀ god,Ā i'mĀ soĀ sorryĀ āĀ letĀ meĀ helpĀ you-"Ā theĀ booksĀ willĀ beĀ fine,Ā aĀ bitĀ dustyĀ andĀ muddyĀ atĀ worst,Ā butĀ jaiĀ doesĀ notĀ knowĀ theĀ fateĀ ofĀ theĀ other'sĀ belongings.Ā "isĀ everythingĀ inĀ oneĀ piece?Ā i amĀ terriblyĀ sorryā"
#ridersfm.start#insert its not much but honest work meme#ā š»š“šš· š¼šŗšššš“ šæššššš
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theĀ atmosphereĀ ofĀ theĀ restaurantĀ isĀ familiarĀ asĀ eliĀ nursesĀ aĀ drink,Ā willingĀ theĀ stressĀ ofĀ theĀ dayĀ brushĀ awayĀ fromĀ theirĀ shoulders.Ā itĀ onlyĀ worksĀ partially,Ā whichĀ isĀ allĀ theyĀ canĀ askĀ forĀ theseĀ days.Ā theĀ sameĀ voiceĀ whoĀ hasĀ beenĀ singingĀ allĀ nightĀ long,Ā reachesĀ theirĀ ears,Ā andĀ evenĀ ifĀ theyĀ wereĀ notĀ expectingĀ suchĀ offer,Ā theyĀ doĀ notĀ letĀ theirĀ surpriseĀ show.Ā "ofĀ course."Ā theirĀ voiceĀ isĀ quiet,Ā tiltingĀ theirĀ headĀ forwardĀ asĀ theyĀ gestureĀ toĀ theĀ emptyĀ seatĀ nextĀ toĀ them.Ā "afterĀ weĀ haveĀ beenĀ gracedĀ byĀ yourĀ song,Ā it'sĀ theĀ leastĀ iĀ couldĀ do."Ā aĀ smallĀ smile,Ā theyĀ gestureĀ theĀ bartenderĀ toĀ approachĀ themĀ both.Ā "whatĀ wouldĀ youĀ likeĀ toĀ drink?"Ā theĀ 'onĀ me',Ā isĀ leftĀ unsaid.Ā theyĀ thinkĀ it'sĀ clearĀ enough.
STATUS: open
WHERE: the swan-song kitchenĀ
mina bowed graciously as her song came to an end, her smile sharp but still oozing charm. she hoped someone from the theatre was present to witness her roaring success... and tell everyone she was doing sooo much better without them. with a last wave to the crowd she made her way to the bar, sending a dazzling smile to the person next to her. "will you grace the evening's performer with a drink and a chat?"
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š¢ ššššššš / ELI.#ā š“šµ š¼ššš
š“ š¢ šššš / MINA.#bardfm
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darkĀ brownĀ eyesĀ widenĀ asĀ jaiĀ watchesĀ theĀ largeĀ dragonĀ beginĀ toĀ flyĀ away,Ā theĀ soundĀ of herĀ wingsĀ areĀ loud yetĀ familiar in a comforting way.Ā heĀ feelsĀ hisĀ hairĀ brushĀ awayĀ fromĀ hisĀ face,Ā theĀ windĀ sweepingĀ acrossĀ theĀ strands.Ā onceĀ brynĀ explainsĀ theĀ reasonĀ forĀ arden'sĀ fit,Ā it'sĀ impossibleĀ notĀ toĀ smile.Ā "oh,Ā now,Ā that'sĀ aĀ terribleĀ offense,Ā i'mĀ afraidĀ iĀ mustĀ takeĀ herĀ side."Ā it'sĀ clearĀ thatĀ heĀ isĀ joking,Ā brieflyĀ knockingĀ hisĀ shouldersĀ againstĀ hersĀ asĀ heĀ watchesĀ ardenĀ getĀ smallerĀ off inĀ theĀ distance.Ā phayanak'sĀ aĀ fewĀ feetĀ awayĀ fromĀ them,Ā preening,Ā removingĀ someĀ ofĀ theĀ leavesĀ stuckĀ inĀ hisĀ tail.Ā "i'mĀ sureĀ weĀ canĀ convinceĀ phayaĀ toĀ giveĀ usĀ bothĀ aĀ rideĀ back.Ā youĀ knowĀ he'sĀ fondĀ ofĀ you."
bryn ft. open / amaranth park
ā arden, ā bryn says in exasperation. ā i'm not doing that. ā the huge dragon, grey scales glinting in the sun, huffs in return, before taking off in a rush of wings. bryn stares after her for a moment, before turning to greet a familiar face. ā i think i just got ditched, ā they say, somewhat incredulous. it's been six years, but they still haven't quite gotten used to ardenach's tendency to up and leave at the slightest insult. ā damnit, now i'm going to have to walk back. all for saying i wouldn't commit a murder on her behalf. ā
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š“ š¢ šššš / BRYN.#ofdragns
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whileĀ eliĀ isĀ hardlyĀ praisedĀ forĀ theirĀ humorĀ onĀ aĀ regularĀ day,Ā it'sĀ hardĀ notĀ toĀ seeĀ theĀ jokeĀ inĀ theĀ makingĀ asĀ theyĀ hearĀ theĀ blacksmithĀ chideĀ theĀ teen.Ā theĀ latterĀ scoffsĀ andĀ leaves,Ā andĀ eliĀ letsĀ theĀ endsĀ ofĀ theirĀ lipsĀ curlĀ inĀ aĀ smallĀ grinĀ asĀ theyĀ sidestepĀ soĀ theĀ youngerĀ boyĀ canĀ walkĀ away.Ā "iĀ supposeĀ iĀ amĀ oneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ governmentĀ officials,Ā huh?"Ā theyĀ raiseĀ theirĀ eyebrows,Ā mirthĀ easyĀ toĀ readĀ inĀ theirĀ tone.Ā nowĀ thatĀ theĀ otherĀ customerĀ hasĀ left,Ā theyĀ stepĀ towardsĀ theĀ blacksmith,Ā removingĀ theĀ strapsĀ ofĀ theĀ scabbardĀ fromĀ theirĀ shoulders,Ā andĀ layingĀ theirĀ sabreĀ onĀ topĀ ofĀ hisĀ worktable.Ā "iĀ wouldĀ likeĀ this...Ā takenĀ careĀ of.Ā itĀ hasĀ gottenĀ somewhatĀ dull."
aditya ft. open / the amber forge
ā mhm, you want a sword. heard you the first time. ā aditya leans over the bench to look the scowling teen in the eye. ā as i said twenty minutes ago, i can't give you one unless you've got written permission from your parents or an exemption from a government official. ā he dismisses them to focus instead on the person who's just entered. ā what can i do for you today ? ā
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š¢ ššššššš / ELI.#ā š“šµ š¼ššš
š“ š¢ šššš / ADITYA.#ofdragns
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˰ā¢*āā·Ā jai piyawat ratanapornĀ ,Ā heĀ /Ā themĀ :
member of squad three. thirty. rider to phayanak. kind, conscientious && attentive ā± reticent, self-critical && zealous.
gentleĀ handsĀ guidingĀ youĀ onĀ yourĀ firstĀ steps,Ā theĀ coldĀ thatĀ seepsĀ intoĀ yourĀ bonesĀ inĀ theirĀ absence,Ā theĀ warmthĀ thatĀ welcomesĀ youĀ inĀ theĀ formĀ ofĀ aĀ creatureĀ youĀ wouldĀ notĀ expect,Ā theĀ fireĀ burningĀ brightĀ withinĀ youĀ toĀ protectĀ thoseĀ youĀ careĀ about.Ā theĀ windĀ thatĀ brushesĀ yourĀ hair,Ā theĀ groundĀ thatĀ disappearsĀ underĀ yourĀ feet,Ā theĀ skyĀ thatĀ welcomesĀ youĀ home
BIOGRAPHY
( death, illness tw )
youĀ areĀ raisedĀ withĀ warmĀ handsĀ cradlingĀ you.Ā helpingĀ youĀ onĀ yourĀ firstĀ steps,Ā tuckingĀ aĀ knittedĀ hatĀ overĀ yourĀ earsĀ duringĀ winter,Ā theĀ smellĀ ofĀ herbalĀ teaĀ wheneverĀ youĀ fallĀ ill.Ā there'sĀ alwaysĀ aĀ warmĀ bowlĀ ofĀ porridgeĀ whenĀ youĀ comeĀ home,Ā andĀ aĀ callousedĀ handĀ toĀ runĀ throughĀ yourĀ darkĀ hair. youĀ onlyĀ haveĀ yourĀ mother,Ā butĀ neverĀ onceĀ doĀ youĀ feelĀ likeĀ yourĀ familyĀ isĀ half,Ā forĀ herĀ presenceĀ fillsĀ everyĀ roomĀ sheĀ stepsĀ in.Ā youĀ swearĀ thatĀ herĀ smileĀ canĀ rivalĀ theĀ sun. she'sĀ aĀ physician,Ā lovedĀ andĀ well-regardedĀ throughĀ theĀ kingdom.Ā aĀ lotĀ ofĀ peopleĀ comeĀ andĀ goĀ toĀ seeĀ her,Ā plentyĀ ofĀ visitorsĀ stoppingĀ by,Ā someĀ havingĀ toĀ stayĀ forĀ longerĀ amountsĀ ofĀ time,Ā someĀ leavingĀ asĀ soonĀ asĀ theyĀ haveĀ beenĀ treated.Ā youĀ startĀ helpingĀ herĀ fromĀ aĀ youngĀ age,Ā andĀ sheĀ teachesĀ youĀ herĀ craft. youĀ wantĀ toĀ beĀ likeĀ herĀ whenĀ youĀ growĀ up.Ā toĀ helpĀ people,Ā regardlessĀ ofĀ whoĀ theyĀ are.Ā youĀ wantĀ toĀ beĀ theĀ warmthĀ ofĀ aĀ homeĀ sheĀ offersĀ toĀ others,Ā andĀ youĀ workĀ hardĀ toĀ learnĀ andĀ becomeĀ herĀ apprentice. lifeĀ isĀ greatĀ āĀ untilĀ everythingĀ turnsĀ upsideĀ down.Ā youĀ areĀ awayĀ fromĀ homeĀ forĀ aĀ schoolĀ trip,Ā onlyĀ forĀ aĀ fewĀ days,Ā whenĀ youĀ returnĀ toĀ findĀ yourĀ motherĀ onĀ theĀ bed,Ā bandagesĀ wrappedĀ aroundĀ her,Ā injuriesĀ litteringĀ herĀ frameĀ thatĀ evenĀ herĀ medicineĀ cannotĀ heal. otherĀ healersĀ tellĀ youĀ it'sĀ theĀ infectionĀ thatĀ takesĀ herĀ life,Ā slowlyĀ spreading,Ā makingĀ herĀ moreĀ andĀ moreĀ feverish,Ā lessĀ coherent.Ā butĀ youĀ knowĀ betterĀ thatĀ itĀ wasĀ someone.Ā someoneĀ youĀ don'tĀ know,Ā someoneĀ whoĀ didĀ thisĀ toĀ her.Ā evenĀ inĀ herĀ lastĀ days,Ā sheĀ refusesĀ toĀ tellĀ you,Ā notĀ wantingĀ toĀ fillĀ yourĀ heartĀ withĀ illĀ thoughts.Ā youĀ don'tĀ wantĀ toĀ spendĀ yourĀ lastĀ momentsĀ withĀ herĀ poorly,Ā soĀ youĀ doĀ notĀ askĀ oneĀ moreĀ time,Ā yetĀ youĀ knowĀ itĀ toĀ beĀ impossible. sheĀ passesĀ onĀ aĀ rainyĀ day.Ā youĀ areĀ sureĀ youĀ willĀ neverĀ beĀ theĀ sameĀ again. thatĀ sameĀ week,Ā youĀ meetĀ phayanak.Ā heĀ becomesĀ yourĀ rayĀ ofĀ lightĀ throughĀ theĀ ever-consumingĀ grief.Ā givingĀ youĀ purpose,Ā makingĀ youĀ realizeĀ thatĀ whileĀ medicineĀ isĀ aĀ wayĀ toĀ help,Ā thereĀ isĀ aĀ muchĀ betterĀ wayĀ outĀ thereĀ toĀ protectĀ othersĀ beforeĀ theyĀ comeĀ toĀ harm,Ā beforeĀ anyĀ evilĀ canĀ beĀ spreadĀ toĀ theĀ innocent. heĀ becomesĀ yourĀ companion,Ā andĀ yourĀ mostĀ trustedĀ friend. itĀ becomesĀ anĀ easyĀ choiceĀ toĀ joinĀ theĀ squad,Ā andĀ youĀ doĀ everythingĀ inĀ yourĀ powerĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ member.Ā inĀ yourĀ heart,Ā youĀ willĀ alwaysĀ seekĀ theĀ truthĀ ofĀ whatĀ happenedĀ toĀ yourĀ mother,Ā butĀ protectingĀ lyrisĀ keepsĀ youĀ busy.Ā givesĀ youĀ aĀ purposeĀ youĀ desperatelyĀ neededĀ allĀ thoseĀ yearsĀ ago.Ā andĀ youĀ swearĀ toĀ yourselfĀ thatĀ youĀ willĀ doĀ itĀ well,Ā noĀ matterĀ what.
#even sleepier now !!#u know the drill#ridersfm.intro#ā š“šµ š¼šš ššøš¶ššš
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˰ā¢*āā· Ć©lliottĀ 'eli'Ā moreau , they / them / any :
minister of defense. forty - four. born in lyris. calm, collected && strategic. ā± cold, stern && pessimistic.
nightsĀ spentĀ holedĀ upĀ inĀ libraries,Ā readingĀ overĀ theĀ history,Ā theĀ peopleĀ whoĀ haveĀ comeĀ beforeĀ you.Ā strategiesĀ thatĀ youĀ spendĀ daysĀ onĀ perfecting,Ā theĀ trickyĀ pathĀ ofĀ beingĀ aĀ soldier,Ā thenĀ aĀ politician.Ā aĀ coldĀ bed,Ā theĀ candlelightĀ thatĀ burnsĀ throughĀ theĀ night,Ā aĀ messyĀ bedroom,Ā litteredĀ withĀ books,Ā aĀ dutyĀ onĀ yourĀ shouldersĀ thatĀ youĀ carryĀ asĀ yourĀ life'sĀ purpose.
BIOGRAPHY
youĀ areĀ aĀ childĀ bornĀ withĀ greatĀ expectationsĀ onĀ yourĀ shoulders.Ā thereĀ isĀ aĀ handĀ onĀ eachĀ ofĀ them,Ā nailsĀ diggingĀ intoĀ theĀ fabricĀ ofĀ yourĀ pristineĀ uniforms.Ā youĀ standĀ ram-rodĀ straight,Ā notĀ aĀ singleĀ pieceĀ ofĀ hairĀ outĀ ofĀ line. studyĀ hard,Ā Ć©lliot,Ā doĀ yourĀ familyĀ proud.Ā theyĀ don'tĀ reallyĀ giveĀ youĀ aĀ choice. youĀ areĀ theĀ quietĀ kidĀ inĀ theĀ classroom,Ā sittingĀ nearĀ theĀ front,Ā evenĀ whenĀ itĀ makesĀ youĀ squirm.Ā youĀ takeĀ methodicalĀ notesĀ onĀ eachĀ lessonĀ andĀ don'tĀ goĀ outĀ duringĀ recess.Ā youĀ hearĀ theĀ whispersĀ aboutĀ theĀ typeĀ ofĀ familyĀ youĀ comeĀ from,Ā andĀ youĀ pretendĀ notĀ toĀ hearĀ themĀ atĀ all.Ā silverĀ spoonĀ inĀ hisĀ mouth,Ā aĀ fortuneĀ alreadyĀ inĀ hisĀ name,Ā heĀ doesn'tĀ haveĀ toĀ workĀ atĀ allĀ toĀ thrive.Ā lookĀ atĀ him,Ā thinkingĀ he'sĀ betterĀ thanĀ usĀ all.Ā āĀ rumorsĀ stick,Ā andĀ youĀ actĀ asĀ ifĀ theyĀ don'tĀ sting. theĀ rumorsĀ holdĀ aĀ semblanceĀ ofĀ truth,Ā yetĀ notĀ theĀ entiretyĀ ofĀ whatĀ itĀ meansĀ toĀ beĀ Ć©lliotĀ moreau. itĀ isĀ theĀ truth:Ā ifĀ youĀ continueĀ doingĀ whatĀ theyĀ wish,Ā andĀ becomeĀ theĀ perfectĀ child,Ā theĀ perfectĀ heir.Ā inĀ exchange,Ā youĀ giveĀ upĀ yourĀ soul.Ā imprisonedĀ inĀ aĀ cold,Ā lifelessĀ manor,Ā aĀ gildedĀ cage,Ā sharpĀ eyesĀ lookingĀ downĀ atĀ you,Ā spendingĀ yourĀ entireĀ lifeĀ byĀ yourself.Ā aĀ lie:Ā carvingĀ outĀ thatĀ perfectĀ maskĀ ofĀ pretense,Ā aĀ carbonĀ copyĀ ofĀ everythingĀ yourĀ parentsĀ wishĀ youĀ toĀ be. itĀ takesĀ yearsĀ forĀ youĀ toĀ realizeĀ youĀ don'tĀ wantĀ toĀ takeĀ upĀ theĀ mantleĀ ofĀ yourĀ father'sĀ tradeĀ business.Ā youĀ doĀ notĀ careĀ aboutĀ theĀ gold,Ā orĀ theĀ richesĀ that'sĀ bestowedĀ uponĀ you.Ā youĀ areĀ aĀ teenĀ whenĀ youĀ tellĀ themĀ this,Ā clenchedĀ fists,Ā nailsĀ diggingĀ intoĀ yourĀ palms.Ā youĀ wantĀ toĀ goĀ toĀ differentĀ kingdomsĀ toĀ study,Ā toĀ findĀ yourĀ ownĀ self.Ā toĀ becomeĀ anyoneĀ elseĀ butĀ yourĀ father.Ā youĀ don'tĀ expectĀ theirĀ reactionĀ toĀ beĀ positive,Ā thoughĀ youĀ hardlyĀ expectĀ itĀ toĀ beĀ thisĀ harsh. brokenĀ glassĀ underĀ yourĀ feet,Ā heĀ callsĀ youĀ foolish,Ā ungrateful.Ā what'sĀ worseĀ isĀ thatĀ yourĀ motherĀ doesĀ notĀ sayĀ aĀ thingĀ atĀ all.Ā sheĀ asksĀ youĀ notĀ toĀ returnĀ ifĀ that'sĀ yourĀ finalĀ decision.Ā yourĀ fatherĀ agrees. youĀ tellĀ themĀ itĀ is.Ā andĀ justĀ likeĀ that,Ā aĀ newĀ leafĀ isĀ turnedĀ inĀ theĀ bookĀ ofĀ yourĀ life.Ā fromĀ thenĀ on,Ā youĀ tellĀ everyoneĀ toĀ callĀ youĀ 'eli',Ā forĀ theĀ nameĀ Ć©lliotĀ remindsĀ youĀ tooĀ muchĀ ofĀ theĀ timesĀ itĀ hasĀ beenĀ utteredĀ withĀ aĀ reprimand,Ā withĀ somethingĀ tooĀ closeĀ toĀ hatred. youĀ travelĀ toĀ differentĀ kingdoms,Ā trainĀ underĀ differentĀ tutors.Ā historyĀ andĀ strategyĀ turnĀ outĀ toĀ beĀ yourĀ trueĀ calling,Ā andĀ it'sĀ almostĀ aĀ decadeĀ beforeĀ youĀ comeĀ backĀ home,Ā butĀ asĀ anĀ entirelyĀ differentĀ person.Ā youĀ realizeĀ youĀ haveĀ beenĀ runningĀ allĀ theseĀ years,Ā andĀ wantĀ toĀ beĀ home.Ā toĀ doĀ somethingĀ usefulĀ forĀ once. youĀ workĀ inĀ militaryĀ forĀ aĀ fewĀ years,Ā yourĀ habitĀ ofĀ disciplineĀ andĀ pedantryĀ hasĀ bothĀ itsĀ upsĀ andĀ downs.Ā yourĀ higher-upsĀ pointĀ youĀ inĀ anotherĀ direction,Ā andĀ youĀ startĀ workingĀ forĀ theĀ government.Ā nextĀ halfĀ ofĀ yourĀ lifeĀ isĀ spentĀ there. now,Ā yearsĀ andĀ yearsĀ downĀ theĀ line,Ā asĀ theĀ ministerĀ ofĀ defense,Ā youĀ realizeĀ youĀ haveĀ evenĀ moreĀ burdenĀ onĀ yourĀ shoulders.Ā toĀ keepĀ anĀ entireĀ kingdomĀ safe,Ā toĀ makeĀ sureĀ yourĀ decisionsĀ areĀ seamlessĀ toĀ minimizeĀ casualties.Ā youĀ acceptĀ yourĀ positionĀ withĀ graceĀ andĀ aĀ driveĀ toĀ beĀ asĀ perfectĀ asĀ possible.Ā it'sĀ aĀ taskĀ you'reĀ doomedĀ toĀ fail,Ā whichĀ youĀ know,Ā butĀ itĀ doesĀ notĀ stopĀ youĀ fromĀ workingĀ hard. now,Ā withĀ theĀ rumorsĀ ofĀ aĀ mistĀ nearingĀ yourĀ nation,Ā thereĀ isĀ noĀ roomĀ forĀ anyĀ mistakes.Ā youĀ knowĀ this,Ā andĀ willĀ doĀ everythingĀ inĀ yourĀ power,Ā andĀ more,Ā toĀ makeĀ sureĀ noĀ harmĀ comesĀ toĀ anyoneĀ livingĀ onĀ theseĀ lands.
#i am sooo sleepy as i am writing this#so if there are any typos u didnt see anything#ridersfm.intro#ā š“šµ š¼šš ššøš¶ššš
šø š¢ ššššš / ELI.
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Swann Arlaud as Vincent Renzi
ANATOMIE D'UNE CHUTE 2023 ā dir. Justine Triet
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āĀ POOM PHURIPANĀ as Joe
MY STAND-INĀ ąøąø±ąø§ąøąø²ąø¢ ąøąø±ąø§ą¹ąøąø 2024, dir. Pepzi Banchorn Vorasataree
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@Ā Ā šššššššššĀ Ā :Ā Ā aĀ Ā studyĀ Ā inĀ Ā ā-
deĀ Ā profundis.Ā Ā [Ā deiĀ Ā pŹouĖfundÉŖsĀ Ā ]Ā Ā unravelingĀ Ā theĀ Ā š”šš¢š”āĀ Ā fromĀ Ā theĀ Ā š±š²š½ššµš.Ā Ā whatĀ Ā willĀ Ā youĀ Ā find,Ā Ā seekerĀ Ā ofĀ Ā souls ?Ā Ā sorrow,Ā Ā despair,Ā Ā yourĀ Ā ownĀ Ā secretsĀ Ā buriedĀ Ā deepĀ Ā inĀ Ā yourĀ Ā psyche.Ā Ā canĀ Ā youĀ Ā findĀ Ā itĀ Ā itĀ Ā withinĀ Ā yourselfĀ Ā toĀ Ā handleĀ Ā theĀ Ā Ā š”šš¢š”ā ?Ā Ā orĀ Ā willĀ Ā youĀ Ā seekĀ Ā theĀ Ā comfortĀ Ā ofĀ Ā šššš ?
šš š¦šš¢ ššš§š šššš ššš”š š”š©š ššš¦š š ... JAI PIYAWAT RATANAPORN [ thirty. he / them. dragon rider, bonded to phayanak, kind-hearted but reticent. ] ā- ššš ššššš ššššš šššš šššš ššš: intro. about. visage. pinterest. threads. šš š¦šš¢ ššš§š šššš ššš”š š”š©š ššš¦š š ... ĆLLIOTT 'ELI' MOREAU [ forty-four. they / them. minister of defense. strategic but stern. ] ā- ššš ššššš ššššš šššš šššš ššš: intro. about. visage. pinterest. threads.
#ā š¼š ššššš¼š ššøš
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