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untitled 16.05.2024

wha do you want me to doooo. I’m not her. I am human too. Please. I know im dumb. I know im stupid. I know im useless. Just. Please. I know all that. You don’t have to tell me everyday. Do you have to make me cry every night. I am tired. I am tired. I am tired. Please. I know my scores ain’t the best. I know im prob the worst in class. I know you prob hate me. I know it okay. Just leave it please. You don’t have to tell me everyday. You don’t have to scream at me everyday. Please. I beg you. Just leave me alone. Just let me be. It’s my life. Stop being so posssive over my life. I’m a student. I’m not a full time working adult. I don’t know what you go through. And I don’t need to. Well at least not yet. So just please. I beg you. Don’t scream and shout at me. Don’t curse me. I know okay. Please. My gpa is worse than hers okay fine. But you don’t have to compare it all the time. You don’t know better. She’s my friend not yours. We talk more to each other. Is that wrong. Please just give me a break. It’s been 2 years. I don’t know if i can continue like this. My exam results are prob the worse in class and you don’t have to tell me that. It’s a new style that i am not used to. It is that hard. It’s not as easy as you think. Or maybe you think since you can do it now, why I can’t. But well have you not thought that you are like 30 years older than me and the syllabus was different back then? It’s not the same anymore. Please understand. I have told you countless times. Just listen. You say you are listening but in fact you never did. When i talk to my friends, they at least understand because we are going through the same thing. But you no. You are old fashioned. You have your own stand with things and you don’t let other people in, on what they think. At least her parents did try to understand, you claimed to. I try to explain to you what’s going on but now I don’t know anymore.