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I hate the agony that i feel in my own body i just want to rip my skin off

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i wish i were rich because that way i could comtinue being Insane & Useless and it would be fine like not even a problem

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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all eldest children are obligated to leave their hometowns as early as possible lest they succumb to the various generational curses

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it's like i am literally never going to own a house or find authentic love or escape the clutches of late stage capitalism so really what am i living for

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doing stuff is so hard shout out to anyone who has done anything

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Bob Kaufman, Darkwalking Endlessly

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True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

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“why are you tired? you haven’t done anything all day” the simple fact that i exist drains me. hope this helps

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jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily

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i don’t know how to not be the problem. //A.M

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[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish

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i don't pay attention to the world ending. it has ended for me many times and began again in the morning.

― Nayyirah Waheed, Salt

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