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i live for the future; for the possibilities i imagine are there i know i will never see them, the chasm between being too scared to live yet too scared to die housing me for so long but hope is a marvelous thing, isn’t it? even if i’m quickly running out
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i have changed so much in so little time an angry beast with sharp teeth and bitterly cold words a timid being who wanted nothing more than to survive a warm presence there for everyone but herself these stretch marks feel like canyons aching and vast in ways that cannot be filled i have changed who i am so often that i can no longer say for certain which phase lasted and which, like me, has crumbled with the wind
#i dont know who i am anymore#i really dont care either#i want to experience all of these things but ill die before i do and isnt that the saddest thing?
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when i say i am a monster, people often console me
i think they believe it comes from a place of self-hatred (it does not.)
the fact of the matter is that everyone ive ever come across has told me so they have all been different, with different lives and different pain the only constant was me.
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i used to be hard edges and bitter smiles. chaotic and aching unknowingly
now that the fire has burned down and choked on its own ash, i know that i was nothing more than a piece of nature pushed into a horrible situation
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