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In the never-ending quest to alleviate my migraines, I bought a special angled pillow that lets you sleep on your side while your arm just kind of hangs through a whole in the middle. I did this because I’m a left-sided sleeper, always have been.

Until my neck subluxated and now I can’t sleep on that side without compressing some vital nerves and blood arteries. I also can’t sleep on my back right now because the pressure compresses my occipital nerve. Basically sleeping has been a nightmare recently, but that’s not the point of this post.

The point was I brought this up in physical therapy to talk about how great this pillow is because I can now sleep on my right side without the stupid thing going numb or waking me up because it hurts. And my PT was like wow, great! How did you sleep on your left side for so long without it being an issue?

And I said, oh that’s easy. I just tuck that shoulder out of the way.

And she said, ...what?

And I said, yeah, I just tuck it out the way. Not like my right shoulder. That one doesn’t move as well. It just hurts, I think there’s something wrong with it.

And my physical therapist asked me to demonstrate what I mean when I say I ‘tuck my shoulder out of the way,’ and haha, you’re never going to believe this, turns out I’ve just been casually pulling my left shoulder out of the socket for, oh, let’s see, 30 years? And then napping on it like hmmnm yess comfy.

Anyway. I looked up from my demonstration and my physical therapist was making this face:

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if you're trying to get into the head of your story's antagonist, try writing an "Am I the Asshole" reddit post from their perspective, explaining their problems and their plans for solving them. Let the voice and logic come through.

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went to throw dog poop away in a rando trash can and

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Kiddos hear EVERYTHING

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types of wizards :)

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things that instantly kill the vibe whenever someone just mentions them:

harry potter

nfts

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I’ve never been so taken out by a response

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god forbid 5000 year old girls do anything

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love my funny friends from spain

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Everywhere but here, my name is biq. Short for biquela. At one point my friends were making up different ways of spelling my name and miquela was thrown out, and everyone else thought it was very funny. Then they did the internet thing of changing the first letter to a B and then biquela was born. It's pronounced how it looks, not how it actually sounds, but I use biq everywhere I'm allowed to

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