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Hello!! If anyone didn’t see the announcement on my main blog a day or two ago, this blog is now archived. This has to do with a combination of not getting much activity here, having less and less fun writing her personally, and (this is the main reason) really not having any clue what the hell to do with Amelia. I think she needs some time out so I can develop her more, most likely into a non self insert OC. She might return on another blog at some point in the future, but for now, she’ll be going away.

Most of the people I wrote with here follow me at the rest of my blogs, but if not here’s where you’ll be able to find my writings from here on out:

@always-together

@city0f-dreams

@thebigshotman

Whether or not Amelia eventually returns, I hope you all join me there for my next adventures and that you all have a great day!!

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DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS ANSWERED STRAIGHT FROM THE SOURCE!

🩵 LIGHT BLUE HEART — what do you fantasize about the most often (generally/sexually/etc)? are there any people that are significant to or that you can see in this fantasy and why?

“I…oh god, how do I word this in a way that’s both coherent and doesn’t come across as selfish…”

She flips her hair back and fiddles with her shirt for a bit as she thinks, before continuing a few moments later.

“I think about writing ‘that one’ screenplay a lot. Y’know what I mean: The one that gets sold and doesn’t really get changed and then it’s made into a movie that everyone loves. Maybe I’m even on set to help with some parts of it? Either way, I would presumably start getting recognition and offers to write more scripts…I’m sure I would start getting overwhelmed, as I tend to do…

“But…in a perfect world, Natalie and Emma would still be there for me. Still friends who don’t give a damn about any money or success I’ve gained. And just like now…they would keep me sane and be people I can just…goof off with, you know?”

She sort of relaxes now, finishing her thought with a small smile and a sigh.

“What I fantasize about most is honestly the life I have right now…the only difference is that I’ve achieved my dream. And finally gotten celebrated for being creative.”

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IN CHARACTER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS .

send an emoji/series of emojis for my muse to answer any of the following questions in character! for some questions, there are fields italicized and bolded for you to fill in with the name of a person/place/event/etc in the muse's life. please remember to fill in these spaces in order for the question to make sense! each emoji is described in case you can't see them, and they are listed alphabetically. ♡

✈️ AIRPLANE — have you traveled anywhere that helped you discover something about yourself and/or about the world?

😠 ANGRY FACE — how easy or difficult is it for you to express your emotions? if you find it difficult, what do you think is holding you back?

🎨 ARTIST PALETTE — what are some hobbies that you like to partake in? do you think they're just to pass time or to distract yourself, or do you believe some of them potentially have therapeutic outcomes for you?

🎈 BALLOON — what is something you've created and/or accomplished recently that you're proud of?

🖤 BLACK HEART — what would you say is the darkest thought you've ever experienced? what do you think caused you to have that thought? have you ever planned on or fantasized about acting on it?

🏹 BOW AND ARROW — if there's something from your past that you'd give anything to go back in time and redo, what is it?

💔 BROKEN HEART — is there anyone in your life you wish you had a better relationship with? if so, how come? what makes this person important to you?

🎄 CHRISTMAS TREE — what is your favorite holiday and why?

🌙 CRESCENT MOON — what would you say is your current biggest dream and/or career aspiration and why?

❌ CROSS MARK — how would your life be different if [name of person] had never been in it? would it be better or worse?

⚔️ CROSSED SWORDS — do you have any skills that you are absolutely grateful you have and that mean a lot to you? how do you usually use these skills? would they come in handy if someone you cared about was in trouble?

🔮 CRYSTAL BALL — what is a core memory from your childhood that you think defines you today?

🗡️ DAGGER — what is something or someone you know you can't afford to lose? how far are you willing to go to make sure you don't lose it/them?

💧 DROPLET — are you grieving something or someone? do you feel like you lost something or a part of yourself with it/them?

😶‍🌫️ FACE IN CLOUDS — is there something you're hiding from the people you love? if so, how urgent is it for them to hear it? what's holding you back from sharing it?

🍂 FALLEN LEAVES — how would you metaphorically describe your life and the journey(s) you've been on?

👻 GHOST — is there someone or something that you feel is missing from your life? do you know if there's any way to find it/them?

🩶 GRAY HEART — what kind of friend do your friends consider you to be (mom friend, uncle friend, funny friend, etc) and why? what do you think this says about your personality?

🤝 HANDSHAKE — do family or platonic relationships mean more to you? or do they mean different things to you?

❤️‍🔥 HEART ON FIRE — what angers you the most? what triggers this anger, and how do you cope with it? what does this anger feel like, if you had to describe it?

💋 KISS MARK — if you had to share a romantic kiss with a loved one, where would you share that kiss and why? are you thinking about giving this romantic kiss somewhere other than the other person's lips?

✝️ LATIN CROSS — are you a religious person? did you grow up religious? does your faith mean anything to you today?

🩵 LIGHT BLUE HEART — what do you fantasize about the most often (generally/sexually/etc)? are there any people that are significant to or that you can see in this fantasy and why?

⚡️ LIGHTNING BOLT — how has [significant event in muse's life] impacted you? what has it made you realize about yourself? about others? about the world?

💄 LIPSTICK — have you had any romantic or sexual experiences that made you realize something about yourself?

🪄 MAGIC WAND — would you describe yourself as a superstitious person (someone who believes in superstitions)? do you believe in luck?

❤️‍🩹 MENDING HEART — how strongly do you experience your emotions? does it depend on who you're interacting with and/or the context of the situation?

🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what song lyrics do you think most accurately describe you? your journey through life? who you are as a person?

🫂 PEOPLE HUGGING — generally speaking, do you feel very supported by the people in your life? how strong and cohesive is your support system, if you have one? do you often feel like you're at the front of the line or pushed to the side by the people in your life?

❤️ RED HEART — what is/are your love language(s)? how do you use it/them to communicate your feelings about others?

💞 REVOLVING HEARTS — who and/or what are you most grateful for in your life?

🎀 RIBBON BOW — how confident are you with your physical appearance? is there anything about it that you are insecure about? is there anything about it that you are happy about or gives you confidence? how do you think people perceive you based on your physical appearance?

🧪 TEST TUBE — if you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what is one thing you absolutely have to resolve and/or do before then?

🤔 THINKING FACE — what three emotions tend to dominate your mindset? do you know why they do?

💭 THOUGHT BALLOON — is there something or someone you find yourself thinking about more often than other things? if so, why do you think you do this?

💀 SKULL — how has [name of person] 's death influenced your outlook on life, if anything?

☀️ SUN — would you describe yourself as more of an introvert or extrovert, or are you somewhere in between? how come?

🪽 WING — if you could choose to have one superpower for a day, what would it be and why? what would you do with it?

✍️ WRITING HAND — what is one thing you wish you were better at? this can be a tactical skill, social skill, hobby, etc.

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IGNORE THE FACT THAT IT SAYS AMELIA LIKES LOVEJOY IN HER BIO, I’M GOING BACK AND REALIZING THAT’S STILL THERE 😬 WE SUPPORT SHUBBLE AND SAY F YOU TO WILBUR IN THIS HOUSE

Next time I’m able to edit my blogs (tomorrow probably) that is getting deleted lol, and replaced with much less problematic bands that I also like

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Amelia owns a blue pacific parrotlet! His name is Graham. She got him for herself after her move into the big city for college, so she wouldn’t be so lonely at first. He’s a loud boi but considering his diet of berries and seeds he’s fairly easy to take care of! Sometimes he even comes back with decently sized insects in his beak that she didn’t even know were in her apartment beforehand, so he also doubles as pest control lol.

He’s named after Graham Chapman, ex-Python who co-wrote the most famous comic piece about a bird ever. At least in Amelia’s eyes. Other contenders were Oliver and Dewey, but she decided Graham fit his species and no-nonsense behavior the most!

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Shoutout to all the people who have been made to feel weird all their lives for being obsessive about their interests

You're allowed to love things intensely and be passionate about them

It's not strange or embarrassing - it shows that when you love, you love wholly and that is never something to feel ashamed about

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@hxzelwallflower liked for a starter!

It always seemed to be rainy on days when Amelia wanted to venture outdoors for sources of inspiration, which didn’t seem to happen often (at least partially due to this reason). But on days when her trips out of the city ended up being ruined due to the weather, she always had a backup plan: Going to an art museum. Who was to say inspiration for her own art, such as it was, couldn’t be found in other people’s art?

Today, she found herself gravitating towards a picture she had never intently studied before. The Starry Night by Van Gogh. Vaguely familiar as she was with the yellow swirls and shapes, it was something different all together seeing it in person. And it seemed that she wasn’t alone in viewing it, as right next to her was a hazel-eyed lady doing the same.

Her constant moving around to view it from every angle was probably annoying her. Thinking this, she paused and walked to be right beside the stranger. Now looking at in in place intently as she bobbed her feet up and down, before eventually working up the courage to introduce herself to the lady.

“…I’ve never really looked at this one up close before. Sure, I’ve seen it in pictures, but…it’s so…mesmerizing up close. The muted use of color, the shapes and spirals…

…What about you?”

The question was added almost as an afterthought to the end of her rambling.

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Alright everyone, it’s time for a brand new starter call for Amelia!

Like this post for a starter from her! You can absolutely request a different verse if you don’t want normal Amelia, and of course if you’re multimuse be sure to specify which muse you’d like a starter for.

In addition, if you’d like to hop into my IMs to plot things out a little first consider liking this post your invitation to do so! My messages back may be all over the place but I will get back to you, I promise 😊

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“I already know the ending: It’s the part that makes your face implode! I don’t know what makes your face implode, but that’s the way the movie ends…”

Hello everyone! This is an independent, semi-selective RP blog for a self-insert OC by the name of Amelia! She’s a third year film student doing her best to unleash her creativity and imagination onto the world, even if she can be a little disorganized and awkward while doing so.

She’s a fandomless OC with fandom verses, so please leave a like or reblog on this post if you’d like to interact and write with me. I’ll be sure to check you out in return!

(Started in 2021, rebooted in 2024. Produced by Ruby! Please read rules before interacting; follows and likes come from @always-together .)

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(New) Tag Dump!

Not too many changes, just some reformatting and getting rid of (some of) the Talking Heads references (cause my multimuse is all about that now lol)

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She’s singing to herself, badly.

“‘What does the key grip do?’ Set up lights!

‘What does the best boy do?’ Help the key grip!

‘What does the producer do?’ I don’t know!

Stop asking me the question~”

She’s a third year film student and she still, genuinely, does not know what a producer does-

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Hello everyone! Please read the above when you get the chance. In a nutshell, I didn’t mean to disappear for as long as I did and plan on returning in the New Year, but with much needed updates to my rules and tags.

Regarding the future of this blog, I’m not quite sure what to do with Amelia. I’ve enjoyed writing her but can’t help but feel she needs some development, which I have no clue how to give her. I’m not going to retire her, to be sure, but I need to decide whether to move her to my multimuse blog @female-fatality or keep her here. Either way, she’ll definitely be receiving some much needed updates and hopefully she’ll receive more attention!

I’ve also started actually making films lol, I directed a group for my final project in Film Techniques class and apparently made the best one?? Somehow?? So that’s definitely a plus.

But I digress. Please check out the above when you get the chance, and know that I am deeply sorry for leaving everything behind like I did. I’ll hopefully be able to return in the New Year.

Just a Little Something Up Ahead

(Aka: A very long overdue apology, where I’ve been, where I’m going, and the future of my blogs (Spoiler alert: I’m not going anywhere, but updates are needed))

Tagging everyone I remember writing with frequently on my blogs in the hopes they see this and read the whole thing: @pcrplevenom , @nxtleftbehxnd , @misfitxofxfriends , @ssatxr , @advnterccs , @opportunistic-chicanery , @trickywanderer , @twistytwine , @automaton-otto , @monmuses , @raktanag , @dragonizens , @alicerozen , @arianatheangel-girl , @saltygempearl , @castleofmxses

Please take the time to read this whole thing if you can. This has been a long time coming and I don’t want anyone to feel as if my absence has been anyone’s fault, because it absolutely has not been, under any circumstance. It’s been entirely me, and my own inability to maintain all of my blogs during college.

Hello everyone. If I’m remembering correctly, this is my first non-reblog post since last October, when I vowed to come back and respond to the Halloween threads I attempted to start and obviously, disappointingly (most especially to myself), never did. I felt very bad then and still do, because it was going to be my first time interacting with several new blogs and I just…ruined my chance to make a good first impression because all will to write Garnet completely vanished. Some of the people that I tried to start interactions with are tagged in this post, and to both you all and those I write with all the time, but especially the first-timers, I apologize deeply and hope you can forgive me for letting you all down like that.

I know there’s a million worse things to be guilty of on the internet than abandoning your rp blogs because you have no muse, but this has all been just as bad as those worse things to me. Although I’ve undoubtedly been having fun on my Spamton blog I’ve also been feeling incredibly guilty, and for leaving you all in the dark as to my thought processes and IRL reasons why I went away I once again deeply apologize. No words can properly express to every single one of you all just how sorry I am for disappearing this past year and a half. It’s been a long time coming, but now that my fall semester at college is over I feel now is a good time to explain everything and talk about where me and my blogs are going from here.

The number one thing is, of course, college. Even in my freshman year, prior to my Spamton blog, I was having trouble maintaining multiple blogs and characters at once due to work sapping all of my writing energy. Coupled with the jobs I ended up getting, especially the one I’ve had since June, trying to run five blogs at the same time proved impossible. So, foolishly, I took the easy way out and stayed put at the one I had, and still continue to have, the most muse for. I don’t regret doing so, as it made balancing everything much easier to handle, but I do regret not telling you guys somehow first and leaving you all behind like I did.

The other main thing is…hard to explain through just text with no tone indicators, so please bear with me and know that, again, me leaving most of my blogs and you guys behind was no one else’s fault but my own. Attempts to properly come back here and apologize have been stymied by me finding my prior writing style and tagging system cringy and disorganized, respectively. Of course, it was only a matter of time before I felt this way: This blog has been around since I was 17 and now I’m 20, with much more writing experience behind me and the ability to refine my tagging process over the course of my different blogs. This blog feels stuck in the past in comparison to my Spamton blog, my newest blog, in a certain way, in regards to that. Especially with the disorganized tagging. What was I thinking 🤦‍♀️

That’s not even getting into the muse pages across all of my blogs, further worsened by the fact that I’m primarily mobile and can’t edit them at a moments notice or create fancy Caards like all of my mutuals. They make me cringe more than my writing in some ways. Please do not look at my About the Mun page on this blog, I will be removing that when I can 😬

Returning here eventually became associated with regressing to how I was back in 2020 in my mind, and soon that began to spread towards how I felt about my other blogs, too. I was rigid in replies and sticking to plots, barely sent partners memes yet inwardly expected to be sent them in return, and never really IMed or communicated except through tags. I am happy to say that over the past year of silence I’ve gotten better at all of that, but you all shouldn’t have had to suffer while I figured my shit out. But nevertheless I still left, and hid away at my Spamton blog until now.

I want that to change, desperately. I miss you all. I miss Garnet. I miss all of my other muses, too. But considering I’m a junior in college now, with my capstone/thesis fast approaching, I don’t know how difficult that’s going to be. And of course, I don’t want to abandon my Spamton blog, either. Whatever I end up deciding, however, I need to update all of my information pages to reflect my current standards and make my tags more easier to navigate, like they (mostly) are at my Spamton blog.

So until I can find the time with my busy holiday work schedule to do this necessary work on all of my blogs, all activity is currently at @thebigshotman . Feel free to send in memes, random asks, and interact/IM me there, if you’d like! I’ve gotten a lot of crossover threads going lately, and much like the Haunted Mansion there is always room for one more 😊 So please, if you’re still interested in interacting with me after all of the shit I’ve done, head there for now.

I’ll be reblogging this on all of my other blogs tomorrow so as many people see this as possible, and know I didn’t forget about everyone. Changing everything looks like it’s not going to happen until after New Years, so consider coming back to everything my New Year’s resolution-except unlike many resolutions, this one is actually going to happen.

Thank you for taking the time to read all of this, if you indeed still are. Like I said, I’ve missed you all dearly, and I want to come back. But I can’t until I’ve done some very overdue updating and organization. (Everything old will stay tagged as it is, but going forward things will be easier to find.)

I’ll see you all soon. And this time, that’s a promise.

Love, Mun Bri ❤️

Relationships/friendships with Garnet and all of my other muses will remain the same unless you or I message each other agreeing otherwise

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Amelia nodded with a happy sigh, turning to her friends. “I’ll hold Ariana. Natalie, get out some baby food, and Emma, get the formula. While she’s busy drinking I’ll make us…something.”

She still had to figure that out yet, but she received Ari with welcoming, open arms and cradled her as her friends did what was told. They didn’t have a high chair yet, so Amelia simply put Ari in her cradle and brought her into the kitchen. By then, everything was ready.

Emma handed her the bottle, and Amelia was soon looming over the basket with it. “Alright, Ari! I got you some nice milk to drink! Open your mouth and say ‘ah’!”

And upon Ari doing so, the bottle was put into her mouth-gently, of course.

Babysitting an Angel (closed rp with @arianatheangelworld)

Amelia sighed happily, having just finished watching another movie that she had always wanted to see. And even if it hadn’t been, it left her in a good mood. The popcorn container besides her was empty, and the iced tea on the other side was almost in the same situation. She was about to take a sip to finish it off when the music on her TV ended and she heard a peculiar noise.

A baby crying. And it sounded way too close to her doorstep.

Cautiously, she opened her apartment door, only to discover exactly what she had feared. A little baby girl, crying at her door. She was absolutely not the candidate to do this, but…what else was she going to do?

Leaning down nervously, she inspected the little one. “H-Hey, little girl,” she said, gently as she could manage. “What’s wrong?”

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“I-Is that so…well, I guess that’s good for m-me!” Amelia said, trying to sound like he was assuring her even though no such thing was actually happening.

Especially when she noticed the skulls and eyes he was pulling out of his slightly ruined coat. They were in jars, but still. “The Dealer” also made her wary…but he wanted to see her pictures! So she would focus on that.

“O-Ok!” she said, flickering through the pictures at a slow rate on her phone. Pictures of cobwebbed corners and dusty tabletops could be seen, but also wide shots that definitely captured what it was like to live in a roomy home like this. There was even a selfie of her in front of the main doorway, which she quickly swiped past.

“A-And those are my photos! What do you think?” she asked timidly, though not as timid as before. The pictures had certainly put her at peace. “N-Nice to meet you, by the way! I’m Amelia. So, um…uh, did you get those things from a souvenir store?”

(🍹): “Hmm… someone’s in mi house and they about to get it.” He ain’t angry about it, just thought it would be like cat and mouse game when he knows that someone’s in his secret houseboat that like his bag, it is bigger inside. How he can tell? By the water steps on the floor and he just dry them! Hmm… he will find them if he’s famous traveler that everyone talk about.

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Natalie’s eyes widened in surprise, caught off guard by the fact that she was doing this right. A smile slowly forming on her face, she quickly hid behind her hands again and continued to play peek-a-boo with the little baby.

Amelia came up behind Emma, whispering so as to not take Ari’s attention away from the game. “Wanna stay for a while? I’ll make something decent for everyone so you can get to know Ari with me?”

“That…sounds nice,” came Emma’s reluctant answer. Maybe taking care of a baby wouldn’t be so bad after all! Natalie, too, snuck in a nod in between using her hands to cover her face again.

Amelia entered Ari’s view with a smile, waiting until Natalie had said “peek-a-boo” one more time to speak. “Hey, little girl! You feeling hungry?”

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Amelia sighed happily, having just finished watching another movie that she had always wanted to see. And even if it hadn’t been, it left her in a good mood. The popcorn container besides her was empty, and the iced tea on the other side was almost in the same situation. She was about to take a sip to finish it off when the music on her TV ended and she heard a peculiar noise.

A baby crying. And it sounded way too close to her doorstep.

Cautiously, she opened her apartment door, only to discover exactly what she had feared. A little baby girl, crying at her door. She was absolutely not the candidate to do this, but…what else was she going to do?

Leaning down nervously, she inspected the little one. “H-Hey, little girl,” she said, gently as she could manage. “What’s wrong?”

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What kind of animal was that?! He already looked quite strange-yet cool-and now he could shapeshift?? Amelia leaned back as the fanged mouth grew closer, preparing to be swallowed alive or at least injured for trespassing…

Only for the face to yawn and…agree with her? Followed by it shifting back to normal. Amelia blinked, eyes widened, as his demeanor completely changed and he lit up the house. She was not surprised that she was lifted up and away from her former hiding place…although she was a little bit that he used it as an excuse to crack his back.

“Shrimp…Alfredo? So you’re not gonna eat me?” She brushed off her clothes, relieved at the fact. “I, uh…I actually took some p-pretty cool pictures before. N-Nothing super invasive, just…I tried to capture how cozy and intimate this place is.”

She nervously pulled out her phone, swiping through her photos. “Do you want to see, Mr…Um…”

(🍹): “Hmm… someone’s in mi house and they about to get it.” He ain’t angry about it, just thought it would be like cat and mouse game when he knows that someone’s in his secret houseboat that like his bag, it is bigger inside. How he can tell? By the water steps on the floor and he just dry them! Hmm… he will find them if he’s famous traveler that everyone talk about.

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She had been shaking Ari’s hand for only a few moments when Natalie looked over and saw Amelia’s gentle smile and heard Emma’s restrained laughter. What the heck was she doing, shaking hands with a baby?! Even with how little she knew about little ones, she at least knew that she shouldn’t do that.

Gently, she let go of Ari’s hand; the baby looked confused, too. Great, even the newborn was judging her.

So instead, she covered her face with her hands for a moment, just long enough that when she opened them up to reveal her face again, Ari might be surprised. Babies liked peek-a-boo, right?

Emma nodded while Amelia laughed a little from the couch. Natalie was usually so serious! She would’ve started filming her if she didn’t know any better.

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Amelia sighed happily, having just finished watching another movie that she had always wanted to see. And even if it hadn’t been, it left her in a good mood. The popcorn container besides her was empty, and the iced tea on the other side was almost in the same situation. She was about to take a sip to finish it off when the music on her TV ended and she heard a peculiar noise.

A baby crying. And it sounded way too close to her doorstep.

Cautiously, she opened her apartment door, only to discover exactly what she had feared. A little baby girl, crying at her door. She was absolutely not the candidate to do this, but…what else was she going to do?

Leaning down nervously, she inspected the little one. “H-Hey, little girl,” she said, gently as she could manage. “What’s wrong?”