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Hey you ever think about how dragon age 2 had a sexually active and confident black woman and how she was constantly treated like and openly called a whore for it, how much the writers just hate sexually active women AND sex workers. You ever think about that. You ever. Think. About the fact that isabela was made into naught but an object to be ogled to the point no one actually bothers to do any character analysis of her. "dragon age writing was so much better back then" yeah and it also fucking hated minorities so fucking much. Take your rose tinted glasses right off.
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Do you have a source for Jennifer Helper intentionally writing Anders to seem straight for female Hawkes?
"No matter who the player is, Karl was always someone [Anders] was romantically involved with," says Gaider. "The part of him the player is exposed to, however, is different. Anders doesn't mention Karl to a female Hawke because Jennifer Hepler [Anders' writer] didn't think he would -- and also because a player who prefers to think of Anders as straight is welcome to do so."
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I was getting really into expedition 33, only to find the character I adore and that tore my heart to pieces is the subject of hot debate and discourse, with people absolutely despising him as if he's a war criminal, and the majority of the reasons why being that he lies. And I find that fascinating. He lies not just to other characters but to you, the player -- and this elicits such intense vitriol in the playerbase, veritable rancor that leads to some of the most bad faith takes and interpreterions...
... So of course, it makes me think of Anders. Everything reminds me of her etc etc -- but really, though. I've spoken to a lot of people over the years, looked into a lot of the discourse both from back then and current -- and the one recurring sentiment I've seen is that even people who otherwise sympathise with Anders are furious about the Lie. You know, him telling you he needs that stuff to separate him and Justice, rather than to explode the chantry.
And I mean, that's fair, right. It's a pretty monumental lie. A lot of players, if they knew what they were truly getting that stuff for, would've refused to help him. This leads players to feel manipulated, used -- and to be fair to them, it is manipulation. Anders feeds you false information for the purpose of making you help him. It is fair to be shocked and angry in the moment, upon realising what happened.
But what I find fascinating above all is that most of these people will then not take a moment to think about WHY exactly Anders lied, why he felt he had to lie. How, to him, this was too important to risk you saying no. How, even if you're max friendship, even if you're lovers, he can't take the risk of you saying no. But of course, there's the other angle to it -- the one that makes me truly unable to hold his lie against him, the one that breaks my heart above all: that he couldn't chance implicating you. Because, see: if he lies to you, if he gets this material from you via a trick, then you cannot be held responsible for his actions. He is protecting you. He is saving you. But few people are able to see that past their anger at being lied to in the first place.
I've met people who dislike, sometimes downright hate, Anders for The Lie and The Lie alone. They don't bring up his double standard with blood magic, or the shitty way with which he treats Merrill. The only thing they care about is The Lie.
Players really, REALLY hate being lied to. If it was instead Anders lying to, idk, Varric, whilst we know the truth -- a bunch of people would still be pissed, but nowhere near as much as this. It's specifically because he lied to Hawke, to the player, that people are furious about. And it does make sense: as the player, you are expected to be the driving force behind the narrative and have the choice in what you do, and even when you DONT have choice, you still feel largely in control as you at least are in possession of all the tools at your disposal to understand what it is your character is doing and why. To lie to the player is to take this sense of control and agency away, and that really rubs players the wrong way.
(there's also, obviously, the framing part of it all. But I've made plenty of posts about it. This is specifically about the lying aspect making people super pissed.)
I think understanding that -- the way lying to the player affects them -- can give game writers some very fun tools to mess with players I wanna see more often tbh LOL. But when it comes to Anders it is another tragedy, because his lie was born of good intentions. Of a wish to shoulder alone the weight of his act, whilst at the same time ensuring he could carry it out and save the people he saved.
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you can love a character and still admit when they鈥檙e wrong. i love anders but can acknowledge his flaws (he has none) and can hold him accountable for his wrongdoings (he鈥檚 never done anything wrong in his life) and call him out for his actions (which are always correct)
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I feel like, whilst obviously rules of analysis demands that all media should be able to be analysed out of context, it's so hard to take veilguard... OUT of the context of the absolute trainwreck that was its development mostly by EA's fault, and how much the dragon age team at bioware fought for everything that did make it in. There is a version of veilguard out there - at least the concept of it - that could've existed if it were not for EA's insanely stupid business decisions. And brother I will be mourning it for the rest of my life ngl
#I've been mourning dragon age in general since the mass layoffs because ea obviously has given up on it#It hurts so bad lol
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After the Anders Essay I rly wanna write an essay titled "dai fucking sucks actually" because everytime I think about that game. Oh. Just white hot rage
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No I'm not transphobic I swear I just call this trans character written by a trans writer a caricature and blame them for the failure of an entire game rather than realizing that ea just fucking shot veilguard before it could even take its first step!! It's really normal for me, a cis person, to spend my time whimpering and whining about the writing of a trans character written by a trans person rather than focusing on any other part of the writing or lore or mechanics. I'm the best trans ally ever! I bet you freaks - uh I mean trannies-- uh I mean, you, the acceptable transgenders, feel really safe around me!
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the point, by the way, is that if youre cis you dont get a say over whether taash' transness is well represented or not. especially when theyre. you know. WRITTEN BY A NONBINARY PERSON...................... like girl ive literally spoken about how i personally feel its a bit on the nose at times but its literally. theyre literally a nonbinary character written by a nonbinary person. have you literally lost your fucking mind. do you know how to read.
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me when im definitely not really really mad that a trans person dislikes when im being a little transphobic cunt
i hope all cis people who shit on taash' trans storyline stop breathing actually
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the funniest thing i did in 2015 was make a whole playlist retelling the events of dragon age 2 using only highschool musical songs and i will always live in regrets that i never fucking saved it and that i cant remember most of the choices i made
#anders either got bet on it or scream (from hsm3)#but i know for a fact that i used work this out for act 1#to signify hawke getting the gold together for the deep roads expedition
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I have grown up since I made this blog and I will not start fights because people being fukcing idiots with the worst opinions on earth is not my problem and will not make me mad even when they decide to be absolute idiotic cunts in the notes of my post complaining about how difficult it is to talk to fans without being told about how much they hate my favorite character of all time. I will not start fights. I will not start fights. Starting fights is not good. Don't start a fight. It's fine. It's fine. People can be wrong and stupid and awful. It's fine. I'm brave. I am strong. I am better. It's fine.
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hey! hepler does have a bsky account @jbhepler, and she was celebrating the israeli flag being raised during the oct 2023 period when they were very openly bragging about cutting all food and water and electricity to gaza.
Thank you!!! For some reason my Google search for her didn't show me her bsky and I didn't think to check when I was looking her up
Post anon is talking about (I'm pretty sure, but I mightve missed another one)

The first post on her timeline also leaves a bad taste in my mouth

Though it's worth noting that OP of that post also has shared pro Palestinian fundraisers
I wouldn't call her a super hardcore zionist but she definitely seems to lean more towards zionism than not, so that answers my question. Thank you!!!
#Things that make me realise bsky shows dates the American way even to my European ass........#I there a say to change that it's so like. Confusing
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Update! There are three archived versions of her twitter on the wayback machine - one from 2015, one from 2019, and one from 2022. The one from 2022 wasn't working for me, it just showed the twitter login page. The ones from 2015 and 2019 did work though.
The 2015 archive was mostly RTs about gamergate which makes sense considering the date. The 2019 archive is longer and has a considerable amount of RTs. This is the only only tweet that mentioned Israel I could find:

[ID: a tweet that Jennifer Hepler retweeted. It is a quote retweet written by Brianna Wu. It reads: "You can love America and be bitterly opposed to Trump. Similarly, you can support Israel's right to exist and think Netanyahu has been a horror as PM. Glad to see his lawlessness catch up to him." The original tweet Brianna Wu was quoting is a news headline about Netanyahu being indicted for fraud, breach of trust, and bribery. End ID.]
It's worth noting if you don't know who Brianna Wu is that her Wikipedia page has this to say about her:

[ID: the "political views" section of Brianna Wu's Wikipedia page. It reads: "Since the outbreak of the Gaza war, Wu has received media attention for her strong support of Israel. She has argued in The Boston Globe that "my fellow leftists are betraying our Jewish allies" and "the casual antisemitism I鈥檇 looked past in progressive spaces became impossible to ignore." Wu has stated the transgender movement's efforts to include transgender women in women's sports, which she considers an overreach, have unintentionally helped Republican anti-trans initiatives garner more political support." End ID]
Please note: this isn't a callout post about a writer I don't like. I'm just trying to research her views because it does inform her writing. She has no current social media I could find and I'm not even sure she's working on anything right now. She has basically no public platform so there's no use trying to deplatform her. Don't use this as a callout post.
Little call for help/information that would be very fascinating for The Anders Essay from my followers who might know more:
I've seen claims that Anders' writer, Jennifer Hepler, on top of being ableist, also is a terf and potentially a zionist.
I've found proof of the terf views via screenshots of her liking jkr's very openly terf posts, but haven't seen anything about her zionism.
I really, really want to be able to verify that claim if only because she is Jewish and part of the harassment she received during the da2 backlash was based in antisemitism so it is very important, before making any claims of zionism, to actually have proof.
Unfortunately the only thing I could find was a couple of old tumblr posts calling her a zionist and saying she retweeted zionist shit back in the day, however there were no screenshots or archived links and it seems her twitter is gone. This isn't to say the posts were outright lying but I'd rather not just take what is, basically, hearsay, as 'proof'.
Anyone got any source on these claims at all? I think it'd be really interesting to analyse Anders and da2's narrative design again with those specific facts in mind - the same way I've done with the ableism in mind - but I would want to 100% be certain that these claims are true rather than buzzwords being thrown at a marginalised person 馃様
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Little call for help/information that would be very fascinating for The Anders Essay from my followers who might know more:
I've seen claims that Anders' writer, Jennifer Hepler, on top of being ableist, also is a terf and potentially a zionist.
I've found proof of the terf views via screenshots of her liking jkr's very openly terf posts, but haven't seen anything about her zionism.
I really, really want to be able to verify that claim if only because she is Jewish and part of the harassment she received during the da2 backlash was based in antisemitism so it is very important, before making any claims of zionism, to actually have proof.
Unfortunately the only thing I could find was a couple of old tumblr posts calling her a zionist and saying she retweeted zionist shit back in the day, however there were no screenshots or archived links and it seems her twitter is gone. This isn't to say the posts were outright lying but I'd rather not just take what is, basically, hearsay, as 'proof'.
Anyone got any source on these claims at all? I think it'd be really interesting to analyse Anders and da2's narrative design again with those specific facts in mind - the same way I've done with the ableism in mind - but I would want to 100% be certain that these claims are true rather than buzzwords being thrown at a marginalised person 馃様
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There are real warriors in my notes going through the entire decade history of this blog and honestly all I have to say is that God please don't judge me for the attitude I sometimes had back in the day I was like 17 and unhappy with life lmao. I stand by like 70-80% of what I said probably still but lord
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Dragon age really is one of the series ever bc it's my only fandom where upon meeting a fellow fan I feel dread rather than excitement because I never know if as soon as I mention my favorite character they'll start excitedly talking about how they love to murder him and how he's so annoying and crazey for advocating for the rights of his people
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it can be very difficult to reconcile with dao, in my opinion, because whilst it is unequivocably a good game, that does a TONS of things right, and especially has a stellar build up to its finale with this constant sense of dread and hopelessness, and very likeable characters, and it does make for a really good entry into the complex lore of thedas, its also just. so unforgiveably sexist.
and like, i ALWAYS forget. even though i replayed dao last year and made several comments and notes to myself about how shockingly sexist it was EVEN FOR ITS TIME, still replaying awakening for the anders essay remains shocking because you just. can't escape it. its always just small, snide remarks about women, the predatory humor of certain characters and the way no one really gets to tell them off for it. even characters youre supposed to like will make shitty comments about women, or about you being a woman. its so staggering and it can genuinely ruin the rest of the game for people
it also just fuckin hurts the lore itself like lets be honest. not just because the game straight up LIES in the character creator by telling you that men and women have the same privileges in thedas - they dont - but also because it makes no sense lore wise in general. a society based on a religious myth of a WOMAN leading their entire culture to freedom and enlightenment would not be so fucking sexist, or would at least be way less likely to be so fucking sexist. and once you realise that it can break dragon age's worldbuilding wide open as, at times, fundamentally uncurious and unwilling to move from irl christian and western white imperialist norms. its so disappointing everytime to think about. i say this as like #1 dragon age lore lover. dragon age has always been and always will be a huge inspiration for me. but it has gigantic flaws.
i think its important to like, remind ourselves of that? this isnt a "dao sucks, actually" post but rather a "maybe we shouldn't keep putting dao on a pedestal and actually replay it every now and then" post. because my god it isn't perfect and the more years pass the harder it is to go back to it.
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