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so me when shit happens

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my period is 1 week late

it would be so funny if I was pregnant because I have just read L’événement by Annie Ernaux

Annie Ernaux please don’t make me pregnant

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my favorite

Rules for students and teachers, listed by John Cage

[also attributed to Sister Corita Kent, c1968]

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maybe I should just ask what kind of support people need because I always assume something that maybe works just for me… being a decent human is so difficult…

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maybe I am really cautious and boring, I don’t like taking risks anymore but I like to think I explored kilometres of this blue pearl of sadness and I have gathered enough information about its shades and hues. I want to be in another pearl of this necklace

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it’s just so weird… how would you deal with a situation in which something bad happened to a friend and you gave a lot of support to this person while doing really bad yourself and this person keeping on talking about what happened to her is a super no-constructive way, influenced by other friends’ point of view on the thing but not yours? and then you tell this friend to “take it easy” after absolute emotional exhaustion and this friend gets super angry and blocks you everywhere?

do i have to give up on this friendship? I have no idea.

I feel like all my friendships with women are the same - we bond because of a similar way of feeling - something bad happen to them after I warn them about it - they freak out - I try to support them but I fail - they get super angry at me - we stop being friends or we cool down the relationship.

ah and men are always involved in the equation.

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do you have any suggestions for lower back pain?

don’t suggest yoga because i can’t stretch my back anymore because I have a nerve and muscles inflammation :///

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one thing I don’t understand about my Teacher Boss is that she never pushes the students into demanding tasks. there is a general consensus for this kind of approach to kids, in which you ask them the bare minimum because you are afraid they are not going to commit but at the same time you keep them childlike and powerless forever. also for my experience this leads them not to feel challenged and they end up being very bored… ugh I wish I had the strength and courage to open up about this with her but she has been teaching for maybe 15 years now and I just started but still..

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sono speciale in un modo che procede solo dalla mia assoluta ignoranza del mondo e delle sue cose.

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that said, i haven’t been rejected yet but they still have to contact me after our first meeting and they are supposed to have reached out my reference but I see the mother online on the app and i am freaking out because I have a feeling this is not going to turn out fine.

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babysitting in 2024 is impossible. parents are control freaks who use babysitting platforms like tinder and make you go to their houses to meet their children while they are still swapping on that goddamn app. it hurts me because i get affectionate to the child and maybe they rejects you as soon as the psychotic controlling baby mama has found some norwegian blonde clean girl aesthetics- girl. who for sure has more money than me and is also less funny.

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Field to Fabric: Takahiro Hasegawa’s Ode to Linen in ‘One Field, One T-shirt’

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Agnes Denes, Wheatfield – A Confrontation. Two acres of wheat planted and harvested by the artist on the Battery Park landfill, Manhattan, summer 1982.