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#.#mumbles#things are a lil shady rn#feel a tad sad and alone#being gone for so long makes me realize how little of an affect i have on people based off my presence#i wish i was better and enough to everyone i cared for but it appears the love i thought i had with everyone was a more one sided thing#its okay though i suppose i think being alone isnt too bad at this point#im used to it at best maybe ill get a message or two within the next 2 weeks
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art by soulfullhyena on twt, j wanna post this here cause this is how i feel everyday now.
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not talking with anybody for a while does this to you i think its been like looks at watch several weeks since i last had a full proper conversation
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#probably just gonna post the art i made for those friends that i never had the chance to show#hhh fuck why do i grow so attached am i really at fault for just wanting friends that stick around#makes me wonder if i should eventually kms still becsuse losing people hurts the most and it just keeps happening#.#mumbles
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#missing people everyday#i dreamed of all of you and talking to you all again#why do i get so attached when i know you all probably dont care to interact anymore#it gets worse again and again
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#gonna be honest whenever i get the chance i mix horrible amounts of stuff into my water to make it taste awful on purpose#it keeps me up and helps with the coping to have a bad taste in my mouth#ill give myself the chance to drink it normally once i earned it#.#mumbles
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#saw my friend’s art on pinterest#everytime i look at ur stuff it j kinda makes me sad cause im an emotional wreck#its not even cause im upset or anything i just miss my friends#i have so much to share and say and talk about but it feels as if its just empty now#i lost so much so atp i wouldnt be surprised if i lost more#call me dramatic but is it bad to miss someone you care for so much?#mumbles#.
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looking back on old convos and remembering staying up talking to everybody.
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tw for once
so i think i might unironically kill myself at this point uhm i think i might post like my note this weekend
ive lost a lot this past year, and its been so, so lonely. ive been dealing with too much and desling with it alone, tjings havent gotten better no matter how much i try. i think i should just get it over with
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im probably gonna delete every social i have and erase my presence off the internet atp. there’s nobody left anyway. nobody would care.
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i will rip everything to shreds and look at in the mirror likee this later
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