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A+ Adulting
I have not left my house in 2 days. Or my bed. I also have no showered since Thursday. And all Iāve eaten today was frosted flakes. A+ adulting.
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Writing soulmate AU
Ā Ā Ā Every morning I wake up to a new surprise. Yesterday my arm was covered inĀ vibrant redĀ and purpleĀ flowersĀ withĀ singing blueĀ birds. Today I woke up to music notes that seemed to make noiseĀ and beatingĀ hearts. I used to wonder how it got there, but itās been happening for so long that Iāve just learned to accept it. The first time it happened I wondered if I was going insane, but everyone else couldĀ see it so Iām notĀ imagining it. Then I started to think that I draw on myself while I sleep, but I never have anything to draw with near me and I canāt draw even a stick figure to save my life. So I thought that my little sister might be drawing on me, but sheās been at summer camp for the past few months.
Ā Ā Ā My summer has been boring so far. Iāve just been catching up on all the shows I used to watch and playing football with my friends. Iām glad that I donāt have summer school this year and can just focus on relaxing before school starts up again. I still have to go to work a few days a week, but itās not that bad, I get to talk to people and get out of the house for a while. Still, The Scorpion has itās limits for fun. Taking orders and giving people their food doesnāt exactly screamĀ summertime fun. Ā Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā I get home from work when I notice a note from my mom. Sheāll be home late but I shouldnāt worry. She put the leftover pizza in the fridge. I decide to stay up and watch some TV when I notice that the drawings on my arm are gone. I stare for a few minutes. Iāve tried washing them off before, it never works, why did it come off now?Ā My eyelids grow heavy with sleep as I forget everything I was worrying about. Ā
Ā Ā A few more hours pass when I start to feel something touching my arm. What is going on? Is my mom home now? Is a burglar trying to steal my arm and sell it? I slowly open my eyes but thereās no one there. No burglar, no mom, no one, but the feeling on my arm is still there. I look down expecting to see a bug or something on my arm but instead I see a strong proud lion staring intently at me. Itās mane is fluffy and golden and itās eyes scream strength. But itās not done yet. Someone is drawing on my arm, but thereās no way someone is in my house right now.
Ā Ā Ā I quickly sit up and turn the light on. Thereās no way this is happening. This is insane isnāt it? But Iām not insane, I can clearly see whatās happening and Iām obviously not dreaming. As the spots in my vision slowly disappear I notice that the lines on the lion are getting thicker and darker. Someone is drawing on my body, but how? How could they possibly be drawing on my arm without Ā being here? Is it a ghost? Finally it stops. Two slender brown eyes stare right through me. The mane looks like itās moving as I go to look it up whatās happening. I canāt be the only one who has experienced this.
Ā Ā Ā After searching on a hundred different websites about drawings appearing on my body with no one around, I have nothing. No one has ever gone through this. Or at least no one on the internet. Iām about to give up when I notice someone on Reddit has asked about weird notes appearing on their arm. They say they will be busy doing something then feel someone writing stuff on their hand, even when there isnāt a person in sight. I scroll down and notice someone had sheet music and lyrics to songs appearing on their stomach sometimes. I look down and see someone asked, āWhatās going on?ā No one seems to know whatās going on or why.
Ā Ā Ā I tell them my story, about a year ago, a few days after my 16th birthday random drawings started to appear on my arm and they havenāt stopped since. I used to think I was insane or someone was doing it to me but everyone can see the drawings and no one is home when it happens. My eyes start to feel heavy and I canāt do anything else so I decide to just go to bed.
Ā Ā Ā When I wake up the next morning, my mom is shaking my arm, āVincent, get up your sister is coming home today and we need to pick her up from the airport.ā I move at slug speed as I haul my pants on and change my shirt. No time to shower or check my computer. We drive along in silence. No how was work or are you ready for school. She hasnāt even noticed the drawings even though itās been almost a year. Finally she says something to me, āDo you have work today?ā I nod. We donāt say anything for the rest of the trip so I plug in my headphones.
Ā Ā Ā Before I know it Iām at the airport and looking for my little sister Megan. My eyes are scanning the crowd when a guy runs straight into me. He falls down but I barely budge. āIām so sorry.ā he says. āI shouldāve watched where I was going.ā
Ā Ā Ā āItās okay,ā I stick my hand out for him to take. āAre you alright?ā When he puts his hand in mine I notice a little bit of brown and gold marker peaking out from under the sleeve of his shirt.
Ā Ā Ā āIām really sorry if this sounds strange, but could I possibly see your arm?ā My heart starts racing.
Ā Ā Ā āHuh?ā He looks down at his arm. āUm...sure I donāt see why not.ā He moves his sleeve down to reveal a proud lion with brown slender eyes. The air seems to have left my lungs. Iām so confused. Is this happening to him too? Why does it look exactly like the lion on my arm? His voice pulls me back from my thoughts. āIām a bit self conscious of my art, but I really like how this turned out. Hey, are you okay?ā He gently touches my arm. āYou donāt seem so good. Are you sick?ā
Ā Ā Ā āI know this is going to sound crazy but just try to listen to me.ā He steps back a bit. āPlease, I know you have no reason to believe me, but just try to act like itās possible.ā
Ā Ā Ā āUm, Iām sorry but I have to go...Iām going to end up missing my flight.ā He starts to walk away.
Ā Ā Ā āWait!ā I grab his arm and turn him around. āLook,ā I take my jacket off to show him the same exact lion drawing in the same exact place. āI wake up every morning to new drawings. Last night I woke up and...felt someone drawing this on me, but there was no one there.ā
Ā Ā Ā He grabs my arm and compares it with his. āYouāre insane. Did you draw this? Did you just escape from an insane asylum or something? Do you really think you can trick me into believing you by showing me a drawing that looks somewhat like the one on my arm? I mean, how did you even know that I was going to draw this on my arm?ā
Ā Ā Ā āPleaseā I say. āI know it sounds crazy. I wouldnāt believe me either but I canāt draw. At all. And it just...shows up! I wake up and itās there. Please at least let me test something.ā
Ā Ā Ā āWhat do you mean test it?ā He looks around. āWhat are you going to do?ā Ā Ā My mind races, looking for an answer. I really didnāt think this through. Then the lightbulb flashes. āDraw something. Anything. If Iām not lying then whatever you draw on your arm will appear on my arm.ā
Ā Ā Ā He looks at me skeptically, but agrees. He starts to dig through his bag and pulls out a bright red marker. He scribbles on his wrist and looks at me. I lift my wrist to reveal a heart. He looks down but shows me his wrist with the exact same heart. I freeze.
Ā Ā Ā āI believe you.ā He squeaks. āHow long has it been happening?ā Ā Ā āA little bit after my 16th birthday.ā I mumble. Ā Ā āJesus. Youāre only 16?ā He looks at me. Ā Ā āNo Iām 17.Ā How old are you?ā Ā Ā Ā āIām 20.ā He says. āAlmost 21. Whatās your name?ā Ā Ā āIām Vince-ā I trail off as I notice a little ponytail bobbing around in the crowd. āListen, Iām really sorry but I have to go, I promise Iāll be right back.ā
Ā Ā Ā I run over to my sister. āMegan!ā I grab her and swing her over my shoulder. āIām never letting you go to summer camp ever again. Do you know how bored I was without you?ā She laughs. Ā Ā āVinny!ā she squeals. āVinny put me down. I canāt help it youāre boring!ā Ā Ā āDid you just call me boring? You go away for a few weeks and all of a sudden Iām not good enough for you?ā I put her down and brushed her hair out of her face. āCome on, momās waiting for us.ā I swing her bag over my shoulder and look for the guy I was talking to but canāt find him. Great I didnāt even catch his name.
Kill me I just realized how much this sucks.
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So you know the one soulmate au where itās like what you write on your body appears on your soulmateās body? Yeah well like I wrote a bit of that for a free write in my creative writing class and idk how I feel about it. It could use some work but like itās not as bad as my writings usually are.
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Edgy
So a little bit about myself. Iām a musician, I play ukulele and guitar and hopefully bass and mandolin someday. I am 17. I love Yuri!!! On ice and Tokyo Ghoul. Still trying to figure out my sexuality. Might just be diesexual. I love top and patd, Brendon is my hero. Iām not gonna say that music is my life, since I have a life outside of music, but itās a majority of my life. I made this blog in order to clear my mind of worries and fears so please no judgement. Iām just trying to live long enough to see my dream come true. Also my name is Laurie not Liam. Liam is sort of the person behind my mask I guess??? Heās brave and smart and friendly and who I want to be. Like how thereās blurryface or crybaby, I have Liam.
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New start
So I decided to delete my old tumblr a few months ago but once I did I realized how much just writing my feelings and thoughts on it helped me so yay new blog whatās this?
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