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we show a lot of signs of being SA'd but none of us can really remember anything that happened. i was able to remember some things that happened once but Nene locked those memories up again

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only thing that bugs me about our cousins being here is that our aunt always says "you should come to england for the holidays!!" when she knows damn well neither we or our brother are legally allowed outside of the country due to our father being an asshole and not signing documents, and that plane tickets are super expensive

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i have a feeling today's gonna be a good day, but maybe that's just because our cousins are here

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our cousins from england also came over, and i will show them either alien stage or project sekai just you wait

[f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu]

i'm really selfish and i genuinely wonder how none of you have notcied it yet

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oh, also we're gonna have to wake up at 4-5am because our aunt and uncle from england are coming over for a bit

[f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu]

why does starting a game of google solitaire sound like opening a pad

[f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu]

blink gone is actually from round 7!! it's like mizu5 but for alien stage because it also came out in october and mizi (who also happens to have pink hair) looked absolutely traumatized. reasonably so, till got shot RIGHT AS THEY WERE REACHING OUT TO EACHOTHER

also, you know the last word of our obslove blog's url? it's actually an alien stage song, specifically ivan's 2nd solo song after nowhere slightly off topic, every character gets a solo song a bit after they die and they also get more later. sua has sweet dream and heart, ivan has nowhere and paratise, hyuna has love and war, drunk party, all-in is in the series but i'm counting it anyway and take my hand, and it isn't sure if till is dead but he recently got la vida loca (even though round 7 was uploaded some time in october)

also only take my hand was made after hyuna died in wiege, the rest were probably made because vivinos likes her lmao

-yuki

OMG THE LAPTOP LET ME ANSWER THIS ONE!!!!

this is actually fascinating, at first i thought your url had a typo before realizing it was probably a reference to something lmao. alien stage has been everywhere since the stupid little blink gone song exploded online LMAO. might watch it? idk, ive got my hands full with a bunch of different fandoms rn

[f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu]

sometimes i want to get caught lying so i can play dumb, but at the same time i'd panic a lot

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our legs sometimes burn from having the laptop on them without any sort of barrier but i won't pretend like i don't want that honestly

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i love being able to hide what i'm actually thinking and feeling, it's nice that no one actually knows what goes on in my thoughts

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it's weird when our irl friends call us our deadname in english, but it'd also be weird if they called us finny or yuki infront of others

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i took front because Mio didn't want to, it felt "unauthentic" - whatever that means.

i understand it, but i thought the others didn't want me to front to either take a break or to not have a breakdown. it's weird having someone want me to front instead, but i'm not tired of fronting so i guess it isn't the end of the world

[f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu]

I feel bad cus im not good at comforting so if I ever said something dumb while trying to help im sorry

[f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu]

i don't like fronting, it feels cringe and like i shouldn't be here. it should be yuki because she's the host, right?? i'm not a co-host, kennith is, so why do i front so often?? i wanna hide and pretend it's yuki but it'll feel unreal and i don't like that

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cooking with family on summer nights always hits different /pos

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Consistently being someone’s first choice might fix me I think