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me (94.8lbs, 5'4) 🌻 I’m actually liking my legs here???

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My friends: calories don't count on weekends we're gonna get fucked up!

Me: *frantically googling how many calories are in a shot of vodka* haha yeah they don't count let's get drunk

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Reminder: Every new day has the potential to be better than the last. Just please keep going.

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You have to accept that some people are not made for deep conversations, or for holding you together when you’re about to fall apart, or for keeping you from unzipping your skin, or for talking you out of suicide, or to love you through the worst moments of your life. Some people are made for shallow exchanges, and ridiculous banter, and nothing more. And that’s okay. That doesn’t make them horrible people because they simply aren’t able to handle a storm like you. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you won’t divulge all the gritty details of your horror show. It makes you smart. You have to accept that there will be people that cannot give you what you need. It doesn’t mean they are not worth keeping in your life. You just have to figure out who these ones are before you’re disappointed. And you have to keep them at arm’s length. You cannot expect everyone in your life to understand, to be nonjudgmental, to get it. But that’s okay, because not everyone was made to impart wisdom, or wax-poetic, or speak on politics and the depravity of society, or discuss how crucial it is that the stigma of mental illness be abolished. There are times when you have to get away from all that heaviness. You have to. And you will need superficial conversation about Kim Kardashian’s arse, or a debate on the colour of The Dress. You will need those ones. So don’t go round cutting people off and dropping your friends. You need people for all your seasons. You need people or you won’t survive this.

What my therapist told me this morning (via crushed-bythe-heaviness-of-air)

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think of what you would look like if you started and stayed consistent three months ago. now think of what you would look like three months from now if you just.keep.going.

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Trigger Warning.

Red is my favourite colour.

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You need a private talk? Just message me !:)

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Don’t freak out

You know your counting is correct. There’s no way you really gained. It’s water retention. Weight fluctuates. It takes 3500 calories to gain a pound. Don’t freak out. Don’t binge. Drink water. Be patient. Breathe. Don’t give up.

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Just FYI this blog is used as a coping mechanism and I do not promote harmful behaviors of any kind in any way, this is simply a form of venting/self expression.

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fцck “summer bodies” im working towards my fall body, dreaming of drinking hot coffee wearing a big cozy sweater that drapes on me and shows my thin legs in leggings or skinny jeans 🍁🍂

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Positive thing about being a thinspo blog:

No one is gonna be talking about Taylor swift lmao

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Ana Tip

Write down all the food you said no to today. Don’t just log the calories you ate, but remind yourself of all the calories you could’ve eaten but had enough self control to say no to.