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honestly itās such a funny coincidence that whenever something catastrophically shitty happens in my life i gravitate towards this fandom
my grandma died in May 2020, a little after I tumbled into full levihan brainrot, made this blog and began posting my silly art
i went on hiatus both for an art block (caused by hate comments, i wonāt lie) and for my studies, then i found myself running back here, with renewed brainrot, after my dad had a stroke
perhaps it is me trying to run away from real life and find shelter in this little bubble i created in this community, the friends i made, the content we share and the respect and praise we have for each other
still, i am so thankful for this fandom. maybe we can call it trauma-bonding haha but yeah
my dad is getting heart surgery to close up the area that likely caused the stroke, and itāll be very very soon, perhaps even this weekend if we get called in, and i am terrified, though i canāt show it, i havenāt shed a tear since my birthday on April 13th, which is when my dad got the stroke (i know, great way to celebrate my birthday) and i must be āemotionlessā for my dad because he is like an innocent child atm and i canāt scare him, but also for my mama because she is fragile and in pain and truly exhausted, and i must take away her burden and bear it myself, i can handle it, i am on autopilot
i am truly scared, but it will pass, life goes on, itās silly of me to be scared of something before it even happens and i should not let my fears send my brain into a spiral of negativity and worst case scenarios
these are just my late night ramblings, sorry to bring negativity on your dashboards. just treating my blog like my personal diary heh
take care everyone, i love you and i am grateful you exist
angie š
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iām gonna go ahead and consider my art block 3/4 broken hehe
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get fuckin REKT levi
(remake of THIS TWITTER POST)
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prev died her hair green and purple on September 5th 2020 š„
@ma-chi1993
New REBLOG Game
Just fucking lie about the previous poster
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here we are with the nonsense if you want to read it. idk how to properly post the fanfiction link so i'm just putting it here and hoping for the best like.... boomerism at its finest, i guess.
[versione italiana qui per gli eventuali superstiti di questo fandom - crederci sempre, illudersi anche, arrendersi quasi mai]

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yall i canāt fucking wait to finish my fic yall have no idea. Iām rubbing my hands together like a mf fly mapping out the whole thing so that when i actually sit my ass down and write itās gonna be a tiny bit easier on my brain but shchjsncdjdjdejdwfjd GUESS WHOāS COMING NEXT CHAPTERRRRR
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found the courage to peep the italian dub of s4 and obvi i went straight for The Scenes ykyk and uhmmm they translated the goodbye scene as āletās dedicate our heartsā rather than ādedicate your heartā. Iāve been thinking about it and idk what to make of it. I think i kinda like it actually š it certainly opens up a new way of interpreting these words imho
full dialogue was: āi know you understand me, Levi. Finally, my moment has come, after all this time. Now I only want to put on airs a bit with a spectacular departure. Let me do it, all right?ā āLetās dedicate our heartsā āitās the first time i hear you saying thatā
the forest scene was adapted as: āthe two of us could live here together, what do you say, huh, Levi?ā [ā¦] āif we keep on running away and hiding, what will we gain?ā ādamn you, so you were listening to me as i was speaking, earlierā [ā¦] āyouāre not the type of person to stay still and sit on your hands without doing anythingā āitās true, i think youāre right, i canātā
Hanjiās voice actor is amazing, i love her, she even voiced timmy turner ahhh my childhood <3 and her delivery was fantastic. Leviās actor, eh, i didnāt really enjoy how he chose to deliver his lines. He has a really gruff voice, scratchy even (at times iām like uhhhh PLEASE clear your throat <3 drink tea and honey <3 eat a balsamic pastille <3), and he sounded a bit angry imho rather than tired or emotional. The goodbye scene delivery was better though.
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revamped my clock app account letās hope i donāt get swarmed by weirdos yelling about other ships this time around š§āāļøāā”ļø
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Iāve finished revising Chapter 2!
I see the light lmaooo you can give it a read HERE
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absolutely shitting myself @ that parade thing where matsuda ryo and tatemichi riona reenacted the iconic hairgrab lmaooo ā ļøā ļøā ļø they snorted that levihan cocaine before getting on that stage and i respect that well done
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my fav yapper x listener duo
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I got around to revising Chapter 1!
Itās been 4 whole years. Jesus I feel useless lmaooo
Manifesting Iāll be able to write a new chapter by the end if this year. Iāll do my best š¤š
Click here if youād like to give it a read :D
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[awkwardly taps mic]
HELLOOOOO
HOW ARE YALL
MOOTS ARE YOU STILL HERE i am alive
life update: i knew i shouldnāt have made an ao3 account and started writing bc i fell victim to the curse! life has been insane! :DDD
i rescued three kitties, one of them died, my dad lost his job, became depressed AND had a stroke and now heās getting heart surgery to fix what needs to be fixed, i am currently fighting for my life with a horribly itchy ringworm (thanks, stray cat i picked up to get spayed) and iāve lost count of how many times iāve been sick and had terrible breakdowns over the past year
but! I AM ALIVE YAYYYY
so how are yall. how are my levihans doin iāve missed yall and our two old boomers. might be the ringwormās cousin, but the levihan worm is definitely taking over my brain again.
iāve decided that iāll revise my fic. Iāll fix the chapters iāve already posted, before getting ready to finish the brick thatās been sitting in my google docs for the past two years-ish. i must revise bc my prose gives me the shivers now re-reading it and shdhdhjsjdjd gotta FIX gotta rewrite gotta POLISH so uhhh even if itās not much, itās a baby step towards reviving this account. i really want to, i miss this fandom and i miss how happy it used to make me.
iāll go for now. Iāll check in again soon. love you all š
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i forgot how to use procreate but here yall go ig lets go lesbians
AU where they fuckin run away and adopt chickens in the woods š«¶
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levihan š¤ rhaenicent
wanting to run away with the person you love the most but being bound by duty !!!!!!
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heya frens
how is it going? itās been a while š«¶ hope youāre all well š
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Please help if you can.
(Urgent) Iām taking commissions
Hello my loves, I never thought I would have to do this again, but I really need help right now. I am doing art/translation commissions again, if youāve known me since the pandemic you will remember I started to work in order to help my parents after my dad lost his job and got depressed, and was at the time too sad to do anything. I thought my parents were doing fine post pandemic since my dad got the will to study to get a masters degree, but my mom told me very recently that she is in debt (around S/ 20k peruvian soles or maybe more) and Iāve been weighing the options we currently have.
I know I havenāt been a good child to them. I dropped out of uni, and then dropped out of art school because I am too sick (clinical depression) to go. I am currently looking for a job as a waiter, and that money will go towards easing my momās debt. My best bet is looking for expensive restaurants, because foreigners come and go, and Iāve heard they leave big tips. I only speak spanish (mother tongue) and english (second language) fluently and I have faith that this privilege will help me. Iām trying, I really am.
Aside from doing this separately in order to help my parents, I am working on commissions (both art and translation) to help my partner. If I thought that my family had it bad, when I met and started dating my boyfriend it became clear that what we were going through is nothing. He is a very sweet boy, and he treats me like I am an angel, but he is my angel. Heās had it very rough. Heās struggling with addiction and I fret over him constantly, because he lives very far from where I do and if he were to be in any danger I wouldnāt be able to reach him in time.
Aside from struggling with drug addiction since he was a child, he left his home this year, and started living alone. I know that it is not ideal, but he was desperate to get away from his mom. I donāt want to be judgemental, but she is not a good person, heās told me many things about her and I cannot trust her. To beat your son, to insult him, to make him feel like heās a bad person, to make him feel like heās nothing is so terrible. He once told me the last time she beat him he was sixteen years old, and she beat him so many times his back started to bleed.
Two days ago, he told me in tears that heās scared of going back to that house because after he left his relationship with that woman started to improve, they had become friends. But apparently, his mom said after motherās day that he only came back when he needed money (I honestly see nothing wrong with that. She is his mother, and it is her duty to take care of him until he is stable. She has abused him all his life, and I donāt understand how she expects better treatment from him after everything that sheās done. I donāt understand how he could forgive her, when I would have barely been able to even look at her in the eye. He truly is a sweetheart) and made him feel bad. And the worst part is, he had saved some money from his many jobs in order to take her and his grandmother out for dinner, and she never went. Only his grandmother was there. His mother went on a date with his stepfather.
Today, he has told me the landlord (landlady?) is kicking him out. Iām thinking this has something to do with his drug use or the fact that heās been barely surviving, thus being unable to pay the woman consistently. She is insisting that he owes her and didnāt let him in since yesterday when he pleaded with her to open the door (he forgot his keys and phone in his room) and he had to sleep on a bench. Itās winter, and it is not safe where he lives.
Iāve pleaded with my family and theyāre willing to help him find an actual apartment somewhere close to us, and a job. My mom told me she would help with rent until he was economically stable to do so himself. But until we find an apartment and a job and even after that, I know itās going to be very difficult. His father is very irresponsible, and doesnāt help or even talk to him frequently (his father lives comfortably in Germany and can even travel abroad whenever he wants). I want to help him in any way that I can, whether it be food and groceries, shelter, anything. Right now I know he really needs it. And, perhaps, with enough help, he will be stableā¦
Please DM me for any information, my prices range from $15 to $45, no more, depending on the complexity of the piece. The only thing I will not draw is heavy gore and cp. I can also translate from english to spanish and spanish to english, if anyoneās interested. Iām charging $0.10 per word, because this is new for me despite being fluent. If youāre interested, you can check my tags: #my art // #translation for examples⦠Iāll tag them below to make accessing this information easier.
Please⦠help me help him. I am desperate. I donāt mean to bother anyone, I hope you can forgive me, friends.
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