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honestly it’s such a funny coincidence that whenever something catastrophically shitty happens in my life i gravitate towards this fandom

my grandma died in May 2020, a little after I tumbled into full levihan brainrot, made this blog and began posting my silly art

i went on hiatus both for an art block (caused by hate comments, i won’t lie) and for my studies, then i found myself running back here, with renewed brainrot, after my dad had a stroke

perhaps it is me trying to run away from real life and find shelter in this little bubble i created in this community, the friends i made, the content we share and the respect and praise we have for each other

still, i am so thankful for this fandom. maybe we can call it trauma-bonding haha but yeah

my dad is getting heart surgery to close up the area that likely caused the stroke, and it’ll be very very soon, perhaps even this weekend if we get called in, and i am terrified, though i can’t show it, i haven’t shed a tear since my birthday on April 13th, which is when my dad got the stroke (i know, great way to celebrate my birthday) and i must be “emotionless” for my dad because he is like an innocent child atm and i can’t scare him, but also for my mama because she is fragile and in pain and truly exhausted, and i must take away her burden and bear it myself, i can handle it, i am on autopilot

i am truly scared, but it will pass, life goes on, it’s silly of me to be scared of something before it even happens and i should not let my fears send my brain into a spiral of negativity and worst case scenarios

these are just my late night ramblings, sorry to bring negativity on your dashboards. just treating my blog like my personal diary heh

take care everyone, i love you and i am grateful you exist

angie 💜

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i’m gonna go ahead and consider my art block 3/4 broken hehe

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get fuckin REKT levi

(remake of THIS TWITTER POST)

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prev died her hair green and purple on September 5th 2020 🥀

@ma-chi1993

New REBLOG Game

Just fucking lie about the previous poster

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here we are with the nonsense if you want to read it. idk how to properly post the fanfiction link so i'm just putting it here and hoping for the best like.... boomerism at its finest, i guess.

[versione italiana qui per gli eventuali superstiti di questo fandom - crederci sempre, illudersi anche, arrendersi quasi mai]

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yall i can’t fucking wait to finish my fic yall have no idea. I’m rubbing my hands together like a mf fly mapping out the whole thing so that when i actually sit my ass down and write it’s gonna be a tiny bit easier on my brain but shchjsncdjdjdejdwfjd GUESS WHO’S COMING NEXT CHAPTERRRRR

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found the courage to peep the italian dub of s4 and obvi i went straight for The Scenes ykyk and uhmmm they translated the goodbye scene as “let’s dedicate our hearts” rather than “dedicate your heart”. I’ve been thinking about it and idk what to make of it. I think i kinda like it actually 👀 it certainly opens up a new way of interpreting these words imho

full dialogue was: “i know you understand me, Levi. Finally, my moment has come, after all this time. Now I only want to put on airs a bit with a spectacular departure. Let me do it, all right?” “Let’s dedicate our hearts” “it’s the first time i hear you saying that”

the forest scene was adapted as: “the two of us could live here together, what do you say, huh, Levi?” […] “if we keep on running away and hiding, what will we gain?” “damn you, so you were listening to me as i was speaking, earlier” […] “you’re not the type of person to stay still and sit on your hands without doing anything” “it’s true, i think you’re right, i can’t”

Hanji’s voice actor is amazing, i love her, she even voiced timmy turner ahhh my childhood <3 and her delivery was fantastic. Levi’s actor, eh, i didn’t really enjoy how he chose to deliver his lines. He has a really gruff voice, scratchy even (at times i’m like uhhhh PLEASE clear your throat <3 drink tea and honey <3 eat a balsamic pastille <3), and he sounded a bit angry imho rather than tired or emotional. The goodbye scene delivery was better though.

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revamped my clock app account let’s hope i don’t get swarmed by weirdos yelling about other ships this time around 🧎‍♀️‍➡️

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I’ve finished revising Chapter 2!

I see the light lmaooo you can give it a read HERE

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absolutely shitting myself @ that parade thing where matsuda ryo and tatemichi riona reenacted the iconic hairgrab lmaooo ☠️☠️☠️ they snorted that levihan cocaine before getting on that stage and i respect that well done

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my fav yapper x listener duo

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I got around to revising Chapter 1!

It’s been 4 whole years. Jesus I feel useless lmaooo

Manifesting I’ll be able to write a new chapter by the end if this year. I’ll do my best 🤞💜

Click here if you’d like to give it a read :D

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[awkwardly taps mic]

HELLOOOOO

HOW ARE YALL

MOOTS ARE YOU STILL HERE i am alive

life update: i knew i shouldn’t have made an ao3 account and started writing bc i fell victim to the curse! life has been insane! :DDD

i rescued three kitties, one of them died, my dad lost his job, became depressed AND had a stroke and now he’s getting heart surgery to fix what needs to be fixed, i am currently fighting for my life with a horribly itchy ringworm (thanks, stray cat i picked up to get spayed) and i’ve lost count of how many times i’ve been sick and had terrible breakdowns over the past year

but! I AM ALIVE YAYYYY

so how are yall. how are my levihans doin i’ve missed yall and our two old boomers. might be the ringworm’s cousin, but the levihan worm is definitely taking over my brain again.

i’ve decided that i’ll revise my fic. I’ll fix the chapters i’ve already posted, before getting ready to finish the brick that’s been sitting in my google docs for the past two years-ish. i must revise bc my prose gives me the shivers now re-reading it and shdhdhjsjdjd gotta FIX gotta rewrite gotta POLISH so uhhh even if it’s not much, it’s a baby step towards reviving this account. i really want to, i miss this fandom and i miss how happy it used to make me.

i’ll go for now. I’ll check in again soon. love you all 💜

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i forgot how to use procreate but here yall go ig lets go lesbians

AU where they fuckin run away and adopt chickens in the woods 🫶

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levihan 🤝 rhaenicent

wanting to run away with the person you love the most but being bound by duty !!!!!!

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heya frens

how is it going? it’s been a while 🫶 hope you’re all well 💜

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BOOST

Please help if you can.

(Urgent) I’m taking commissions

Hello my loves, I never thought I would have to do this again, but I really need help right now. I am doing art/translation commissions again, if you’ve known me since the pandemic you will remember I started to work in order to help my parents after my dad lost his job and got depressed, and was at the time too sad to do anything. I thought my parents were doing fine post pandemic since my dad got the will to study to get a masters degree, but my mom told me very recently that she is in debt (around S/ 20k peruvian soles or maybe more) and I’ve been weighing the options we currently have.

I know I haven’t been a good child to them. I dropped out of uni, and then dropped out of art school because I am too sick (clinical depression) to go. I am currently looking for a job as a waiter, and that money will go towards easing my mom’s debt. My best bet is looking for expensive restaurants, because foreigners come and go, and I’ve heard they leave big tips. I only speak spanish (mother tongue) and english (second language) fluently and I have faith that this privilege will help me. I’m trying, I really am.

Aside from doing this separately in order to help my parents, I am working on commissions (both art and translation) to help my partner. If I thought that my family had it bad, when I met and started dating my boyfriend it became clear that what we were going through is nothing. He is a very sweet boy, and he treats me like I am an angel, but he is my angel. He’s had it very rough. He’s struggling with addiction and I fret over him constantly, because he lives very far from where I do and if he were to be in any danger I wouldn’t be able to reach him in time.

Aside from struggling with drug addiction since he was a child, he left his home this year, and started living alone. I know that it is not ideal, but he was desperate to get away from his mom. I don’t want to be judgemental, but she is not a good person, he’s told me many things about her and I cannot trust her. To beat your son, to insult him, to make him feel like he’s a bad person, to make him feel like he’s nothing is so terrible. He once told me the last time she beat him he was sixteen years old, and she beat him so many times his back started to bleed.

Two days ago, he told me in tears that he’s scared of going back to that house because after he left his relationship with that woman started to improve, they had become friends. But apparently, his mom said after mother’s day that he only came back when he needed money (I honestly see nothing wrong with that. She is his mother, and it is her duty to take care of him until he is stable. She has abused him all his life, and I don’t understand how she expects better treatment from him after everything that she’s done. I don’t understand how he could forgive her, when I would have barely been able to even look at her in the eye. He truly is a sweetheart) and made him feel bad. And the worst part is, he had saved some money from his many jobs in order to take her and his grandmother out for dinner, and she never went. Only his grandmother was there. His mother went on a date with his stepfather.

Today, he has told me the landlord (landlady?) is kicking him out. I’m thinking this has something to do with his drug use or the fact that he’s been barely surviving, thus being unable to pay the woman consistently. She is insisting that he owes her and didn’t let him in since yesterday when he pleaded with her to open the door (he forgot his keys and phone in his room) and he had to sleep on a bench. It’s winter, and it is not safe where he lives.

I’ve pleaded with my family and they’re willing to help him find an actual apartment somewhere close to us, and a job. My mom told me she would help with rent until he was economically stable to do so himself. But until we find an apartment and a job and even after that, I know it’s going to be very difficult. His father is very irresponsible, and doesn’t help or even talk to him frequently (his father lives comfortably in Germany and can even travel abroad whenever he wants). I want to help him in any way that I can, whether it be food and groceries, shelter, anything. Right now I know he really needs it. And, perhaps, with enough help, he will be stable…

Please DM me for any information, my prices range from $15 to $45, no more, depending on the complexity of the piece. The only thing I will not draw is heavy gore and cp. I can also translate from english to spanish and spanish to english, if anyone’s interested. I’m charging $0.10 per word, because this is new for me despite being fluent. If you’re interested, you can check my tags: #my art // #translation for examples… I’ll tag them below to make accessing this information easier.

Please… help me help him. I am desperate. I don’t mean to bother anyone, I hope you can forgive me, friends.

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