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has a breakdown about what a lonely life it is. goes for a walk with headphones in. purchases a beverage at the supermarket. you know how it goes

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unpopular opinion maybe but waking up to rain on a quiet weekend is quite literally the most magical thing in the world

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73 Questions with Jennifer Lawrence

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favourite taylor swift songs ♡ holy ground

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what’s the psychology behind losing feelings towards someone you liked intensely once you realized they felt the same way back?

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a relative at every family gathering: why no boyfriend?

what i want to say: the reality of being in an actual romantic relationship is actually terrifying and i’m much more comfortable entertaining the idea of having a boyfriend than actually getting one like there’s a 99.9% chance that i’ll be disappointed probably because i’ve idealized the concept in my head and my instinct to run away from intimacy combined with my high standards is a recipe for an emotional disaster and also my freedom holy shit i love my freedom and i take no shit and will drop your ass if you hurt me and i have dreams that don’t involve boys and i don’t want to waste my time on something that isn’t endgame for me like dating isn’t fun for me at all i don’t understand and i mean can you imagine bearing your soul to a person who has the power to destroy you like wHY THE FUCK—

what i always say: idk i’m just focusing on school

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@ james 

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why can’t MY life be a 50k slow burn friends to lovers fic

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one thing about me is that i am viscerally against inconveniencing retail and food workers… the checkout guy just mistakenly asked to see my ID because he thought my sparking water was hard seltzer and my ass just showed it to him instead of saying anything. i think i would rather die then correct him in his home turf

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The Hunger Games (2012) / Mockingjay Part 2 (2015)

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Ultimately i am jealous of nepotism babies i want a nothing life too

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books read in 2021 ↣ love, rosie by cecila ahern 

today i love you more than ever; i want you more than ever. i’m a man of fifty years of age coming to you, feeling like a teenager in love, asking you to give me a chance and love me back. rosie dunne, i love you with all my heart. i have always loved you, even when i was seven years old and i lied about falling asleep on santa watch, when i was ten years old and didn’t invite you to my birthday party, when i was eighteen and had to move away, even on my wedding days, on your wedding day, on christenings, birthdays and when we fought. i loved you through it all. make me the happiest man on this earth by being with me. 

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Midas is an image of someone stranded in his own desire, longing to touch and not to touch at the same time […]. Perfect desire is perfect impasse. What does the desirer want from desire? Candidly, he wants to keep on desiring.

Anne Carson, Eros the Bittersweet (via antigonick)

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We manage the darkness as we did in the arena, wrapped in each other’s arms, guarding against dangers that can descend at any moment.