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tfw i’ve resumed writing but in the form of roleplay 🧍‍♀️ sorry friends

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i was about to search up eric (from the boyz) and then saw 'eric c*lumb*ne' as a suggestion and what the actual fuck is wrong with people, being fans of the c*lumb*ne shooters. fucked up.

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this new job has been crazy, i miss writing FJSJFJSJF I HAD LIKE 90% OF MY CURRENT PIECE DONE. i need to finish…

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update;

hi ):

i’m sorry i paused writing, especially since it’s been so long since i published. the stress of getting this job and then my dog sadly going to heaven and then the stupid US elections had me spiralling lmfao. Even as an Australian, it scares me.

Of course for those who will be directly impacted in the US but also how it will impact the rest of the world. Australia also weirdly fucking gets influenced by the US very easily, idfk why. Like majority hate trump but I’d see Australians say they’re for trump and then two states here trying to change abortion laws and evidently that makes me worry immensely. Australian elections are next year and the liberal side’s leader is apparently like trump so I’m just stressed lmfao.

Anyways enough rambling about that, my therapist can deal with it tomorrow 😭. I managed to successfully get into the ‘pool’ for this job, which basically means if a position comes up, they’ll contact me. Both a yay and a zzzz because it means waiting for something to hopefully appear.

I also still just really miss my boy. I still have random moments where I cry over him but I’m slowly getting better. I was sad cause we couldn’t keep his ashes forever, which is in a cute box. We didn’t own him first and originally my Step Dad’s Mum did. We inherited him when she had to go into care. Anyways, I’m sad he can’t be with us but my Step Dad got me a lil charm with his ashes in it )): So I just gotta find a chain for it. At least he’s partly with us.

I promise to try and finally resume writing this current piece. It’s annoying cause it’s like 80% done djfjsnfjdjfj. I’m so close 😭.

Thank you for those who read for being understanding, though. I appreciate it a lot.

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sorry i might just be even slower.. i want to resume writing what i am cause it’s close to finish but i’m really upset these past few days as my dog sadly passed away. i’m still in denial but find myself crying a lot.

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i’m gonna be a mess for the next 2-3 weeks D:

i had my interview and i keep overthinking it cjdjfjsjfjdj

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good luck on the job interview!!! ik you'll ace it!

thank you so much, sweet anon!! 😭 i sure hope i do!!

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hi friends!

i promise i am writing D: i am nearly done but i might have to be even slower this week as i have an important job interview next week monday that i’m super nervous about T T i really want this job so i’m like looking over so many things and just aHHHH.

but i promise soon!

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i have this really random idea that i want to add onto this current piece right at the end but idk if people would like it LMAOO, especially if they don’t know but for me it’d lead into writing a part two sorta 😭😭

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i'm excited for your writing!!! and please don't feel like there's something wrong with having 'phases', everyone goes through stuff <33

thank you, lovely anon 🥺🥺 your words encourage me to continue going strong !! i hope you’ll like it once it’s out! hopefully soon >< thank you for being so understanding 💖💖💖💖 ily lots

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hi friends!

i thought it’d be this week i could get it out but i might have to aim for next week :// spent all weekend basically babysitting a six year old and a thirteen year old. including the public holiday 😭 they just got put on me cause they wanted me to play or hang out with them. thankfully the teenager was easy to distract cause i put maze runner on and she fell in love with dylan o’brien, which lead to her watching teen wolf lmfao.

but i’m not a ‘kid person’ despite being good with them so the six year old has exhausted me. she’s a very sweet little girl but could literally by hyper from early morning to 11pm (her parents let her stay up on holidays— mine didn’t when i was young LMFAO). she forced me out of bed one early morning just to set up the switch, constantly talked in my ear, tried to teach me about babies— i also gave her a few things (was eager to get rid of them) but then i found that she took one without permission, which lead me to being paranoid, removing everything from sight to hide in my parents’ room, using a laudnry basket to block the one side of my door so i’d know if she tried to get in sjfjsjfjfj. asides from that she just wanted to constantly play etc.

so yeah, i’m exhausted rn 😭😭😭 i’m at work and i said goodbye to them since they’re leaving tonight and i think it all just hit me now.

a positive i guess was i convinced the six year old that gojo was my boyfriend LMFAO

so i might rest a little before picking up writing again >< i have written a lot!! basically got… two parts to go for it. i’ve taken note of the most popular position and yeah ;; hopefully it will be good or an interesting ‘concept’ for you, friends!!

thank you for understanding 💖

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before i forget:

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before i forget:

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ME! IM EXCITED FOR NEW FICS!! Ahh i hope youre doing well fae 💛

sweet anon 🥹💖💖💖 that means the world to me! i’m doing so much better, promise! i hope you’re doing well, too 🩷🩷

i’ve written about i think.. 500-ish words 🤔 i’m hoping it will be ready by next week. sadly i know i’m busy this weekend but i shall do my best! 🫰

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i’m going to start writing again cause i miss it. as you know i tend to have phases where i can like push out so much and then disappear for months— anyways. i’m going to take my time so i don’t overwhelm myself.

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Hey I hope everything is going well!! I’m so sorry that you’re going through whatever you’re going through right now and I hope you feel better 🫶🫶

this is late cause i wasn't notified of it ; ; i'm so sorry, anon.

but, thank you, really. i was going through a rough time when you sent this but reading sweet things will always lead me to feel better ; ; lots of love to you.

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i've been watching fairy tail (also finally past where i stopped before years ago) and i need some more fairy tail x reader, come on..