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[fahmon]

I’ve run out of energy to communicate with people. I’m going to disappear for a while and take a break from social media, like I often do. I’ll go be with nature, haha. (But I’m still working on my drawings just not talking to anyone.) (─‿‿─)

[fahmon]

Silly ask time :')

Could you describe to me your PCs love language and why?

Thank you for the question. Even though it might be a silly one, I’m happy to answer it. Oh, though my answer might not be very helpful.

I only have one PC, and that’s Rafael. So I’ll only be answering for her for now.

I’m answering this as her creator. I don’t know, not because I’m too lazy to think, but because Rafael is incredibly complex. Especially in her childhood, when she had amnesia. Even after recovering some of her memories, she still doesn’t really know her place in the world or who she truly is.

Most of the time, Rafael is the one who approaches others first. She creates different versions of herself to connect with people in the way they want. The way she expresses love or interest varies accordingly. (But those expressions are all constructed, too.)

So I can’t really answer this question definitively.ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

Even if you’re kind to her through words, actions, or gifts, she might smile brightly and thank you cheerfully. But even with a smiling face, for a brief moment, you’d see clear wariness in her eyes.

[fahmon]

It's my birthday!!! So to celebrate I decided it would be fun to surprise you guys with chibis of your characters!

I did as many as I could, so forgive me if I wasn't able to get to yours, it doesn't mean I don't like you or don't like your PC, I just could only do so many!

Whose PC is whose is listed below!

ROW 1 Daisy - Mine! Ferdie - @mosseroleplay Brooke - @bad-wink-scribbling Ari - @koiifiishy

ROW 2 Angel - @ladyofalabyrinth Rowan - @goldbiscuit Smarty - @smartytarty Yara - @xibaxiba

ROW 3 Blythe - @thedolmainblog Yunie - @wreckowafer Nico - @psychophanticpervert Niko - @pervertreckoning

ROW 4 Neera - @kingdomofpink Michaela - @drain-purge-purify Fragola - @poisonedstrawberry Damsel - @rosurie

ROW 5 Aimee - @fraternum-momentum Care - @plusdanshii Airhead - @amelil-lita Soy - Mine!

[fahmon]

The language barrier makes me feel lonely, haha. I want to talk to more people, but because my language is very different from English, sometimes my communication feels a bit strange and insincere. It’s not like that—I’m trying. I’m just someone who learns languages slowly. But I really want to talk to others.

[fahmon]

Could you describe Rafael and Rory's laugh? I'm curious~

Thank you for the question, Pink. I hope I explained it clearly enough. I'm not very good at communicating through writing, haha.

Rafael’s laughter changes according to the situation.

In general social circles, she laughs softly and politely, like petals gently falling. She often raises her hand to cover her mouth with grace, preventing her true feelings from slipping out.

But among those she trusts, her laughter changes completely. Bright, sincere, and radiant like the morning sunlight. It’s a joyful sound from the heart, rare to hear, yet still gentle and quiet (mostly polite laughter).

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Rory’s laughter almost never truly happens (very rarely)

His laughter is rarer than anything else, and even his smile is something few have ever seen. Therefore, Rory’s laughter is like a rare treasure—an item almost no one gets to experience (except younger orphans, who might see his smile more often).

His laughter is soft, delicate, and pure. The sound that escapes is like a whispered melody flowing straight from his heart. There is no pretense, no mask to hide behind.

It is the voice of a child who has yet to learn the harshness of the world, a sound soaked in sincerity that makes anyone who hears it smile along.

It is a sound that says... there is still beauty left in this world.

[fahmon]

Made a little art of Kylar and my Pc

Probably not the best way to start my blog on Tumblr but well, I'll see where it goes

[fahmon]

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[fahmon]

Wow, I just got back from the hospital. I got lost inside, lost my ID card, had no cash, and my internet was dead too. What the heck, haha!

I felt like such an idiot wandering around in there. Luckily, I made it out okay, even though it was pretty embarrassing to be walking around without my ID.

[fahmon]

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Among the group of orphans around her age, Rafael is the smallest. Her appearance may resemble that of a little child, but her heart is filled with warmth beyond her years. Though still young, she tries to behave with maturity, gently caring for the younger orphans and always ready to lend a helping hand to those older or the same age whenever they need someone.

She is like a warm older sister, comforting and encouraging with a soft smile and gentle words. If you ever need emotional support, try visiting her room. There’s always some warm tea and delicious cookies she secretly hides from Bailey waiting for you.

When someone needs to pour out their heart, Rafael listens attentively to every word in silence. Her eyes always meet yours as she nods to show you she is truly present and hearing you.

Rafael is both a counselor and a good listener, a warm embrace on cruel days. If you need comfort, she is ready to hold you, gently stroke your back, or simply hold your hand tightly to remind you that you are not alone.

She never rushes or judges. Her voice is soft and slow, calming. You don’t have to worry about speaking incorrectly or too slowly. When you are with her, everything becomes peaceful, as if the whole world has stopped spinning to let you catch your breath. And in her arms, you are always safe.

Want to hug her? Of course, she welcomes it.

Want to rest your head on her lap? She’s always happy to have you.

Need a friend? She will stay by your side and never leave you.

And if you need money, even though Rafael has her own burdens, she always shares what she can. It might not be much, but it’s enough to help you with what’s important.

If you feel too uncomfortable or shy to say anything at all, that’s okay. She will still be right there beside you, without pressure or demands. Rafael often senses what’s on someone’s mind and quietly watches over you, embracing you without expecting anything in return.

Or if you want to try something fun, relaxing, or new, just tell her. Rafael keeps everything you might need in her room: games, books, crafts, colored pencils, paper folding, yarn, music, and many little toys carefully stored like a little therapist of the orphanage.

She only needs to dust off the boxes, and then you and she can spend time together cooking, drawing, crocheting, or playing games. No worries about the outside world, no rush, no need to be cautious. Just being yourself is more than enough.

Rafael is a gentle light that softens the harsh world for some orphans. She is their last refuge.

[fahmon]

Triple Bakas SS

[fahmon]

an intro to my silly pcs!

i want to draw them better refs later, but i wanted to introduce them to the community in one post first. i hope you enjoy meeting them!

lotte the exile 🐈‍⬛ 19 yrs old, he/him🐈‍⬛ love interest: eden

a stand-offish boy. once lived in the orphanage, but got lost in the forest and taken in by eden. quickly fell in love with him. only comes into town occasionally, but can often be found in the woods or nearby.

birdie the quiet 🐤 18 yrs old, any pronouns 🐤 love interest: ???

an odd person. an incredibly good student, people often come to them to copy their work. they are selectively mute, and barely talk at all. always smiling. can often be found at the park.

wynnie the naive 🪼 18 yrs old, she/her 🪼 love interest: kylar

a sweet girl that... doesn't seem to register that one can be too kind. she has a lot of love in her heart, and is nice to everyone she meets. can often be found around the residential areas and the shopping center.

[fahmon]

Ahhh F! Kylar my shaylaaaa...

[fahmon]

Wait, is Sydney really that tall?

It’s nothing, I don’t really have a problem with it—it might just be the way the picture was arranged. But I couldn’t help laughing that even with Rafael standing on a chair (right?), she’s still not as tall as Sydney,LMAO!

Actually, no matter which PC stands, they’d probably still be shorter than Sydney anyway.

[fahmon]

Rafael is short. It’s not my fault you’re only 151 cm tall. You’ll have to try harder, Rafael.

[fahmon]

"I used to be like you, kid."

[fahmon]

@m2nlight

Aaaaaaah my heart is melting!! 🥹💖 Thank you so, so much for this picture! Rafael and Lalita look way too adorable together—I can't stop smiling every time I look at it 🥰 The artwork is absolutely beautiful and so precious, I’m going to treasure it forever. Oh my god, I’m actually crying (from overwhelming joy—I love your art so much) 😭✨

P.S. Lalita is so beautiful.<33333

[fahmon]

I'm sick again, and now I have a headache too. Next month I have to move into a big city, and I really hope I survive (because there’s so much smoke and pollution around the city—I really don’t like it).

My body is so weak it's driving me crazy, haha. But honestly, it’s not funny that I’ve had to take medicine and see doctors so often since I was a kid. I just hope one day things will get better.

I hope that when I wake up again, I’ll feel better. I get sick so often, it’s like a routine. I really wish I had a strong body like everyone else.