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I’m making the executive decision, that I won’t be doing any major writing until 2022!

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“I admit to my mistakes,” he says, pausing for a moment. “Meaning, I admit that I have made some. It doesn’t mean I will fix them.”

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50 𝘿𝙄𝘼𝙇𝙊𝙂𝙐𝙀 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎   ,   𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝚃𝚆𝙾 . (  a selection of dialogue based roleplay prompts . all prompts may be edited or otherwise changed in order to fit the muses and their relationship dynamic better  )

❛  i’ll find [ name ] and bring them home , i promise .  ❜ ❛  for some inexplicable reason , i find myself attracted to you .  ❜ ❛  there’s something i need to get off my chest .  ❜ ❛  well , what happened ? i want all of the details !  ❜ ❛  i knew you wouldn’t be able to see it through .  ❜ ❛  they were right about you all along .  ❜ ❛  how dare you look down your nose at me like that .  ❜ ❛  in my defence , they were already unconscious when i found them .  ❜ ❛  quick ! hide behind that pillar / couch / desk / etc .  ❜ ❛  quit it , you’re embarrassing me .  ❜ ❛  were you … spying on me ?  ❜ ❛  if you walk away now , you’ll lose everything .  ❜ ❛  you’re dead to me now , [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  whatever it is that you’re planning to ask , the answer is ‘ no ’ .  ❜ ❛  can’t we go back to how things were before ?  ❜ ❛  is there something you’d like to tell me ?  ❜ ❛  you came back !  ❜ ❛  focus more on your own life and less on mine !  ❜ ❛  how … did you even get yourself into this situation ?  ❜ ❛  ah ! it’s beautiful , thank you so much [ name ] !  ❜ ❛  you don’t want to live in a society like this , yet you refuse to do anything about it !  ❜ ❛  we could definitely get arrested for this .  ❜ ❛  you have his / her / their eyes .  ❜ ❛  long story short , i got arrested . are you able to pick me up ?  ❜ ❛  he / she / they couldn’t have died at a worse time .  ❜ ❛  i’m ready to try again if you are .  ❜ ❛  you must be mad , coming here like this .  ❜ ❛  who did this to you ?  ❜ ❛  i hope that what i’ve said hasn’t hurt you too badly .  ❜ ❛  please , don’t argue with me .  ❜ ❛  you need to leave . now . you’re not safe here .  ❜ ❛  they were sold out of bananas , so i bought a kinder egg instead .  ❜ ❛  why would you put yourself through something like that ?  ❜ ❛  perhaps you’ll take me out one day … ? or do i have to make an appointment ?  ❜ ❛  you always were a quiet one , right [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  you had ample time to call the police . why didn’t you ?  ❜ ❛  i love you like the stars love the moon . endlessly , and in total darkness .  ❜ ❛  don’t be scared . i’m here for you . always .  ❜ ❛  you were meant to be supervising him / her / them !  ❜ ❛  i thought i should be the one to break the news … [ name ] is dead .  ❜ ❛  you were crying out in your sleep … do you need me to stay ?  ❜ ❛  moments like this are what i imagine heaven to be like .  ❜ ❛  could you be happy here with me ?  ❜ ❛  hey , what’s buried in the garden ?  ❜ ❛  when i’m with you , my heart won’t stop racing …  ❜ ❛  you make me feel like i’m not good enough .  ❜ ❛  i can’t stay long . i just had to see you .  ❜ ❛  i’m worth more to them if they catch me alive .  ❜ ❛  move aside . this is my problem to fix .  ❜ ❛  how long have you been standing there ?  ❜

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Here’s a form / interest thing I WILL forget about.

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The entire mood of this blog is basically, show up, do 1 thing and vanish for a while. Repeat.

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                                        ❛ -————— human nature TOXIC.     ❜  

 ↳ Indi, private, & selective chuck AKA: GOD. canon divergent, biblical, show, & other influences, low-activity, 18 +, penned by André.  est 7/28/17 - rebooted 11/10/21

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 & all creatures were created, universes made & the destroyed, but in the end none of it was good. none of it was made to be content; an ever lasting huger that would never be stated; nothing meant for a light of goodness. not even men, not even those ‘which should be in his own image’. perhaps that is what gave to the rise of death, destruction and perpetual horror.

deep breath sucked in, let out and yet eyes never opened. saying what should be said was one thing, but another . . . truly another was admitting to the truth of how things were just as flawed as he was. about how he created ones that were just as bad - if not worse.

he should have tried harder. maybe should have stopped with the leviathans. at least they were predictable and yet . . . he couldn’t stop himself. not here and not ever - it was annoying. he was annoying predictable.

   “they,” he says, pausing for a moment, “should be what they seem. all of it. every one and not hide behind masks of contentment and shame.”

@aeternvl   - Vessidia - “Men should be what they seem.”  ―   William Shakespeare,    Othello    

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Okay, you can like this for a starter! I do not have icons at this time! So, they will be icon-less!

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I know it’s a terrible burden – feeling that it all rests on your shoulders.

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My throat has decided to stay ‘i hate you’. So, I most likely will be back over on Discord The Master#5176  (more than likely) or MASTERFULTM ! 

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i’ll bet my soul chuck was turning that water to wine in his mouth to try and calm tf down

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@ravagerofthevoid  asked:   ❛ no one notices your tears, or your pain. but they notice your mistakes. ❜

& that was the song of it all, wasn’t it? No matter how many stories he wrote. No matter how many creations he made, he was criticized by lesser beings. A GOD AMONG MEN and yet he was still so very limited. Creations could only go so far --- what could be made by those who were far lesser always amazed him. Far more and yet so much less; contradictory to everything, even he was SURPRISED AT TIMES at what could be done or destroyed. And yet . . . . mistakes were still made.

“They notice what thy want too notice. An accomplishment is ever praised, but a mistake is always criticized. The so called good of all time is ignored and yet the terrible actions remain. That is all anyone REMEMBERS you for. Nothing more and nothing less. They remember the pain, the terror, but none of the good that came due to it.”

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SUPERNATURAL + TAROT CARDS (20/?)

[chuck shurley → the emperor] to witness the emperor is to witness the ultimate authority. the emperor reperesents regulation, organization, and fatherhood - a symbol of the masculine principle that gives structure, creates rules and systems, and imparts knowledge. when the emperor desires to foster honor and discipline, his kingdom will thrive. when he desires to dominate, however, his kingdom turns to ruthlessness, tyranny and rigidity. he fears only for his loss of control, leaving suffering in his wake. the emperor calls on you to command and direct others with a firm hand in order to manifest your vision, so stand tall and claim your authority as leader; those you protect will repay you with the loyalty and respect you deserve.