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i left the caption empty because i don’t know what to write.this looks like a scene from a fanfiction i’ve read (which i forgot the title) im gonna do the requests now

#[ i am gooooone. ]#[ ; gutherzige ]#[ ; stärksten ]#[ ; devoted ]

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Wow this is really late but it has taken me that long to sort through my emotions on this entire matter. Things have changed, people have come and gone in my life—I have met some amazing people and through my struggles I have grown as a person and my muse has flourished and thrived to be what he is today.

I never thought in a million years that this would last more than a couple of months, I remember saying that I didn’t think it would last because I had so little experience with Erd, and I just made him on a whim. I would love to say first and foremost thank you to those who have been here from the very beginning, it means the world to me that you’re still here after a year of problems, emotional ups and downs, and just life in general bringing me down.

I made Erd because I wanted to escape another fandom and I fell into the snk fandom without spending much time on thinking it through. While the fandom can be crazy sometimes I adore the people I have met through it all, never have I had such a tight knit group of friends who weren’t completely fake to put it lightly. Yes people have come and gone in my life, those who chose to leave because they felt that they would be better off without me.

It hurt at first losing people and doing my best to try to learn from the mistakes I have made, I am going to create a special section for those who have changed my life so completely, those who have helped me through my grandmother’s death, and those who have simply been here when I needed someone the most—they haven’t left and that means more to me than you could ever know.

There are days where I feel completely out of sync with thise muse, I feel like my portrayal has been knocked down several notches and there’s no way to climb back up. Then people come through once again and tell me that they adore my portrayal, they love my Erd—a character that once meant so little to the fandom has grown and made a name for himself because I put so much work into him.

To know that someone loves my portrayal? To know that someone reads my threads? To know that someone gets excited when I sign on? I swear that is the most amazing feeling in the world to me, there can be no better feeling in the world.

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart, I am eternally grateful for each and every single one of you. I wouldn’t be where I am today without the love and support of my friends and those I hold dear in the fandom.

ruhigenein; Emma I don’t even know where to start when it comes to what you have been through with me, it has been about nine months now that I have known you. I first met you on your Moblit blog because minor character appreciation UNITE and then you created Gunther and everything seemed to shoot straight up from that point. What started out as something really small on skype has turned into a full fledged ship that makes my heart swell because they’re so perfect for each other.

You have helped me with more than you know and I hope that doesn’t make me sound weird, but you are an amazing person and I’m so sorry because of what you have been put through simply because you are my friend. You stayed though and that means the world to me I hope you know that yeah? You have given me so so much to look forward to over the next year and I can’t tell you how much that has helped me.

It is hard to believe that I have grown so close to you, are an amazing person and you mean the world to me. You’re probably one of my closest friends in this fandom, and I am eternally grateful for that.

bossard; I remember how much you used to intimidate me Cello it was crazy but I just gave in and finally with Emma’s help actually started talking to you and I don’t regret a moment of that. I would have let my own fear keep me from meeting an amazing roleplayer and person in general, like Emma you have stuck with me through so much and I know I lack the proper words to say without sounding like a broken record.

When you tell me that you like my portrayal I can’t stop smiling for hours, it really does that much for me. When you agree with my headcanons that only makes everything so much better, ugh I swear I sound awful trying to think of the right thing to say right now.

You are an amazing person, an amazing writer, and an amazing friend—I adore you to pieces and feel so honored to have you and Emma as such big influences in my life. <3

militislibertas; Claudia oh my Claudia, I think that about sums it up but I will go on to say how wonderful you are and how much you mean to me.

Actual Levi and my very favorite portrayal of him that I have ever gotten to interact with, your love for him is amazing and I always look forward to anything we do/talk about because god knows that we talk about doing stuff more than we actually do it because we’re dweebs like that right?

You have pretty much been here from the beginning and I am so thankful for that because people have left, and you haven’t you don’t know how much I appreciate that. I love our muses developed relationship give me all those Squad Levi feelings, you are amazing and lovable and a great writer.

Those were just a few thank yous to some really close people and you guys need to follow them because they are gorgeous and perfect. = v =

//;The Team

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I am so sorry if you aren’t here that just means we need a little more interaction! Once again thank you all for following me , I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart it has been an amazing year, I look forward to what the future holds guys!

#[ oh my goodness.#thank you so much you cutie.#you are seriously just perf and akjsdfhlaskdjf.#YOU ARE TOO MUCH.#LET ME LOVE YOU FORVER. ]#[ ; geschenk ]

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