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// Bleurgh okay, I think my head is finally clear enough to write something legible. B'( So okay, before interacting with your Faith, I was trying to read up and watch whatever videos I can of her and-- for one thing, you've certainly gotten that really soft and gentle voice of hers down. Other than that, she's still a really tragic enigma, being one of many Faiths that was taken in, and I've already been enjoying seeing your own personal HCs of her without straying too far from when

it comes to what we see of her in the game itself. Your writing makes me want to see even more, makes me so excited for more. Because you always have such amazing ideas and considerations for every character that you play for, and this girl is ofc no different. I’m really excited to write with her too, as I have been with all your other muses. And I really can’t wait to see what her relationship will be like with Itsuki. <333

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@rollingsnowsmasher​

I’m sorry this is so late, but thank you so much! I”m really enjoying fleshing her out and working out the bits of her character. The fact that you still read up on and watch videos to interact with these characters means so much to me and, as you know, I’ve loved what you’ve done with Itsuki’s verse and, if our interactions on John have shown anything, I’m sure whatever we come up with for her and Faith will have me just as invested. So, yeah, thank you, Becka. You’ve always supported me wholeheartedly and stuck with me on so many blogs, I honestly can’t thank you enough for that. <3

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How well do I portray my muse? On anon or not, give me your thoughts!

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i’m very tired and hungry.

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@finalvlog

     Alexlooked…horrible.

     Despite the factthat his group had arrived only a short while ago, she only had vaguememories of him. Her focus had been on Sara—she looked the mostlost. However, what greeted her once she approached Alexafter he was placed in John’s care—he didn’t look like sheremembered. Still, the uttered words that fell upon her ears once sheneared him was enough to give her attention to him. Faith didn’tenjoy meddling with John’s flock, as she wished he wouldn’t touch herAngels, but she found herself approaching him. The dulled effect theBliss had on her mind made things seem rather dull around theedges, she wasn’t quite connected, but was connectedenough. With a small sigh and grin, she knelt down in front ofhim.

     Gently, she reachedout to touch his hand, grasping gently. She wasn’t looking to caresshis face or hold him in any way outside of that—there was a part ofher that didn’t want to startle him, stir up anything that would makeall of this harder. (On him or John, she wasn’t sure.)

     “Trust inthe path, Alex,” she said, tilting her head, “In John. Inthat your sins will be heard. You’re right where you need tobe and all of this suffering will seem like a lifetime ago. The light,that love you’ll feelonce your free, it’ll be yours soon.”

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book meme / a fort of nine towers, qais akbar omar content warning for death and violence.

be careful, okay?

this is your home, and its doors are always open to you.

let me see it. 

just come and sit next to me. 

it meant something to somebody. 

i wouldn’t call it bravery.

everyone has a purpose.

okay, then sleep as long as you want.

what kind of people are they?

i’m afraid to let you out of my sight till we get home.

no, just leave them alone!

i want my dad.

is it still hurting?

and if i die, so be it.

everyone has to be good at something to feel fully connected to this cruel world.

go to bed.

that was an adventure.

can you give me something to eat?

behave yourself!

be careful, this place has wolves. they come out at night.

the person who doesn’t have love in life has emptiness.

are you going somewhere?

am i doing this right?

i’m very tired and hungry.

can we talk for a minute? 

get out of here!

boy, you are in big trouble.

do you know what happens to people when they die?

no thanks, i’m fine here.

what happened to you?

do you think someone died?

a broken hand can work, but a broken heart cannot.

you just shut up!

why the fuck didn’t you tell me?

you always find something that makes me feel better.

did you forget all your good manners?

you fucking cowards!

that night i cried the whole night without knowing why i was crying.

but i made sure i hit them as hard as they hit me.

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@safefromsin // sc

     The pieces were right in front of her, she just didn't want to believe it.

     Faith could almost feel Rachel rising from the current, ice fingers gripping at her resolve, the strings of her sanity, as she wept in her head. The seventeen year old that wanted something other than the pain and suffering, the one who threw away what little identity she had under the hopes that she would be the ONE. (I warned you! I warned you! You saw them all!) She had picked Sara herself, unaware and unknowing that she was picking her replacement. Faith—she wasn't going to become Faith, that's who SHE was. Were they expecting her to fail? She wanted answers. From John, from Jacob, from Joseph—from Sara. Yet, she couldn't bring herself to ask the questions.

     The Bliss as a whole remained rather unaffected by her mental state, though the air around Faith herself seemed tense. No radiating light, no butterflies, no lingering touches or caresses. However, she did kneel down before the other woman in the grass, her mouth drawn down in a frown as she looked her over somewhat. She had changed so much since she had joined them. Faith hadn't even known.

     “All of this...” she started, her voice even, as pressed as she felt, “It's shaped to me, how I control it. I won't fail.”

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@sintainted // sc

     “Are you disapproving of my Angels, John?”

     She has to wonder sometimes.

     To see what she could push, what questions she could ask—Faith was all too aware of how dangerous this was when it came to him. She liked to prod, to observe, but she knew when to pull back. The question was asked with a small tilt of her head, the small smile that came cross her face was in good nature. Genuine curiosity, really. Still, there was almost an edge to her words—maybe there was a wrong answer to that.

     “Are they not as devoted as other members of the flock?”

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@ofwrcth // sc

     Feather light fingers traced across the other woman's shoulder as Faith passed, her free hand running through the tall grass at her hip, a light smile on her lips. A butterfly rested gently against her shoulder, a small giggle escaping her as she turned, moving to stand in front of the deputy as she rocked back on one foot. Playful, innocent. Faith knew of the violence that the other woman was capable of, had witnessed it clearly, but she was confident that The Bliss would rob her of that eventually.

     “Can't you feel that?” she asked, her head tilting, “The sun on your face, that stillness in your soul? This place is welcoming you. Accepting you.”

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Touch my muse. Be descriptive or simple, tender or violent, fond or hateful - anything goes.

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You guys are just leaving a nice paper trail of blackmail for Faith today, ho boy. 

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↳ far cry 5: faith’s gate 🌼

I was blind, but now I see…

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A place of Faith’s death

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peacekcpt (Paul.):

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          SOMETIMES  HE  KNOWS  HOW  NAIVE  he  can  be.  There  won’t  be  a reckoning  without  causalities  or  a  war  without  losses. When  he  finally  arrived  to  rejoin  his  brothers,  Paul  was  taken  aback  by  Faith.  Joseph  never  mentioned  her  but  there  she  was  seemingly  filling  his  spot  in  the  family.  He  ENVIED  her  but  he  knew  he  had  to  reign  in  that  brand  of  sin.  Had  they  forgotten  and  replaced  him  then  his  brother  would  not  have  come  to  get  him.

“I  know  you  don’t.  It’s  foolish  daydreaming  that  I  know  I  shouldn’t  indulge  but  is  it  so  wrong  to  just  want  some  peace?  Some  sense  or  normalcy  that  doesn’t  have  violence  attached  to  it?  What  we  want  and  what  seems  to  be  happening  are  two  very  different  things, my sister.” 

     Faith knows of naivety very well. It felt like a viewpoint that she was rewarded after the years of harsh realities—memories and old feelings that she buries daily when consciousness seeps in through the edges. She sets Paul with a sympathetic look, Faith knew very well of his want for peace. Of all the violence their brothers possessed, Paul was the one who seemed less inclined to take part. Faith wanted it, too. Wasn't it something she was promised? After the years of suffering, she'd get that peace and rest once this was all done?

     “It's not foolish,” she assured, “I want that, too...I wouldn't claim to know God or Joseph's plan, but what he's said is clear. We will get that peace, but...perhaps we're not done, yet.”

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@blesscdbliss  // sc

     Something felt...wrong. It almost put an edge to everything, almost like a warning that wasn't registering. Faith had a hard time telling reality from The Bliss, sometimes, and the furthest she tended to get was a foot in both worlds. However, this was...strange. Her arms swayed at her sides as she walked, one bare foot over the other, smiling softly as she watched the other woman. (Herself?) Finally, she paused, head tilted.

     “How did you get in here?”

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❛ you stay out of my way. ❜

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     She does the exact opposite. 

     Faith darts out in front of him after she hears his words—histhreat. Gone are the smiles, the soft voice,her expression falling into something hard as shereached out to grasp at his wrist. Keep him there.

     “What are you trying to accomplish?”she demanded, her tone tense, “Burning my Bliss fields? Releasingpeople who didn’t want to leave? Who are you saving?You tell me to keep out of your way but all you bring with you isdestruction! I’m supposed to stand aside and letyou destroy all I’ve built? Doyou realizewhat’s going to happen?” To me!?