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... But they never even made it to their twenties

What a waste ...

Who knows maybe someday we'll take a deep breath and it won't taste like ashes. Maybe someday we'll run barefoot in an open field of wild flowers and we'll feel something beyond grief and sorrow. Maybe the sun will shine on your long black hair and the pain will finally mean something. Till that day it feel like I'm a walking cemetery of all the love, dreams, hopes and ambitions you took to the grave. I didn't even know you before, yet here I am missing a stranger who should've got to walk on the moon . Not a lot stil left to believe in but I swear that you're here, all day, everyday. Some days I feel like Atlas carrying this strage form of love with no place to go and no way to put into words... Hope you're somwhere better

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... But they never even made it to their twenties

What a waste ...

Who knows maybe someday we'll take a deep breath and it won't taste like ashes. Maybe someday we'll run barefoot in an open field of wild flowers and we'll feel something beyond grief and sorrow. Maybe the sun will shine on your long black hair and the pain will finally mean something. Till that day it feel like I'm a walking cemetery of all the love, dreams, hopes and ambitions you took to the grave. I didn't even know you before, yet here I am missing a stranger who should've got to walk on the moon . Not a lot stil left to believe in but I swear that you're here, all day, everyday. Some days I feel like Atlas carrying this strage form of love with no place to go and no way to put into words... Hope you're somwhere better

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As someone who became a swiftie in the middle of the witch hunt, it feels so right and poetic to keep reputation as it is.

I can't even begin to express how proud and happy I am

Happy swiftie independence day

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When your ex sucks so much that you pay $360 million to not sing songs about him

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Most liberating thing ever is realizing people are so fickle and you can fall out of their favor so easily so u might as well just do your thing . Literally does not matter

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Listening to "when the sun came up I was looking at you" hits different when the sun is actually coming up

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It pierced new holes in my heart...

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I feel like I’m gonna throw up.

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I didn't know that I would be so affected by this after all this time. At the end of the day, there is a whole lot of history ... They filled so many empty spaces in our lives and our hearts. The community made life just a little better in a world where nothing's ever easy. Truth is, many people are still here because of them. Tragedy isn't supposed to put its fist through the rose colored memories of youth and shattered them beyond repair. The horror and grief we witness on a daily basis were supposed to stay out of this.

He should've gotten the chance to make amends and raise his very innocent, very young son who doesn't deserve to live with such a great loss for the rest of his life. Things took a turn for the worse at every corner, and now it's always gonna be an endless loop of "what if"s and "what could have been. It just tastes so unbearably bitter.

I guess I really believed that we could live forever

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hate how most of my problems are abstract or systemic i wanna fight more of them with a sword

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You seem to know these books in and out so at the risk of sounding like a troll, I wanted to ask looking for a genuine answer what specifically makes you think that Loustat is end game? When I read the books, it ended on a dance between Louis and Lestat from what I can remember and I do recall they said they loved each other during that dance, but I don't recall them agreeing to be companions again or anything in the last book. I interpreted it as not so much an "endgame" but more open-ended. I think a post I read either here or on another blog also implied they were monogamous during the PL series, I genuinely don't remember that. Wasn't Lestat still taken with David and trying to find Louis a "friend" at court? Maybe it wasn't David but wasn't there someone else Lestat was in love with during the court besides Louis that he turned? I might be remembering wrong...

Anon, monogamy is not a thing and will never be a thing with these relationships. Their love transcends human notions or restrictions. What makes Loustat endgame is not a frilly little human promise to be monogamous. No, what makes them endgame is the fact they are it for each other and when I say that, I mean in the sense that they would not survive each other. Their love is fatal. Monogamy has zero to do with any of that.

For one, their relationship was not left open-ended. Their endgame was set up in Prince Lestat and fully established in Prince Lestat And The Realms Of Atlantis when Louis finally made peace with himself and accepted Lestat’s invitation to be his consort. The definition of a consort is the spouse or companion of a ruling monarch. Loustat is shown to be a family unit with the addition of Viktor and Rose. It is their second chance at parenthood, coming full-circle after the tragedy with Claudia in which no one else shared that specific grief and guilt but them.

David fades to the background once Louis is at the Court. He is still around, acting as Lestat’s friend and brother and also Louis’ friend and brother. But no, I would not categorize Lestat as “still taken” with him. That relationship became strained, to put it simply, after the events of Merrick. It was vaguely hinted as to why by Lestat in Prince Lestat and if you know what happens to Louis in Merrick while under David’s care, you know what is happening there between the lines.

Trying to find Louis a friend? That would be Mitka aka Dmitri Fontayne. Mitka sent a letter from New Orleans in which he appeals to Lestat for help in ridding the territory of a group of rogue vampires. Those same vampires had also broken into Rue Royale and destroyed one of Louis’ paintings. Lestat, furious when anyone hurts Louis and wishing to help Mitka, takes off for New Orleans to destroy the rogues and meet up with him. When Lestat meets Mitka, he immediately clocks that he’s interested in the same books and authors as Louis and has the same intellectual thoughts as Louis, and Lestat says he wanted to tell him a great deal about Louis and knew Louis would love him. It was not a matter of Lestat “trying to find Louis a friend.” It was a matter of Lestat loving Louis enough to know his interests and likes/dislikes and knowing Louis would get along with him. It goes back to the fact Lestat always felt he was intellectually inferior to Louis. Lestat, who was kept illiterate by his family on purpose until vampirism granted him the ability to read and write, tells of a small moment in Blood Communion in which he lets it be known that Louis reads to him. Do you see the significance of that? In the past, Louis used books, like Gabrielle, to shut Lestat out. Now, Louis engages with Lestat about literature and actually shares his passions with Lestat. He reads to him. You see, that’s the sign of a truly bonded, heathy relationship. There is no jealousy, no competition, no threat to their love or what they mean to each other simply because they have friends.

You mentioned someone else Lestat was “in love with”? That would be his architect, Alain, and yes. Lestat turns him. However, that is not meant to replace Louis nor does it have any bearing on the fact Louis is still Lestat’s consort. Louis is still the one sharing blood with Lestat. Louis is still the one sleeping in their chambers with Lestat. Louis is still the one who knows what Lestat can’t confide to anyone else. Louis is the one whom Lestat says he is closer to than any other visible being in existence. Louis is the one Rhoshamandes abducts, because he wants Lestat to feel the same pain he felt when his beloved Benedict was allowed to end himself before the Court. He sends Lestat a box of ashes containing Louis’ emerald ring, and Lestat emotionally shuts down completely at that point. He literally says it’s as if he no longer has a heart once Louis is gone. He pitifully asks Gregory “Why didn’t he take me?” He would lay down his life if it meant protecting Louis.

That is why they are endgame, Anon. It has nothing to do with being monogamous or cheating or jealousy or any of that crap. It is because Louis is Lestat’s heart. Louis is Lestat’s home. They are finally at peace with themselves, fully sharing their lives (and blood) together in a reunion Lestat calls “enduring.” As both Sam and Jacob have reiterated, they are endgame. They are married by the end as blood spouses, eternal companions joined by a cord who always come home to each other. It’s not something we just “think.” It is literally what’s written in the books. They are feverishly and maniacally in love with each other and simply cannot exist without each other. Louis is Lestat’s person, and Anne was very clear about that.

If you are interested in more, allow me to link you my Loustat masterlist:

Loustat’s Transcendent Love

Louis Is Lestat’s Consort

Lestat Seeking Out Louis

Loustat’s Marriage

Loustat’s Implied Marriage & The Emerald Ring

Loustat Is Endgame

Loustat Is Not Toxic

Louis’ Love For Lestat

Loustat’s Journey To Acceptance

It Was Always Louis

Loustat: One Depends Upon The Other

Loustat Fights For Each Other

Prince Lestat Era Loustat

Louis Is Lestat’s Religion

Louis Is Lestat’s Home

Lestat’s Reaction When Louis Is Taken In Blood Communion

Lestat’s Reaction Upon Finding Louis In Blood Communion

Lestat’s Jealousy

Lestat’s Amazement

Lestat’s Strained Relationship With David

Why David Disappears In Prince Lestat Era

Lestat’s Reaction To Louis’ Suicide Attempt

Loustat’s Separation After Merrick

Lestat’s Love For Others

Loustat’s Family Unit

Blood Communion Dance Foreshadowed In 1x07

ETA:

Lestat’s Soulmate

Louis Wanted Lestat To Be His God

Lestat Feels He Failed In Protecting Louis

Louis Does Love Lestat

Why Lestat Loves Louis

“They’re each other’s endgame, aren’t they? In the books, they always come home to each other, and it’s kind of telling that that seems to be sort of, like, the end of a lot of the novels is Louis and Lestat being petty and in love, you know?”

— Jacob Anderson

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Everything Everywhere All at One, but it's my hyperfixations and obligations running around my brain, bumping into each other like The Four(million) Horsemen of the Apocalypse

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you left your cardigan at my apartment straight from the salty air department

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