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the thing that really sticks out to me in gethsemane, and has stuck out from the beginning, is how we go from "i've learned to live without it" to "i've learned to live beside it". i've learned to live without you. without the good. without what you were to me. and i've learned to live beside the fucking pain and trauma you left behind. i wake up next to it. i brush my teeth next to it. i go about my day next to it. i've learned to live beside it. even in arcadia, where i should be free, you walk beside me still. i've learned to live beside it. and even though it's over now, i will always be reminded.

it also kind of feels like lying to yourself. i've learned to live without it... or maybe i've just learned to exist with what it's done to me

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I am making so many “hey mutuals!” posts but this one is serious and it applies to everyone who sees this post actually. PLEASE REBLOG.

I just had to block someone with this flag as their pfp -

For those who don’t know, this is the MAP pride flag. This flag represents pedophiles.

Please reblog so people know that they are not welcome anywhere. Mutuals I BETTER see y’all reblogging this

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How Far From London Can You Get By Train In 12 Hours

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you never saw me naked, you wouldn’t even touch me -> our bodies converse like old friends // your fingers foxtrot on my skin

plus the

wanna roll the numbers, I wanna feel my stars align again // a blood sport I can’t win -> you’re the only game that I like to lose

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me, when Sleep Token drops new music:

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And I was trying my best, and that's the thing I tell the mirror

I was in love with the thought that we were in love with each other

vessel, honey sugar light of my fucking life—

i am going to throw up

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The double entendre of “Your cigarette ash still clinging to my clothes”, like your smell still lingers on me AND you’re still burning me.

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T̷̨͔̥̳͍̻̹͆̀̓̃̀͌E̸̢̬̪̰̅̀E̸̝̅͌̿̅T̸̢̳͔̱̞̫̓͐̑͐̕H̸̗̱͌ ̶̢̘̻̣̓͊͘Ö̶͈F̴̡͓̻͍̗̂̈́̀̓̌̕ ̵̢̨̢̺͓̤̭͌̍͋͑̍̉͠G̴̩̠̘̖͂́̽O̴̩̼̯̭̳̿͛̎̌̌̀̕D̷̺̎̓͆͊͒͂̒

B̵̢͕͎̤̝̊͆̍͒͠L̴̰̽̎̕O̷̭͍̓͐͘Ơ̵̖͙̭̟͐͂D̵̗̣̖̘̎̇̆̇͜ ̷͔̊Ô̵̖͔̖̳̮F̴̡̪̠̄͗̓̌ ̶̖͖͆̂̓́M̴̱̫̩͙͝Ą̴͕̿̉̋̿͂ͅN̷̰̠̫̓͆͜

Ȋ̵̧̙̱̳͖̱̹͔͖͕̾̆ ̵̹͇̤͍̮̫̥̋͐̓̇̅́̋͆̀͗̚͜W̸̧̤̙̰͕̯͚͍̔̂̂̂̾I̷̛̖͊́͗͐͋̓̎L̶̨̨̘̹̦͉͔̩̂̄̔̍̀͆̾L̸̬̭̩͓̭͐͗̾͛́ ̵̡̛̰̮̺͓͖̜̩͕̠͂̒̀̂͝ͅB̴̧̂̊́Ė̶͖̎̆̏̐̓̀̐͝

W̸̡̨̨̻̠̼̫͚̼͓̻͙͖̖̏̓̀̾̆̆̚H��̧̢̡̰̳͓̠̣́͊͆̃̂͐̄̆̓̂̿̑̔͘À̶̛̺̲͕̬̗̩̘͍̩͙̠͇̙̣̟͖̇̉͑̓̑͛̐̓͘͜T̸̬̩͚̠͖͔̘̮͉̦͉̤̈́̌̔̽͌͛͗̀̾́͆͑̎͋͑̑͋́̽̈́̈͛̔́ ̵̼̻̝̮̣̪̠͓͙͓͕͔̬̩̫͗̿̊̊̔̐̈́́̃̃͝͝͝Į̴̧̛̰̺̝̲̭̗͕͉͕͈͈̻̘͍͉͉̞͇̬̜͖͙̮͓̥̘̓̎̓ ̷͍̄́̏̎̽̈́̾̃̈́̂̀̒͆͑͗̊̈̏́͘͘̚͝͝͠͠ͅA̸̢̛̛͍͍̠͚̦͕͔̟͚̞̦̼̙͙̘̗̤̱̭͊̃̀̆̐̌̓̑́̈́̀̔͐̽̈́̽̍̄͐̚̕ͅͅM̸̨̥͂͐̐͜͠͠

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the lines in Infinite Baths, "I have fought so long to be here, I am never going back" and "I'm finally here, and I'm not leaving this time", are so beautiful and hopeful.

and while I was reflecting on those I suddenly recalled this line from the Fall For Me video: "I want, to want, to live". and now I am crying.

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Shoutout to all of the beautiful baddies crying to Gethsemane right now. I love u

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Providers got spider imagery

Vessel comparing himself to an insect in TMBTE

Rather than a moth to a flame/pyre he's now a moth to a web

And that isn't a good thing...

Providing for that spider (Sleep) will damage him

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What if I just spend my night making Even In Arcadia memes. What then.

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Tiktok..

Im like genuinely so close to leaving the st side of tiktok because theres just so much, like between people exposing identities, and then the arguing like i cant. Fun fact, its okay if someone has a different take than you music is subjective. The main thing im seeing is 12-15 year olds telling grown women to kts or sending death threats for saying provider has a sexual undertone. “DoNt SeXuAlIzE tHe BaNd” like yeah theres a point where some of the songs people are saying are sexual or ‘baby making metal’ arent and are about abuzive relationships and mental health but some things people are genuinely getting entirely too mad over, do i know what provider is well and truly written about? No , it just came out, im not in vessels head, idk what his intentions were but you cannot deny that yeah theres definitely a little freak to that song wether it have another meaning or not. Not ti mention the amount of writers and fan artists that have been bullied for sharing their art. Even stuff that isnt nsfw people are being attacked for (ps. III used to repost and like fanart, dont stop making art because of these people) Sorry for the rant but ive already left reddit and pretty much stay out of discord bc of the infighting. Everyone thinks they are so much better than other fans and quite frankly as long as you arent exposing their identities (their one damn boundary) or taking things too far i do not care! The uprise in people joining fandoms then shit talking the people in those fandoms is insane.

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unfortunately no eclipse photography can ever outdo the waffle house one from 2017

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in‼️fin‼️ite ‼️

baaaaths ‼️

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Eclipse