fallenangelforestprince

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Back on the attic floor cause I can't take it all right now

I can't take the snoring right now

The anxiety of my sister waking up soon and brewing that awful smelling coffee

My mom forcing the door to remain open

Feeling weird about being shirtless in the same room as my mom, with the door open

The lights from the hall being waay too bright and since I only have a mattress on the floor, they shine right on me

I just want to be alone

I want to breathe

Attic floor I love you even though this'll make her pissed at me again, for now, I'm happy

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He back!

He was heading home around 4 it's 10:30 now Very nervous

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He was heading home around 4 it's 10:30 now Very nervous

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It's also funny seeing myself adopt mannerisms of others Cause it's not in the sense that it seems to happen for other people It's not something that rubs off on me, rather it's always due to me thinking it's funning and going 'yoink, my quirk now' Anyway, I'm finding myself going dead-panned "yeeuowch" in a similar fashion to Calvin whenever in pain

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While making dinner tonight, I very very fleetingly, but very seriously and legitimately thought “I should watch Goncharov tonight”

And then I Remembered.

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It's a little funny that I often say I abuse my pain meds When I know damn well I rarely ever take them, even though I really want to

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Since sweat + skin tight warm garments aren't friends, I ended up accidentally binding the fuck out of my ankle with my compression socks Due to having to mush them around to get them on properly, my skin was so uncomfortable I couldn't tell the discomfort from something harmful and I feel as if I twisted my ankle Pairing this with the minute long planks I did two days ago, I cannot climb stairs without the muscles in my thighs feeling like they're getting torn out, and my ankle feeling like it can't bend AAAAAAAAA

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Petnames with "my" make me a tad feral. Just a fun fact.

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mini series of posting older art here since my schewpid schewpid twitter acc is gone and my art isnt on there anymkre😭💔

ill probs be super duper annoying and post daily tee hee !!😋

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someone saying that ADHD is a "heritable form of dysutonomia" just really shows how much the "dysregulated nervous system" social media buzzword crap has gotten out of hand

ADHD is a neurodevelopmental disability resulting in impaired executive functioning in many areas (environmental awareness, modulation/effort awareness, sustained attention, mental flexibility, working memory, response inhibition/impulsivity, task planning, organization, time management, self-monitoring, sometimes emotional dysregulation, etc.)

the autonomic nervous system is part of the peripheral nervous system, not the central nervous system (brain and spinal cord); dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system is what defines dysautonomia, disrupting automatic bodily routines such as heart rate, digestion, respiratory rate, pupillary response, etc. - the symptom profile of ADHD and its diagnostic process do not address these clinical markers (unless a practitioner is trying to rule out a physical condition as opposed to a psychiatric one as an explanation for what might look like ADHD, since some physical conditions can create inattentiveness and the like)

there are theories about how the brain relates to these symptoms but it's not a 1:1 relationship where giving someone a brain scan or something could lead to an ADHD diagnosis, it's diagnosed psychiatrically, and the brain has to do with the CNS moreso than the ANS

this is like arguing panic disorder is dysautonomia as if people with actual autonomic conditions don't have to fight doctors all the time on whether it's an anxiety disorder or not because there's a difference between panic attacks and having, say, damage to the peripheral nerves that control these functions

if you want to talk about heritable forms of dysautonomia, then talk about something like the hereditary sensory autonomic neuropathies which lack awareness around them (familial dysautonomia is only one of them)

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at the cactus ring again

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Oh boy, heat advisories :D Expected to hit up to 103 :D Ah Ohio, we can reach minus degrees, and three digit degrees We know no in-between

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Wish I could make noodles at three am

Wish I had someone to share three am noodles with

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I got to spend time with a wonderful friend

I get to watch a new episode of TADC

And my hair is long enough to tuck behind my ear

Perhaps life isn't all horrors

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I"M FEELING GUILTY FOR THOUGHTS HELP GUILT FOR THE THOUGHT OF A JOKE

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thank god it's summer and I can't wear long sleeves