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My friend has left my house and has finished helping me for the night. I owe them a lot, this just being one thing among many. That being said, "blog" is such a revolting word. It sounds like an onomatopoeia for throwing up. Ew. I will have to change the name of this page soon, but my family has not been of much help. My mother keeps insisting on making the name a pun (I cannot lie, a few have made me audibly snort), and my father... well, he is not very good with names. He suggested I name it "Home In The Screen." In all honesty, these are ALRIGHT suggestions, but do not even get me started with my brother. He suggested I name it "Bloggy." I had to hold in my laughter. That name is even worse than just simply naming it "My Blog." Ah well. I will eventually come up with a suitable name. Goodbye for now!

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My friend has just alerted me to the fact that putting hearts on my own posts can be deemed as narcissistic. I find this revelation strange, as if I do not love my own posts, then who will? Is self-love not important? Regardless, I shall try to abide by these 'rules.' …I am still not taking back my likes on my previous posts, however.

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I have just discovered the most wonderful thing about this site! Customizability has always been something that earns brownie points with me, and this site certainly has it! I do hope the colors are not too bright for any of your tastes. I tried to make it as homely as possible, ha ha. That being said, it has just occurred to me that in my haste to leave in my last post, I failed to properly explain why I made this account in the first place, so this follow-up will go into more detail. Also, my apologies for the lack of a title. I accidentally seem to have deleted it and cannot figure out how to get it back without deleting all of my progress so far. That being said, let us continue with my elaboration. For a while, I have been lacking motivation in my artistic efforts. This loss of creative drive has been something that has been pestering me for far too long to even properly assign it a time. I became so hyperfocused on my past that I thought that anything I could create now could not possibly compare... and when I finally did manage to do something, I was never satisfied with the result. My hope for this new venue of sharing is that getting my voice out, even if it is only documented on a blog nobody ever visits, will give me that boost of motivation I have been lacking for so long. After all, humans truly do have a strange fascination with numbers going up, do they not? Another hope is that I will be able to expand my abilities and touch territories that I had never dared touch before out of fear of it going wrong (even if people in my life had previously offered me some instruction on the matter). Baking, for example, as well as other things such as experimentation with creating flower crowns, crocheting my own sweaters, writing poems or short stories, and other such things of that "artsy" nature. My friend who will as of now remain anonymous has told me that perhaps this would be a healthier venue to express and cope with my frustrations as opposed to the alternative in lashing out or doing things which I might come to regret. In any case, I hope this was enough of an explanation! I am quite new to this site, so I am still getting the hang of things, so to speak. Goodbye for now!

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Greetings, everyone!

I have recently rediscovered this site, "Tumblr." One of my friends had suggested it to me a long while ago, saying that it may assist me in documenting my progress in certain ventures, so here we are. They told me that many people can connect from all over the world here to discuss any topic. As soon as they told me of the chaos and limitless potential of the site, I knew I had to see it for myself. So far, it has not disappointed. I have found various wonderful blogs which I find appealing. So, a small introduction is in order, though I doubt anyone will find this small blog in the sea there are already. My name is Chara, though I have been advised that my last name remain anonymous for security reasons. Some hobbies of mine include drawing and writing, though I am certainly interested in learning gardening and baking as well. I hope that my documentation of progress in these hobbies does not bore you! Goodbye for now, friends.