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Levi feeling really bad for reacting with his fists in the heat of the moment

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the puppet mirror appearance possibility is so funny to me imagining it from ortegas pov because imagine you’ve finally stopped hallucinating your lost love, only for the next time it happens for it to Actually be them this time (a whole other thing) and then like the Next week you start trailing this suspect and make contact and not only do they Look exactly like how the person you loved looked before you failed them but they Act like them too. Like I would crash out so Exponentially hard.

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❌ Damien getting green with the void

✅ Damien getting green with jealousy over an ex

In Damien's defense, the overreaction sprang from suddenly sensing another hero approaching Chen's place (a space he considered safe). Telepathically finding out the two had a past gave him an excuse to disengage quickly, but also sort of pissed him off lol.

Outtakes!

*he's developing a one-sided crush but his ego's too big to admit it

I love imagining Damien trying to banter and tease his opponents to throw them off their game, but a lot of heroes misinterpret it as flirting (that's how it starts with a romanced Lady Argent and she's not the only victim).

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it's 4 am and i am NOT crying

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holy shit i found out what the variables mean bc theres a literal section in the code for comments

hi im not dead, i just dont use socials LMAO - a rambling update

FALLEN HERO FALLEN HERO!!!! I GOT BACK INTO THE BRAIN ROT!!!! Ive had the games on Steam for a while and FINALLY went to go make a proper bk1 save. When I first played the game, I really just randomly selected the customisations. Now, I have a proper Sidestep in my head and also what kinda villain I want, so maybe Ill be making fanart!! Who knows!!

ALSO! I um peeked into the code. Yeah, I learnt to codedive, what of it? /j ((I already had Notepad++ and used it to crossref the game files bc even tho we have guides.. some of the thresholds in the guides are wrong lol)) And EMKNDAFKJHS GUESS WHO IS SO STUPID! GUESS WHO IS A BIG DUMMY! ME! ME!!!

BECAUSE. WEI CHEN HAS A SEX SCENE? YOU'RE TELLING ME I DIDN'T KNOW THIS FOR 2 YEARS? BECAUSE I ALWAYS PICK TO GO TO HOLLOW GROUND AS MC? AND THEREFORE ALWAYS BREAK MY DAMN LEGS!? IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!

...So, ahem, I will be gunning for that. Just because I can read it in the code doesnt mean I wont want to see it in game (even though it's still text based lmao). Though, peeking at the code, seems I wont be able to set up the Chentega poly and also have this scene.. so...

But I've also found out some other variables as well! And by that, I mean I found three different variables that outwardly look the exact same and idk if there's a difference lol

anyways aaaaaaa since there isnt a save system in the game yet bc Revelation needs to be near completion to have a save system in Retribution, Im playing on Steam bc there's a way to make saves >:) and also edit the variables which i wont be doing lol. Gonna set up a save for chentega, and then solo chargestep (theyre too cute) and then solo steelstep (theyre too cute) and then check out the argent and herald paths (theyre too cute) and and and--

now, since ive went codediving i have learnt a multitude of things, like how MC can still share about.. stuff.. even in the Unbroken Legs endings. Plus, with the Revelation demo, seeing how.. calm Hollow Ground can be.. I might just say "screw it" and visit him end-Retribution via my puppet. i mean someone's gonna end up in the hospital anyways.

uhhhhh ive decided to go with Heartbreak, bc i saw it gives Extra Special Stuff and im not that bold to go with Anathema and Sidestep lmfao. I really liked the original name of Puppetmaster that I got organically my first time playing, but ive always avoided the manipulation choices in bk2 bc im.. a wimp LMAO

YA so thats me for um actually just the past week. the past few months, Ive been busy with life stuff, work stuff, etc. Creativity and the willingness to play games is slowly coming back! Even started work on adapting an old project into a new program hehe.

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so sorry for the influx of fallen hero reblogs this is the ONLY thing on my mind rn frfr

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stolen clothes and ★ STEEL ★ boxer briefs 🙂‍↕️

(inspired by this piece by @kidhellion) (ref)

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AU where the Rat King was like Twitch chat/ had access to Twitch chat emoji's

Sidestep: *gets smooched by Argent in villain armor*

Rat King:

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Real Steel except not that at all

“Alright,” you groan at the crackling in your spine when you roll your shoulders and twist your neck, “you ready, RK?”

Somehow the Rat King manages to make your armor look unsure. It might be the tilt in the head? Going by the chattering in the back of your head they’d seemed pretty excited when you’d offered to let them practice piloting the suit here in the cool (if damp) safety of the old water treatment plant, but the concern rolling off of them now isn’t a great sign.

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Sometimes the rats in my brain come together and start yelling “YEARNING” and in trying to appease them I ask “FOR WHAT” but they are too small so all they can say is “YEARNING” which is a very big word for such a tiny creature, even collectively

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oh my god

everywhere i go... i am reminded of him

all hail the rat king!!!!!!!

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everywhere i go... i am reminded of him

all hail the rat king!!!!!!!

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saying out loud would make it more real and would make it hurt so much more when it's inevitably taken away

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hi im not dead, i just dont use socials LMAO - a rambling update

FALLEN HERO FALLEN HERO!!!! I GOT BACK INTO THE BRAIN ROT!!!! Ive had the games on Steam for a while and FINALLY went to go make a proper bk1 save. When I first played the game, I really just randomly selected the customisations. Now, I have a proper Sidestep in my head and also what kinda villain I want, so maybe Ill be making fanart!! Who knows!!

ALSO! I um peeked into the code. Yeah, I learnt to codedive, what of it? /j ((I already had Notepad++ and used it to crossref the game files bc even tho we have guides.. some of the thresholds in the guides are wrong lol)) And EMKNDAFKJHS GUESS WHO IS SO STUPID! GUESS WHO IS A BIG DUMMY! ME! ME!!!

BECAUSE. WEI CHEN HAS A SEX SCENE? YOU'RE TELLING ME I DIDN'T KNOW THIS FOR 2 YEARS? BECAUSE I ALWAYS PICK TO GO TO HOLLOW GROUND AS MC? AND THEREFORE ALWAYS BREAK MY DAMN LEGS!? IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!

...So, ahem, I will be gunning for that. Just because I can read it in the code doesnt mean I wont want to see it in game (even though it's still text based lmao). Though, peeking at the code, seems I wont be able to set up the Chentega poly and also have this scene.. so...

But I've also found out some other variables as well! And by that, I mean I found three different variables that outwardly look the exact same and idk if there's a difference lol

anyways aaaaaaa since there isnt a save system in the game yet bc Revelation needs to be near completion to have a save system in Retribution, Im playing on Steam bc there's a way to make saves >:) and also edit the variables which i wont be doing lol. Gonna set up a save for chentega, and then solo chargestep (theyre too cute) and then solo steelstep (theyre too cute) and then check out the argent and herald paths (theyre too cute) and and and--

now, since ive went codediving i have learnt a multitude of things, like how MC can still share about.. stuff.. even in the Unbroken Legs endings. Plus, with the Revelation demo, seeing how.. calm Hollow Ground can be.. I might just say "screw it" and visit him end-Retribution via my puppet. i mean someone's gonna end up in the hospital anyways.

uhhhhh ive decided to go with Heartbreak, bc i saw it gives Extra Special Stuff and im not that bold to go with Anathema and Sidestep lmfao. I really liked the original name of Puppetmaster that I got organically my first time playing, but ive always avoided the manipulation choices in bk2 bc im.. a wimp LMAO

YA so thats me for um actually just the past week. the past few months, Ive been busy with life stuff, work stuff, etc. Creativity and the willingness to play games is slowly coming back! Even started work on adapting an old project into a new program hehe.

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boys who look like puppies when sad >>>

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i wish pixelberry had a tumblr account so that i could @ them and say “girl what the fuck is this”