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Found my way back here after 2 years, I was a weird fucking kid I’ll say. Still a weirdo tho just a happier and more social one xD

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Gorgeous she is

Emma Watson as Belle Beauty and the Beast (2017) dir. Bill Condon

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this blog hates donald trump

Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁

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So I RAN around the whole damn house when I couldn't find my headphones and listen to slipknots new song, which is fucking great btw

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Kissing is weird, it's nice, but very weird

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Well today is just an amazing day to cry all day isn't it

- my brain this morning

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When you find someone with the same taste in music as you, I love that shit

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Kit Harington’s emotional goodbye to Jon Snow

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Reblog if you’re bisexual, support bisexual people or are actually a bunch of tiny velociraptors in a human suit

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My two moods are basically Me too by Meghan Trainor and Speak soft by As It Is and let me tell you that's an emotinal rollercoaster to switch between every few hours

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only the true king could remove the sword from the stone…. no one else could…… they didn’t have…. arthurization

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Depression isn’t always just crying and wanting to die.

It’s typing out long messages to friends when you need them most and erasing them because you don’t want to bother them.

It’s finding one or two things that you still enjoy and clinging to them like life rafts because everything else has lost its luster.

It’s standing in the shower with your eyes closed and the water turned just hotter than you can stand it, wishing it could burn away everything that’s wrong with you, even though you want to believe it when they say there is nothing wrong.

It’s going to the bathroom with the lights off so you don’t have to see your reflection.

It’s hugging your pets closer because they’re the only ones you’re comfortable taking off the mask for.

It’s smiling as genuinely as you can and trying to brighten other peoples days so they don’t feel like you do.

It’s finding one reason to stay alive, digging your claws into it and saying I will not fucking give up.

It’s being at a nine on the pain scale and smiling through it.

It’s feeling better for a while and wondering if you’re cured, only to plunge back into darkness without warning.

It’s wishing someone could read your mind so they could see how much you need them, but simultaneously knowing you couldn’t bear that because you’re so fucked up.

It’s taking the long way home from work so you can let yourself fall apart just a little, so you can build up the strength to put your mask back on for another few hours.

It’s knowing you should talk to someone but not having the strength to, because what if you’re just making it all up.

It’s analyzing everything you do to make sure they can’t tell.

It’s questioning everything you’re feeling because again, you’re probably just making it up.

It’s knowing everyone else has it worse and consciously correcting yourself because everyone’s challenges are unique and trying to ignore the voice in the back of your head that’s saying no, you really are just making it up.

It’s turning up the music in your headphones so loud you know they’ll probably do some damage, but you don’t care because at least you can’t hear your own thoughts anymore.

It’s different for everyone. Hand tailored like your own personal hell.

Depression isn’t what you think it is.

It’s a million times worse.

But then again, maybe I don’t know. Maybe I’m just making it all up.

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What’s happening on Twitter? 😂

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Three days? Easy peasy.

Ant-Man and the Wasp (2018) dir. Peyton Reed

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Mom: Honey, you keep smiling at your phone. Cute boy?

Me looking up form my gay fanfiction: Yeahhh

Me @ me: Even two

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