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[farbeyond-19]

I feel like shit. I feel like a rotten apple. I feel like a failure. I feel like a disgusting human being. I feel like shit in every single aspect. And on the other hand. You’re glowing. You’re successful. You’re happy. You’re resilient. You’re glowing and im creeping around trying to dim you to reach to me. You’re busy with your own life going back and forth and I’m trying to tear it down just so you can see me and be with me. It’s killing me. It’s ruining me. I can’t continue like this.

[farbeyond-19]

So much is going on. It is so crowded right there.i have a feeling that it’s like a hierarchy graph. The more days passes by, the higher the graph. Until some point were it starts to drop gradually.

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He managed to heal her soul even though it wasn’t scattered

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“Your soulmate is not someone that comes into your life peacefully. It is someone who comes to make you question things, who changes your reality, somebody that marks a before and after in your life. It is not the human being everyone has idealized but an ordinary person, who manages to revolutionize your world in a second.”

— Unknown

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To the whole world I’m roughless and heartless. But to you; im this little girl who wants to melt in your arms

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You’re all i ever wanted

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I love you more than anything in this world

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You don’t look at me, you look into me

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You know me more than i do. You understood my silence. You understand my grief. You understood my happiness. You understood my love.

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When everyone walked out, you walked in. When everyone left, you stayed

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You finally came

You healed

You repaired

You gave without waiting for return

You poured into my soul all the love and tenderness in this world.

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Everybody got someone , but I got no one

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Back to the peaceful, beautiful days

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That 16 years old summer. Can you relate ?

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I wish to stay in the good memories

Forever

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I wish time freezes

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Life is always about moving on and focusing on the future, but why we always wish to go back? not to change anything but to feel certain things twice