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on a stroll

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Pls help. Trying to feed animals while fighting a broken ac in 100°F+ weather and keep cool. Reached ~100*F here yesterday & even ice packs aren't staying warm and the coldest watwe is like. Room temp rn. Really if I could get some food/water and electrolyte powder and make sure the heatwave doesn't make my health worse id really appreciate it. Maybe 150 for goal? Just for essentials idk fighting off heat exhaustion. Sweating buckets indoors so at least there's that. Been monitoring the animals for heatstroke signs and everything but this is brutal especially as a heat interolerate person

Paypal.me/jaggeds

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id: four photos of a village in a mountainous region of Southern Poland. the first is taken in the middle of the day, looking out over the rooftops of nearby houses with a small mountain in the distance. the second is taken around sunset, looking down a village street full of small houses. the third is also around sunset, taken of a field in front of a small mountain. the fourth, around sunset as well, is of a wooden shed in front of a forest.

taken in September 2024 in Cisiec, Poland, on Fuji 400 film. I was visiting my aunt and uncle here ☺️

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he's new, please be nice to him

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sleepy cow in spring 🌷

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Another owl girl. She studies the stars. (also it’s Muslim Women’s Day!)

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id: a picture of a TV playing a Minnesota Frost hockey game. subtitles are turned on, but they appear to have glitched and are repeating various parts of the phrase "trying to find a way to get pucks to the net". the glitched subtitles are taking up most of the centre of the screen. /end id

guys pls

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Yeah so,

I've been in a domestic violence situation for four years, it's getting so bad to the point I cannot actually do anything in this house. I'm a prisoner in my environment and cannot safely shower or go to the bathroom without being accused of heinous things.

I think after a certain point your morale drops so low you start questioning yourself as being a human being. You'd do anything to get out of your situation but I have someone that does want to take me in for a time. I'm at the point I wouldn't mind if I ended up homeless because of it but I'd rather I do get to keep some of my things (like my clothes and books.) I need to be able to afford to ship my things, I need to cover travel expenses. Mostly I need a little over to be able to afford things until I can get myself another job because, I'm functional enough to work. But I haven't been able to due to physical injury and then, nearly being nearly placed inpatient because of the critical break I went under. Only reason I afforded my bills this month is because my sibling and boyfriend helped me.

I'm a functioning schizophrenic, but without being able to afford the medications that keep me in reality and allowing a space for me to actually BE a human being I'm stuck in a perpetual loop of barely scraping by to afford what I can for myself and I get no help with anything outside of that. And now I just want out.

I just want out of this place. I want to go somewhere I'm okay. I need something to help, like a little bit. Really I need at least 2k but I don't know. I have a cashapp, paypal, yeah.

$IsaacThatcher faevoir@gmail.com is my paypal.

I've been to crisis, I've been given the numbers, I know either way it means I lose most of my stuff, I don't want to. I should be allowed to keep the things I have. What's left that I like. It's upsetting. I want to ship some of my things to my boyfriend.

Please help, if you can. I just want to get to the part where financial struggle is something that I can look forward to.

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kindly requesting 15 so i can get to work 2morrow

^^ ill doodle smth like this for ya :]

mysterioushouse chspp+pypl

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a pc wallpaper comm for @/dennyyniu on ig :]

❗️do not reupload my art anywhere ❗️

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its venus @zodiacage posting for my friend moe on its account. what it said:

"hi im not really on tumblr anymore (besides my boosting sideblog) due to harassment & stalking. i do still desperately need help. been insanely busy sorting out what i can take with, what to give away & what to trash of my belongings. as well as sort out the last things i Must do before leaving nevada.

trying to make it to WA to be with my wife soon. but i need more time, at least another week or two. please, help. other bills r creeping up now on top of it all. plus i still need an art tablet so i can do comms, which i cant get if i have no address to send it to.

im still working over the exact list of things i need to get done & have time for before leaving which i will post to my gfm sometime today. so make sure to check there later. anything helps, we have until Wednesday, June 25th (before 8pm PST) to pay rent & late fees specifically. at $299/$440 needed, rest of details & amounts needed below cut. consider helping a victim/survivor get away from abusers & their traumatized cat get stability. im a mixed poc, latine, trans, bi, my bday is June 30th, etc etc too."

capp vnmo kofi 𖹭 gfm

paylinks crwdfund info

"what my normal rent looks like vs what ill have to pay with late fee. these are receipts from previous times."

"amounts needed & dates due:

— rent & late fees $440, by 6/25 8pm*

— credit card due today $30

— art tablet (affirm, no interest) $100~

— transport to WA $300-$400**

— vet for infection teeth vax $500/1k~

*important thing to know is that this is for this week, after which rent will be due again on thursday june 26th. i need only a lil more time though which is a good thing but if we have to flee early i will end up homeless. as ill most likely be stuck in nevada still.

**or if sm1 can drive me (& possibly my cat) from vegas to seattle please lmk. it would help a lot! we're seeing if my cat can stay with someone secure here briefly before bringing him to seattle. as i have nowhere up there for him to be yet, and if i stay possibly with my wifes parents i cant bring him. if you can take care of my senior baby boy please also lmk! my discord is @ ut.dr (with period).

this isnt the full list but that will be posted to gfm today. fighting against extreme dissociation, stress & brain fog so please forgive me. i just want the details to be as accurate as possible. i apologize for the small text too, its to avoid tumblr cutting it off as a longer post as ppl usually skip past those. my past posts are here. here's the posts my friends venus and ethan offered to make for me here & here. i also heavily recommend you check out my post spreading sideblog for others who need help.

im hoping to get my feet on the ground in WA and be able to try job hunting asap. no use job hunting in NV anymore when im gtfo soon. but i doubt ill get a job immediately anyways. which is why i need the ability to start comms again. ty for reading, ily all. remember anything helps, even $1. (all amounts r USD btw)"

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id: three photos of Kraków's Old Town taken at different points during a somewhat cloudy day. the first is in the middle of the day, showing many people walking down a pedestrian street. the second is late afternoon with less direct light, showing an intersection with tram lines overhead, Planty Park trees on the left, and old buildings on the right. the third is taken at night, with a bright red Kebab sign lit up. /end id

taken in September 2024, in Kraków, Poland, on Fuji 400 film.

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feeling fish emotions today

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Technically part of a much larger WIP but I wanted to share these together specifically. I will romanticize ANY road trip so help me god

Get it on Objects below:

All Three

Forest

Sunset

Storm

[ID copied from alt: A drawing with three horizontal panels, each showing a different landscape reflected in a car's rear view mirror. The first shows a twisting road through a forest of trees. The second shows a sunset in the mirror, while the view through the front windshield shows a dusky sky, fading from pink to dark blue with several clouds. The third shows dark storm clouds with lightning over a dirt road in a flat, empty landscape. There are droplets and rivulets of rain falling down the windshield behind the mirror. End ID.]

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id: a photo taken at the Jagiellonian University Botanical Garden. there are stone steps lined on either side by many different bushes and ferns, with trees visible in the background. /end id

taken in September 2024 in Kraków, Poland, on Fuji 400 film.