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okay   friends   ,   this   week   really   .   .   .   did   not   start   as   well   as   i   planned   /   hoped   .   even   though   i   will   try   to   be   here   after   work   &   gym   today   ,   so   i   am   leaving   a   little   MAINS   &   DYNAMICS   CALL   on   here   ,   because   i   want   to   sort   this   blog   and   focus   on   proper   plots   and   interactions   .   please   hit   the   hard   if   youd   be   interested   in   talking   details   ,   crying   over   angst   and   eventually   being   mains   .   much   love   to   all   of   you   ! !

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Mark Hamill・Behind the Scenes of the original Star Wars trilogy

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄   𝐈𝐒   𝐍𝐎   𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄   .   there   is   no   death   .   𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎   𝚒𝚜   𝚊   𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖   .   it   ’   s   𝐀   𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇   .   made   again   and   again   and   again   and   𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧   𝐚𝐧𝐝   𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧   and   again   and    𝚘𝚗   𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘   𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢   .    . ╱   𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝  ,   𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚕𝚢   𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎   𝚘𝚌   𝚊𝚜   𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍   𝚋𝚢   𝚢𝚊𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚗     

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Though time was ruthless, It showed is kindness in the end, By slowing down enough, A second chance to make amends.

Sleeping at Last, Mars (via ihearyourmelody)

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FOR THE “YOU CAN KILL ME BUT DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH THEM” DYNAMICS 

❝  i only want you.  ❞

❝  i don’t need anyone else.  i just…you.  you’re all i need.  ❞

❝  listen,  i’ve lost a lot of people in my life.  i learned how to deal with it but…you’re different.  i can’t take it if it’s you.  ❞

❝  i think about anything happening to you and i— i just.  i fucking lose it.  ❞

❝  you don’t understand.  i need you safe.  not because i don’t think you can handle yourself but because i can’t focus on anything else if there’s even the smallest possibility you’re in danger.  ❞

❝  no one is ever gonna get near you again,  you hear me?  ❞

❝  i won’t let you get hurt.  i promise.  and i don’t make empty promises.  ❞

❝  turn around.  you don’t need to see this part.  ❞

❝  just give the word and i’ll kill every one of them.  ❞

❝  you can’t get all worked up every time something happens to me.  that’s just life.  you’re not always gonna be able to protect me from it.  ❞

❝  no one else understands me.  but you do.  you always do.  ❞

❝  i don’t think i’m the best person for you,  i don’t.  but i do know i’m the one that can keep you safe  ❞

❝  hey—  look at me.  it’s over.  it’s done.  we’re okay.  ❞

❝  who the fuck made you cry i’ll fucking rip their head off.  ❞ 

❝  i know you’ve always got my back.  ❞

❝  please,  let me take care of you this time.  you’re always protecting me but it tears me up inside every time you get hurt because of it.  ❞

❝  can you make everyone else just go away?  i know they mean well but i just want to be alone—  alone with you i mean.  ❞

❝  i know when you’re here,  the real monsters can’t touch me.  ❞

❝   oh,  i am one of the monsters.  but that just means i can keep all the other monsters from ever hurting you again. ❞ 

❝  if you’re gonna keep risking your life for me than you’re also gonna let me patch you up without a single complaint.  ❞

❝  we keep each other safe.  it’s my turn to protect you.  ❞

❝  i killed them for you.  i know you could’ve done it yourself,  but you shouldn’t have to.  ❞

❝   i love you because i know how capable you are.  and i show that love by making sure you don’t have to be the one to always do the hard things.  ❞

❝   i’m gonna make them regret ever even thinking about laying a hand on you.  ❞

❝  tell me what you want me to do.  i’ll do it.  whatever you want.  ❞

❝  i love you just like this.  i love you when you touch me gently like no one else ever has.  and i love you when your hands are bloody and your knuckles are bruised. ❞

❝  please,  just let me protect you.  ❞

❝  are you hurt?  did they hurt you?  ❞

❝  wait,  stop you’re bleeding.  ❞

❝  did you just wince?  where are you hurt?  ❞

❝  i need you in my life.  i’m not used to that—  needing people.  but i do need you.  ❞

❝  you make me feel things i’m not used to feeling.  ❞

❝  why do you let me close when you’re always driving everyone else away?  ❞

❝   you’re mine.  and i protect what’s mine.  ❞

❝  thank you for always being here for me.  ❞

❝  you see things in me that i didn’t even know where there.  ❞

❝  that’s enough.  let’s go home.  ❞

❝  i’m okay now.  i’m safe.  you don’t have to be angry anymore.  ❞

❝  please stop—  this is scaring me. ❞

❝  you don’t have to do this for me.  ❞

❝   hey stop— stop!  look at me.  they’re dead now.  you can stop.  ❞

❝  i have to make an example outta them so no one else tries to hurt you again.  ❞

❝  killing for you is easy.  it’s right.  it feels natural.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

SCENARIOS

[ ONE ]  for sender to take a bullet for receiver. 

[ TWO ]  for receiver to take a bullet for sender. 

[ THREE ]  for sender to protect receiver and then carry them to safety. 

[ FOUR ]  for receiver to protect sender and then carry them to safety. 

[ FIVE ]  for sender to witness receiver get hurt which sends them into a violent rage.

[ SIX ]  for receiver to witness sender get hurt which sends them into a violent rage. 

[ SEVEN ]  for sender to be hurt trying to protect receiver which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ EIGHT ]   for receiver to be hurt trying to protect sender which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ NINE ]  for sender to have violently protected receiver,  so receiver kisses them to calm them down. 

[ TEN ]  for receiver to have violently protected sender,  so sender kisses them to calm them down. 

[ ELEVEN ]  for sender to carefully approach receiver in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ TWELVE ]  for receiver to carefully approach sender in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ THIRTEEN ]  sender was kidnapped,  receiver shows up to save them.  

[ FOURTEEN ]  receiver was kidnapped,  sender shows up to save them.  

[ FIFTEEN ]  sender executes a third party in front of receiver because that person hurt them. 

[ SIXTEEN ]  receiver executes a third party in front of sender because that person hurt them. 

[ SEVENTEEN ]  sender thinks they’re alone but receiver comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ EIGHTEEN ]   receiver thinks they’re alone but sender comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ NINETEEN ]  sender has been devastated by something.  receiver holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY ]  receiver has been devastated by something.  sender holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY-ONE ]  sender thought receiver died so they set out to get revenge.  receiver shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far.  

[ TWENTY-TWO ]  receiver thought sender died so they set out to get revenge.  sender shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far. 

[ TWENTY-THREE ]  sender is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to receiver.  receiver gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FOUR ]  receiver is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to sender.  sender gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FIVE ]  for sender to have receiver stand by somewhere safe where they can watch sender kill on their behalf. 

[ TWENTY-SIX ]  for receiver to have sender stand by somewhere safe where they can watch receiver kill on their behalf. 

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luke   is   the   definition   of   a   switch   .   he   has   no   preference   to   top   or   bottom   ,   simply   because   he   does   neither   lean   towards   dominance   nor   submission   .   if   he   gets   intimate   with   someone   ,   he   needs   a   certain   level   of   trust   and   therefore   he   sees   them   as   equal   and   will   act   upon   that   .   also   considering   that   he   holds   quite   some   power   and   would   not   assume   to   be   backstabbed   during   such   a   vulnerable   moment   ,   he   has   no   fear   of   letting   his   guard   down   .

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#𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐂𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄  .   𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛   𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜   𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢   𝚢𝚘𝚞   .   𝚒   𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕   𝚝𝚑𝚎   𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍   𝚒𝚗   𝚢𝚘𝚞   ,   𝚝𝚑𝚎   𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚝 .

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                                𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜   𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕   𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚍𝚎   𝚢𝚘𝚞   𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎   𝚊𝚗𝚍   𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎   𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛   𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜   .                                                           featuring     ━━     @crookedwicht  

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☆   ━━   𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚗   𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜   ¸

𝚂𝙷𝙴  𝙷𝙰𝙳𝙽'𝚃  𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝙳  𝙼𝚄𝙲𝙷,  from  that  young  &  lost  girl,  left  on  her  own  on  Bespin.  Surrounded  by  the  lowest  scums  in  town,  performing  questionable  jobs  for  questionable  people.  Feeling  like  a  queen,  enjoying  every  minute  of  the  short  life  provided  with  no  regret  for  consequences.  Drinks  flowed  that  night,  she  showed  no  restraint.  Trying  to  feel  better  when,  in  truth,  she  simply  WASN’T  THAT  GIRL  ANYMORE.  Now  she  had  so  much  to  lose,  so  much  to  try  to  achieve…  She  could  have  a  purpose,  if  she  only  trusted  herself  that  little  that  was  enough.  Unsure  steps  reached  the  exit  of  the  cantina,  stumbling  over  people  who  had  just  as  much    (  if  not  more  than  )    as  her.  &  she  saw  him,  on  his  own,  lost  in  thoughts  she  would  have  loved  to  be  part  of,  but  didn’t  dare  to  ask  for.  She  blurted    (  a  little  slur  in  her  voice  )    those  words  from  the  doorway,  leaning  against  the  stone,  BOLDER  because  of  the  alcohol.  Body  shivered  under  the  contact,  &  she  felt  ashamed  that  she  would  feel  so  weak  with  so  little.  Never  happened  with  anyone  else…  A  mischievous  smile  brought  her  lips  up,  as  hands  rested  on  other’s  chest  in  search  of  a  steadier  support.   ❛  Not  like  this,  uh ?  Mind  you.  I’d  offer  even  as  sober.  ❜    expression  changed  the  moment  the  fog  around  her  mind  dissipated  ever  so  slightly,  letting  his  words  in,  &  her  smile  became  softer,  warmer.  Hands  cupped  cheeks,  but  nothing  more  was  done,  something  stopping  her.  Maybe  the  REGRET  she  would  feel  for  having  it  this  way.   ❛  This  is  partly  why  I  like  you.  Any  other  would  have  just—-  ah.  You’ll  NEVER  BE  LIKE  the  others.  ❜

𝙳𝙴𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚃𝙴 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙸𝚁𝙴  and   demeanor   ,   he   was   but   a   human   being   .   not   resistant   against   what   was   a   normal   craving   of   flesh   ,   too   easy   to   give   in   for   weakened   mind   .   places   like   this   were   prone   to   offer   distraction   to   those   who   searched   for   it   ,   to   forget   ones   worries   for   a   night   of   bought   pleasantries   .   THERE   WAS   NO   JUDGEMENT   in   his   features   ,   for   he   was   no   stranger   to   what   coleen   believed   to   be   the   right   thing   to   ask   for   .   hold   tightens   ,   afraid   she   might   fall   any   moment   and   find   herself   on   the   dirty   ground   beneath   their   feet   .   probably   hans   usual   nonchalant   behavior   ,   his   tendency   to   order   another   rounds   of   shots   as   soon   as   glasses   were   empty   as   well   as   their   strange   way   of   mirroring   each   other   perfectly   did   not   help   either   .    ❛   be   careful   .   ❜    lowered   voice   asks   with   soft   undertone   ,   almost   worried   in   the   way   smaller   frame   was   held   .   luke   can   feel   the   ache   in   his   cheeks   ,   a   rare   expression   that   was   of   little   use   when   focus   mostly   lied   on   studies   .   GOOD   COMPANY   ALWAYS   RUBBED   OF   ,   they   said   .    ❛   oh   ,   i   do   not   doubt   your   boldness   .   ❜    a   pause   ,   catching   his   own   gaze   to   study   her   features   for   a   moment   ,   pondering   .    ❛   and   i   did   never   imply   that   you   are   not   appealing   .   ❜    thumb   brushes   over   the   curve   of   back   before   palm   was   pressed   against   ,   urges   posture   to   straighten   properly   .   A   LITTLE   HELP   OF   THE   FORCE   could   not   be   wrong   to   prevent   her   from   further   damage   .   he   does   not   flinch   at   her   touch   ,   almost   leans   in   at   first   but   finds   his   bare   hand   atop   of   the   womans   instead   .    ❛   but   i   think   we   should   go   back   inside   and   rejoin   your   friends   .   they   might   be   worried   you   actually   found   the   company   of   someone   who   takes   advantage   of   your   state   .   WHICH   IS   NOT   MY   INTENTION   .   ❜  

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#𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐂𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄  .   𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛   𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜   𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢   𝚢𝚘𝚞   .   𝚒   𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕   𝚝𝚑𝚎   𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍   𝚒𝚗   𝚢𝚘𝚞   ,   𝚝𝚑𝚎   ����𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚝 .

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Why explore the universe, When we don’t know ourselves?

Bring Me The Horizon ”Hospital for souls” (via thoughtkick)

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