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kinda feel like I need to go outside and be absorbed by fog or somethin. become one with the creatures in the mist. become the physical manifestation of the sound the highway makes in the distance. be my own liminal space. self care, yknow

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I waited beneath the ceiling’s shallow breath, where chandeliers swayed not with wind, but with memory.

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Martyrs, dir. Pascal Laugier (2008)

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the dust gathered quietly, layer by layer, until i could no longer tell where i ended, and the room began.

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I give up

I can't even people please properly anymore

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too busy focusing on not killing myself to care whether i accomplish anything else

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“Let the water settle; you will see the moon and stars mirrored in your being.”

— Rumi

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Like I never existed...

they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was

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“I think part of the reason people take photos is because they’re afraid that moment will never happen again.”

— Unknown

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I watched the afternoon turn pale, as if it too had nothing left to offer.

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i have already begun to accept that people don't need me, that they can do without me perfectly well. I am not necessary in anyone's life

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It is strange, how even the wind avoids me now.

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My love for you? It is like the moon, gazing at the sun with a love that never fades, knowing it can never truly touch but forever yearns to.