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Barou Arestya - Toko Permen Helianthus

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Character study. Trying to portray the translators from Babel by RF Kuang.

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You know the line that punches me in the stomach every time? "I like your story." It's such a simple, mundane thing you can say, normally. But in orv, you feel the weight of it everytime. It's such a deeply personal and the highest compliment you can give. It's the exact juxtaposition of emotion you feel when the constellations donate coins and send completely tone-deaf messages that just trivializes their tragedy, their mass-produced story.

But "I like your story?"

It means I've watched you and seen everything you've done, witnessed your triumph and your absolute despair. I support you, and I'll trust where you lead.

Just looking at the star steam, they can be seen as the essentially the same result, just in different ways. The way yjk never saw the constellations as anything but enemies and kdj who weaves them into the story and experience, no matter if willing or not. He makes them take responsibility for the story they get to view. While you can see as yjk actions as making them reap the consequences for their actions. Same thing, different ways. Three different ways, but hsy deserves her own long and obnoxiously introspective post.

I can't cope my dudes, finished it for the third time. I will never stop talking about this.

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gekkan shoujo uriel-chan doing what she does best!!!

(based on the tomoda!!! scene from gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun)

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swap AU which Dokja cant read YJH’s mind but YJH can!

part 2 || part 3 || part 4

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swap au pt 4

revenge

pt 1 || pt 2 || pt 3

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Bring him home 🥹

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'Random Anime-style story concept'

Snow White but they're a fairy tale demon fighting against the descendant of the Queen and Huntsman

+++ Bonus stuff++++

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to think that i overcome this last two year after i graduate is kinda weird.

i want people around me, that i care, are able to overcome things like what happen to me too. because its hard. its frustating. and it feel like i will never change as a person.

losing a will to move on, and feeling time is moving where we are stuck is an unbereable feeling. I battle it, since i enter university.

Did my life right now is better? did i change? maybe a bit.

the more we grow up, the more complicated life is become.

but, for some reason i did it. i did growing up.

i want to help people overcome that feeling too. and be able to move on. and maybe look again at their life purpose, or going back closer to God.

im not good at talking so for now, ill write.

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우리 다시 만나자...

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I made this illustration for YJH's birthday on 3rd August (but I just finished it today). I present to you KDJ in his ethereal dead wife mode (my fav 🥺)

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a request :3

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drawing lines between the lonely stars

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[Story "One Who Is Loved By All" is continuing its storytelling.]

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Abel was going through such a lonely journey dare no one to accompany him, no such thing as a human being able to withstand what along his path.. until... that man, that ordinary man, raise his rifle. and somehow shared his bloody path in front him.

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I have some ramble fic in mind.

Vash (from Trigun Stampede not Trimax) was walking alone, carrying Punisher on his back. It was heavy. He remember that Wolfwood never permit him to touch or carrying it, so he search for Wolfwood but didnt find him anywhere. Instead, he find a gravestone without a name in front of a church, and an empty bottle of alcohol.

Suddenly a memory struck him. about a last drink with someone. and about a painful goodbye.

He screamed, and wake up.

Vash found himself covered in sweat, he was inside a ruined building. Roberto, who was sitting near him was taken aback.

“Whoa, must be some kind of nightma--”

“WOLFWOOD!!”

Before Roberto couldn’t finish the line, Vash rushed and cried the name, out of despair.

Outside the building, a timid light of fire illuminating the night. Vash could see Punisher resting on the side of the wall.

“Hey, stop calling me that loudly. what if some annoying bandits out there hear it?”

He immediately kneel down in the breath of relief when he found the the owner of the cross-shaped machine gun was there, sitting with Meryl.

“Vash? are you okay?” Meryl stand up and approached him.

“thank God”

“huh?”

“thank God, its just a dream..”

“W-wait needlenogin, why- the fuck are you crying?”

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That night, for some reason, his tears wont stop.

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note: ASJLALLJJJKF its not a reincarnation AU or anything, i just wondering what if he know what happened in the manga. Vash in trigun stampede is just too soft to experience this pain :’)

and for the continuation, in the next day. Vash will ask wolfwood something about Punisher. and i want Wolfwood to portray it, as a Sin he bears, or some kind of repentment in his pilgrimage.

maybe they will talk about some kind of destination of both of their journey? but they just to share path with each other. i still didnt have any plot nor ending for this fic x’D maybe ill write it more properly later.

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you must know how much i treasure wolfwood’s ending in this story :’) it symbolize many things between him and God. he really want to repent so badly, so despite the pain, its really sweet for him to get a peaceful conclusion.