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「will we finally be free from this pain?」

- 16 years old, brothers

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Does Eren's question mean that he has a cruch on Mikasa?

Mmm, I’ll try to explain how I read the scene.

Short answer: No, I do not believe Eren has a crush on Mikasa and the scene, albeit presented in a romantic light from Mikasa’s pov, it was not on Eren’s part. Same as usual, I’d argue.

I will expand on this under the cut, but I just want to reiterate that this is just my interpretation, as one of the anons said, and I am aware everyone is free to have their own, even if they might puzzle me. You are free to disagree, but please don’t send me hate messages.

Upon reading the chapter the first time, I didn’t feel romantic vibes. It was actually quite tragic and disappointing for me to see one of my favorite characters (Mikasa) completely misunderstand my favorite character (Eren), in spite of how close they are supposed to be. I was so depressed and disturbed by the whole chapter, that even if I read it at 5 AM and I could’ve slept another 2 hours before having to actually wake up, I just laid in bed restlessly, absolutely depressed. I even tweeted about it lol.

Anyway, I was pretty busy that week, and only later I found out most people interpreted the scene as Eren being in love with Mikasa. It was a shock for me. It was literally the opposite of what I personally understood.

- Eren’s headspace

Let’s first talk about Eren and where his mind is in this chapter.

I felt discomfort and anxiety throughout the whole chapter. I am a pretty empathetic person, so I realized why I was feeling like that only later, after rationalizing chapter 123: Eren’s memories (which we know are horrible and gruesome and depressing) were being triggered the whole time he was in Marley and it was disturbing to watch.

He looks distressed and uncomfortable. His gaze is often unfocused (or, well, not focused on the present) and he is constantly spacing out - Armin notices but doesn’t seem to care or understand why. Honestly, it is cringe-worthy seeing Eren’s friends’ behavior. They should know what memories Eren has of this place. I do not know if anyone reading right now is familiar with triggers and what they do to a mind affected by PTSD. It’s enough to know that you feel like suffocating because you are fundamentally battling a panic attack and you ideally would want to get away from the source that is triggering you. So, imagine being in a situation you can’t escape from and everything is triggering your worst nightmares. Literally.

Even here, I’m ashamed no one in canon (and almost even in the fandom?) realizes or bothers to be understanding and careful, even when Eren makes a disturbing comment about it. Mikasa admits to it when it’s all too late.

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SUKUNA HEADERS.

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“I meant something like that”

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“I seem to be a victim of my own wishes where you are concerned.”

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i can’t…..i can’t………. all the angst between these two!

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i can’t…..i can’t………. all the angst between these two!

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alarkling — quote headers.

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the darkling — header & lockscreen.      ✧ like or reblog if you use/save.      ✧ @dearcardan on twitter.      ✧ fanart by: @niru723.

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shingeki no kyojin lockscreen

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❝ 𝘐 𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯, 𝘐 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 ❞

happy one year anniversary to the queen of the seven kingdoms and fuck you very much to the men that ruined her

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Kylo Ren Part 2