fckregui

[fckregui]

Eventually I’ll forgive you. But right now I’m gonna focus on forgiving myself for putting me through all of that

[fckregui]

I think I’ll never be as heartbroken as I am right now and that’s okay, it gives me some hope somehow

[fckregui]

have you ever felt like you really want to talk about your feelings but at the same time it’s like “nah no thank you, i’m okay” 

[fckregui]

I wonder if actually it’ll get easier. It’s been months (a year, actually) and I’ve done nothing but get worse

[fckregui]

Stop, this is supposed to be one of the happiest days I’ll ever have. I need to stop the hurting and move on

[fckregui]

[fckregui]

[fckregui]

You’re the sweetest, prettiest angel on earth I’ve ever seen

[fckregui]

Like I actually could feel I could die of a broken heart

[fckregui]

[fckregui]

[fckregui]

Who would’ve thought that craving physical touch could actually translate into physical pain too

[fckregui]

[Softly but with a lot of feeling] fuck

[fckregui]

My biggest fear is feeling I’m not destined to be happy and whole (and it being true)

[fckregui]

I wonder when I’ll stop feeling the stupidest fuck that’s ever existed

[fckregui]

I’m getting more and more tired each day of pretending I don’t feel haunted by this void of hopelessness and self consciousness - it’s eating me inside out

[fckregui]

If there’s a million like you, why can’t I sleep? Why did I stop eating? I don’t know if it’s day or night

If there’s a million like you, why can’t I stop thinking wether you’re going to call or not?

Maybe… at the end you were indeed very special

And no one’s like you

No. One.