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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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heyy :)

please can you write one where the reader has a cockroach hard phobia and gavi found out

cockroaches

credits to the owner!

summary: you are terrified of cockroaches

warnings: mentions of cockroaches

a/n: i'm so sorry this took so long, anon! i hope i managed to meet your expectations <3

requests are open!

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Ever since you were little, you've been terrified of cockroaches.

It started with the fact that your brother, who was two years older than you, loved to watch a cartoon called "Oggy and the Cockroaches", which you were terribly afraid of and you always ran to your mother with tears in your eyes to tell your brother to turn it off.

It affected you at every step, even when you went outside with your friends, where there was a lot of greenery, and a small cockroach ran next to your leg, you squealed loudly.

Your brother still had no mercy even when he grew up, because he came into possession of a snake that ate just... cockroaches.

You swore you'd never visit him since he kept three packages of them in one of his cabinets. Three packs of disgusting cockroaches.

Your boyfriend, Pablo, knew about your phobia, but since you hadn't seen them very often lately, he had forgotten about it. Till this day.

You were returning with him from a leisurely walk from the beach late in the evening. You waved your intertwined hands and just talked quietly.

Because you were at the beach, you were wearing flip-flops.

“Wait, my shoe is untied” he said and you nodded and stood next to him.

You were looking at him, but when you felt some strange movement on your body, you looked down, and your loud screech surely brought at least half of Barcelona to its feet.

There was a cockroach crawling on your foot, which you immediately kicked off and ran to the other side of the street without even looking around, but luckily nothing happened.

"Y/N! Be careful! Are you crazy?" Gavi said to you as he joined you on the other side.

“There was a cockroach there!” you whimpered, pointing at the sidewalk on the other side as tears streamed down your cheeks and your hands began to shake.

You hated them so much.

You looked down at your feet again, the scream echoing once again as you noticed that there were cockroaches also walking along that sidewalk.

"They're here too! Pablo, take me away from here!" you sobbed, burying your face in his chest, and without thinking, he grabbed your thighs and lifted you off the ground.

You wrapped your legs around his torso, holding him tightly as you continued to sob into his neck.

"Shhh, baby. They won't hurt you anymore" he told you, giggling slightly, but bravely carried you straight home.

There you immediately went to the shower and washed off this disgusting thing. Even though it was only on your foot, you could feel it all over your body.

Right after you cleaned yourself up in the bathroom, you jumped into the bed where Pablo was waiting for you after he cleaned himself up in the other bathroom.

"Pablo, will you check if they are here by any chance?" you asked shyly, still shaking slightly, and he looked at you with pity, but turned on the flashlight and looked through your entire bedroom.

“There's nothing” he announced, taking you back into his arms and you calmed down and snuggled into his arms. "Oh no, you've got one in your hair" he said, and you jumped up out of bed, screaming throughout the house, ruffling your hair.

But when you saw your boyfriend doubling over with laughter, you sat on the floor and cried.

"I'm sorry, my love. I couldn't help myself" he said, walking towards you, but you turned your back to him and pulled your knees to your chest.

“You're terrible, you're sleeping on the couch tonight” you said, trying to sound stern, tears still streaming down your cheeks.

"Are you sure you want this, amorcito?" he asked, still having that sly smile on his face as he tried to make eye contact with you.

“No” you said and hid your face in your lap.

You squealed as you felt yourself lift off the ground, and after a while you were lying in the warm comforter again.

"I'm so sorry, darling. I promise to protect you from every cockroach in this world" he said, kissing your forehead tenderly before wiping away your tears.

You nodded, snuggling into him again and he wrapped his strong arms around you protectively, knowing he meant every word he had just said to you.

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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NIGHT WORRIES // H.FORT

based on this request

genre: comfort, fluff

warnings: none

a/n: i feel like i described how i felt in exam season 😰 but hey i graduated in the end! 🤭

You lay in bed, staring at the ceiling for what seems like an eternity. You glance over at your boyfriend, Hector, asleep next to you. The stress of college has been weighing you down lately. You're close to graduating, but it feels like there's always something else to worry about - assignments, exams, your future. It's hard to quiet your racing thoughts and find relaxation in the night, even with Hector's peaceful presence next to you.

You shift in bed, trying to get comfortable, but the stress continues to gnaw at you. The hours pass, and still, you're wide awake, consumed by your anxieties.

With careful stealth, you reach for your phone, which is conveniently located on Hector's bedside table. Just as your fingers brush against the screen, Hector suddenly tightens his grasp on you, as if he sensed your movement.

He mumbles something unintelligible, clearly still half asleep. You freeze, hoping you haven't woken him up, and then turn to your side to try to distract yourself with your phone, scrolling through apps and social media in an attempt to take your mind off the stress keeping you awake.

As you aimlessly scroll through tiktok, you stumble upon videos of graduation ceremonies and celebrations. It's a constant reminder of your upcoming graduation and the anxiety that comes with it. All those "what ifs" start taking over your mind. What if you don't make it? What if you fail at the finish line? The thoughts swirl around your head like a never-ending carousel of doubt.

As you lie there, the tears silently stream down your face, and suddenly, you realize that your breathing has become erratic. Your chest feels tight, and your heart races like it's trying to escape from your chest.

The realization dawns on you that you might be having a panic attack. You cover your mouth, desperately trying to muffle the sobs and gasps that threaten to escape, worried you'll wake Hector.

Suddenly, the room is flooded with light, and you jump in surprise. You look over at Hector, who's now sitting up in bed, rubbing his eyes and looking at you with concern. You hadn't realized how loud your sobs had become, and you instantly feel embarrassed that you woke him up.

Hector gently touches your shoulder, asking you to turn around and face him, but you stubbornly refuse, keeping your back to him. He can sense the tension in your body and the silent tears that continue to fall. His voice is soft and soothing, "Please baby," he says, "let me see your face."

In your own silent world of anguish, you continue to sob, refusing to turn and face Hector. The gentle caress on your back from his warm hand suddenly disappears, and you assume he has gone off to the guest room, upset that you've woken him up and disrupted his sleep before his early morning training. You're left alone in the dimly lit room, the sobs continuing to wrack your body.

But to your surprise Hector reenters the bedroom, holding a glass of water, and notices you sitting up in bed. He hands you the glass, his expression still filled with concern. "Drink," he says, his voice gentle yet firm. "It'll help steady your breathing."

Hector crouches down in front of you, his hands gently massaging your bare legs, a soothing gesture that immediately calms your racing mind. He looks up at you with a mixture of tenderness and concern, his eyes silently asking you to open up. "What's the matter amor?" he whispers, placing a soft kiss on your leg, encouraging you to share your thoughts.

The warm touch of his hands on your legs combined with the gentle look in his eyes makes it difficult to resist opening up. The words start to spill out before you even realize it. "I...I'm just so stressed," you say, your voice still shaky from the tears.

"College, assignments, exams, graduation...it's all weighing me down, and I can't seem to shut my mind off. It's like a never-ending loop of worry and doubt."

"Hey, it's okay," Hector says, his voice soft yet reassuring. "I understand what you're going through. But you're so strong, and you've worked so hard. Remember all those late nights studying, those group projects, the internships? You've come so far, and you're going to make it." He gently squeezes your hand. "And you know that I'm here for you, right? I believe in you, and I know you can do this."

His words sink in, and a sense of comfort washes over you. The stress and panic that overwhelmed you just moments ago starts to gradually melt away, replaced by a flicker of hope. You look at him, and his eyes reflect nothing but faith and support. "Thank you love," you say, your voice steadier now. "I don't know what I'd do without you."

Hector stands up, still looking down at you with a warm smile. He kisses your forehead gently, his lips lingering for a moment on your skin, and embraces you in a tight. "You don't have to know," he whispers, his arms wrapped around you. "I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere. We'll get through this together."

The feel of his strong arms around you brings a sense of security and love. You melt into the hug, feeling his heart beat against your chest. For a moment, the weight of college and everything that comes with it seem a little lighter. "I'm sorry for waking you up," you murmur into his shoulder.

Hector tightens his hug, his breath warm against your neck. "Don't apologize tonta," he says, pulling back slightly to look at you. "I'm here for you, anytime you need me. Even at the crack of dawn before my training." His eyes are soft as he looks at you, and a hint of humor dances in them.

You look up at him and tease, "Even if I wake you up at 2 am and won't stop talking about my worries?"

Hector chuckles softly and runs a hand through your hair. "Especially then," he responds, his voice full of affection. He then leans down and captures your lips in a gentle kiss.

You look up at him hopefully and ask, "Can we cuddle and try to get some sleep?"

Hector nods and responds, "Of course, cariño." He climbs into the bed next to you and opens his arms, inviting you to snuggle against his chest. "Come here."

You respond by positioning yourself on top of him, finding comfort in his warmth. You brush a kiss on his neck, the nearest place you could reach, and whisper "goodnight" against his skin. Hector responds with a soft chuckle, feeling the warmth of your kiss on his neck. He tilts your face up towards him and returns the favor, kissing your hairline gently. "Goodnight, mi amor."

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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family difference

credits to the owner!

summary: gavi takes you on vacation to his family home and you struggle with family issues

warnings: slight angst with happy end!, mentions of alcohol, family issues

requests are open!

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"Come back here! You won't talk to me like that, do you understand?!" you heard your father scream after you slammed the door behind you.

"I'm done talking to you!" you also screamed terribly angry and then locked yourself in the room.

"Don't talk to me like that!" he kept yelling and you slid back against the door and onto the floor.

You took a deep breath, starting to breathe slowly to calm yourself down, but tears still ran down your cheeks.

Your dad, as well as practically your entire family, apart from you, your mom and your cousins, had huge problems with alcohol, which made each of them aggressive.

You jumped when you heard the doorknob being pulled, followed by your mother shouting to leave you alone. Fortunately, he listened to her and you were able to go back to packing.

You were very happy to be leaving here, you didn't want to see or talk to your father, who sees nothing other than alcohol and cigarettes.

Your boyfriend, Pablo, was luckily taking you to his hometown, Sevilla, tomorrow to spend part of his vacation that he had recently started.

He knew about your family situation, but he never would have thought it would be on such a scale. Every family meeting you had ended with shouting, which is why you naturally raised your voice, due to the constant shouting at home and your friends telling you that you spoke too loudly.

If only they knew why.

You had slight problems with aggression, because a lot of behavior stemmed from the home in which you were raised, and unfortunately it was a daily occurrence for you.

When you were sure that you had packed everything, you went to get ready for bed and, above all, washed your face after crying so that your eyes wouldn't be swollen tomorrow because you didn't want to worry your boyfriend.

You still couldn't believe that you were so lucky. For you, he was the sweetest boy that all the book authors wrote about, he was the one that every woman would like to have. You never thought that someone would ever love you for who you are until you met Pablo and he gave you new hope for a better life.

The fact that he accepted that sometimes you were mouthy, sometimes you raised your voice a little more and that you were abrasive, and that was only because in your house, outside of his eyes, you were like that all the time, because there was no other way to talk to your family.

Especially considering the fact that you were the only child of your parents, so all of your father's frustration fell on you, because he wouldn't hurt his wife, but he would hurt his own child.

You laid in bed, checking your phone one last time and smiled when you saw a text from Gavi wishing you sweet dreams and that he was looking forward to tomorrow. You replied with a similar message and sank into the pillows, but the continuing screams and noises in the house made your sleep light.

— — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — —

“Hola, mi amor” Pablo said as you approached him and he greeted you with a tender kiss on the lips.

“Hola, querido” you said, and he gave you a wide smile and took your suitcase from you, which he put in the trunk of the taxi you were riding in.

"Ready?" he asked and you nodded, then he opened the backseat door for you, letting you go first.

You said hello to the driver who took you to the airport, and after checking in, you sat in a corner so that the fans wouldn't spot your boyfriend.

"I guess you didn't get enough sleep today, huh? Amorcito?" he chuckled lightly as you rested your head on his shoulder.

“Let's just say” you gave him a small smile, but your mind was raging with many thoughts of why you couldn't have a normal family.

"Is something wrong, mi amor?" he asked caringly, glancing at you and tucking your hair behind your ear.

“Ehh” you sighed sluggishly. “I had a fight with my father again” you said, almost inaudibly, but enough for Pablo to hear and immediately take you into his strong arms, hugging you protectively and kissing the lines of your hair.

"I'm so sorry, baby. You didn't deserve that" he said and you nodded, feeling tears begin to form in your eyes. "Luckily, you'll be able to breathe. I'll introduce you to the rest of my family, who I'm sure already loves you, I'll show you around the city and we'll go out for those waffles you like so much, sounds good?" he asked, giving you a reassuring smile, and you raised your head, looking at him, emotional.

“Sounds perfect, bebé” you said, and after a while you felt his lips on yours, and then on your nose and cheeks, making you giggle slightly.

A few minutes later, you were called to board the plane and you walked towards him, holding hands tightly, both of you incredibly excited to finally be able to relax.

— — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — —

"Ahh, Y/N! You've become more beautiful lately!" Belén said as she hugged you and you enthusiastically returned the hug.

"Thank you! You look amazing too!" you smiled brightly at her, and after a while you also greeted your boyfriend's dad energetically.

“Nice to see you, Y/N. Everyone was just waiting for you to arrive” he said, and your heart warmed.

It was your first time in Seville, but you had seen Gavi's family many times when they came to visit him, but you still hadn't met everyone.

Tonight was the birthday of one of your boyfriend's aunts, and they were having a party at their house, so preparations were in full swing.

You saw from the corner of your eye how Pablo, after greeting his parents, took your suitcases and went to his room to put them away, and you were grabbed by more arms.

"Ahh, my future sister-in-law! I missed you so much, hermanita!" Aurora said, making you both squeal.

It's been quite a few months since you last saw each other, because the last time they were at Pablo's, you weren't in Spain, so you missed each other.

"Don't strangle my future wife!" you heard from down the hall, to which you both giggled and you blushed.

"And don't strangle our future daughter-in-law!" their dad shouted, and your eyes watered slightly at how much they liked you.

"None of yours, only mine!" she screamed and you laughed and continued to hug her.

You looked at her and nodded, wrinkling your nose, placing your finger over your mouth to keep from saying anything to her brother, to which she nodded and you both laughed.

"What?!" your boyfriend's voice was getting closer. "Yours?! In your dreams!" he snorted and started mocking his sister while you stood back and laughed at them.

"Princesa, you're only mine, right?" Pablo suddenly turned to you and you giggled, nodding and cupping his face in your hands, kissing his plush lips, making him smile in the process, obviously pleased.

“Go to a your room” Rora said and you laughed and Gavi wrapped his arms around you tightly.

“I won against her” he whispered in your ear and you laughed again.

A moment later, Belén called the three of you over to help with the party, and when you were done, you went to change and Pablo's family was starting to gather.

You put on a light green summer dress that highlighted your eyes and due to your family situation, you were slightly nervous about this meeting, even though you knew everything would be fine.

“Mi Diosa! You look stunning, my beautiful woman” you heard behind you as you looked in the mirror, and soon strong arms were wrapped around your waist and his lips placed a few kisses on your shoulder.

“Thank you, querido, you look so handsome” you said, turning to him and kissing him on the lips.

He was wearing a white, flowing shirt and white shorts. Holding hands, you left the room, starting to greet everyone, and you wished his aunt together and gave her a gift.

You sat down at a long table outside and after the official part and the singing of the birthday song, the conversations began.

You were unusually quiet today, while you were always everywhere, but today you decided to observe.

You couldn't say that jealousy wasn't gnawing at you from the inside, because you were really jealous of what a warm and family-like relationship your boyfriend's family had.

Nobody shouted at each other or called each other names, nor did anyone bring politics or dirt from the past into it. They did drink alcohol, but in very small amounts, and not in excessive amounts, as was the case with you, where sometimes there were fights between your uncles and your aunts always had to separate them.

You felt a large hand on your thigh, rubbing it soothingly. You looked into his warm brown eyes, which were looking at you with slight concern, however, he had a soft smile on his face, which he sent to you.

"Everything's all right?" he asked and you nodded, forcing a smile.

"And you know what, Almudena? Our Y/N got a scholarship, studies and such high results in physiotherapy! Amazing!" you heard gavi's mom telling his aunt about you and your heart melted.

"Oh, Y/N! Congratulations! We're so proud of you!" his aunt said before coming to hug you, which you hugged back.

“Thank you very much” you said, giving both women a smile as you sat down again.

“But I'm the proudest” Pablo whispered in your ear, for which you gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

You rested your head on his shoulder, looking around again as your thoughts grew even more intense.

You have received more support from Gavi's family today than you have received from yours in your entire life. You saw his dad and his uncle having an enthusiastic conversation while laughing. How his cousins joked among themselves and Pablo listened to them. How his mother and aunts talk about fashion.

No politics. No insults. No screaming.

It was a nice change, but it was all strange for you, because you had been used to one image of the family all your life, and thoughts began to form in your head.

Why couldn't your family be like that? Why doesn't your family get along so much? Why did you come across a family that never knew how to behave?

So many questions and no answers.

Tears were starting to form in your eyes and you knew that if you didn't get out of here soon, you would make an unnecessary scene, and you didn't want to make a bad impression on them.

“I'll go to the bathroom” you said to Pablo and he nodded, looking at you suspiciously for a moment.

You left unnoticed and locked yourself in the fortunately empty bathroom, hoping that no one would want to use it for the next few minutes.

You looked in the mirror and broke down, tears streaming down your cheeks.

You were just sad to see the image of their happy family that you were so jealous of, while yours had created so much trauma within you that you were actually afraid of men most of the time, but meeting Pablo changed everything. Well, almost everything.

You had been in a relationship with him for two years and he had asked you many times to introduce him to your family, but you didn't want to. You didn't want him to see the conditions you grew up in and how much it affected you.

You didn't want him to see your family raising your blood pressure to such an extent that he would definitely be scared of you if he heard you scream during an argument with your father and uncles, who were obviously drunk and had to pick on you. Your family gatherings were filled with bad vibes, and yet they were still held and you only went to them because your mother asked you to, and it's not right not to come.

You slumped against a nearby wall, trying to hide your sobs but failing miserably. You kept asking yourself what you did to deserve such a family that was so addicted to alcohol. You were afraid that you would become like that too and that you wouldn't cheat your genes and you really didn't want that.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" you heard Pablo on the other side of the door and you sniffled.

“No” you sobbed, your voice cracking.

"Please, baby. Open the door for me" he said softly, and you leaned forward slightly and unlocked the door.

Pablo immediately walked in and when he saw the state you were in, he immediately sat down next to you and took you into his arms, pulling you onto his lap.

“Shhh, I'm here” he said as you started to cry into his shoulder and he rubbed your back soothingly. “Tell me what's going on, my love. I'm worried” he confessed and you took a deep breath.

“Just” you started, waving your hands, not knowing where to start. "I look at your family, which is happy, and I wonder why I couldn't find one that was supportive and loved, and not one that doesn't see the world beyond alcohol and fights" you said in one breath and burst into tears again. "That's why I don't want you to meet them. I'm afraid you'll be scared of them, and worse, you'll be scared of me, because you've never heard me scream as loudly as I do at them when they accuse me of something unjustly. I'm afraid that I'll end up like them" you confessed honestly and fell into sobs again.

Gavi hugged you tighter to his chest and ran his fingers through your hair, kissing the top of your head as he did so.

"Shhh, amor mío. You definitely won't end up like them and I'm sure of it considering how much of a organized girl you are, do you understand?" he asked and you nodded slightly, sniffling.

“Look at me” he whispered, and you looked up at him with teary eyes.

His eyes were glassy too, looking at you with compassion and concern for you.

"Listen to me, okay? You are only related to these people by blood, nothing more. Family is people with whom you can feel at ease, safe and comfortable, and look around" he began. "My parents adore you, not to mention my sister who wants to take you away from me" he laughed softly, making you smile as well. “My aunts and grandparents ask about you all the time and you are my friends' favorite, everyone here adores you, amor” he said and your heart clenched. “And most of all, you are my family, baby. You are my home, the one I come to and always will be. You are my life, Y/N, and I love you very, very much” he confessed, cupping your face in his hands. "We all love you here. Just the way you are" he added, and you didn't know why you were crying, but Pablo quickly wiped away your tears.

"I love you so much, Pablito. I can't believe I'm so lucky to have you" you sobbed and he gave you a wide smile.

"I love you too, princesa. And here... Here is your real family and we are lucky to have you and in the future we will create our own, what do you think?" he asked and you giggled slightly but nodded.

“I'm all for it, but let's start with getting a cat” you said, and you both laughed.

"Are we coming back?" he asked and you nodded.

However, you returned to his room for a moment so that you could correct yourself after crying, and after a few minutes, you were sitting at the table again.

Pablo didn't let you out of his embrace for the rest of the evening, and the same later, as he slept on your chest, holding you protectively in his arms as you thought and finally understood.

That you found your real family.

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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I remember the good times when there used to be fanfics about Gavi and Pedri every hour of the day 🥲 Good times

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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something the commentators just said got me thinking a little.

jude moved to spain, and within months was doing full interviews in spanish, talking to teammates in spanish, and interacting with media in spanish.

he lived in germany for two years. he never did a single full interview of any length in German the way he has in Spain.

this is where a lot of people misunderstand my criticisms of bellingham. i don’t believe he’s a bad person- he’s clearly not- i just believe he’s disingenuous at times.

clearly, dortmund was a stepping stone club for him. that, in itself, isnt a bad thing.

but not bothering to even really try to learn the language while living in a country, while claiming your club’s fans are the best in the world, and then leaving at the first beckoning & committing to your new club significantly more than your old one is just irritating to me, and it’s disrespectful. obviously, he has no obligation whatsoever to Dortmund, and i’m not saying he does, it’s just very telling of a person’s outlook when there’s a large discrepancy between their levels of commitment in different situations- or, in this case, clubs. it just sends a bad message, because he didn’t even try to learn German.

jude is a good person, from everything i’ve seen, heard, & read. i just think he made some mistakes when he was young, and didn’t really treat dortmund as well as he maybe should have, and we should be able to have a conversation about that without people acting like it’s insane or slanderous.

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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christensen nation wya🗣️🗣️

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feararris-smooth-55-operator · 1 year ago

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sister • f.lopez

summary: a small party leading to an unexpected change in your fantasies. (based on this request!)

word count: 3.5k!!

warnings: mention of alcohol, brother!gavi, spanish sentences, smut, dry humping

note: plz enjoy this while i go back to writing gavi smut, hope y’all like this!🎀

You were just getting out of uni classes, you decided to walk from the campus to your brothers condo to where your dorm happened to be in. Although the walk was a bit longer, your brother always chose to drive. You on the other hand didn’t, it was very chaotic but strange for you to live with your brother and none other his friend. Fermín. He was a very sweet well known guy, as what everybody says popular. Off the point, You had your headphones in, the chilly air hitting against your thighs, you looked down at your skirt fixing it as quickly. Maybe wearing a skirt was 50/50 of todays mood..you took your keys out your bag shoving it into the lock, twisting it around until you heard the ‘click’ sound. You got in before closing the door, you took your headphones off looking around for your brother. You spotted fermín on the couch, you swallowed nervously as you never spoke to the boy, not even a single word. You two have had some eye contacts but that’s about it, and that was because you had developed feelings for him. Your heart was racing, nearly thumping as you walked over to him.

“Do you know where gavi is?” You quietly said, hands behind your back as you balanced your weight on your toes hoping you wouldn’t become as much nervous.

he turned around. “He’s out at the store, he should be back any moment tho.” He said looking up at you, the two of you locking eyes in.

You smiled at him, “oh okay, thank you..” you mumbled, before walking away to your room. You quietly opened the door as you got in, closing your door behind. You leaned against the door sighing out loudly, heart still racing. You hanged your bag on the doorknob, you then took off your shoes now only in lace stockings, you plopped yourself on your bed. You went on your phone just for a bit until you heard gavi laughing with fermín. You quickly got up and opened the door quietly peeking your head out. You watched both boys laughing. “Is y/n here yet?” He said nudging fermín.

“Si, apenas vino.” (Yeah, she just got here.) Fermín looked around before he made eye contact with you. You blushed heavily, you shoves your head back into your room slamming the door.

“Y que era eso..” (and what was that..) gavi said, fermín shrugged.

“No se, but you should tell her about the party no? She’s always locked in her room doing nothing.” He said, gavi chuckled nodding his head.

You quietly opened the door, walking out your room making your way to the porch outside. “Vale.” (Alright.) he said, gavi made his way to your room. He noticed half your door opened before he walked in, “Joder.” (Fuck.) gavi said, fermín walked towards gavi, “this is her room?” He spoke, gavi nodded his head. “It’s all pink.” He said, gavi chuckled. Fermín walked in, looking at your vanity as he walked over to find picture frames of you and gavi when you both were kids and pictures of you as a baby. “She’s younger than me what do you expe-“ he said turning around as he looked at you, “what are you two doing in my room?” You said. “I was just looking for you, also. I decided for us to have a party….” He said, you glared at him. “Seriously? A fucking party?” You said, gavi nodded his head. You shook your head, “get out my way, i’m not apart of this, i’ll probably leave. Either way, don’t let anybody in my room.” You said going in your room, fermín looked at you as you looked back. Your cheeks blushing as he smiled at your pupils growing, you closed the door quietly.

You walked to your window, closing the blinds. You turned on your lamp, and grabbing the lighter lighting up the candle. You then laid down on your bed, covering yourself with the blanket going on your phone. You slowly put your phone on your nightstand, slowly drifting to sleep.

Meanwhile outside your room..

“Why does she keep looking at you?” Gavi spoke, fermín shrugged. “I really don’t know, seriously i don’t..a-at all.” He spoke, swallowing nervously. Gavi furrowed his brows, “Hm okay, either way i don’t think she likes you.” He said, fermín scoffed. “Well aren’t you a bundle of joy.” Fermín said leaning against your bedroom door, “Yeah. Now help me out, i honestly don’t know if y/n is even going to be involved or not.” He said, fermín looked at him. “Does she even drink?” He said, gavi shook his head. “Not unless she feels like it, either way who knows.” He spoke, fermín looked at your door. He had the urge to just go in there and talk to you, but you were off limits to him. “Even if she did like me, what would be the chances we could be dating..y’know. In the future or if it did happen.” He said walking away, sitting on the stool. “I don’t mind at all, seriously. She’s just had trouble with past relationships.” Gavi spoke, fermín nodded his head. Gavi knocked on your door.

No response.

Gavi slowly opened the door, he saw you sleeping before he locked the door from your room. He closed the door, “She’s asleep. I’m sure she’ll appear later on.” He spoke. Fermín nodded his head, both boys walked to his car.

8:58pm..

You woke up to the sound of the water fountain outside the porch. You sat up, before you got up walking to the door. You leaned your head next to the door, you heard a bunch of laughters, conversations and barely any music. Not until you felt someone bang on your door as you opened the door, pushing them away from your door. Quickly shutting it, locking it you found an extra blanket. You placed it on the bottom of your door. You walked to your bed, undoing the curtains off your canopies. You walked to the other side of your bed, grabbing your phone as you looked down.

fermí: the party is boring, come out your room. please?

you smiled at the text, you didn’t want to walk out your room. Seeing people or for them to watch you just made you uncomfortable.

you: i’ll be out, go outside the porch tho.

you replied back as you opened your window, you slid out the window. before turning around closing your window shut half way, your curtains blowing around due to the wind. you saw fermín making his way towards you, as you looked at him. “hi..” you said, he smiled. “What were you doing in there that you even pushed someone..” he said, your cheeks turning red from embarrassment. “I had just woken up from my nap..” you mumbled, he chuckled. “How are we going to get in tho?” He spoke, you pointed at the window. “What was my brother doing..” you said, the two of you started walking around. “Sitting next to a girl almost drunk..” he spoke, you sighed shaking your head. “..he’s probably going to fuck her..” you said quietly. He laughed at your comment, “you’re not cold?” He spoke, you nodded. “Yeah..i didn’t bring a sweater..” you said. He took his hoodie off, giving it to you. You put it on, as you smiled at him. “Thank you.” You said, the two of you now infront of the house.

You walked in looking around, the house all empty now. “Gavi?” You shouted, you looked around. Closing the door. “Did he leave you a message?” You spoke, fermín grabbed his phone. He nodded his head, “he said hes at a girls house.” You scoffed, you grabbed the keys from the small container, you unlocked your room. closing the window, fermín stood by your doorway as you took your hoodie off, your top lifting up. Fermíns cheek tinting pink at the sight of your lace bra. You pulled your top down fixing it, giving him his hoodie. “Here, thank you again.” You smiled at him.

The two of you made your way to the kitchen, you walked to the fridge. Opening the cooler grabbing your small tub of strawberry ice cream, you grabbed a spoon opening the lid as you sat down on the stool. You scooped the ice cream out with a spoon, putting it in your mouth. Fermín was picking up stuff from the floor, he looked up at you. He watched you lick the spoon, licking off the ice cream. He bit his lip, the aching feeling form in his pants. You were too busy spooning your mouth with the ice cream. You felt fermín next to you, “That much trash?” You said, he nodded his head. “Yeah..everybody is fucking nasty.” He said, you giggled. You backed up, his chest hitting yours. You felt his lips against your neck, you blushed heavily, heart racing quickly as you turned around. “I-I’m sorry.” You said, he cupped your cheek. You looked at his hand, “i can’t hide this anymore. you’re so fucking unbelievable.” He said, you blushed heavily still looking into his eyes.

He closed the gap between y’all, kissing you passionately. You kissed back, wrapping your arms around his neck. His hand squeezing your ass, you moaned softly into his mouth. He placed you on the counter, your ass touching the cold material as you closed your legs around him. You continued kissing him, hand running up into his hair, your nails playing with his skin. he slightly moaned into your mouth, you wrapped your legs tightly around him. He began to use his tongue, you whimpered into his mouth yet again. A noise slipping out of your mouth again. He bit your bottom lip pulling away, your chest heaving up and down. His lips glued onto your neck, you moaned again. you were so lost in the feeling in your stomach, your stomach felt like heated clouds forming, the rain was what was exactly happening in your panties. You were a mess under this, your hands slid inside his shirt. The embarrassment you felt when you realized.

You were infact still a virgin.

“i-is it..t-too late to say i-i’m a virgin..” you whimpered, he pulled away from your neck, chuckling breathlessly. he wiped his lips, “aqui no te puedo follar bebè..” (i can’t fuck you here..) he said, you looked at him. “tu hermano nos puede cachar, quieres eso?” (your brother could catch us, you want that?) he spoke softly, you looked down blushing heavily. your face all warmed up, he held your chin. “hm? si quieres eso?” (hm? you want that?) He spoke, you swallowed nervously. “n-no..” you said, he chuckled kissing your forehead. “we could try something..” he whispered in your ear, you nodded your head. “please..” you whined, he chuckled lifting you up from the counter. He walked to his room, putting you down. he closed the door, he laid you down on the bed. You bit your lip, he took his shirt off tossing it somewhere. you giggled before he crawled onto the bed, he kissed you deeply again. your fingers running down onto his back, you kissed back. He lifted your skirt up, you blushed heavily. “you sure?” he said, you nodded your head. “please..” you whined.” he smirked. he unbuttoned his pants as you watched him, your legs going numb. your eyes slightly widened at his print. you gulped, he looked at you chuckling. “we’re not going to have sex..we’re doing something else.” He said, you nodded your head.

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to you. You kissed him again, he kissed back hands and arms caging you. You felt his crotch against your thigh, he moved closer against your core. He pushed down onto you as he continued to grind down on you, his bulge against your core sending a little wave of butterflies onto your tummy. You wrapped your legs around his waist, causing him to grind himself onto you again. You moaned feeling yourself soak through your panties. His clothed hard against your panties, your sensitive bud aching to be touched, it all felt wonderful. You felt the wetness everywhere from your panties, within every little hip movement he did, you jerked up. wanting more.

He continued kissing you, you moaned uncontrollably into his mouth. Fermín panted and groaned into your mouth, every minute once in awhile he’d moan, feeling your hands roam around his back. “m-more..” you moaned out, he smirked pulling down your top. Your boobs popping out of your top, he pinched your nipple as you moaned loudly. He kissed you deeply again. You moaned into his mouth, his hips grinding quicker against you. You burried your face into his neck, moaning uncontrollably. “would’ve been a bad idea if your brother walked in huh..” he moaned in your ear, you blushed heavily.

He grinded his hips harder onto you, you felt damped underneath. Your stomach began to coil up, you cried out. He pulled off as you whined. “h-hey!” you said sitting up, he kissed your cheek. “i want to try something else..” he said, you smiled lazily. “lift your arms up for me baby.” he said, your cheeks tinting pink at the nickname. you lifted your arms up, your top coming up and above your head. you looked at him, trying to cover yourself he pinned your wrists together. “no don’t..you’re so beautiful.” he said, you giggled. he picked you up, before he laid himself down on the bed. you blushed heavily, “w-what are we doing n-now..” you said, you looked down feeling lost and shy. he chuckled, rubbing your thigh. “want you to do something f’me..” he whispered in your ear, “mhm..” you nodded letting your chin rest against his shoulder. he kissed your cheek before he laid down, you looked down at him. “take them off..” he spoke, you blushed heavily nodding your head.

you grabbed the hem of his boxers, pulling down on them. his cock freely sprung out, your eyes widened. “w-were not-“ you said, he chuckled shaking his head. “no, do you want to?” he said. you shook your head, “m-my brother..he’ll get mad at you..” you said, he nodded his head. your eyes kept narrowing down at his member against his tummy. “f-fermí..i-i don’t know how to do th-this..” you said, his eyes slightly widened. bad relationships you tend to have but no sexual interactions? he caressed your hand, “c’mere..move closer..” he said, you crawled closer to him. inches away from his face, he smiled. “good..now i want you to sit on it.” He said, you blushed heavily. “h-how.” you gulped, he caressed your waist. “Lower yourself down on it.” You nodded your head, you suddenly sunk yourself down, your wetness slightly spreading down. He groaned feeling your clothed clit. “fuck..already doing good..now move your hips, ride yourself.” he said, you looked at him nodding your head. It didn’t take you a while for you to slowly start rocking your hips slowly against his crotch. You moaned softly again, your hips still rocking by themselves, he held onto your waist as your hand rested on his chest. He breathed heavily, groaning in the middle of his breathing. You looked down at him, giggling as you moved your hips quicker.

“O-Oh fuck..” he threw his head against the pillow, you continued to grind yourself quicker against him. You pulled your arms back, finding the hook as you unclipped it. You pulled your bra off tossing it on the floor, your head leaning back, moaning uncontrollably. Your clit rubbing against his cock, leaving a wet slimy consistency on his member. You kept moaning non-stop, the feeling making you move your hips for more. He looked at you, he blushed heavily. “W-Woah..” he said, you placed both your hands on his chest. “T-Touch me..” you whimpered, his eyes widened. He nodded his head, his hand squeezing your boob. You moaned out again, his fingertips playing and twisting your nipple. You whined, you kept rolling your hips back and forth, his free hand still playing with your nipple as he held your thigh.

You closed your eyes, leaning your head to the side. Moaning, groans and panting being scattered around the room. “Fuck am so close..” he moaned out, you looked at him. He chuckled, holding onto your waist. Moving you quicker than before, you cried out a moan again. “m-mmhmnh..i-i can’t..” you breathed out, he looked up at you. You burried your face into his neck, your ass moving up and down against him. Fermín began twitching underneath you, grabbing your hips moving you quicker again. You cried out again, this time it was louder. He chuckled, spanking your ass. You whimpered into his ear, arms wrapped around him. “m..my tummy..i-i feel all t-tingly..” you said, he smirked. “baby ur close to cumming..” he whispered, he moaned out again feeling himself twitch yet again. You felt your stomach spark, your stomach slowly began to tighten. You felt like you were about to explode..or pee, as so you thought.

You gripped onto his shoulder, the pain was just starting and yet it felt amazing. “f-fermín! f-feels like i-i ha-have to..” you stuttered in confusion, not knowing what would happen next. “shhh..it’s okay, i got you.” Fermín smirked as he pulled your panties to the side, he grabbed his length rubbing your clit against his cock. And just with that..you screamed out in pleasure, your fluids splashing out, moaning his name out as fermín covered your mouth. Your eyes rolling back as he groaned loudly, shooting out his loads against you, half of it landing on his lower tummy. breathing heavily he grunted, he looked down at the mess. you were breathing heavily against his chest, shaking from the orgasm that just came out of you. “that was amazing..you did well for a first sexual inter course..” he said chuckling, you giggled. “why is it wet..” you said, he caressed your back and arm. “you squirted baby..” he said, you frowned still wondering so many things.

he chuckled kissing your forehead, “don’t worry..” he spoke, you nodded your head falling asleep almost. “nono..wake up, your brother could come home any second..” he said, you whined. “i don’t care if he finds out! i-i’m tired!” you said, he chuckled patting your butt. “babyy..” he spoke, you whined again, shaking your head. “lay on the other side..i have to clean up..” he said, you nodded your head laying on the other side. He put his boxers back on, you heard the front door open as you widened your eyes. “f-fer!” you whisper yelled, he quickly put his shirt on. “lay on the floor next to the bed.” he said, you nodded your head doing what he said. he quickly put your bra under his pillow including your shirt and skirt, you hid next to the bed as you heard footsteps approaching closer. fermín quickly, put the blanket in his basket before grabbing an extra doing his bed. the door opening.

“did you check on y/n?” Gavi said, fermín nodded his head. “Si, estaba dormida. Nunca salió.” (Yes, she was asleep. she never came out.) he spoke, he nodded his head as he closed the door. You poked your head up, “can i lay down now..” you whispered, he shook his head. “He’ll come back probably, just stay hiding.” He said, you rollled your eyes. You heard the door from his room close, you wobbily stood up and sat on the bed. “Do you want me to go to my room..” you said, he shook his head. You looked at him, “Where are my clothes..” you said looking around. He chuckled pulling them under his pillow, “i can just lend you a shirt..” he spoke, you nodded your head. He walked to his closet, you covered yourself with the blanket nearly falling asleep, he walked out with grey sweatpants as he sat down next to you. “Come on wake up..” he said, you sat up. “arms up.” he spoke. you lifted your arms up as he put the shirt over you, fixing it on you. You fell back onto the pillows, he laid next to you.

You moved next to him, laying your head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around you, “how’d you think of what we did..” he spoke, you looked up at him. “fun..” you mumbled, “..and tiring too..” you said, he chuckled. “good..now let’s sleep.” he said, kissing your forehead.

not so bad for being the sister of your brothers best friend.

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