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Some photos on my mood board for a concept album I'm developing. Haven't composed a single song for it yet but I love to start with vibes as it helps me make the music and story for it that I'm imagining 😝

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Current favorite hobbies are rock painting, sketchbook keeping and journaling artistically ❤️💜❤️💜

I found some w33d my dad got in the past from a friend and rn I am using the last bit of it up 😭 it's pretty gr8

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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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tldr: rambling about life and 3d. explaining how this account will probably become more about stuff i'm doing, like hobbies and passions.

i'm going through the phase of this 3d where i get really productive and only come on here to scroll, not so much to post. i'm active still, but it's more 'sit back and watch' type of active than 'post a lot' active. i will update with my weights again when i see a difference or feel comfortable doing so again. just kind of maintaining so i have to be careful bc sometimes i get really discouraged if i weigh during a period where i'm stubbornly maintaining (for whatever reason and tbh i just don't care that much as long as i'm not gaining)

i know we all tend to joke about the honeymoon phase and getting it back but i believe it can't really ever come back and that's why it's called that. we can definitely experience something similar though, as the last time i lost a ton of weight was definitely my honeymoon 2.0 lol... but anyway, i just feel like the older i get and the more i do it, the slower and harder it becomes. so although i have r3l4ps3d, there is still a major part of me that is taking it slow and still wants to have an enjoyable life. despite parts of me who hate life and feel like nothing matters so anything goes. there's also something that prevents me from being how i used to be. sometimes i wonder if i'm actually just recovered and this is my new normal... then again it's not really normal to want to be bm! !5

ANYWAY TOODLES💖 will update more later with other things probably won't be 3d related

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It gets easier. Control yourself. Don’t let food win.

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my 2 fav th!n§pø that i keep on my phone's fourth homescreen 🥲

been busy lately. lots of home improvement stuff and property maintenence. wish someone would wife me up bc i'd be the most amazing housewife but men give me the ick so maybe i should just get a ceo wife and i can be her stay at home artist and writer 😌

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Stole this from twt

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Maintaining is better than gaining

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*me talking about me*

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My allergies are so bad from mowing the lawn a week ago that my eyelids are still peeling and swollen from it. They're not as bad as the day of and the 2 days after, but they're peeling now and I literally don't know what to do. I have no eyelid cream for this type of thing because it's never been this bad for me before. I have eyedrops and allergy meds but they don't help

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I need to buy a case or two of monster energy... It's more economical 🥲

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Active Ed blogs in June reblog so we can follow each other

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For my anon! What I have so far 💕