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announcement

i will no longer be writing for skz, and i am planning on leaving all skz-related networks. i will be changing the names from chan and jisung centered fics to other idols. please unfollow me if you still support chan.

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I hope you're feeling better and doing well ☺️ I'm sorry to hear that you're uncomfortable with being a stay anymore 🥺 is there a reason why (if you're comfortable with sharing) does this mean you're not going to write for skz at all anymore? And will you keep your existing fics up? I really like a lot of your writing and I hope you'll continue to write for other idols

there’s a lot of anti-blackness in the stay community, and i feel as though there’s a lot of defense for male idols who engage in it. i am black, and it doesn’t feel right to me that the stay community so quickly moved on to hyunjin doing blackface. among other incidents.i will keep my existing fics up for the time being.

 as a whole, i’ve distanced myself from the kpop community because of the interactions i have as a black person, and how quickly the community as a whole is able to continue on. i don’t know if i’ll continue writing for skz, and i’m sorry i can’t give you a definite answer. i will likely continue to write for some groups here and there, but this is no longer a skz centered blog, as i don’t necessarily stan them anymore.

thank you for reading.

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hello, all. i think i am going to discontinue tpod further. i don’t feel comfortable writing for hyunjin, and i don’t know if i feel comfortable being a stay anymore.

love,

sade valentine

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Will you continue tpod?? I think it was so amazing and youre such an amazing writer. It had me on the edge of my seat at every chapter

yes, it’s going to be continued. thank you so much for taking the time to read it and send in an ask, it means a lot. thank you.

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aw, i hope u feel better! 😊 if it helps, i appreciate u! both as a writer AND a person,,, even if i'm new here. sending u luv ✨✨✨

thank you so much

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HEY HEY BABE HOW YOU DOING

i am not doing well but i’ll be alright, darling. how are you?

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hello! i'm new to ur blog and i want to say that ur works r amazing 😌🤟🏼 i just wanna ask if cloud nine will still be continued? thx & i hope ure having a great day 🌷

hmm methinks so. idk, it’s been a bad, weird time for me and i feel really unwanted as a writer and a person in general? i can’t say for sure either way, when lighting strikes it ignites, you know? thank you, i hope you have a good day. thank you for reading my works. it means a lot.

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ALSO I STILL FEEL SO BAD FOR HYUNJIN 😭😭😭 IDK IF IM TEAM HYUNJIN OR YUGYEOM BUT I KNOW IM NOT TEAM Y/N RN!! LIKE I UNDERSTAND THAT Y/N IS IN PAIN BUT MA’AM THAT WAS OUTTA POCKET -🦔

DAMN Y/N JUST STANDING UP FOR THEYSELFSJDJSFDJF ANON THATS YOU?? PUT SOME RESPECT ON Y/N’S NAME. ALSO HYUNJIN’S BEING A LITTLE BI-

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WDYM YUGYEOM MIGHT NOT HAVE GOTTEN SHOT??1!1?1!1????!?/&/)1$:? OH NO-??!!/&!/&;&/&& WAIT HOW MANY CHAPTERS ARE THERE GOING TO BE (BC IM CURRENTLY PICTURING A SCENARIO WHERE Y/N DIES IN THE NEXT CHAPTER AND THEN ITS ALL OVER ANDKDJDK PLEASE I WOULD DIE) 👁👁 -🦔 (also how are you Ó.Ò💗💕💕💕💗💕💗)

JJIENIKS IM NOT TELLING U BUT NAW ITS NOT OVER!! NJDFIDS i dunno man i...jus write what i write and it feels right i stop! so i dunno. i’m,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, alive. hru?

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PLEASE THE NEW CHAPTER IS KILLING ME 😭😭😭 Y/N GOT A BREAK FOR A SECOND AND THEN THE CLIFFHANGER LIKE PLEASE YOU CANT JUST DO THIS TO US 😩 As usual, the writing and descriptions are BRILLIANT✨ ALSO MY HEART ACHES FOR EVERYONE IM SO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED!! LIKE Y/N DIDNT DESERVE THAT BUT ALSO HYUNJIN DIDNT DESERVE WHAT Y/N SAID TO HIM AND YUGYEOM DEFINITELY DIDNT DESERVE TO GET SHOT!!! IM IN SPAIN BUT THE S IS SILENT!! As always, sending all the love for you Ó.Ò 💕💗❤️💗💕 -🦔

SPAIN I-

now,, who said YUGYEOM got shot? cos it sure wasnt me! thank you for sending this in, it made my day a lot better. DFNJSD i leave clifhangers bc...im evil 

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Please do not stop writing! No matter if people drop your stories I won’t, they literally bring joy in my boring life 🥺 you are my favorite writer I would be so sad if you left! Also the new chapter was so good🥺🥺 Yugyeom>>Hyunjin

thank you so much!! maybe it’s because i’m emotional but i cried a little;; it’s just a little hard you know? i’ve had this account for almost two years now and i love that people follow me and interact with my work!! it’s just really hard to feel appreciated with very little interaction;; less than a 1/4 of my followers interact with my writing and maybe its because i don’t post as frequently but yeah;; i dunno!! i feel like i’m not going anywhere so i genuinely feel like one day i’m just gonna,,, stop without warning? 

 it makes me really sad too because i see a bunch of people on my dash interact with each other and whenever i interact with anyone i just feel like i don’t fit? i don’t feel like i belong here ig?? 

 thank you for sending this and thank you so much for reading and interacting, it really means the world to me. and finally omg a yugyeom stan <33

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DAMMIT THE NEW CHAPTER!!!! IT WAS EVERYTHING honestly, I really do love your writing, don’t give up if it’s something that you really like to do AND THE CLIFFHANGER?????? IM-

I LOVE U !! thank you for sending this in, it really encourages me to keep going. NDNJDHEHEHE *evil noises*

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Acceptance Post

🌱 A warm welcome to our fourth batch of applicants and the newest members of NCTCreations! 🌱

@hchan​ ✩ @d-nghy-ck​ ✩ @feel199x​ ✩ @seeing-dreams​ ✩ @loonacitys​ ✩ @chittapornswife​ ✩ @labelneo​ ✩ @neoiovebot​ ✩ @soliverse​

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🦋 if u'd like too <3 !!

barbie by jang yeeun

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i always get tagged in these but never do them because i dont think anyone cares but lets try this out !! this is the closest thing to a face reveal <3

make yourself, or your dream girl really with this link - https://picrew.me/image_maker/296093

anyway thank you @awkwardbutnotokay ro!! for the tag ilysm 💕

me in cold countries: FOGGRD UP GLASSES MAN

tagging: @juyeonzz @hannie-dul-set @orange-nimon-cross @neo-shitty @alicanta77 @loonacitys @seeing-dreams @jimjamjaemin @heartyyjeno @du0tine @panph0be @rouiyan @moonbeamsung @fruityutas @sunhyuck @navyhyuck and everyone else who wants to do it! just tagged moots until my hand hurt so if i missed you out i am Sorry

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I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO PUT LINKS IN BIO THANKS TO @kailaui