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hiiiii. i’m stuck at work yet again and would like to plot in ims or discord 🙈 i would like more ships so please give me them fjdhjdjfksjf (or exes 👀)

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hiiii i was gonna write today but my friend wanted to play genshin so i did that with them all day instead. i feel kinda overwhelmed with ims and discord dms cuz they’re piling up and that makes me put them off. i’ll probably get to everything tomorrow while i’m at work. but uh if you play genshin and wanna be friends hmu kfjdjdjdjfkskdls

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hiiiii. i’m stuck at work yet again and would like to plot in ims or discord 🙈 i would like more ships so please give me them fjdhjdjfksjf (or exes 👀)

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hiiiii. i’m stuck at work yet again and would like to plot in ims or discord 🙈 i would like more ships so please give me them fjdhjdjfksjf (or exes 👀)

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thank u dad for the irreparable psychological suffering 💓

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Today’s ship dynamic: Frenemies with benefits [and massive crushes on each other that they don’t want to admit]

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This had the potential to be the premise of a Lifetime original

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He’s so stunning😩 → for @kimtaehyunq

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hiiiii. i’m stuck at work yet again and would like to plot in ims or discord 🙈 i would like more ships so please give me them fjdhjdjfksjf (or exes 👀)

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beautiful jennie for hera

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   ༉‧     𝑓𝑡.  𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒍𝒆𝒚  .     ₊˚Ꮺ

         clearly   phased   by   the   response   ,   finley’s   demeanor   turns   to   hopelessness   .   “   i   was   just   kind   of   hoping   that   maybe   ..   just   fucking   maybe   ,   you’d   prove   all   those   rumors   to   be   false   .   turns   out   ,   they   weren’t   .   ”

                    FRAME  &  THOUGHTS  ALL  EXUDED  daggers  ,  unable  to  care  less  about  feelings  not  their  own  .  hostility  rested  in  their  hands  ,  fists  curling  up  out  of  frustration  .      “      that  sounds  like  a  personal  problem  .  maybe  you  won’t  make  the  same  stupid  mistake  next  time  ?      ”

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  ༉‧     𝑓𝑡.  𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒖𝒔  .     ₊˚Ꮺ

         “   you   know   ,   whoever   wrote   that   wasnt   exactly   lying   .   ”   cranium   idles   self   against   pillow   ,   creak   of   mattress   echoing   in   dimly   -   lit   chambers   as   male   seeks   solace   .   “   you’re   not   that   bad   of   a   time   ,   but   i’ll   still   erase   it   .   how   else   am   i   gonna   reach   you   when   everyone   else   is   calling   for   a   good   time   ?   ”   device   is   flush   against   conch   expecting   timbre   of   theirs   across   the   line   .   vivid   image   of   their   likeness   drawn   about   in   cerebrum   pigmented   with   only   the   brightest   of   hues   paralleling   their   euphoric   nature   .   

                    NEARING  THE  EDGE  OF  FAME  brought  many  experiences  ,  but  having  their  phone  number  scribbled  within  a  bathroom  stall  was  the  least  expected  .  to  have  someone  actually  call  would  fall  even  further  down  the  list  of  what  billie  figured  would  happen  during  their  minor  phase  of  being  an  internet  celebrity  .  though  they  would  not  complain  as  the  stranger’s  voice  ,  dulcet  in  the  way  it  carried  itself  ,  comforted  &  excited  him  in  a  way  he  hadn’t  felt  in  a  long  while  .      “      glad  that  the  good  time  isn’t  disappointing  you  ,  i  dunno  what  i’d  do  if  i  didn’t  meet  your  expectations  .  .  .  are  you  gonna  hoard  me  all  to  yourself  now  ?      ”      they  laughed  ,  at  the  brink  of  shyness  ,  cheeks  mildly  heated  (  they  would  blame  this  on  their  phone  )  at  the  thought  of  the  other  ,      “      your  voice  .  .  .  it’s  pretty  .  i  like  it  .  .  .      ”      normally  ,  billie  was  unafraid  to  be  bold  ,  yet  they  were  afraid  to  disturb  the  fragility  of  this  new  situation  ,  wanting  to  keep  it  cradled  within  the  bubble  of  just  them  two  .  

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   ༉‧     𝑓𝑡.  𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒂  .     ₊˚Ꮺ

starter from aria !

              "    why  do  you  have  such  a  sour  look  on  your  face  ?  you’re  killing  the  vibe  here  .  and  ,  i’m  two  seconds  away  from  just  walking  back  to  my  apartment  so  either  do  something  about  it  ,  or  stop  wasting  my  time  .    "    attitude  will  come  around  with  the  roll  of  her  eyes  ,  nostrils  huffing  out  a  long  breath  and  arms  crossing  over  chest  to  keep  her  body  from  shivering  due  to  the  chill  blast  of  the  wind  .  sure  ,  they  were  just  a  neighbor  of  hers  .  but  ,  she  did  take  a  sudden  interest  in  them  from  the  moment  they  moved  in  a  couple  weeks  back  .  they  had  looks  that  could  kill  ,  and  she  would  be  lying  if  she  said  she  didn’t  enjoy  the  casual  flirtatious  encounters  .  it  was  almost  like  a  daily  thing  of  theirs  to  meet  up  at  the  mailbox  before  exchanging  googly  eyes  ,  and  both  going  on  their  separate  ways  back  to  their  respective  apartments  .  aria  wasn’t  one  for  anything  more  than  relaxed  relationships  ;  so  ,  she’ll  find  herself  irritated  by  the  mere  fact  they  had  a  sudden  change  of  heart  .  surely  it  was  nothing  SHE  did  ,  because  it  wasn’t  like  her  to  do  anything  wrong  in  her  own  little  world  .  

                    WHILE  NOT  ALIGNED  WITH  A  masculine  identity  ,  they  were  still  wont  to  make  mistakes  typical  of  men  ,  such  as  flirting  intensely  with  a  neighbor  then  bringing  home  someone  else  .  every  time  ,  it  ended  up  blowing  up  in  joey’s  face  ,  but  still  their  ways  would  not  be  swayed  .  seeing  aria  upset  did  not  feel  right  ,  not  one  to  hurt  another  on  purpose  .  their  intentions  were  good  enough  ,  just  slippery  in  practice  ,  able  to  have  their  attention  tugged  elsewhere  at  any  given  moment  .      “      well  ,  what  do  you  want  me  to  do  ?  i  already  said  i  was  sorry  .  .  .      ”      to  argue  was  not  their  usual  behavior  ,  preferring  to  deescalate  in  any  way  possible  .  even  if  it  meant  letting  aria  walk  all  over  them  so  she  could  be  happy  again  ,  they  would  do  it  .  the  attitude  she  spilled  into  the  air  wasn’t  enjoyable  by  any  means  ,  which  caused  joey’s  expression  to  stiffen  only  getting  worse  as  they  tried  to  dig  themself  out  of  the  hole  they  fell  into  .      “      i  promise  it  wasn’t  anything  serious  ,      ”      they  admitted  ,  having  assumed  that  this  flirtation  wasn’t  serious  either  &  maybe  that  was  their  mistake  .      “      let  me  make  you  dinner  ?      ”      hand  cautiously  reached  out  to  slide  down  her  waist  ,  resting  against  her  hip  ,      “      then  we  can  do  whatever  you  want  ,  okay  ?  how’s  that  sound  ?  hmm  .  .  .  ?      ”

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        ‘   i abandoned my whole streaming schedule for a week just so i can spend it with you.  if that sounds clingy and needy then i’m totally making this up.   ’   @feignedglow·

                    “      WHAT  THE  HELL  ?      ”      THEY  REPLIED  snappily  ,  wearing  an  expression  of  feign  offense  ,  before  dissolving  into  a  fit  of  airy  laughter  .      “      actually  .  .  .  i’m  clingy  &  needy  myself  ,  so  that  just  sounds  like  normal  behavior  to  me  .  let  me  cancel  my  schedule  for  you  too  ,  okay  ?  i’d  rather  spend  it  with  you  anyway  .      ”

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   ༉‧     𝑓𝑡.  𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒏𝒆  .     ₊˚Ꮺ

TO  WHOM  IT  MAY  CONCERN  ,

          it  really  is  a  small  world.  nothing  could  have  prepared  him  to  see  them  as  his  intriguing  neighbor  ,  but  somehow  it  makes  complete  sense.  the�� city  is  only  a  few  hours  from  the  town  they  grew  up  in  and  they  regularly  see  a  few  of  their  high  school  friends  around  from  time  to  time  anyway.  they’re  different,  though  ,  and  it  might  be  because  of  the  crush  he  had  on  them  that  waxed  and  waned  throughout  their  four  years  in  school.  

          after  the  time  the  two  of  them  had  spent  recently  together  ,  sloane  decided  to  ask  them  over  to  share  a  box  of  wine  while  watching  classic  halloween  movies.  he’s  definitely  a  glass  too  far  into  the  box  ,  but  that  doesn’t  stop  him  from  filling  his  ceramic  mug  to  the  brim  again  when  they  finish  their  first  movie  of  the  night.     “     d’you  want  some  more     ?     ”     he  can  feel  how  flushed  he  is  and  hopefully  it  hides  the  blush  he  can’t  seem  to  rid  himself  of  when  he  looks  at  them.     “     orrrrr  some  food     ?     i  have  a  lot  more  popcorn.     ”     /     @feignedglow·

                    HIGH  SCHOOL  HAD  BEEN  A  nightmare  for  them  &  while  adulthood  proved  to  be  even  worse  ,  charlie  did  not  look  back  fondly  on  those  four  years  .  being  a  band  geek  kept  a  target  on  their  back  by  nature  &  coming  to  terms  with  their  sexuality  wasn’t  for  the  most  delightful  experience  either  .  having  a  crush  on  one  of  the  popular  kids  from  first  day  to  graduation  didn’t  help  in  the  slightest  .  &  now  ,  somehow  sloane  ended  up  as  charlie’s  neighbor  ,  making  their  grown  up  experience  something  akin  to  a  roller  coaster  .

                    what  they  didn’t  expect  was  to  become  closer  to  him  .  or  to  end  up  next  to  him  on  the  couch  ,  silly  cat  mug  devoid  of  wine  ,  watching  halloween  films  .  this  was  what  teenage  dreams  were  made  of  &  cheeks  dusted  over  with  hot  pink  would  be  blamed  on  alcohol  if  asked  .      “      yea  .  .  .  i  think  we  can  take  out  this  whole  box  between  the  two  of  us  ,  don’t  you  ?  popcorn  would  be  great  too  .  what  movie  should  we  watch  next  ?  kinda  in  the  mood  for  hocus  pocus  .  .  .      ”