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* guys , look what i did

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* out ; guys i hate to do this but I think i'm gonna keep becky on her own blog and put all my other muses on pause right now. between the mentally and physically draining work shit lately and the anxiety juggling a lot of muses on top of that is causing i think it's just best for now until things settle down becky is and had been at @twcbelts and had not been archived yet for this exact reason. i hate this and i hope everyone understands!!

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* out ; guys i had a long ass work week idk if writing is gonna happen until ive caught up on some rest

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* out ; no but the fact that two of my muses were subjects in inhumane drug trials on children i'm

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*        olivia , ziva , kate , and debra visage tag dump

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stranger things s4 starters

❝ how are you feeling today? ❞   ❝ what have you done? ❞   ❝ you speak of monsters, superheroes. that’s the stuff of myth and fairytales. ❞   ❝ are you stalking me or something? ❞   ❝ i know it’s a lot of blood, but you’re going to be okay. ❞   ❝ it’s like you’re not even here anymore. it’s like you’re a ghost. ❞   ❝ i can only help you if you’re truthful. if you open up to me. ❞   ❝ it’s okay to not be okay. ❞   ❝ even with it staring you in the face, you can’t admit it. can’t admit you’re wrong. ❞   ❝ it’s just scary to open up like that. to say how you really feel. especially to people you care about the most. ❞   ❝ i think maybe a part of me died that day too. ❞   ❝ it looks like a fairytale. a dream. ❞   ❝ everyone looks at me like…like i’m a monster. ❞   ❝ you start to believe all the things they say. that this place is cursed. ❞   ❝ do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind? ❞   ❝ look, i’m just trying to turn that frown upside down. ❞   ❝ this year is my year. i can feel it. ❞   ❝ i’m afraid you can become lost in the darkness. ❞   ❝ why do you keep pushing me away? ❞   ❝ i want today to be about me and you. ❞   ❝ if they wanna find out who you are, they will. ❞   ❝ please, just go away. ❞   ❝ only by facing all of ourselves, the good and the bad, can we become whole. ❞   ❝ i play that moment back in my head all the time. ❞   ❝ so much has happened since you left. ❞   ❝ did i survive? no, i assure you, i am still very much in hell. ❞   ❝ you are scared. you’re tired. you are injured. ❞   ❝ you’re not what i thought you’d be like. ❞   ❝ i just want to say thanks for saving my ass back there. ❞   ❝ hey, we don’t need to do this. ❞   ❝ you think because you demonstrate some talent that you’re somehow immune to the rules? ❞   ❝ why is this on me? why am i the bad guy? ❞   ❝ never tell me the odds. ❞   ❝ i don’t even know how to describe it. i’ve never seen anything like it. ❞   ❝ there’s nothing to worry about. okay? ❞   ❝ sorry. didn’t mean to scare you. ❞   ❝ now, where does it hurt? ❞   ❝ this place and the people here are not what you think. ❞   ❝ i am different. i do not belong. ❞   ❝ so, um, are we just not gonna talk about it? ❞   ❝ just try to take some deep breaths. ❞   ❝ if i show you something, you wouldn’t tell anyone, right? ❞   ❝ people just change, okay? that’s it. ❞   ❝ you gotta stop pretending to be someone else. ❞   ❝ i was so excited to see you, it was hard to breathe. ❞   ❝ i’ll smile as i watch them die a slow, agonizing death. ❞   ❝ thirty seconds or i leave without you, okay? ❞   ❝ well, well. aren’t you a sight for sore eyes? ❞   ❝ i…i didn’t mean to scare you. ❞   ❝ looks like it’s gonna be up to us again. ❞   ❝ i’m sorry. i’m having trouble understanding any of this. ❞   ❝ i believe you are our best hope. our only hope. ❞   ❝ you’re bright red in the face right now. ❞   ❝ i think it’ll be easier if we’re a team. ❞   ❝ you can’t run from me. ❞   ❝ we’re running out of time here. the world is running out of time. ❞   ❝ everyone i love, i hurt. ❞   ❝ you don’t even seem nervous. i’m impressed. ❞   ❝ what if i’m not good? what if i’m the monster? ❞   ❝ do you flee or stand your ground and fight? ❞   ❝ in dark days like this, we need something to believe in. ❞   ❝ what you’ve been through, what you’re still going through…it’s a lot for anyone. ❞   ❝ i’m not moping. ❞   ❝ there’s not that many. we can take ‘em. ❞   ❝ you remind me of someone. someone i used to know very well. ❞   ❝ we have a big fight ahead of us. ❞   ❝ so, that is it? you give up, then? ❞   ❝ did you get some rest? i have a feeling you’re gonna need it. ❞   ❝ it’s okay. you can admit it. no more lies. ❞   ❝ sounds too good to be true, yes? ❞   ❝ you’ll have to excuse the staring. you’re a bit of a celebrity. ❞   ❝ do you really expect me to believe anything you have to say? ❞   ❝ the way you looked at me. you…you were scared of me. ❞   ❝ small world, isn’t it? it’s a small world. ❞ ❝ i promise i’m gonna stop asking this, but…you’re seeing that too, right? ❞   ❝ i’ve really missed that. your laugh. ❞   ❝ i will do anything for you. ❞   ❝ you have demons in your past. ❞   ❝ you have more important things to worry about. ❞       ❝ i actually thought you’d be kinda mean and scary. ❞   ❝ i don’t want you to go. ❞   ❝ i’ve given you everything you asked for. i’ve compromised my principles. i’ve risked my life. ❞   ❝ you didn’t think it would be that easy, did you? ❞   ❝ or what? are you gonna shoot me? ❞   ❝ they’re laughing. at you. they think you’re weak. ❞   ❝ i know. you’re frightened of me. ❞ ❝ like i said…we’re alike, you and i. ❞   ❝ who knew something so small could cause so much trouble? ❞       ❝ you know, i think there’s a part of you, buried somewhere deep, that wanted me to die that day. ❞   ❝ if you want to make it out of here alive, you must do exactly as i say. ❞   ❝ i understand the stakes quite well. ❞   ❝ you can’t hurt me more than they already have. ❞   ❝ whatever comes out of there…hold your ground. ❞   ❝ you…you’re not supposed to be here. ❞   ❝ you know you can talk to me. ❞   ❝ i know what it’s like to be different. ❞   ❝ you helped me. now i help you. ❞   ❝ i don’t believe in all that supernatural crap, all right? ❞   ❝ why are you staring at me? ❞   ❝ imagine what we could do together. ❞   ❝ the more you move, the more this is gonna hurt. ❞   ❝ no one ever comes out here. we’re safe. ❞   ❝ i’m going to try to forget you said any of that. ❞   ❝ my heart can’t take it anymore. ❞   ❝ for a while i tried to be happy. normal. ❞  

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     *       𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧   𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐬   𝐚   𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧   𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨   𝐚   𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     /     ft  .   becky  lynch  ,  clarice   starling  ,   hope  mikaelson  ,   jane  hopper  ,  &   more  .     

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* out ; starter call !!!!

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     *       𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧   𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐬   𝐚   𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧   𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨   𝐚   𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     /     ft  .   becky  lynch  ,  clarice   starling  ,   hope  mikaelson  ,   jane  hopper  ,  &   more  .     

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                    𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐊𝐘     𝐋𝐘𝐍𝐂𝐇     𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 .      ∞

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                          𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐊𝐘     𝐋𝐘𝐍𝐂𝐇     𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 .      ∞

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Fringe (2008 - 2013)

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            pronounced    frown    permeates    features   ,     fatigue    ever    evident    in    the  bags   beneath   her    eyes .    heavy    heart   of   which   she   always   carried    with   her   ,    along    with   her  macabre  and  deadly   habits .   stubborn  shake  of  head  ,  hazel    gaze    averted    from    @unbearablyindifferent���  as    chestnut   locks   sway    ever    slightly   .       " .    .    .      i'm  fine    ,    "     a    lie    she's    told    a    thousand    times    .  "    ____      really     .     "      but    inside    ,    she's    itching    and   clawing    away    at    herself    ,  desperate    to    feed    her    disease .

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“Did you ever think, Clarice, why the Philistines don’t understand you?               It’s because you are the answer to Samson’s riddle.                                You are the honey in the lion.”

                JESSICA CHASTAIN as CLARICE STARLING 

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