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sooo now that the pressure of the thesis of off my chest I might've been working on that new blog I've mentioned jfksdnjjsghosi I'll probably make a more official post once everything is set up properly, but you can now find the multi over at @lenzimanot ✨

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GUYS MY BACHELOR THESIS IS DONE AND CASEBOUND AND READY TO BE HANDED IN ON MONDAY I MIGHT WEEP WITH RELIEF ONCE THIS FULLY HITS ME DJKDDJDJJDJDJ 🥹🥹🥹🥹

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ok friends, this is officially the last day I fully have to dedicate to my thesis!! good vibes are appreciated, as I drag my ass to the library 😭

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woke up with the intense need to overhaul EVERYTHING here & make a fresh start so that might happen after my thesis is handed in next week ✨

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I just gotta say it: so long l.ondon is very annora/lysander coded

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I didn't say that yet but I'm currently on a deadline & have to finish my bachelor thesis until the end of april, so it might be very quiet here (& probably beyond that, because I'm literally trying to sort out my whole life & future rn 😅). until then you can find me over on @korgosse, since this is a comfort blog rn with a slower dash. thank you all for being patient with me ❤️

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me, realising that two of my favourite historical fiction novels would be PERFECT for the current style of period dramas & yet the movies don’t exist yet:

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good morning ✨

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I didn't say that yet but I'm currently on a deadline & have to finish my bachelor thesis until the end of april, so it might be very quiet here (& probably beyond that, because I'm literally trying to sort out my whole life & future rn 😅). until then you can find me over on @korgosse, since this is a comfort blog rn with a slower dash. thank you all for being patient with me ❤️

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#KORGOSSE : private & selective portrayal of Simon Eriksson from Netflix's Young Royals, composed by Flora, affiliated with @kungkarlek

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guys am literally about to apply for jobs in another country i'm- *screams & cries*

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CHARACTER INFO: DEVRIM SIEBERT (Y.OUNG R.OYALS OC)

Devrim is the child of the german ambassador in Sweden

their mother is turkish & their father german-turkish

she identifies as genderqueer & uses all pronouns

Devrim is in his second year at H.illerska Boarding School during the events of the show

they are part of the book club at the school & eventually becomes the president

not long before the current events she came out as genderqueer first to their parents, and eventually with a post on instagram. it created some fuss at the school, but that died down quickly.

while their family isn't strict in their muslim faith, their mother did raise him with a lot of it, Devrim still eats halal & doesn't drink alcohol.

generally Devrim is a more quiet person and he sticks to one or two close friends that he trusts

if you need book recommendations she's your person & she'll gladly help out. you might end up with a whole pile of new books though.

Devrim is also very good with languages, they speak german, turkish & english fluently & still learn swedish & french.

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so yeah i'm probably gonna be on @korgosse screaming about the new season for now fjsdfkhdks

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"I hope you know I'm not saying that to be sweet. I mean it."

Their own words surprise Niame. After all there were only a few people who had earned their loyalty and they'd recognized the danger in trusting the vampire early on. But things have changed, they both have changed and perhaps it's time to stop denying the obvious. Are you happy now. Legolas?, they ask silently. Of course their best friend had predicted this outcome from the very beginning. That these feelings would creep up on them, until it was too late. And here they stood, the depth of their affection lying bare infront of Astarion.

Niame takes a deep breath, trying to ignore the loud, rapid beating of their heart. "This is not your choice to make, Star", they say with determination in their voice, "And you're not luring me to my demise, this is my own, free decision, I can assure you that."

I can't lose you. Something stirs in them, a warmth they had almost forgotten. At least they're not making a fool of themself alone then. "We are a team, this doesn't have to be a burden you carry on your own."

Their hand reaches out, barely touching his lover's. It's only an invitation for Astarion to accept or ignore, whatever he prefers. "For what it's worth - I can't lose you either, alright? I would never forgive myself, if I let you go in there and stand idly by." Niame's voice breaks at the mere thought.

@fenixburned sent : whatever happens, i'm right here beside you. (from niame 🥺)

"That's....quite sweet of you." & HE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE TO PUT IT ; his ribcage has been empty of life for so long , a hollow blackened organ sitting within but not able to make a sound. IT HAS BEEN DEVOID OF WARMTH , affection. The flames flicker and he wishes he could lose himself in them and fall into a calming silence. Unfortunately , he hasn't forgotten the sound of that voice in the under dark and even now he has no confirmation as to whether or not it had belonged to his old master. HE SUPPOSES IT MATTERS LITTLE NOW , they'd soon be seeing him.

Niame's words have led to him having to face a vulnerability that he's been avoiding since the nautaloid. HOW HE HAD ATTEMPTED TO KEEP THE OTHER AT ARMS LENGTH - whilst trying to get close enough with deception so that he might earn protection. A lie to himself - for to not fall , well , it had been a challenge and one he had not managed to achieve. He cares , simply put. That's dangerous. THEY'RE SOMEONE TO LOSE & Cazador will relish in that. "Yet , i'm not so certain i want you to be there." He turns his head quickly. "Don't misunderstand me. These past few weeks... your company..." He pauses , trying to explain - to make them understand that he is not dismissing the things they have been through and the challenges they have faced. "Your life would be at risk - i have led many to their deaths but to do so to you.." Finally , the pale elf falls silent. His eyes find the flames but there is no calm , no peace. "Oh hells , i can't lose you. i dread the thought. If i die , so be it but please do not make me responsible for your end."

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hellooo just wanted to drop in & say that I might be mostly over on Will for the time being. if I'm here you'll find me on my sideblog @korgosse as I'll be screaming there when the new season airs next week 👀👀

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if you have positive words to spare I’d really appreciate them ❤️

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btw I’m FINALLY watching the original a.vatar show at the ripe age of 26 fjfkdndmdmdl