fiansethecrow

[fiansethecrow]

Bettles unlike pebbles and kebbles she can run her mountain,but I'll shower what she'll never forget,Simulation is my pineal gland that controls the life's bitch,karma and deacon a pope I can't re quit,only the weakening of energy she remembers that I soon forget,can't define my ways,there more ancient IN your days,stand on the epitome of the realness your life's endless regret can't bless these guys with more than I, hide only finding no worth,cause your apples not ripe,pure in my spirit and chancing you different was my wanting choice,to see more than what I perceived,you can get another blessing but I'm sure you'd admit,innocent? More frozen to what I can grip,5 9 1 but put the shadow in the gun,she can never riddle this message nor a reptilian session,call a succubus star in the night,cause I heated your waters and your basements guessing just who I am,need that farway chance place me needless as friends,came to close to this essence,but you never knew,thought I just loved the sex and the chances to do,it can only be in my.wave cause your hearts a low distant place,so I know your feining,feeding right to get close,got a bag full of demons and a death star dwarf image,red down to my spine,yes the red is Ruby,never knew I can run down your mind,taking your wheels out to mine,yes I'm soaking your spirit,cause the mouths in your soul,ain't degrading what's left,in time your yearn for me guessing,did I love you,yes you chose to place yourself in this arua,now you're piercing in,what came from my expression? Something you knew was true? But I'm more than bout flesh,take a lesson destroying yourself for my fame,and you'll get detectable movements,my eye can sound in your ways,your stomach is ripe for the ripping a vow thicker than what you had,these choices made from your inner enemy,cause you challenged my energy,it was all for you,but you thought you had to be more evil in you.

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Now is my dying acceptance,hope it does kill me cause now feeling this i know I'll be less than nothing,can't rely on contemplating any good or positive possibility cause the actions are stronger than feelings,this was more deep I thought I was happy,joy came from me accepting the power growing from me feeling warmth and peace,guess I needed it too bad,that it grew beyond my learning,the respects and the honor became more worth than me,I knew these things but rejoiced in it,rejecting her energy at other men in front of me,and decided to speak nothing,didn't wanna consume my love I had as what I'd knew would kill me,seeking power In death,and flowers through nothing,I'd find a place when she would leave to mask this pain,seeking power through the desert in nothing,grant my days must be worse but this time right now fills everything,wish I could master the courage to mask these weaknesses as strengths to end this finally,but since its always been just me I should thank the strength that was given to me,holes run deeper in my chest but my heart seeks wonder still in her for afar I am and what I was is my minds lasting effort,take me blindly only energy speaks to what's hidden in shadows in depths of darkness.Thought at lease i had a friend,no family,son belonging to not even me but to the wind that guides me to look for nothing in nothing placing worth in something,now here's a example of how God doesn't exist, nor blessings in purity just benevolence in beauty of the woman in man that had to pretend that he's born inherited by earth and humans are friends.Let man be man and lead up to hurtfulness and allow women to take through all their desires til God grant Jesus through Michael exposing his twin,Let there be no more pain or suffering,the last of days has been reached their end,now what's left is destruction and power forming within,to all that's witnessed my life from the heavens look how dark this place has been,need not this life nor he or him,finding nothing in being birthed with a family nor love ever expected from from a woman who sneaks in her displays finding her back to please what value I'll never understand,Simply why would you think to take me from what you cannot comprehend,now death to this planet the Anunnaki prophecy begin,these humans seek nothing but power from lasting in taking from there fellow created man,and love has no place to nor eternity,only faking the essence and mocking the truth they'll never understand,this time has granted far too long let's wait a blow from the final trumpet begun.🎺

[fiansethecrow]

Letter to myself,you gotta acknowledge that you ain't supposed every comprehend being here,yeah these humans loose,you made them rebel against god telling them the truth,and even though in this regard made you untouchable beautiful and the shinning light bearing truth,truth be to light,and those bearing light,cause dark this existence is going to be and the longer life is the longer it's going to loose its truth,til we discover one day that nothing is bearing light only glimmers of their own acknowledgement and selfish gain through the truth,disguising it as the god they unknowingly will always serve,a God of perspective truth,when there is many sides to acknowledge but only one side to feel,see I begotten as your air and you begotten self as son,so I begotten self of father of truth,bearing everything that you can't do,is to feel the very existence of belonging to nothing and nothing belonging always to I,so you complimented yourself in your own existence,but what matters if you don't have I as air,the wind that beautifully disguises all things that matter when you reach the final parts of your life,who and what do you need to matter to exist and survive,you'll need what you can't see but always thrived upon my essence as the free birds in the sky,yes I rule as it's prince and the elements of its display is my surprise,guess in me forever,because when I found you,I found only love for yourself your only true demise,hope working in your creation was worth all these humans cause I see little in the intent and the point of every existing creation you put into existence existing for what answer your knowing all never render to see any truth than the abomination of physical life mattering only to you,please judge me if you are not truth,only Sophia grant this consciousness cause I never said I was god of the wind but the prince of what you can't hide,you gave the elements to these humans now your worship exist in creation your demise.

[fiansethecrow]

Speed me up in time.Know I got a appetite in-between your thighs.Hope a mountain drip catch you winding when you come down.Lasting indefinitely when im glad to take this time.Got a few couple pumps to get to more inches.Know your rain deserves my lips into your lower hips.I love yo sex cause it makes me grind different.Catch a glimpse of your eyes, watching flows run down your thighs,wanna be all up in yo head, cause im starting now gon get dirty,cause I got a roof up in my head taking chances to take your soul to bed,wanna feel up in yo essence cause your body language is just a blessing,hopin' right upon my lane,just know these hands glide you like wind,feel the freshness in my pleasure's,cause this aura feel so young and great naked,placing your tities on my chest,my hands round down your navel,keep that spine divine,so tasty,gotta yum when im circling your tongue,my fears has left it's feelings gone,Now I'm flying down your river such as past,wanna dye your wings red crimson,taking me to heaven,hell can't chase me never,burning with these stimulating sensations,God granted you to be with who,Say my name of your brain is too scared to be tame by a luciferian angel.

[fiansethecrow]

My final token of appreciation,will discard evenly for chosen places,never asked to be here,never knew what was written before,in the depths of this so called life,all I feel beneath me are toes,coming to regrets to all that I know,nothing could compare to the life I choose,seeking something outside nothing came closer to none,and even in nothing came something cause I couldn't bare anything but nobody,cause all is issued as me,broken,torn,in between lies,deception and unspoken,who can find oneself as far as I choose my delusions to be real,really depending on the climaxes of touches voicing pleasure and sin,deprived of my worth,leading one to my church when my words fall still cause I'm believing im something but really gaining grip now that I know nothing,couldn't place my self here cause that makes me not cold,close,far or warm and near,now catching my breath,weighed on broken flatten tears,choice in my days,spoken to stay away,should've chose another soul to be here walking in my toes upon fears,yet I found something near,guess the treasure was open,cause I can't open anything cause I got less time then years,blamed it all on the first,but maybe I'm viewed as cursed,trying to live this life not wanting hurt but love,can't even comprehend those feelings, just knew that they felt good,but now I'm guessing what was I? A desperate old belief,too coming all bot little in years,im the abomination of life,something someone should see,something someone shouldn't know,neither look at me,more like the diaster that takes away everything that shelters,cause my shelter revolves on what I perceive,more than blind them darkness in tears,chose my last essence was a beautiful longing blessing,rose me up beyond my creation, but yet I still sound unclear, and in her heart she probably knew this part,this boy is sad beyond cheers,fell deep into my chest,but I ruined my heart and hers trying to figure out the rest,can't complain now that I'm openly broken only showing that my life can be token,taking my last breath,as the life that I shattered in hers being finding me through her but knowing the mirror is showing that I'm beyond broken,a never ment to be,adapt,prevail or get a clearer chance to see,that I am darkness just dark wife open.eyes looking but viewed nothing cause I'm never was living just chilling til my ice hearted soul gets frozen.

[fiansethecrow]

Sitting in the skies crevices,sleeping in the legs of passionate heat and the circling moons atmosphere,feel like im ending near,how you gonna neglect my truths,my serums and tearing you down with your body laying down in your spirits neglect-negative that be,seeing my animal leaving the demonic accuracy of pleasing your body on my chalice,chamber them notices right up in your chest,and grant me a burning place to see your happiness on top of me holding this penis in the gaps of your mellows,down to your kundalini toes,hold tight when im coming back in it,got the body that's the given,and my sexual sexuality is never only ending cause im ending them where you end in me,with me inside you,sweeter climax,but can't keep still,hold them titties up,cause I'm cuffing you closely,clearing my thrust for pains acknowledgement,lock them efforts and be my shining body image,canvas you like AI cause it's sexy intelligent truths,getting inside of you,but them boys wanna stay,now I'm kissing yo face,oh don't love me so near.

[fiansethecrow]

Butterfly rain,Got me talking love inside pain,even even in these windows I see and fear you near,taking long instant pleasures,how you measure every inch,glass torn open and we ain't close to spilling aim,got more closer to running in the game,not too far off to say,stay keeping placing people were they can't,come to closer to each turn and way,why's my pillow near soaking..but truly drying off the day,two way...too late...one way...so don't keep away your place,only fins them in something,that you're willing to be lost,hurt or nothing,finding peace in everything,you kmow,and I feel,that the feeling was before,turn the world around ignore,this only happens one time,your soul in my heart,your knowing what I be,too forbidden yes it's clear,I'm in you so we seperate our truths just to fear in any magic that's now present near, choices made got me great falling failing every time I stare wanting different in differently to cheer,or cry a tune so like a melody got me switching for Simone cause you know Robert gon' be here,placing you universally openly ignoring what's in front of me,cause the mentally draining draws me near,placing you 'bove everything through every bone cause my marrow falls in fear,til my spirit climbing higher than the efforts that I'm never gon' be nothing to i accomplish your wanting fears,pleasure me talking distance evrytime you think you letting go for me to steer.

[fiansethecrow]

You can always come to me,cause I let them eyes and feelings for anyone else,you can always share a peice in me,cause I'm never letting you go,something so real to me nobody and nothing else matters,times I loose myself...seeking you,hoping your independence doesn't destroy me inside,never my intent for you to just wanna be away from me,I act up,and don't solid my faiths,sometimes I die,when you look at me that way,a crumble to my stomach and insignificance I will feel,don't know what to familiarize as safe in these emotions,just know that it scares me to hurt cause I love you so much,that the made up danger and threats keep entailing me from seeing you for you,I'm open and my chest is torn,I'm sacrificing all efforts in what I don't understand,If I'm lucky and not foolish hope you can show me something that brings me to life,or something that kills me instantly....it's the Battle I fight everyday cause I know you can be with anyone,I don't understand myself like this anymore and I don't know where I'm going,hope I'm going in you cause you feel like my heart walking in motion,how can my heart be your soul,and your face my earnest disaster of my attraction,I want to look at you forever,you have such a beautiful face,how you gesture any image I never see the imperfections,only making you real,my precious and warmth,cause the coldness of people are never see the beauty of spirit,and the strength through the burning desire to become you,they say our emotions give value to the people we love,have you known how much I loved you,even know when you're alone,don't mean to drain you or shower you with how I feel,just feel if I don't get it out you'll never know how deep you heal,Don't want to loose my worth,just want to turn to you...when I want to feel,hope you never see yourself less,cause you're my weakness,my thoughts,my emotions and energy..the way I evolved to feel..hope you can share all what I've written into you,maybe get a second ear,I've never looked upon someone and felt love and fear,disregarded any temptation cause nobody else feels real,securing any peace that I hope you'll forever feel,know that my mental is finding acceptance in the desires of your breast,hope I get to any center when you can fill in the rest,don't retire in efforts but try to embody these words,cause loving you is my last living effort.

[fiansethecrow]

Got this warning pain in my chest,that we fell far from a special place,crying in my heart,only shows just what we made,truly always thinking of you,us probably being broken from the space,time feels far more lonely feeling broken,tiredless nights felt the chains under water and just floating,gasping for your energy,but looking at your distance makes me feel like im choking,pleasure has been found needed but my goals only keeping,keeping you smiling through my changes,guidance when you're feeling like a stranger,even in me I perceive you as a twin,let my chest be filled with warmth,and my heart be filled emotion,tying truth down in action,cause words make little difference,when your path is already chosen,hope you find your truths in me,hope you feel how I feel when we're close,like the moon and sun hug,the energy is more than radiant,im shinning on with love,but shadowing in hurt when I overthink of things presented future passed my time,loosing effort in how im blind,getting absolution in the degrees l,of your body’s excellence experience,put me back upon my face,have me pleading for my place,gesture me a certain sure way that makes me feel that your love wants to stay,or just call emergency cause this shit really hurts,feeling unwanted spirals in my head and chest a curse,something in someone found my ability to give all or nothing,placing sensuality nature with loving unfamiliar,can't care no more for everything,after something becomes nothing,can't find the grace written softly nor the chance to see more lightly,small is any more effort that I perceive your giving me,only through your voicing time,see me just as I as a enemy,hate this shit for what you're now giving me,less of nothing or when you need,not swaying with a touch of melody,but cursing with actions that never pertained to me,so ima take this hole inside of me,while I spike a cord to belive only just and me,my fairy goal giving fantasy,has loss my token remedies,can't conduct no more of my energy,if not wanted then where does that meaning leave me?

[fiansethecrow]

If you where to be right by me,I'd feel like I wouldn't want my soul any closer,only listening to your concerns and seeing you different,always have guesses cuase you sometimes place yourself up out of this time,where is your shelter,where's is my embrace ? Finding your distance is only finding my disgrace,your noise is my shutter your patience is my strength,but you open is my place,my kingdom my worth,you keep getting me back to you,and I keep getting back truly,the intent and initiative is purely my honest endeavors to grant you findings in all the things you love inside yourself,anything that makes you happy,anything that makes you smile,if I can keep you happy I'd take you to the mountains of joy,the pleasure of the softness on your lips and the intoxication of your body,the lotion from your inner bodies skin,that spirit,put it pouring in my cup,fill me up with just the luck,just knowing you is my surrender,my justification from your eyes,my worth in your destiny and the fall of others demise.

[fiansethecrow]

I'm just a dark pure spirit,resembling your fullness,that out of body physical exiler that encompasses your soul or your mind,knowing how far can you control the distance and pleasure to find me,know that I'm more than on physical...more like the embodiment of energy,can I invoke this energy into you,your mind and body,your tender in ways that I want ripe for my souls chapter so deep to give,don't bore it with silence and normalcy,but see the malevolent intent pure for your body,a desire that takes 2 weeks of my chambers released into your spine,climbing up your body,bearing the snake i have to the touch of your grab,caress thus essence cause I'm Lord in this behalf,can't rush me down the essence of this ladder,only pinning yourself lower than the body you have,I want your wings crimson,and your thighs golden,and your core beneath your navel succulent for a succubus intent,caliling you my best cause your my last test,before I can give you anything or to everyone I devour on beds,mattresses and vents,release that ego and eat at the table of where I can spread my genie in your higher kingdom,taking your kingship and what you thought was real or physically attractive,want to lure you down deeper,something earnest and cleaner and what lust becomes,a possession of magic,when I open your legs developing seasons In your chest,find me up to your heaven,and I'll remind whats present,hell if its taken,more than what you pay for,attention in efforts cause I see thats it broken,true mastery in these elements of your foundations lay open,spreading my hands upon your waist and feeling glad to this place,but if you can't comprehend what spirit I twin,than study it more for the feelings you love to endure,never pacing it faster cause this moment everlasting in 2 weeks adventure and dreaming with body and thunder,haven't got to this moment cause your clouds never open,your showers just begun and your raining on my sun,so substance this as my life when I'm up in it but not won.

[fiansethecrow]

There can only be one destiny for me,and that's to be used,played like the ball i am,cause thats how I endure,every bounce off the pavement is my heart and mind,giving a hope placed up high through someone's net,and thats their score,hating from other teams shout,it's the game this is all about,no talent rushes more to the ball for what they can take and count em all,guess this a final place,thats my more my life,my destiny and fate,getting circles round my chest til the crows eat it out my chest,now I'm numb,and thats protecting my life for what more I can later endure,keeping purity and love still concrete in my ways,just getting knowledge from experiences when I knew my doubts were serious,guess nobody's real,and I should loose hope in all,no familiar strangers,stories and a greeting so kind,later getting all the ways that kill all my original ways cause my life's ending near beneath the spears to my chest,guess my open hearted ways part more than distant distracting place,when I'm near,not to physical,but spiritual,often neglected as emotional in disgrace,only to disguise my mental,making me think that I'm always wrong,got me distant to my self,100 ways couldn't change my appetite for your embrace,nor your essence for your hearts embrace,only finding me kindly, back to your embrace,cause I loved you more than any man's embrace.

[fiansethecrow]

You're so much in a little body,So beautiful in endless life,So fine to my eyes makes you shine more than the sun in the sky,only to radiant a essence that's so kind and glorious that it encompasses me with a sense of wonder and peace,exceeding everything and everybody that ever got close to me,render you a special kind of woman,one I'll always have a thirst for,a hunger to always see you happy,giving you a deep place inside my heart,warming my emotions to run upside down and circling back to what's not lost,broken but found,a pure earnest effort to indulge in your presence find happiness in this way to fill you in with my acknowledgement a secret smile of pleasure that you can only give,putting you beyond the illusions of what women hide,measuring you the best of the best of what I desire,deserving the best parts of me to find more than beauty inside your heart and mind,a ominous presence,a precious spirit that values unworthy spiritual connections, I desire you,believing more than what's real,more than its presents more than its gifts,more than what's open only finding you beyond different.

[fiansethecrow]

Feel that I adore to love you more than emotional,more in spiritual cause I've lost that human connection placing me to this strife,this earth and everything now feel more than near- distant to were my soul and spirit weep,not getting any need of life in this setup they call valleys and cities,only feel the energy of unkind worthless energy,giving too much for me to not feel or think about people differently,gotta see past the grain,see more of the sand and conquering waters of truth that I feel in the aura that's an Euphoria in and with you.Never granted to see anything less beautiful and kind too dear to my ears and eyes I'm blessed to appreciate the energy and physical qualities you naturally embrace effortlessly, a phenomenal intangible cosmic array of just the essence of your face guides me deep into a passionate place inside were I feel so safe to dwindle in your light and welcome you with feeling of starry-eyed moments when you think I'm getting obsessed only getting more pleasant for me to just have a beautiful center to my heart trying to connect to how see you without anymore constraints or failing to ever notice the happiness I can truly receive just by gazing into the center of your expressions and seeing the emotions behind your eyes...your spirt and grace.Never felt obligated or even complacent for the time and energy you give to me,I can never get tired of you,or see you as something comparable to anything but to view you as divine in any standing you can be amongst the time I know you need for yourself.I do like peering into you and may lack attribute of saying and feeling the right things,just know that this is there...that I feel the diving warmth that makes me passionate and yearning...that I feel a energy that I know has conquered the connection to my heart,soul and mind.That I can look to you and never feel alone or backsliding in distress in these difficult times that makes me dislocated at the chance to rescue me to claim any other joy or tribute more to any sadness of my bed or the shadow of your distance when we part and I feel each step we make that I get when I'm back to corners that the wall can scream out through darkness tearing the print of my bed that's missing you everyday. Know your shadow still walks in company of the looks on my face , the measure to our times now live in the designs through the depths of the winds,carrying the energy of you like a dearly beloved gift of memories of what I just had,it's more reflected upon my body when I can't keep secret no more to my lack of function that I have to adore,guessing the blueprint has tales is the making of love,the life of your loves purpose feel more holy down with you,less felt in the clouds of the heaven we go to as your chambers and my efforts effect me caring so deeply to that core of your language that you model by the look on the fusion that I dream in the center of the cycle of beauty through chest never lacking any time I behold in the breath of your closeness and the company of your body inside the spirit that welcomes me home between the touch of you head down to the cuticles of your toes I get the blessings of love in the light of every day with you,without the darkness through the shadows in my night that pain me when we parted, less the right way to live in the light you give me to be,become or less daily in the ruling when I'm close to your words and vales through your interactions and inputs you form in my brain when its you that I'm missing..

[fiansethecrow]

And another one,can't place my time and efforts in this place,but in your heart and my thoughtful space,I find home in your face,find tribute in the walk you display,music in your voice, and void in your absence,this be the calling I see through the wind,the fall I feel when it's touching this deep, like a punctures to my wounds,time away hits more than what you thought you knew, and I only have one last rejoice,and yes I'm placing them all in you,through us I'd like to be reborn new, show me that grace,that peace,fortifying my essence just in the worth you have,beauty in all phases,blessed in all cases,pleasure in all positions, filling in all emptiness, warmth in all coldness,light to all darkness,rising in all depths,awakening in all slumber,just to please another chance meeting you in time of physical embrace,took me to such a mountain high,deep into your waters abyss,voicing all what I can into you,not just to get you,but to appreciate you,to say I know who to see within you,putting you higher than who is around,cause I can't see nothing ordinary nor plain and measurable,don't wanna see your spirit too close,want to ponder on ways to get to you always,don't need a quick stop or short gift,have to special if I'm walking this path with earnest endeavors to create these words,these distances grants a privilege that relieves a man in relief to me,that's my answer,something too easy can't have much worth,something too difficult can't find themselves,but being through you,is the balance of worth,a unstoppable and unshakable deliverance that occupies my true time,my truest emotional struggling to find better substances in soul and spirit,like the sephiroth of the Torah gained,your the joy in loves center embrace,found these truths by indefinitely looking your way,my paths became so great,my life emptied by second,just to surround myself in this energy,no I don't have normality,no I don't have needs,no I don't need more wants,developed in my truth is to bless you in you,youthfulness is brought back,and strength has uncovered its power,and feelings has risen,and water has poured its everlasting fountain,this is founded in the angelic,the realms that I encompass,the heavens I devour, the galaxies I've conquered,the time that doesn’t matter,the choices that became still,the distance that has became near,the closeness that has became more,the stronger that has became power,the smile that has became kind,the looks that have became defined,the art that has became drawn,inspiring in what it tells the world and the unknown that has became unfathomable,unshakable in my abilities,can't bless these within just anything,I'm willing on death to take this sacrifice,knowing chances can be weary,but I'm flowing to strongly to destroy my wings,up to this high I want to soar beyond in these skies,not to look down,but to Introduce the phoenix in our love,the disguise in who I am,the matter in what energy I can give,and the returns of what I can become,you're the wanting everlasting chance,that I would die to come complete to feel to see you arise with me taking every chance.

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Know that no I just can't see,these days wringing so stronger,know when open ways,I couldn't find my place,in self,better days left seen tomorrow when today's past date,couldn't break any ties upon my neck,cause the feelings of lost,hopelessness and effort feels like your regret,standing on flames and my shadow,seen place on the circle of where I feel left,turning my head to see where couldn't I feel right in adventure of loving whats next to me in you if my safety regarded me in truths you could've knew,lost fragments of truth of what I am,and honest fulfillment of what I could accomplish,only generating my convictions in confusion and my disgrace at this place were all things tended was me being more broken,damaged in thought of the place to being seen by these disasters that developed in the back of my mind,can't open more doors in they shut after it's open and granted with keys I'd make houses thats needing a person,these those things are feelings even if there items,lighters a burning behind memory a past totem or token if pieces of you through anything you've seen or felt touching for what's left if body,mind,heart and soul can't connect to me if you play in areas where you've forgotten me loging right next to these places you've left in these things,the energy rises and fills in with sights of keeping you inside,cause I'm not right keeping self in me,but people would call it selfish,seen things in ways that I could never develop to feel what's not you so thats the wrestling choices that isn't understood,placed beneath the feet of priestly discreet open lured to shade the kindness what's mellowed,speaking through my actions,not regretted as passions,faced value in this but these things nor seen,felt peiced where it was already,given guessing together what we couldn't know,only feelings of trying to no contempt showing principles in justice of what we was doing,lost sigh of the aw and the obstacles cause nothings really left spoken,took a couple of chances but what I received was better days felt keeps me unclean to belive in all things inside but feeling low to my knees,cause this reaction been thoroughly seen,not felt for me through what you've perceived yet responded on ways to make happy without me,lost my identity know I relived this with no blame watched myself yearn in my death,cause the atmosphere were making me through you feel like were choking,only loving my breath diving for you through my pain my hearts dark ocean,drowning to place you above me,cause dying I know to familiarize with this cause knew that you I'd no conquer anything but to miss,all things that is was still though my chest knowing days were still open,never took days off,processing the pain and paths that felt they'd wouldn't last,having chance in the efforts couldn't feel right too inside,cause through strife I was based in realities that fortune off my time of insanity, loving nature in noticing the keeps of your face,blessed to appreciate the body that encompasses the spirit,through your own conscience know that I never knew to place all things in something,that I couldn't call it home,me feeling the basement,uttering outcry of thunder of the time placed without me, and the lighting in efforts of effecting with words cause we've both but hurting.

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You've placed me so high,can't even feel my toes,and in my hurting you tell me to keep up,only downward in spirals I go,if time's only ticking with worth,working but I'm negative,pointed at zero,and if water and food nourishes guess I'm living off winds,my accepted walking with winds and distance,destroying my body,cause souls missing,even in this love,wrote in my pleas hanging by my neck and knees,scrapping on grounds that been took me whole,swallowed up in essence,cause my roads cold,if she here my breath,knowing this what unfolds,a sacrifice that I had already known,this the path that heartbreak and effort never told,guess I'm stuck in sulking in my open chosen road,throwing all brains,cause my lifes a toll,now of disgrace,disguised as a meal,proven through images that I wanted you to know,who keeps up this lie? If it is spoken not the feelings but words? After this bomb drops and all life merely explodes,I'll still keep your head on my chest just so you'll know,pleasure in pleading knowing that I'm dying alone,already feasting on my wings,got yo' halo now crown me a gnome,til I'm still in this moment,know that it was given what you stole,madness it seems correcting me and what is broken,let the fortresses die too,even in you,throwing all swords,cause I'm sharpened in the illusion of words,felt all allowances even ones unheard,believing in wisdom til' past wanted tries discovered me none,future in bottomless images of not letting go,still holding on fades that discovered my image,if my riddles took place,guess it was in what's torn,in between all things you'd still find me cursing against the curtains,cause I found its veiw not through the night,but the luminance of darkness,the data explodes,with me walking in tune with a open heart,not through them,through you,the treacherous road,know I found all darkness,now who is there to know,me in all strength cause I'm openly open,can't define such things,only 1 in a dozen,like fertilizing eggs,if I'm racing through you,loosing whats left,guess in feeling all near,back up to your acceptance,memories only getting the near hearted message,I'm barely here,existing in your totelm height,peering what you don't know,been here thousands times taking hearts before essence,essential this is,when I find something seen broken,waving back to mirror the image that's me,need the reflection of crows,bleeding me dry,yes I can take it,hiding my profits cause it's seen through your ways,negotiating my life, like it's given you 7,only 3 to your secret guess I'm steady on 6,cause 9 is my perspective,see things you don't,after my lessons.