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learning how to drive in america is like a fucking saw trap.

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i am tired of making these posts but i need help again. i'm sorry.

i'm a twenty-year-old jewish trans man. i am too physically disabled to work, and both of my parents are retired and surviving primarily off of SSI.

unfortunately, my mother has stage 2 small-cell lung cancer and stage 3 non-small-cell lung cancer. (message me or send me an ask off of anonymous for proof of my claims.) according to her oncologist, she has approximately one year left to live. her condition cannot be cured — her passing can only be postponed.

we are trying to make that final year a comfortable one for her, but it's hard when we're so financially strained. chemotherapy and radiation severely affect a cancer patient's appetite and sense of taste, and tend to cause terrible nausea, so she's very, very picky about her food. eating the wrong thing at the wrong time makes her sick. she has specific cravings that appear and disappear on a whim and it is crucial that i am able to afford the select few foods she's able and willing to eat. she's losing a lot of weight, and watching her wither away hurts my heart.

please help me so that i can help my mother; i love her more than i have ever loved any other earthly being or thing. i am again asking for around $100 for groceries to ensure that she eats, and an additional $50 for transportation if it's possible, but that's nowhere near as important as feeding her.

any and all donations are appreciated and helpful even if it is literally only one dollar. please don't hesitate to contribute because "it isn't enough to matter." every cent matters. reblogs are also appreciated. thank you so much, and i'm so sorry i've been such a burdensome presence on here lately. you've all been very kind to me and patient with me and i love you.

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$0 / $100 or ideally $150

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not only does fluttershy smoke weed, the first time she did was at a party one of the other ponies brought her to. she was passed the bong and weakly said “oh… sorry. i don’t smoke, i’ll cough and it’ll be really embarrassing.”

other ponies are like “nah you can do it! we won’t laugh!” and then she was like “ohh… okay…” and then just took the fattest bong rip, held it for 3 seconds, exhaled. everyone is in shock. she then does a weak little not-even cough and goes “ohh… i knew it… and now you’re all staring at me :(” and runs away

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i am tired of making these posts but i need help again. i'm sorry.

i'm a twenty-year-old jewish trans man. i am too physically disabled to work, and both of my parents are retired and surviving primarily off of SSI.

unfortunately, my mother has stage 2 small-cell lung cancer and stage 3 non-small-cell lung cancer. (message me or send me an ask off of anonymous for proof of my claims.) according to her oncologist, she has approximately one year left to live. her condition cannot be cured — her passing can only be postponed.

we are trying to make that final year a comfortable one for her, but it's hard when we're so financially strained. chemotherapy and radiation severely affect a cancer patient's appetite and sense of taste, and tend to cause terrible nausea, so she's very, very picky about her food. eating the wrong thing at the wrong time makes her sick. she has specific cravings that appear and disappear on a whim and it is crucial that i am able to afford the select few foods she's able and willing to eat. she's losing a lot of weight, and watching her wither away hurts my heart.

please help me so that i can help my mother; i love her more than i have ever loved any other earthly being or thing. i am again asking for around $100 for groceries to ensure that she eats, and an additional $50 for transportation if it's possible, but that's nowhere near as important as feeding her.

any and all donations are appreciated and helpful even if it is literally only one dollar. please don't hesitate to contribute because "it isn't enough to matter." every cent matters. reblogs are also appreciated. thank you so much, and i'm so sorry i've been such a burdensome presence on here lately. you've all been very kind to me and patient with me and i love you.

$st4rc4ndy on c.ashapp

st4rc4ndy on v.enmo

i don't have p.aypal

$0 / $100 or ideally $150

[fiendblooded]

i am tired of making these posts but i need help again. i'm sorry.

i'm a twenty-year-old jewish trans man. i am too physically disabled to work, and both of my parents are retired and surviving primarily off of SSI.

unfortunately, my mother has stage 2 small-cell lung cancer and stage 3 non-small-cell lung cancer. (message me or send me an ask off of anonymous for proof of my claims.) according to her oncologist, she has approximately one year left to live. her condition cannot be cured — her passing can only be postponed.

we are trying to make that final year a comfortable one for her, but it's hard when we're so financially strained. chemotherapy and radiation severely affect a cancer patient's appetite and sense of taste, and tend to cause terrible nausea, so she's very, very picky about her food. eating the wrong thing at the wrong time makes her sick. she has specific cravings that appear and disappear on a whim and it is crucial that i am able to afford the select few foods she's able and willing to eat. she's losing a lot of weight, and watching her wither away hurts my heart.

please help me so that i can help my mother; i love her more than i have ever loved any other earthly being or thing. i am again asking for around $100 for groceries to ensure that she eats, and an additional $50 for transportation if it's possible, but that's nowhere near as important as feeding her.

any and all donations are appreciated and helpful even if it is literally only one dollar. please don't hesitate to contribute because "it isn't enough to matter." every cent matters. reblogs are also appreciated. thank you so much, and i'm so sorry i've been such a burdensome presence on here lately. you've all been very kind to me and patient with me and i love you.

$st4rc4ndy on c.ashapp

st4rc4ndy on v.enmo

i don't have p.aypal

$0 / $100 or ideally $150

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also, while i'm here,

Tibalt, Wicked Tormentor (Alchemy)

6/10. i have mixed feelings on this one. it gets him right! everything is there! but it's also... not him. he is causing chaos and reveling in it but every time we've seen him prior he has been causing chaos through guile, not wanton destruction. he does not go in and burn things down himself as if he's some kind of destructive powerhouse. in particular it makes me think about the art for Rakish Instigator. that's a similar piece in that he is clearly at the head of some major carnage, but in that piece he is striking a pose and reveling in the carnage as others do it for him. he is responsible for the carnage because he set up the circumstances for it to happen, not because he himself burned it all down, which i think is much more inline with his character. he is not a Wildfire Devil, he is the one that set them loose. i also feel like he is too exaggerated in his reveling. his facial expression is just too much. i think this is the only expression where he is so overjoyed with chaos and pain that he opens his mouth as if cackling over it. where is his iconic grin??? also he has pupils 👎

rating most depictions of tibalt in mtg

Tibalt, the Fiend-Blooded (Avacyn Restored)

7/10. it's a good piece, it includes his tail and his smoke magic (forgotten in some later depictions), my only gripe really is that it feels a bit too serious? there's a bit of drama missing from this piece that later depictions capture better. also, his goatee is almost the same color as his skin which weirds me out a little considering the hair on his head is clearly brown.

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Tibalt, Rakish Instigator (Promo Alt)

8/10. i am not partial to this depiction of tibalt but i have to give it its due for being very faithful to him. we have smoke magic and his forked tail, and his pose is certainly dramatic enough for him. he seems to have a penchant for being high up with one leg raised looking over the carnage. personally it's not my favorite. it's the face in particular that does it in for me, he is too conventionally pretty. i think his face has a lot of his character in it and that character is lost when he's made into a kind of generic (albeit demonic) anime boy. ultimately though that's not going to keep me from giving it a good grade for overall getting him right

unfortunately i do not :( that post is from almost a year ago, and at that point i had already had the image just sitting on my computer for years. i gave it a cursory search to see if i could find it as easily as i did originally but i did not find the source. i apologize

rating most depictions of tibalt in mtg

Tibalt, the Fiend-Blooded (Avacyn Restored)

7/10. it's a good piece, it includes his tail and his smoke magic (forgotten in some later depictions), my only gripe really is that it feels a bit too serious? there's a bit of drama missing from this piece that later depictions capture better. also, his goatee is almost the same color as his skin which weirds me out a little considering the hair on his head is clearly brown.

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i am tired of making these posts but i need help again. i'm sorry.

i'm a twenty-year-old jewish trans man. i am too physically disabled to work, and both of my parents are retired and surviving primarily off of SSI.

unfortunately, my mother has stage 2 small-cell lung cancer and stage 3 non-small-cell lung cancer. (message me or send me an ask off of anonymous for proof of my claims.) according to her oncologist, she has approximately one year left to live. her condition cannot be cured — her passing can only be postponed.

we are trying to make that final year a comfortable one for her, but it's hard when we're so financially strained. chemotherapy and radiation severely affect a cancer patient's appetite and sense of taste, and tend to cause terrible nausea, so she's very, very picky about her food. eating the wrong thing at the wrong time makes her sick. she has specific cravings that appear and disappear on a whim and it is crucial that i am able to afford the select few foods she's able and willing to eat. she's losing a lot of weight, and watching her wither away hurts my heart.

please help me so that i can help my mother; i love her more than i have ever loved any other earthly being or thing. i am again asking for around $100 for groceries to ensure that she eats, and an additional $50 for transportation if it's possible, but that's nowhere near as important as feeding her.

any and all donations are appreciated and helpful even if it is literally only one dollar. please don't hesitate to contribute because "it isn't enough to matter." every cent matters. reblogs are also appreciated. thank you so much, and i'm so sorry i've been such a burdensome presence on here lately. you've all been very kind to me and patient with me and i love you.

$st4rc4ndy on c.ashapp

st4rc4ndy on v.enmo

i don't have p.aypal

$0 / $100 or ideally $150

[fiendblooded]

i am tired of making these posts but i need help again. i'm sorry.

i'm a twenty-year-old jewish trans man. i am too physically disabled to work, and both of my parents are retired and surviving primarily off of SSI.

unfortunately, my mother has stage 2 small-cell lung cancer and stage 3 non-small-cell lung cancer. (message me or send me an ask off of anonymous for proof of my claims.) according to her oncologist, she has approximately one year left to live. her condition cannot be cured — her passing can only be postponed.

we are trying to make that final year a comfortable one for her, but it's hard when we're so financially strained. chemotherapy and radiation severely affect a cancer patient's appetite and sense of taste, and tend to cause terrible nausea, so she's very, very picky about her food. eating the wrong thing at the wrong time makes her sick. she has specific cravings that appear and disappear on a whim and it is crucial that i am able to afford the select few foods she's able and willing to eat. she's losing a lot of weight, and watching her wither away hurts my heart.

please help me so that i can help my mother; i love her more than i have ever loved any other earthly being or thing. i am again asking for around $100 for groceries to ensure that she eats, and an additional $50 for transportation if it's possible, but that's nowhere near as important as feeding her.

any and all donations are appreciated and helpful even if it is literally only one dollar. please don't hesitate to contribute because "it isn't enough to matter." every cent matters. reblogs are also appreciated. thank you so much, and i'm so sorry i've been such a burdensome presence on here lately. you've all been very kind to me and patient with me and i love you.

$st4rc4ndy on c.ashapp

st4rc4ndy on v.enmo

i don't have p.aypal

$0 / $100 or ideally $150

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i honestly dont know why i post anything to this blog. nobody has interacted with me in genuinely years. i am effectively completely alone here

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my night be so fine and then boom!!! dysphoria bc i have hair on my hands

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At the end of my rope and it keeps getting longer like some sort of clown handkerchief bit?

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no animal was harmed during the making of this video. not one. for the few minutes that we were shooting film, the guns of each hunter fell silent. the industrial bolt throwers observed a moment's peace and the jaws of every predator hung softly open. no fish bit any hook and the bait worms held off on drowning only until the cameras stopped. the tails of ruminants ceased to flick just as their attendant flies, in unison, landed on their flanks to catch their tiny breaths. a spider instantly stopped winding silk around a wasp, patiently waiting for the caesura to end. a young veterinarian paused with the syringe in their hand. somewhere, a colicky baby stopped biting its mother's nipple and nursed happily for the very first time. we're sorry. we're sorry it couldn't have been longer. we didn't know this would happen.

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stoned and autistic at a party trying to make conversation: I find the comparative lifespan of organisms so interesting. Spiders are comparatively long lived animals. Female black widows can live up to 3 years but their male counterparts rarely live four months. Some tarantulas live upwards of 20 years. The longest lived spider was around 43 years old when she was cruelly assassinated by a parasitic wasp. Domestic rats have a lifespan comparable to female black widows. To put things into perspective, there are spiders that remember a pre-pandemic world but it is likely every rat on earth was born post-COVID. There could be a spider out there born when Reagan was in office.

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Say what you will about 4chan, but it's really hard not to read "fwiw" as "folga wooga imoga womp"

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i am tired of making these posts but i need help again. i'm sorry.

i'm a twenty-year-old jewish trans man. i am too physically disabled to work, and both of my parents are retired and surviving primarily off of SSI.

unfortunately, my mother has stage 2 small-cell lung cancer and stage 3 non-small-cell lung cancer. (message me or send me an ask off of anonymous for proof of my claims.) according to her oncologist, she has approximately one year left to live. her condition cannot be cured — her passing can only be postponed.

we are trying to make that final year a comfortable one for her, but it's hard when we're so financially strained. chemotherapy and radiation severely affect a cancer patient's appetite and sense of taste, and tend to cause terrible nausea, so she's very, very picky about her food. eating the wrong thing at the wrong time makes her sick. she has specific cravings that appear and disappear on a whim and it is crucial that i am able to afford the select few foods she's able and willing to eat. she's losing a lot of weight, and watching her wither away hurts my heart.

please help me so that i can help my mother; i love her more than i have ever loved any other earthly being or thing. i am again asking for around $100 for groceries to ensure that she eats, and an additional $50 for transportation if it's possible, but that's nowhere near as important as feeding her.

any and all donations are appreciated and helpful even if it is literally only one dollar. please don't hesitate to contribute because "it isn't enough to matter." every cent matters. reblogs are also appreciated. thank you so much, and i'm so sorry i've been such a burdensome presence on here lately. you've all been very kind to me and patient with me and i love you.

$st4rc4ndy on c.ashapp

st4rc4ndy on v.enmo

i don't have p.aypal

$0 / $100 or ideally $150