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[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

I understand the concept of boundaries, Alec. I assure you I'm normally not this "clingy" as you put it. It's just brother/sister intuition, I guess, because I know in my gut that something is wrong with Simon. I can't shake the feeling... Don't you ever get feelings like that with your sister when something is wrong? {I mean, he kept telling me about his sister and with that the reminder of how much better he was at with this kind of stuff, but I was trying to get him to see things from my perspective. Seemed like a lost cause though because it was clear Alec saw me as clingy and overbearing. Would be best for the two of us to just part ways with each other now} For what it's worth, thanks, Alec. I know you didn't want to help me, but you did what you could, and I appreciate it. {I said as I gathered up my things and prepared to leave Simon's apartment. After shutting off the lights in his kitchen and living room area, I pulled his apartment door closed, and locked it behind me. A quiet sigh expelling from my lips as I saw another worried text from my mom... Sheesh, if Alec thought I was bad, he should see my mother. She's about a thousand times worse than I am with her clingyness. I thought to myself as I texted her to let her know I'd be dropping by her home shortly; intentionally leaving out any information on Simon since I didn't have any to give. At least nothing that wouldn't cause our mom even more stress and worry. I silently considered as I returned my phone to my purse after hitting send, and then I took the stairs toward the lobby of Simon's apartment building. Once I reached the lobby, I exited the building. There weren't any cabs anywhere in sight, so I opted just to walk the distance from here to my childhood home where I'd probably end up staying the night, so mom wouldn't be there by herself getting lost in her worries}

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

Excuse me? Not that it's any of your business but I do have friends of my own. I'm doing just fine in that area. Thanks. {I said dryly and through an eye roll before I continued} Secondly, I'm not expecting my brother to ask for my permission to go places or to stay out all night. I want him to enjoy his life and to live it to the fullest, but when he goes days on end without any word or contact, yes, that does give my big sister nature a reason to be concerned. {Why I felt the need to explain myself to this condescending jerk was beyond me. Frankly, I owed him no explanation} It's fine though. I'll figure it out on my own. I will handle my family the way that works for us, and you can feel free to do the same with yours. Trust me, you won't hear me telling you how I feel about you, or advising you on how you act and speak. I'd like to think I'm kinder than that. {I muttered out. Clearly I was beyond done with this jerk, and if I never saw him again after tonight, I'd be a-okay with that} Now, if you'll excuse me, I think I've monopolized enough of your time, so I should probably head home. Don't worry, no need to walk me home or anything... I certainly wouldn't want to come across as needy, clingy, or even more of a pain in the ass as you've already labeled me to be, so I will be perfectly fine hailing a cab once I'm outside, or even walking since it isn't far. {I shared with an audible breath as I grabbed my purse and keys; preparing to leave Simon's apartment. I didn't know what my next step would be to figure out where my brother was... I'd go to the police again but they weren't taking my claims seriously, and even Clary was very obviously dodging mine and my mom's calls and texts, so I'd need to find another angle to find my brother. Alec might think I was crazy, and that's fine, but in my gut, I knew something was wrong with Simon... I wouldn't settle or sleep until I got to the bottom of his uncharacteristic disappearance}

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

{My brows furrowed and an offended glare followed as I heard Alec's accusatory words. Mood swings, controlling and clingy... Wow, this guy really was a certified, grade A ass. As if the thought no sooner came to mind I heard him refer to himself as a dick} Yes... As a matter of fact, you are a dick, and I'm not particularly fond of you. I get it. You see me as clingy and controlling... An overbearing sister, of sorts to Simon, but you don't know my brother, Alec. You don't know the bond that he and I have with one another... Call me strange, deranged, or whatever you want to call me, but I can sense that something is wrong with him. I assure you, if that wasn't the case, and I thought all was well, I'd give Simon all the time and space he might want, but even if it doesn't make sense to you or you think I'm crazy for saying this, I know in my heart and gut that something is wrong with my brother, which is why I'm coming off as clingy and controlling now... That's my worry and concern for my little brother being radiated in my actions. Ever since our dad died, Simon and I have always been there for each other... For our mom too. That said, when he ignores our mom, I don't think anything of it, because she can be a bit much at times, to say the least. I love her, but it's the truth none the less, so at times, we need the space from her. Simon and I though have never ghosted each other, so the fact that he's ghosting me now concerns me. It's fine though. You can't help me and that's okay. I'll figure it out. {I didn't know how, but I'd never give up on Simon... I wouldn't stop until I knew where he was, what's going on with him, and how I could help him... He's my brother so not matter what, I'd always be there for him}

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

{Okay, so in spite of the fact that my trust for Alec was suddenly being tested, his response when explaining how he knew Clary made sense. It still didn't explain why Simon was dodging my calls and clearly hadn't been back at his apartment in what looked like a long time, but at least the Clary reply added up a bit. Even with that though, I could tell he wasn't telling me everything. He knew more about my brother's whereabouts... I could sense as much, so I didn't understand why he'd keep it from me. That part wasn't adding up} Okay, I'll buy the story you fed me on how you know Clary, but the rest isn't adding up, Alec... {I admitted. I had always been good at reading people, so this moment was no exception where I could see he wasn't being one hundred percent honest with me. Even so, I exhaled a sigh and took a seat on the arm rest of Simon's sofa before my head shook} I know you think I'm crazy and clingy... That I'm hovering too much over my little brother, and that's fine... {I started to say before I paused; swallowing lowly as a worried lump started to form in my throat. I knew in my gut that something was wrong with my brother. I just wish someone would be honest with me and tell me the truth} But Alec, I know my brother... He'd never just ghost me like this. Clary either, for that matter. We're always open and honest with each other, no matter what, so sure, you might think I'm crazy, but I know in my gut that something is wrong with my brother. {Another defeated sigh leaving my lips. Alec had basically made it clear that he wasn't going to tell me more, so I guess I'd need to find another angle in order to figure out where my brother is, and what's really going on with him}

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

{Alec could use any and all of the excuses that he wanted to now as a means of getting my mind off of finding my brother, but contrary to what he might think, I know my brother. This wasn't characteristic behavior for him. Occasionally letting my mom's texts or calls go without response for a day or two, sure... Mom could be a bit stifling, suffocating, and overbearing at times, but Simon never ignored me. We always had a strong and unbreakable bond. My point being, sure, that excuse or possibility might be true for other guys, but not my brother. Simon was too much of a family guy and too loyal to us to just completely ghost and cut us out of his life. I was about to say just that when I heard his mention of Clary} Wait, you know Clary? How do you know Clary? And for that matter, have you known all this time who my brother is? {I asked... Finding myself suddenly very suspicious of Alec... What was his motive when he offered to "help" me find my brother? I was starting to get the sense that, not only did he know Simon, but he knew exactly where Simon was too. If so, why would he keep that from me? Was Simon hurt somewhere or worse...? The worry and panic starting to build up inside of me as I continued to toss questions in Alec's direction} What's going on, Alec? I feel like you're purposely trying to hurt me to keep whatever secret you know about my brother's whereabouts hidden... If my brother is in danger... or something happened to him, I have the right to know. {I finally said as a means of proving my point}

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

{Alec's words stung. Why, I don't know because this guy was basically nothing to me. Or at least that's what I kept telling myself. That way if the person meant nothing to me, then their words couldn't bother me. They did sting though. I couldn't deny that. Maybe from the outside perspective, his words made sense. He didn't understand how close Simon, my mom, and I always were though. We had an unbreakable bond, so regardless of how much I allegedly "smothered" Simon, he never ghosted me before. Just the opposite, actually. Simon loved that I looked out for him like this, so why now would he hide from me? No, something wasn't adding up} Sure, I smother him. Fine. Believe what you want, but I know my brother. He wouldn't just ghost me without good reason. {I said with a frustrated sigh. I'm sure if I went to the police to file a missing person's report, they'd tell me the same thing that Alec was. Nobody would believe me... Nobody was going to buy that my worries were justified. Well, nobody but my mom since she was even more frantic than me, at the moment. Case and point why I came to Simon's place today, in the first place. My mom called me in a panic, and given that all of my calls and texts to Simon were going unanswered, I knew it was my turn to intervene. We're family. A close one, so this is what we did} You don't have to believe me, Alec, but in my gut, I know something is wrong. This isn't my brother. He'd never just ghost my mom and I. If nothing else, he'd drop me a text to tell me he's fine in order to put my mind at ease enough to step back. That said, if Simon is ignoring all of my mom's and my calls and texts, it means something is wrong... I need to find him. I need to know, one way or another, if he's okay.

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

{I was a bit offended by Alec's remark. I didn't baby my brother. We were family though, so we looked out for each other. Simon was always there for me, and I would always be there for him} I don't baby him, and yes, he's more than capable to take care of himself. Still, ever since we were kids, Simon and I looked out for each other. He's always been there for me, and I've always been there for him. {Okay, so maybe Alec made a point about me cleaning Simon's apartment and doing his laundry, but to be honest, that was more for my benefit than for Simon's, since I couldn't stand being at his apartment when it was so messy I worried something might crawl on me or jump out from under a pile of clothes and murder me. I thought to myself as I glanced at the picture Alec was referring to. My head nodding in confirmation} Yes, that's Simon. Simon and his best friend, Clary. {I added. Not that Alec cared who the girl was in the picture, but still, no harm in sharing all of the details of the picture} And to be clear, me cleaning his apartment and doing his laundry is for my benefit. It makes my skin crawl when I come into this apartment and I feel like something it going to come out from under a pile of his clothes and crap and attack me. {I added with a casual shrug}

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

Yeah? Okay, we can do that. {I said in a hint of surprise that Alec was offering to help me track down Simon, but relieved as well as that he didn't think I was crazy and just told me to get over it and to let him be. Not to discount that I was still surprised that Alec was willing to do this because it seemed like I was getting on his nerves up until now} His apartment isn't too far from here. {I said as I put some money down onto the table to cover our bill and the tip before I grabbed my pursed, shifted out of the booth, and then up onto my feet} I appreciate this, Alec. I mean, I know you and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot when we first met, so this is nice of you to put up with me for awhile longer. {I said with a smile as I prepared to leave the diner with Alec before we'd make our way to Simon's apartment. Once we left the diner, I started the familiar walk to my brother's apartment building} The good news is, I cleaned my brother's apartment when I was there earlier, so you're able to walk through it now, and won't be overpowered by the horrible smell that was in there upon my initial arrival. My brother is great, but not the best at keeping up with cleaning, laundry, or dishes. {I said in casual conversation as we continued walking a bit further; ultimately seeing Simon's apartment building coming into view} It's this building here. {I pointed out as I made my way inside the main door, then started up the stairwell to the desired floor. After trekking up what felt like a million stairs, we reached Simon's floor; using my key to open the front door for us, so we could head inside} Simon? {I called out his name out of habit. Just in case, on the off chance, he had come home, but I wasn't at all surprised when I got no reply in response} Nope... He hasn't been back. {I shared more so for myself as I quickly checked the refrigerator; immediately noticing the carry out food I left him was still there untouched} If he had, he would have devoured the food I brought him in the kitchen. It's from his favorite restaurant. {I pointed out as I turned a few more lights on so Alec could look around for clues or whatever he needed to track down my brother. As I made my way into the living room, I straightened out the pictures Simon had on the end table near the couch. One of his with his best friend Clary, one of him and I, and one of the whole family. Shaking my head slightly as a quiet sigh left my lips. This wasn't like Simon, so wherever he was, I just hoped he was safe}

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

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@goodwitharrows

{I flashed Alec a genuine, gracious smile when he offered to "track" Simon for me. Yes, the word "track" caught me a bit off guard, but given the other things I've already witnessed tonight, specifically in that alley where the guys Alec fought off of me literally turned to ash, I guess nothing Alec should do or say at this point should seem strange} Track? Like a private eye or detective, or more along the lines of a werewolf? {I asked with a playful smile as I glanced toward my purse; remembering I had Simon's watch in my purse} Anyway, I actually have Simon's watch... I took it from his apartment when I saw it didn't work. I figured I'd surprise him and get it fixed, but if it helps you track him down, then I'm in. {I said as I set the watch on the table, then gently slid it toward Alec. I just hoped this wasn't some kind of line or trick, because that watch belonged to Simon's and my dad, so if something happened to it, Simon would be devastated, and probably never forgive me} That watch actually belonged to our dad, so please be careful with it. Simon would probably kill me if something happened to it. {I chuckled softly as if to keep the conversation light before taking another sip of my milkshake} Hey, you know, I'm here if you want to talk, or vent, or whatever... You seem like you're carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. {I offered. Figuring Alec would shoot me down, because he seemed like the type of guy who kept things pretty close to the belt, but regardless, I wanted him to know the offer stood}

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

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@fiercedevout

{I flashed Alec an amused grin and shrugged my shoulders nonchalantly in response to his comment about me dancing on the counter top with the waitresses here} Of course I would... I mean, my motto is, you only live once. {I added with a lingering grin. Not ashamed of who I was, or the fact that I didn't really care what people think of me. I wanted to make the most of the life I had. Even if Alec thought I was a weirdo who talked to much and worried for no reason at all. I was admittedly surprised to hear his apology about my brother. I understood where he was coming from after hearing why he wasn't all that keen on family at the moment. Truth is, we all have our own things that we're working through, so I shouldn't have judged him either or deemed him as heartless. I was even more surprised though when he offered to help me find my brother. My lips pursed slightly in surprise while my brows furrowed in question} Really? You'd do that? {I asked as a means of confirmation that I had heard him correctly. A part of me wondering if he was just being nice now and silently hoped that I would turn down his offer} Are you sure? I mean, it sounds like you've got a lot on your plate as it is... Are you sure you'd want to get involved in my family drama? I don't want to inconvenience you or anything. {I didn't really know what to say at this point in time. I mean, I was desperate to know if Simon was okay and safe, so if Alec was a detective of some sorts or someone who was good at tracking other people down, then naturally I'd want his help, but at the same time, I didn't want to put him out or lay this burden on him; especially when it sounded like he was already dealing with a lot as it is}

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

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@goodwitharrows

{I chuckled softly and an amused smile creased my lips when I heard Alec's question about whether or not the customers get up and dance too when a song plays in here. Oh wow, I could just imagine how crazy yet fun that would be if we did} Nah, it's just the waiters and waitresses, usually, but that actually sounds fun. Maybe I should offer up that suggestion. {I added with lingering amusement then flashed Alec a smile when I heard him agree to order some waffle fries. Good. Here's hoping he was loosening up a bit} Good. You won't regret it. They're great here. {I added with a lingering smile as I decided just to get the same. Before long the waitress approached; prompting us to place our orders before handing her our menus so she can put our order in for us. While she did so, I sipped on my water} I'm sorry if I'm talking too much. {I started to say as I returned my glass of water to the table and continued} Don't get me wrong, I tend to be a talker by nature. I'm a nurse so being personable and a good conversationalist is just part of my personality, but normally I don't talk quite this much. {I admitted before adding} I just have a bit of stress in my life currently... Between work, my mother, and my brother, I have a lot on my plate and mind, so I've found that the more I have going on, the more I tend to talk. My brother always called it "nervous rambling." {My shoulders rolling into a light shrug as I took another quick sip of my water before speaking again} Believe it or not, my mom is even worse than I am. Probably why my brother is avoiding us. {I aired out in quiet disappointment. The thought of Simon avoiding us wasn't a stretch, nor would it be the first time he has, but I honesty didn't believe this time was because my mother and I talk too much. No, I knew my brother and if he was shutting us out, me especially, it meant something was going on with him. After all, Simon and I had always been close, so even when he had stuff going on, he always confided in me. He's always known there wasn't anything he couldn't tell me, which is why I'm so worried about him now. All in all though, I just hope wherever he is, that he's okay}

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

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@goodwitharrows

Oh, I might joke about a lot of things, but never about how epic this diner is. I love it here. {I said with a soft grin before adding} Just wait until someone plays a song on the jukebox and they dance on the counter top. {I shared with a building grin. Then again, Alec didn't seem like the "fun" type of personality, so it wouldn't surprise me if he found that part of the atmosphere and ambience to be lame} Just a coffee? Are you sure? I'm not kidding when I tell you the milkshakes here are amazing. Worth every calorie. {I said with a grin as I browsed the contents of the menu. Grant it, I usually got the same things when I came here, but you never know, maybe tonight I'll branch out a bit and order something new} So, food wise, the cheeseburgers are amazing... The grilled cheese is great, too. {I started to share with Alec, in case he'd branch out a bit and order some food to go with his boring coffee order} The chili-cheese fries are great... especially if you get the waffle fries. {I continued to explain but my lips pursed slightly in thought as I realized maybe he is boring with food too, or maybe one of those vegetarian types of eaters} Wait, unless you're a vegetarian... In that case, there are a selection of salads and pastas. I've never tried any of them here, but I'm sure they're good, too. Everything else here is. {I had a feeling I was getting on Alec's nerves because I tend to overtalk. Honestly, given how hot and cold he's been, up until this point, I'm a little surprised he hadn't left yet. At the same point though, I'm admittedly relieved he was willing to put up with me, because I was kinda warming up to him. Not just because he's hot, which obviously, he is, but there was something about him that I felt myself drawn too, I guess you could say}

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

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@goodwitharrows

{Wow, this guy was really hard to read. He was definitely hot and cold, which ordinarily drove me crazy. One minute he's pouring me a drink and touching me in a bar, in the next he's insulting me, and then in the one after that he's saving my life. Even suggesting he walk me home, so he can ensure I make it there safely. I started to think, at that point, that maybe he was warming up to me, but judging by his humorless comment about him leaving if I talk too much, it felt like we were right back at square one. Geeze, he was kind of a pain in the ass. Normally a guy like this would have already turned me off, and it would be me walking away, not him, but I don't know... Something about Alec drew me in. It made me want to get to know him... To peel away the layers of the onion, so to speak, because I had a feeling once you got to know him, he was actually a great guy. Jury was still out on that one... Or for that matter, if we'd even make it through coffee with one or the other of us storming out to get away from each other} Noted. {I said flatly in response to his comment before redirecting the topic of conversation to the diner} Yeah, I love it. The waitresses wear poodle skirts and roller skates, and the waiters dress in fifties style and also wear roller skates. It's fun. They play oldies themed music too, which is an added bonus. {I started to say with a smile before quickly adding} Well, I find it fun, but given that I'm not the one in the costume or skates, they might not agree. {I chuckled softly as we reached the diner and then made our way inside. Once we were inside, we made our way to an open booth before almost immediately being greeted by one of the long time waitresses} "Here are some menus... Can I start you both off with some coffee? Milkshakes, maybe?" {She asked with a friendly smile} I'll have an oreo milkshake, please. {I said with a friendly smile before glancing over at Alec, so he too could place his drink order while I started looking over the menu in front of me}

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

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@goodwitharrows

{I smiled over at Alec in amusement when he brought up the reminder that he was the one who sent me running from the bar, in the first place. Logically, had he not, I may not have been attacked by those demons, as he called them. Honestly though, if I hadn't, we wouldn't be here at this point now... Alec wouldn't be walking me home, or reluctantly agreeing to get coffee with me either. In fact, I may not have ever seen him again. Grant it, I hadn't yet decided if I'd want to see him again or not, since up until now, it's all been pretty hot and cold, but at the moment, I was at least open to the idea of getting to know him a bit more than I did now} Eh, I wasn't exactly perfect in the bar either. Mind you, I'd apologize for hitting you with my shoe, but you did put your hand on my chest, so let's just call that part evening things out. {I exhaled a soft chuckle as we continued walking in the direction of the diner I had mentioned. Coincidentally, this was also the same direction as my apartment building, so if he ended up saying no to the coffee idea, it was okay, because we were heading in the right direction regardless} You did save me, though, so thank you for that. {My brows creased slightly in a mixture of amusement and question as it sounded like a yes, but he hadn't quite agreed yet} Hey, you never know. I've been told that I talk way too much, and that I can be a giant pain in the ass at times, so I could very well be worse than the people you hang out with. {I joked in response and then smiled when he agreed to have coffee with me} Good. I'd say you won't regret it, but something tells me after the bar and then the alleyway, you might be regretting meeting me altogether tonight. {Chuckling softly once more as I continued in the direction of the diner} The diner's just another block up on the right. It's cute inside... They have it with a fifties theme and the waiters and waitresses actually wear roller skates, and dance on the counter top when someone plays a song on the jukebox. I'm sure they don't enjoy that part, but personally, I find it kinda fun.

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Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows 

{Once I shifted up onto my feet, I moved to the male’s side as we prepared to leave the alley, and began the familiar walk back to my apartment. As great as walking in complete silence beside a stranger might sound, well to him and probably nobody else, I knew for me it would just make this already crazy night that much weirder for me. With that thought in mind, I tried to break the ice by giving him my name. Considering the hot and cold encounter we had with one another in the bar, I half expected him to blow me off. Surprisingly though, not only did he not ignore my introduction, but he actually made an attempt to crack a joke before he gave his own name in response} It’s nice to officially meet you, Alec. Not necessarily under these circumstances, but it is what it is. {I said through a soft laugh as I smiled playfully over at him} A part of me wants to call you out for such an arrogant response, but you’ve earned it. I mean, you are definitely the guy who saved my ass tonight. Seems you’re my hero. {Flashing him a playful smile as we continued walking toward the general direction of my apartment} You know, there’s a great little diner not far from my apartment... Would I ruin the moment if I asked if you wanted to stop there so I can treat you to a coffee, as well as anything else you might want, as like a thank you, kind of thing, for having my back tonight? {Truthfully, it wasn’t just about thanking him and/or me showing my gratitude now. If I was being honest, in spite of the uncomfortable moment we shared together in the bar, I couldn’t deny the fact that he was incredibly good-looking, so as long as he didn’t get weird again, I’d be open to get to know him a bit}

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@fiercedevout

Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.

[fiercedevout]

@goodwitharrows

{Okay then. I mouthed to myself in response to this guy’s order for me not to joke; all the while using the support of the dumpster beside me to keep myself from falling over. I couldn’t read this guy. One minute he’s dry and kinda rude, yet pouring me a drink in the bar, then the next he’s touching me without permission, and now after he saved my life, he practically bit my head off about joking. Wow, this guy really needed to loosen up a bit. For his part he did apologize to me for touching me back at the bar. The part that didn’t add up though was why he was seemingly surprised that I was human... or “mundane” as he put it. Was he not human? I wondered to myself. Deciding, for now at least, to keep that wonder to myself, because I had a feeling if I asked him, he might bite my head off again. Or worse, turn me to dust like he did the demons who had attacked me} Apology accepted. It’s all water under the bridge. {I said with a small, yet genuine smile. My way of reassuring him that we could call it all even now. The apology was surprising in itself, but what I found even more surprising was his offer to walk me home. Definitely didn’t see that one coming, given his serious exterior. Either way though, and in lieu of what had just happened to me when I had planned to walk home by myself a few moments ago, I figured the ridiculously handsome grumpy guy, who had just saved my life, might I add, walking me home might not be the worst idea out there} Yeah, I’d appreciate that, actually. Never know when I might end up in the wrong place again with more demons attacking me. Or you know, maybe vampires this time. Apparently today just isn’t my day. {My head giving a shake of disbelief. Still trying to wrap my head around the fact that demons were actually real. Trying to push that to the back of my mind, as best as I could, while I flashed the guy a friendly smile, and shifted forward from the dumpster as I prepared the walk back to my apartment complex} I’m Sierra, by the way. I can’t remember if I said that previously when we were back at the bar.

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@fiercedevout

Grumpy, he was Grumpy and on edge. Not that those feelings affected how he felt or how he was treating the girl besides him. But he also was in no mood for the attractive girls chit chats to try to make conversation. Alec showed up at this bar because he never showed his face here. He knew it was safe distance away from the institution. He knew it was a safe bet if or when his mother or sister went out searching for him probably to talk more about his arranged marriage, or to get him to stop being stubborn. Not a shot; Alec knew he wore a tough exterior, he had walls up, he rarely ever showed emotions why? Because emotions were meaningless, we were trained as shadowhunters; kill demon after demon it was either be killed or be the one doing the killing. 

And of course this was werewolf territory, but he liked to believe he had that face, the charm so if Maia did show up he could talk his way out it, or with his luck Luke would be stomping around and considering how the institution had taken Clairy under our winds he’d be gentle about telling me to get lost. But this girl Sierra was that girl that wanted to tell you about her problems, as for me I wanted to sulk, I wanted to drink in silence and let the jumbled thoughts in my mind go crazy; to avoid confronting what pressure was on my shoulders. But what was she? A mundane? A werewolf? A fairy? She seemed like a fairy with her gentle smile, with her kind eyes they were brown, she definitely was pretty. Get your head out of the gutter Alec she could be dangerous plus it’s not like she plan on uttering two words to the girl now. But a nurse? I felt the way my eyes arched up; in confusion because I was confused. “ A nurse..” A word slipped through parted lips, and he did something unexpected, the male tilted his head toward to the brunette, his hand released the glass of whisky and he extended his hand over to touch her hand. 

Cold, not pale enough to be a vampire. He was a fixer; and he wanted answers, hand trailed from her hand and up her arm until he reached her heart; beating rapidly. He knew he was crazy and honestly he didn’t self consciously realize how ridiculous he looked right now. A stranger touching her hand; and now her heart; he swore he wasn’t a creep and as soon as he realized how this looked or the taunting stare she now held on him he instantly retracted his hand back to his lap. 

“ Sorry, I just, your a mundane aren’t you? I needed to be sure.” Nervous was he? Alec didn’t do nervous or the self-conscious talk; but in this moment he had to ask himself what the hell was he doing? Can I blame it on the whisky. Eyes forced to the half filled glass in front of him. As if he could forget the last minute of himself. He didn’t need to hear the female admit she was only concerned for her brother; the good hearted people? Sicken to his ears he tried to move past himself; as he uttered. “ Ever think if your brother stopped calling or answering your messages he doesn’t want to be found?” Just a thought to self; he himself knew he was hiding; and in time he’d have to return but for now it easier to sulk, to drown himself in whisky rather than confront the idea of a loveless marriage; an arrangement for our futures; I don’t know Alec didn’t believe in love but he also didn’t like the idea of displaying a huge lie.