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finally catching up w one piece :") i'm already sad and i left off at a sad part, pray for me 😭

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i'm going camping for the first time & i'm seeing avril lavigne this weekend, i'm gonna combust i'm so excited!!!!! i'm seeing my only ever breakup theme live :3333

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Shoutout to sleepy selfshippers. Reblog if you’re a selfshipper and also tired as fuck.

[ Dividers by @/kodaswrld ]

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hihihi i'm looking for moots! 🫶🏻 new to the community and i'm really nervous, i feel like the new kid at school haha.

check out my intro post for more about me :3 but tldr, my main f/os are portgas d. ace, taiju shiba (read: restaurant owner calmer taiju), cassian andor, armitage hux, poe dameron, and dale cooper :DDD

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having a rough mental health day, so now i must yap about me and armitage until i feel better

feeling touchstarved. i just want to hold him to my chest, letting him listen to my heartbeat. rub his back gently and whisper sweet words about how much i care for him and how i'm grateful i am for his existence. i wanna slowly white out the words left by his father and write over them with my reassurances that he, alone, is enough, and he's worthy of my love. just wanna be the balm on his wary soul after a rough day.

him coming home after a long, frustrating day to the scent of fresh bread and his favorite hearty stew from his home planet that his mother used to make for him. he didn't realize how much he missed it until i managed to find an arkanis cookbook. it's obviously different, it's a new dish i've made so it's still in an experimental state, but the thing he can taste in it that he hasn't had in food in years is love. he can't put his finger on it at first, but when he comes across a vegetable i playfully cut into a heart shape, the realization dawns on me.

sometimes it's hard for him to express himself. we're both like that, but i tend to hide it behind being bubbly and energetic where he tends to be more deadpanned and quiet. words are often hard for him, having spent years being ruthless and bloodthirsty, he has to carefully choose his words, especially after a hard day. on those days, he tends to show his love through physical affection-- having me on his lap as he reads reports, laying his head on my lap when he needs a moment to just breathe, it seems like some part of him needs to touch me, even if it's something as simple as my knee against his.

he hates pda, having been groomed his whole life to be a perfect soldier, so anything showing what could be deemed as a weakness makes him uncomfortable. it took a while for me to break down his walls when it comes to physical touch. he was used to hands inflicting pain, not being soft and making him feel safe. there was a lot of "is it okay if i ___?" before he started seeking out my touch. now, he can't seem to fall asleep without me massaging his scalp.

he's a big gift giver, despite me insisting that he doesn't need to. especially if i'm having a bit of a rough time with ptsd, sometimes he walks in the door with a package for me to open, just to see me smile. he knows materialistic things aren't the only way to make me happy, and anytime i try to protest that he spends too much on me, he says it's more for his enjoyment than mine.

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This is my discomfort character I want to see them in unimaginable pain

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F/O Gush Pass Asks

Send me an emoji (and an f/o of mine) and I’ll gush about the topic!

Reblog karma is recommended!

✨ Gush about your f/o’s skills

👒 Gush about your f/o’s fashion

🍲 Gush about your f/o’s cooking

🧋 Gush about your f/o’s drink order

🎁 Gush about a gift from your f/o

🐻 Gush about a plushie of your f/o

❤️ Gush about your relationship with your f/o

🏠 Gush about home life with your f/o

👀 Gush about your f/o’s face

💋 Gush about kissing your f/o

🐰 Gush about what animal represents your f/o

🎆 Gush about dates with your f/o

📞 Gush about phone calls from your f/o

💞 Gush about why you were drawn to your f/o

☁️ Gush about the comfort your f/o brings you

��� Gush about your f/o’s red flags

🏖️ Gush about a trip with your f/o

🎼 Gush about a song that reminds you of f/o

🍏 Gush about doing chores with your f/o

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JOY 250407

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new & improved intro!

my first intro was kind of a garbled mess, so let me try this again!! my name is martha, i'm 23, autistic, and kind of a hot mess. but hopefully your favorite hot mess.

i'm shy and awkward at first, but i'm trying to open up more! tldr; i had my entire friend group abandon me years ago (a blessing in disguise tbh), but it still has me scared to befriend people. my best friend is @trafalgar-laws-wife :333 we've been besties for nearly eleven years now! she makes me believe in friendship.

i'm so bad at responding to messages but i'm trying to get better! my brain is the size of a walnut and i reply in my head wayyyyyy too often without ever typing. guess i'm just trying to send you a telepathic message.

i'm one hell of a multifandom type of person. my main fandom is one piece (i'm not caught up but spoilers don't bother me <3), but i'm also into tokyo revengers, jojo's, star wars, fire emblem, fallout, twin peaks, kpop, and cpop! i'm also an avid sims 4 player (& lifelong sims fan) and am currently getting into red dead redemption.

for my kpop fans out there, i'm a nctzen, atiny, exo-l, and starlight <3 bigbang (i'm an ot4, ot5 vips dni) got me into it back in 2014 and it's been history since. my top biases are chenle (we were born the same day, he's my twin :333), johnny, san, wooyoung, and kyungsoo :")

also quick blurb, but i am a reality shifter, in case anyone is too :3

f/o intro!

i have quite a few, so i thought i'd introduce them and let you know if i'm okay with sharing or not! yes means i'm okay, no means i'm not.

portgas d. ace - one piece - yes ✅

taiju shiba (future) - tokyo revengers - no ❌

cassian andor - star wars - no ❌

armitage hux - star wars - no ❌ (i could singlehandedly fix this man)

poe dameron - star wars - no ❌

dale cooper - twin peaks - absolutely not ❌

my self insert!

(https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1990109 & https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1787745)

(by @trafalgar-laws-wife :3)

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Continuation of thist post: X

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aldndkaskdnla i cant believe all of andor is out now :((((( i put out a post like three months before it got announced about wanting a k2/cassian spinoff and then disney revealed we'd be getting one. they made it for me fr i was the only one asking for it. it was announced like two weeks before my 17th birthday too. it became one of my comforts though because hey, as long as i hold on, my show will come out one day.

and now its all out :((( its an exciting but bittersweet feeling. i no longer can tell myself just hold on for andor :")

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「 to my fellow self shippers who also struggle with ptsd... 」

♡ imagine your f/o catching you mid flashback, gently pulling you close before you can spiral. "breathe with me. in… out… just like that. i've got you.’’

♡ imagine your f/o sensing the exact moment you dissociate in bed, wrapping their arms around you from behind without a single word. just the steady rock of their body, their heartbeat against your back, and a comforting presence waiting patiently for your return.

♡ imagine your f/o tucking you in carefully after a traumatic day, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "i'll keep watch. you can rest now."

♡ imagine your f/o noticing you flinch whenever they reach out. instead of pulling away, they offer their palm, open and patient.

♡ imagine your f/o feeling the second you finally melt into them, weeks of tension dissolving in their arms. their thumb traces circles on your back as they whisper, "there you are... all safe and sound..."

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ANDOR 2.12 "Jedha, Kyber, Erso"

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me giving an unprompted presentation on my personal canon poe and hux because i don't like what happened to them post tfa so after that movie they became my ocs instead

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my mental health being at an all time low is so funny like what do you mean you just pulled out my ultimate comfort character from when i was 17. go away. stop babygirlifying a criminal i beg of you

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PEDRO PASCAL as JAVIER PEÑA

Narcos | 3.08: Convivir